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My Diary/Blog For the Month of June 2011 |
Sunday 12th June 2011 |
07:46 BST Yesterday was not as wet as I thought it would be. Occasionally there was bright sunshine, but overall it was fairly dull, and rather cool. Today may well be very similar. It was bright and sunny at sunrise, but it's now getting quite dull outside. All the blue seems to have faded into a milky white colour. With the temperature a mere 14.5° C right now it seems a very poor show for June. Most of my plans for yesterday came to nothing, or at least the healthier ones did. I eventually got out to do some some shopping from Aldi sometime after 11am. It didn't feel quite as cold as I feared it would as I walked there. I started out under a threatening sky, but arrived under bright sunshine. When I came out I found I had just missed a heavy shower. It was dry while I walked back home with three heavy bags of shopping - I didn't feel so cold after lugging that lot back ! I did end up buying rather more than I could comfortable carry. I managed to avoid buying my favourites snacks while in the shop, and most of what I bought was mostly harmless. One item, that I had for a late lunch, was not exactly harmless. It was a large chilli con carne ready meal. I shudder to think how much fat and calories were in it, but it was quite tasty. Later on in the day I had a large salad. That would have been fine apart from the pastrami which probably has a high fat content, although it is not supposed to. I never did get out for any sort of longer walk than the fairly short one to the supermarket. Instead I spent quite a few hours watching TV. Some of that TV time was while my computer was doing stuff by itself. I finally made a start at editing one more video from the material that was shot during Chain's performance at The Hither Green Festival on Saturday 21st May 2011. It has taken a while to get back into doing that, and I am thinking that the current song I am working on, Freebird, will be the last I will do. Once that is done I hope that Iain will have a go at editing some more of the material. It was while doing the editing that I realised that Windows was running rather lumpily. A quick check showed that the hard disk was very fragmented. Defragmenting the disk took a long time, and I had to run the defragmenter several times. It was while all the defragmenting was going on that I watched quite a lot of TV. Today I hope to finish the editing of Freebird. So far it is going rather well apart from a tricky few seconds where every camera view is useless. I think I will be able to fill that in with a crowd view, but it may look a bit out of place. I have a feeling that this may turn out to be one of my better, or maybe best, music videos. With four different camera angles to choose from the artistic decisions are sometimes hard to make, but more often the choices make themselves (some of the amateur camerawork is basically unusable !). So far this morning I have been unusually busy. Perhaps the most important job for the morning was emptying Smudge's litter tray. It was well overdue, and very stinky ! At the same time I also removed a small dead bird, presumably a present from Smudge, from just outside the back door. The other thing I have done this morning is some maintenance on my server. I installed the latest software updates, which was important, but maybe not as important as doing a somewhat overdue backup run of my most important files. There were several gigabytes of that could easily have been lost if the main hard disk had crashed. The next thing I ought to do is to shave, wash my hair, and shower, but I am thinking I might enjoy a lie down before doing that. It doesn't feel like I'll be going out today, but it is cold grey and miserable out so I don't think I'll miss that, and I really do want to get that video editing finished today. |
Monday 6th June 2011 |
08:02 BST Sometime around midday, perhaps an hour before, maybe an hour later, it started to rain, and it is still raining now.Sometimes it seems to be almost stopping, and at other times it has been reasonably heavy. A couple of yards away fom my back door there is an old 2l plastic ice cream container that I placed there to provide a source of water for Smudge (or any other animal wanting a drink). It is not a very accurate way of estimating rainfall, particularly when you are only looking at it from a distance, but it seems to have an extra two inches of rain water in it. That seems to be quite a lot. The rain should eventually stop, and there is some sort of hope that this afternoon could see some sunshine. If the sun does put in an appearance for any length of time the temperature could rise to around 20° C from the 12° C the day started with. Yesterday I think I managed to elevate the art of being lazy to new heights. Apart from throwing a few things in the washing machine, and a little bit of work on the PC first thing in the morning, I basically did nothing of any importance yesterday. Apart from a brief visit by a friend to pick up an external hard drive (to back up some of data while re-installing Windows) I saw no one and went nowhere. I am ashamed to admit that I didn't either wash, shave or brush my hair. The most surprising thing is that I was neither bored, nor did the day seem very long. I spent some of the day laying on my bed reading, but I didn't seem to read that much. A couple of times I dozed off, but it felt like only for a few minutes at a time rather than any form of deep sleep. At one point I considered going for a walk in the park while it was pouring with rain. I think that was when I was getting the washing out of the washing machine. By the time I had hung up the washing to dry, the idea of a walk in the park had slipped quietly away, and I resumed my studies in being almost inert. Maybe the blank minded state I must have achieved during the day starved my brain of images. During the night I am sure my dreams came alive with images, and some of them were not pleasant in a sci fi horror story sort of way. I am fairly certain that I often knew I was dreaming, and conciously pushed the storyline when it became stagnant. The background to a rather disjointed storyline was alien invasion and abduction. My strange aliens didn't have a flying saucer, but were in windowless armoured trucks that ran on the railway. They would dash out of the sidings at Catford Bridge station (that were ripped out years ago) between regular trains, and abduct people on the railway. At least I think that is what they did. My brain had already cut to a different scene before the abduction took place, but it was obvious it was going to happen. At one point I had to take evasive action to avoid being abducted myself. Maybe I was eventually abducted because I could see some of the people who were abducted, and see them having medical experiments conducted on them. Curiously enough I can't recall if I saw an actual alien in any of my dreams. In my dreams I saw some quite horrific things, and I had to take some evasive action, but somehow it didn't seem like a nightmare. A lot of the time I seemed to have some sort of internal dialogue with myself. It would be like "here's a scene, now put some action in it", or "that scene has played out, what shall we do next". That may sound like lucid dreaming, but the events during the night are fading fast, and while I can remember elements of the dreams, it is really only a feeling that I had control rather than an actual memory. I have come to the conclusion that I don't feel that bad this morning. I don't feel up to rushing around, but I have no significant aches or pains. Even my right hand, which was very painful up to lunchtime on Saturday, has healed to the point where I have to try very hard to find any remaining soreness. I suspect that by midday I will be feeling like I would rather being laying down that being at work, but that will have to wait until I get home tonight - when I can foresee a lazy evening happening before an early night ! |