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Diary/Blog For the Month of October 2015 |
Saturday
31st October 2015 |
18:00
GMT. I think there was a bit of sunshine yesterday, but I can't seem to remember when it was. Mostly I just remember it being grey - a fairly light shade of grey, almost white sometimes, but still grey. It wasn't particularly cold though, but I don't think it was mild enough to travel from work without a coat on. Today has definitely seen some sunshine - much more than I expected, and it has been quite mild, but nowhere near the 19° C that The Metro newspaper seemed to think it might be. It is now a fairly cool 12° C, and at best it might have been 15° C earlier. It should stay dry. So all those who go out in fancy dress should be ok, apart from shivering ! Tomorrow might stay dry despite heavy cloud being forecast, although the main feature tomorrow will be a misty or even foggy morning - and rather cool too ! I didn't feel good yesterday. Some of it was continuing occasional discomfort from my ribs and chest, and more of it was just in my head. I just felt like I wanted to go home and hibernate, and ignore the outside world. That would have been fine if I had stayed out of Tesco on the way home. I ended up buy and eating some stuff that I shouldn't have.....or maybe I should have. Maybe the defying of all authority, mostly my own, and eating a box of 4 reduced (half ?) price cream cakes had a good effect. I was almost determined to do nothing last night, and yet after eating those 4 rather nice cakes I decided it would be good to wash my work shirts, and some underwear. So I did that, and then I spent rather a long time playing with the laptop that I had fitted the solid state hard disk in last Wednesday evening. I had previously installed the very latest version of Linux Mint on it, and although I had some difficulty customising the desktop to my satisfaction, the real problem is that I had no sound. Last night I installed a slightly old, but still just about supported version of Linux Mint (version 13 - Maya). At first I seemed to still have no sound, but at least I was able to set the desktops up to my satisfaction. Then I noticed I did have sound, but it was very, very quiet. So I turned up the volume of the media player, and went into the sound configuration panel, and set the volume in there to 150%. The sound was still low, but at least it was usable. It was then that maybe my subconcious made me run my finger along the front of the laptop. Sitting just to the right of the catch was a rotary control - an analogue volume control !!!! I turned that up, and there was loads of sound. Sadly the sound on that Toshiba laptop sounds pretty ropey. The small speakers sound horribly tinny - even worse than some of the mobile phone speakers that some kids (who deserve a good slap) blare out their non musical music from. It was getting on for midnight when I decided I had experimented enough on that laptop. There are still a few things I want to do on it, but basically it is working fine, and is very responsive - maybe more responsive that my desktop PC despite the desktop PC being twice to three times more powerful (in theory). It may be time to to "refresh" my desktop PC with a fresh install of Linux Mint. Just for a change, I slept quite well last night. Maybe, having gone to bed so late, it was no surprise that I should sleep so well - at least for the first 5 hours. It wasn't long after I got out of bed that my chest began to feel sore, but a couple of Ibuprofen tablets calmed it down - although it probably took a whole hour for them to work their magic. Although I had made a positive decision to be anti-social this weekend, I decided not to annoy Aleemah who I had agreed to see earlier. Seeing Aleemah was actually good because she very patiently listened to me while I told her how almost everybody in the world had pissed me off. She seemed to take it very well. It was good to have a good moan, and it was good to have an alcoholic breakfast ! We are right in the middle (I think) of the current Wetherspoons beer festival, and there were 4 beers I wanted to try. Click on the picture for a higher resolution, easier to read, version in a new tab or window). These are the beers, and I had a half pint of each. I think it was the beer on the left, Takima Sun, that was a little too wheat beer like for my full enjoyment, and the smoked beer on the right, Minagof (which as the label says is a smoked porter beer) was very smoky. Unfortunately it tasted more like it had been smoked using burning tyres rather than wood smoke. It wasn't until I was just drinking the last mouthful that began to get some appreciation of the taste of it. Aleemah brought over another terrible DVD. It was of the movie "Mephisto Waltz", and it was presumably supposed to be more scary than boring. Somehow I find the supernatural very boring, and more so as that great commercial event, halloween takes place (or trick or treat as the young of today call it without realising that is something American that should be ignored because America is, and has been since 1776, the enemy !). In the spirit of being anti-social, and even more so in doing my best to pretend halloween does not exist, and also as part of my drive to be more positive, I have decided that I will not go out to Chain's halloween gig at The British Oak tonight. I very much doubt anyone will notice I am not there, or lose anything from my absence, but some will say it was a shame I missed it when reminded of my presence. Until then they will remain blissfully unaware of my existence. Anyway, it is a lousy pub to take pictures in. It's main good feature is good beer, but I find I don't enjoy too much beer in the evenings these days. The two pints I had this morning seems good enough for the day ! There are two definite things I am going to do tonight - which is a pity because the contradict each other - or something like that. I want to order a takeaway very soon. I think it is going to be grilled chicken. That obviously means I will have to keeps some lights on downstairs, and answer my front door, but really I want to ignore my front door to piss off any trick or treaters who would dare to ring my door bell. I wonder if I can bring myself to pass a string of expletives, some "good old Anglo Saxon words", if any of the little bastards dare to try and disturb me ? |
Tuesday
27th October 2015 |
16:09
GMT. There was not much more sunshine yesterday than the bit I reported in the morning. However a lot of the day was fairly bright, and at least it stayed dry. The lack of sunshine meant that it never got any warmer than the 14° C that was forecast, and in reality it might have only been 13° C for most of the afternoon. One very noticeable thing was that it got quite cloudy as I was going home from work, and the cloud ended up thick enough to make it seem like night a good half hour before it should have. Today started off almost mild. It was probably 11° C at 7am, and after practically non stop sunshine, the temperature rose to 17° C by my reckoning. It is getting cloudy again now, and once again it is looking like night is coming early despite sun set still being half an hour away. The temperature has now dropped to 15° C, and it will continue to drop to below 10° C by morning when it will also be pouring with rain. That rain will have started later this evening if the forecast is correct. Tomorrow is going to be cold, wet and bloody miserable ! With it seeming to get prematurely dark last night I decided to simplify my shopping needs, and go in Tesco. I came away with all sorts of stuff - some of which was more suited to winter than a healthy weight shedding eating plan (or some such nonsense like that). I wasn't in Tesco all that long, but while inside the transition from something resembling very poor daylight to night happened. That inspired me to do bugger all last night, and to end up in bed by 7.30pm (=8.30pm BST). I read for a while, but turned over and went to sleep by just gone 8.30pm. I was foolish enough to leave the heating on last night when it probably wasn't needed. As a result I mostly slept mostly uncovered. That probably wasn't good for my sleeping, and I woke up quite frequently. At some point in the night I did something that resulted in an unpleasant headache this morning. I have no idea what that something was, or even if it was really "something" at all, but the headache was for real. It was like the sort of hangover you get from mixing wine and beer - which wasn't fair considering I had drunk neither ! It may not have been quite as bad as I described it to work, but it was bad enough that I preferred to stay indoors, laying down, with the curtains closed, and the lights off for an hour while I waited for some paracetamol to do something useful. That didn't work so I walked to the station and picked up a copy of The Metro (the free newspaper). Just for a change it was nice walking in the grey early morning light, and the soft cool (but not cold) autumn air. Unfortunately that did little for my headache. I just had to grit my teeth and wait for it to dissipate by itself. I suppose the headache had gone by mid morning, and I contemplated doing something useful, but nothing came to mind - or at least nothing I fancied doing. So I lay down and read for some more while occasionally checking my email, and reading the odd page off the internet. By 1pm I decided that a pint of beer might be nice. So I phoned a mate, but could get no answer on his mobile phone, or his landline. So I went out by myself, and had 2 pints of beer made up of two halves, plus a full pint of these beers - half of Titanic, half of Low Blow, and full pint of Chinook. I was probably in the pub for no more than an hour. Once I got back I had a nibble on some naughty snacks, and prepared for an afternoon snooze. I think I may have slept for a few minutes, but I can't be sure. Mostly I just read from a paperback (World Of Ptavvs by Larry Niven). I suspect that most of my evening will be spent reading, although it is going to be a short evening I think. I shouldn't do it because I will never get in synch with GMT, but it is so tempting to go to bed early still. I think that if I didn't have to go to work, and I could actually do it, I would get up when it gets light, and go to sleep when it gets dark. Some people might add "like an animal" after that, and I guess that is sort of true. I suppose I ought to fight it because it makes an already isolated existence even more isolated. I think everyone I know is a night owl instead of an early bird. It makes supporting the bands I like very difficult. At this time of year I'm often asleep an hour before they hit the stage ! |
Sunday
25th October 2015 |
15:55
GMT. Well here we are in the land of Greenwich Meant Time, and to celebrate the weather is being kind to us for one day only ! Yesterday saw more rain than forecast, and also less sunshine than forecast, although the latter wasn't hard to do. Hardly any sunshine was forecast anyway, but some was forecast, and therefore I demand my money back ! All of yesterday was rather grey, but the temperature seemed to be a fairly constant 13° C (although for some reason I thought I might have seen 15° C on my thermometer at some point in the day). The early afternoon rain lasted a little longer than it was supposed to, and maybe the evening rain did too. Sometime in the night the clouds thinned out, and the temperature dropped to a rather chilly 6° C. I feel sure that is the lowest it has been since last spring. There have been a scattering of clouds so far today, but for most of the time it has been sunny, and while it hasn't been that warm outside, that sunshine has warmed the front of the house up nicely. Thanks to the clocks changing the sun is already on the horizon, and the temperature is already dropping fast. It seems to be only 10° C now. I'm sure it was 14° C earlier. The forecast, which could be 2 days old now, says the temperature will only drop to 9° C by early morning. It will then climb again to 14° C despite it being a mostly grey day. It seems that there could be a chance of a little sunshine around the time I am travelling home from work - but I expect the whole forecast will change in the morning. There was only a small chance that I would attempt to get to a gig in Dartford last night, and once I saw how much it was raining that chance fell to zero (or below !!). I doubt I would have gone even if it were warm and sunny because I wasn't feeling in a travelling mood yesterday. After the early afternoon rain I went out to take a stroll, and pop into the 99p shop (the original one) to see what they had, and to buy stuff I shouldn't buy. Once I started walking there, and more so on the way back, I found that I didn't feel like walking. It seemed a bit uncomfortable in a way that is hard to describe - it was as if the Earth gravity had increased, or I had put on a lot of weight overnight. I doubt that it was technically, or biologically possible for me to put that much weight on over the course of 12 - 15 hours, but maybe the combined results of what I bought from the 99p shop, and ate in the afternoon, plus the Chinese takeaway I had in the evening, could have have increased my weight considerably during last night ! Maybe I exaggerate. My Chinese takeaway was rather large, but I didn't eat even half of it last night. The reason it was so big was that the restaurant gave me several free things to try and entice me to use them again. There was quite a big selection of starters that I thought must have been meant for some other customer until I saw "free" written on the container. It turned into half my meal last night ! At 2am this morning the clocks went back to 1am (or was it the other way round ?). That made no difference to me last night, and this morning my body totally ignored it. Virtually all my clocks self corrected for the change, but my body woke me up at what it thought was the normal time. Although to be more specific it woke me up an hour earlier for some reason. I hope it works out what it is doing for tomorrow morning. In theory I didn't get enough sleep last night, but I seem to feel OK. Maybe it is because I am not at work feeling bored, or pissed off, or annoyed, or confused, or in pain, or feeling cold, or feeling hot, or any of the other things that make being at work not always a great idea. I actually woke up from a dream about conkers. I seem to recall someone saying how nice and shiny conkers are when they first come off the tree, but how dull they go when they dry off. In my dream I was putting conkers in a pocket sized deep freeze so they would retain their shine. Quite how that simple plot seemed to keep me dreaming for what felt like ages, is a mystery. I feel strange today. I am half bored, and half something else...perhaps unmotivated might be a good description, but restless or "edgy" must appear in the equation somewhere. There are two things I've done today that serve as good examples of how I feel - I think. The first was that I thought I would do just a little tiny bit of hoovering to pick up some spilled food. I got a bit carried away doing that, and not only did I change the hoover bag, but I started hoovering up cobwebs from around the ceiling, as well as hoovering bits of the floor that I never set out to do. One thing that intrigues me is how cobwebs appear around in the area where the walls meet the ceiling. Obviously they are trails left by spiders, but I never ever see those spiders ! The other thing I started to do was to build a new PC - new in the sense that it is newly constructed, although all the individual parts have been previously used. I started off cleaning up the case I was going to build it in. Then I fitted an uprated power supply in the case, plus a bigger hard drive. The next step would have been to mount the motherboard, and it was at that point my enthusiasm collapsed for some reason. So I heated up another container of Chinese takeaway food (I had already had one for breakfast) and had an early dinner. At least I think it was early, but maybe with the clocks changing it wasn't that early. It is going to take working to a fixed time, like going to work, and coming home again, before my body clock resets to GMT. One thing I did do this morning was to finally edit the pictures of The Broadway Theatre, and upload them to flickr. It was quite a tedious process, and maybe it contributed to how edgy, or whatever it was I have been feeling today. The album can be found here - https://www.flickr.com/photos/135353558@N03/albums/72157659896234200 |
Saturday
24th October 2015 |
10:58
BST. The weather was boring yesterday - it was grey in reality, and it was grey by nature. It wasn't hot, and it wasn't cold, but it was dry. Like most days recently, it was about 13° C. It's about 13° C this morning, and it is also grey outside - a medium grey ! One change if forecast compared to the previous few days - rain is forecast as a possibility for a short time this afternoon, and as a slightly more definite feature for a few hours in the early to mid evening. Curiously enough, sunshine is also forecast for the same time as this afternoon's rain. Tomorrow was going to be sunny, then it wasn't, but it seems it is going to be sunny again now. It will start a lot colder than recently - perhaps as low as 6° C, but the sunshine will push the temperature up into the heady heights of a not so sweltering 12° C ! - maybe. It is at 2am on Sunday morning (I think) that the clocks go back from British Summer Time to Greenwich Mean Time. This should be good, but unfortunately it's bad. In theory I like the idea of Greenwich Mean Time. It is an international standard, and by jingo it's British ! Hurrah ! It reminds us that we once ruled the world until that upstart North America decided to go independent and try and rule the world themselves (and got their arse kicked every time they tried to take on any tin pot dictator using sealing wax and string against the Americans super expensive high tech weaponry - You would think they would have learned by now that the only thing that works is a fully armed gun boat and fixed bayonets.). Where Greenwich Mean Time falls down is that it accelerates the slide into the most depressing time of the year - the time when I travel to work in the dark, and come home in the dark. I hate it ! I hate it a lot ! Good news....possibly ! Last night I did some photo editing of a bunch of pictures I took on Thursday night. They are of Hither Green station, The Station Hotel, and a few shops in the near vicinity. Having edited them, I uploaded them to flickr, and you can see them here - https://www.flickr.com/photos/135353558@N03/albums/72157659828621708 Sooner or later I'll get around to editing and uploading the pictures I took of the statues and carvings on The Broadway Theatre too. Did I do anything else yesterday......yes, I guess I did. I had a slightly productive day at work, and that helped the day go a bit quicker. On the way home I popped into Tesco, and although I seemed to buy quite a lot, it didn't cost that much (thanks to reduced price stickers), and I was slightly restrained about what I bought. One thing I bought was some extra bacon after reading a news item here - http://www.theregister.co.uk/2015/10/23/who_bacon_shocker/ . It seems the World Health Organisation (a bunch of killjoys in league with anti-depressant manufacturers) have declared that bacon (and other processed meats) could be added to the list of stuff that cause cancer like cigarettes and asbestos. Well neither of those two has given me cancer yet, and so the idea of extra bacon seemed like an excellent idea. Last night's dinner included, yes you guessed it, bacon ! Just to increase the effect, whatever that effect might be besides yumminess, I also had some sausages as well. I also had some odds and sods, which included a few naughty snacks, but that processed meat was definitely the core part of my food last night. As well as shopping and eating, I also did some laundry last night. I was feeling a bit tired so I only washed 3 shirts and some underwear, and even that seemed like hard work. I probably should have left it all for this morning...although sometimes a limited bit of hard work makes you feel good (as well as knackered) once it's finished. While I was allegedly feeling good a lot of unaccounted time seemed to pass. It really blew out the idea that I was too tired to go out last night...well maybe not. I wasn't too sleepy to go out last night, but I was too weary to go out. I didn't get to bed until gone 10pm, and even when I was in bed I decided I could read for a bit before turning out the light. Once I turned out the light, and turned onto my side, I think I fell asleep very quickly (or I can't remember being awake for long). I then slept solidly until 4am - which is a silly time to wake up on a Saturday ! I spent about another 3 hours in bed after that, but I don't think I got much extra sleep. That lack of sleep is beginning to catch up with me now because I've had a busy morning. The first thing I did once I felt attuned to the real waking world was to do the rest of my laundry. Not only did I wash my other two work shirts, but I did a few other bit and pieces as well. When that was done I did something I rarely do (but really ought to do 20 times as frequently), and that was to do some cleaning in the bathroom. I do try to keep the toilet bowl and wash basin modestly clean, but this morning I did some far more extensive cleaning - I even got rid of loads of cob webs from all but the less accessible places. Another very important task I did this morning was to make a back up of my entire home partition (equivalent to "my documents", plus lots of other stuff on a Windows PC). With all the pictures I take I have become quite paranoid about losing them if my hard disk crashes and burns. So I try and make a back up quite frequently - in fact I make two, on two different external hard disk, although the second one is only of my photos. In an ideal world I would store the two hard disks "off site", but the best I can do is to keep them in different rooms so if the house burns down there is a slim chance that one hard disk might survive. I feel a lie down, and maybe a snooze coming on soon. After that there are a few things I might do, a few things I'd like to do, and somethings I can only dream of doing. The dreams remain personal, but what I'd like to do is to see The Spiders playing in The Hufflers Arms tonight. Unfortunately it is in Dartford. That is the last stop in that direction that my 60+ Oyster Card is valid, and so it would not cost anything to go there, but it is a long and tedious journey involving at least one change of train. I'm not sure if I can bring myself to go all that way, although I feel I probably ought to try if I can. |
Friday
23rd October 2015 |
08:07
BST. Just like the Earth was described in The Hitch Hikers Guide To The Galaxy, yesterday's weather could be described as harmless. Apart from a brief glimpse of sunshine first thing in the morning (and quite a colourful sunrise) it was moderately grey all day, but it was dry, and the temperature was what seems to be the average recently - 13° C. That's not warm, but nor is it cold. This morning lacked the colourful sunrise, but in most other respects it is forecast to be just like yesterday. Tomorrow is forecast to be basically the same, but with a few showers now and then. Sunday was forecast to be a sunny day a few days ago, but the latest forecast makes it seem like it will be the same as today, or yesterday. It might be described as harmless, but it is pretty boring ! Last nights boozing session was pleasant - pleasant until they turned the TVs on, with the volume up too loud, for some silly ball kicking game. Then it was decidedly unpleasant ! The pub was The Station Hotel a few minutes walk from Hither Green station. At one point in it's life it became very run down, and it had some very bad reviews on beer in the evening. A few years ago it was refurbished, and apart from those bloody TVs it seems quite nice. One unusual thing is that when it was refurbished it reverted back to being an actual hotel. I have no idea what the rooms are like, or what they charge for them, nor do I think I am ever likely to want to stay there, but it's another box to tick in the pub spotters guide book (if such a thing exists). There is a short slope that has to be walked up to get to the subway under the railway lines. Then there is a long slope that seems to go up forever from halfway through the subway up to the the ticket office. Having got up to platform level I then had to go up and over the footbridge to the correct platform. It seemed like it should be hard work, but evidently the beer I had drunk gave me super powers (as it usually does), and although I was breathing a little bit deeply by the time I arrived on the correct platform, I didn't seem to be completely knackered, or passing out as I thought I would be. The almost disaster happened while changing trains at Lewisham. I thought that there was a 10 minute wait there. So I didn't rush down to the subway, along the subway, and back up to the other platform. When I reached the other platform there was a train already there, and a glance at the destination screen showed it was my train - and that it was 2 minutes late! If I hadn't leapt aboard a few seconds before the doors started to shut I would have faced a half hour wait for the next train. I have no idea where the 10 minute wait went, although I have a suspicion it was due to one of those timetable quirks when they switch from rush hour to normal times. When I got off the train at Catford Bridge I should have gone straight home, but I was feeling quite hungry after not eating for 12 hours, and that previous food only being my breakfast salad. There was also the fact that I hadn't managed to do any shopping on the way home from work the previous night, and I didn't have much in the fridge that I could cook quickly (although I could have had a couple of cans of soup - and I wish I had done than). So the inevitable happened - I bought some chicken and chips on the way home. At least I managed to keep some control, and only bought a modest amount. In fact in terms of physical size it was probably less than I eat on many nights. It's just a shame that it contains so much that I try to avoid eating when I can. Well, it was a very nice dinner even if it was grossly unhealthy. It wasn't all that long after eating it that I went to bed. It was 8.30pm when I turned out the light, and it seems like I must have fallen asleep within minutes because I can't remember anything after turning out the light - not until about half past midnight when I woke up feeling cold because I was no more than half under the duvet. With that fixed I fell asleep again, and didn't wake again until just gone 4am. From then on I only slept intermittently until I gave up and got up at 4.45am. Maybe it is because it is a Friday, but I feel sort of good today. I don't seem to have any negative affects from the beer I drank (I think it was 4 pints, but it may have only been 3), and most of me seems to be working quite well. I think that this morning I am convinced that something is definitely happening to some of my nerves - and in particular the nerves that were damaged when my chest was cut open for my quad heart bypass operation in 2013. More particularly the nerve that connects the feeling of touch from my left man nipple to my brain. Until recently my left nipple has been numb. Even earlier still, most of my man boob was almost numb. In the last couple of days sensation has returned to my left nipple, and that sensation is pain - which isn't nice. Fortunately it only happens now and then, and then only when wearing a shirt, and most likely when I have my mobile phone in the breast pocket of my shirt. I think it will be nice when that nerve completes it's repair, and normal sensation returns. This does make me a little apprehensive about how my two semi-numb fingers on my left hand will feel if the nerves to them eventually repair themselves. It seems there is the possibility of it being quite painful for a while (hopefully just for a while). Tonight I could go to The Mitre Hotel in Greenwich where Chain have a gig. It's easy to get to, but it is not my favourite venue, and I'm not sure if a few other things will take priority, or get in the way of going. I probably need to do some shopping on my way home from work, but maybe not for much. I think I might go to Lidl for my main shop tomorrow or Sunday. It is possible that I will buy something irresistible, and eat it for dinner, and which will leave me feeling too stuffed to go out. I also want to do some laundry if I can. Obviously I won't be able to do that if my belly is bulging too much, but if I do it may leave me too hot and sweaty, and knackered to want to go out. I guess the short version is that I have no idea what I'll be doing tonight - like most nights ! |
Thursday
22nd October 2015 |
07:50
BST. It was an atrocious day yesterday - although to give it's due, the atrocity had finished by the time I left work to go home. prior to that the skies ranged between dull grey and black, and it couldn't stop raining - sometimes so light it was hardly noticeable, and sometimes really heavy ! The rain probably stopped at about 3pm, and by 5pm, with little more than an hour of daylight to go, the sky had become milky white, but there was still no sign of the sun ! It was probably about 13° C yesterday, and the temperature hardly fell during the night, and it was 13° C when I walked to teh station this morning. What's more, is that if the forecast is correct, it will still be 13° C by mid evening. The forecast for today says that it should be dry, which seems unlikely considering it will be another very grey day. The temperature will, once again, stay pretty constant all day at 13° C again, and the forecast does suggest that the sun could break through for a few brief sunny intervals this afternoon - although we have just had a sort of sunny interval just now. The sun is still so low in the sky that it only lit up the tops of some of the higher buildings and trees, but it was definitely sunshine ! The very worst, and the very best thing in the forecast is for this coming Sunday. One aspect of it is prone to change, but the other is set in stone. The thing that might change is the forecast that it will be a gloriously sunny day. That is obviously good, very good ! The thing set in stone is very, very bad. At 1am (maybe midnight) on Sunday, the clocks change from BST to GMT. That means sunrise will change to 06:40, and that means that a short while most of my journey to work will be back in daylight, although I'll still be walking to the station in darkness until sometime next spring. Unfortunately sunset will be brought forward to 16:45, and that is perilously close to when I get home from work. The day is getting ever closer when both my journey to, and from work will be done in darkness, and that really pisses me off ! For some, yesterday was a special day. It was the day that the time travellers travelled to in the movie Back To The Future Part II which was made in 1989. I think I saw the movie, and I seem to recall it had some good ideas in it, but it was a little bit too Hollywood zany for my tastes. So I am rather indifferent about the date, and the idea of a theatrical re-release, and similar stuff is just another aspect of the worst of Hollywood, but evidently someone working for South West Trains is a fan. So I rushed straight home before he escaped, and he did the repair. When he left I went to the corner shop to get a couple of things from there - that was the one quarter of the job done I described. The one job I didn't do was the laundry, and the one job I did do in it's entirety was to upload the pictures of Catford I took last Sunday to Flickr. Before uploading them I spent quite a lot of time adding a small "Bill From Catford 2015" logo, or watermark, or ID to them, but for these pictures I didn't do any other editing. Apart from that added logo they are a direct copy off the memory card in the camera. The point was to see how well my old "Traveller D1" 4 mega pixel, with 3x optical zoom, camera would compare to more modern cameras - and it seems to perform very well ! It's only real problem is that it is very slow to use. It takes a while for the picture to be taken after you hit the shutter button, and so you have to remember to keep the camera steady for a second or two, and it takes several tens of seconds before you can take another shot. You can see the results here - https://www.flickr.com/photos/135353558@N03/albums/72157660090059906 Some dreams I had seemed to suggest that I didn't sleep too well last night. One was getting a bit unpleasant, and I woke up at 4am to stop it - or maybe because my brain had run out of ideas to continue it. After 4am I didn't really get back to sleep again properly - although I was asleep when my alarm went off at 5am. The dreams I remember all seemed to be set in a university somewhere. That is strange because I have never been to a university, although I don't think there was anything to suggest that I was actually a student in these dreams. I don't recall much from the dreams, but confusion seems to have been a common thread. In one instance I was trying to find my way to a disused wing of a large building whose core was octagonal. I evidently found my way because I was in a dusty old room where a friend (who has no existence in reality as far as I can tell) had set up his lodgings because there was more space than in the official places. Then we seemed to be at some sort of party in a very grand hall type place, and my friend was getting very, very drunk. For some reason I seemed to be stone cold sober. Once again the scene jumped to outside in the street, and my friend left me to get on an old RT type ex-London bus that was being used to take all the drunken students home. At that point I was left alone in a street I didn't recognise, and in an unknown town. That left me in a predicament, and I wanted to start smoking again. That was obviously the only thing my brain could think of to extend the story, and with no idea left, it woke me up at 4am. I don't feel terribly good this morning, but I don't feel terribly bad either. So I guess that's all right then. I would feel happier if my guts didn't feel a bit bloated this morning, and if my chest was behaving itself. My chest was a bit sore, and a bit ratchetty - which is a new word to describe my chest because when I pull my shoelaces up it sounds (or feels) like a ratchet in my chest as all the ribs, ligaments, muscles, or whatever bits and pieces the surgeon may have left in my chest, go clickedy, clickedy, click ! I won't be able to do my Tesco shopping tonight, and I am highly unlikely to do an laundry tonight. the reason is that it is Thursday, and Thursday is booze night ! It is possible that I may get a little drunker than usual tonight. The reason for that is that tonight's venue is the Railway Hotel (or Tavern) by Hither Green station, and that I might end up getting there a lot earlier than the others - and so start drinking earlier. The first train to Hither Green station leaves Waterloo East at 16:09 - that is the first train as in the first I can probably get. Getting that one is a little touch and go, and if I miss it the next is as 16:27. If I get the earlier train I will arrive at Hither Green at 16:24, and I'll be in the pub by 16:30 - a full half hour, or at least one pint earlier than the others. Getting home from the pub could be interesting. There is a bus from Hither Green station back to Catford, but I think the bus stop is by the other entrance to the station, at the distant end of the platforms, and on the other side of the railway lines. It would be a fair walk. The other option is to walk up the hill to where there is another bus stop. However, once I am at the top of the hill I may as walk down the other side where I just need to cross the main road to walk down the road with my house in it. It is a fair walk, maybe close to a mile, perhaps more, and it involves a hill ! It could be quite a healthy thing to do, and maybe, being more direct, it won't take much longer than getting the bus, but either way, I'll still probably be busting for a pee when I get home ! |
Tuesday
20th October 2015 |
08:02
BST. If yesterday hadn't been so grey you could say the weather was ignorable. It was dry, and it was just warm enough not to feel cold, and it was just cold enough not to feel warm. I think the temperature ended up pretty close to the forecast at 13° C (the forecast was actually for 14° C, and maybe it did hit that for a short period). During the night all the cloud went away. That caused two things. Firstly, the temperature had fallen to a rather cool 8° C when I left to come to work. Secondly, and more importantly, we had a sunrise this morning ! Some clouds are now appearing, and messing up the brief period of blue sky, but the forecast allows for this. If the forecast continues to be correct there will be a bright sunny afternoon, and the temperature will rise to a rather pleasant (for this time of the year) 15° C. So today is going to be a bit good, but sadly, tomorrow is forecast to be terrible. Dark grey skies, copious rain, and rather cool - perhaps just 12° C. I'm trying hard to think how I was feeling yesterday, and nothing much comes to mind. I guess that for most of the time I was feeling OK. There was one exception to this. We had a meeting to discuss some technical stuff. It was only scheduled to last for 30 minutes, but actually went on for 90 minutes. I was standing up, mostly fairly still for the whole 90 minutes. By the end my legs, back, and rather strangely, my arms were all very uncomfortable. I reckon it was caused by poor blood circulation, and that was caused by the drugs I take to make my heart work less hard to reduce my blood pressure. It makes me even more convinced that they are doing more harm than good. My journey home from work was uneventful, but when I got home I had a few jobs to do. The first was to fit a new multi-card reader into my PC. The old one could read any form of memory card except one - the most common of cards, the secure digital, or SD card. It should have been able to read them, but the socket seemed to be very intermittent. So I ordered, and fitted a brand new reader. The other job was to upload some photos. My account with a famous social media website is still in contention as I try to prove that the name I want to be known by is my real name. I have sent them pictures of two forms of ID now, and I am awaiting a decision on whether they will accept the second. I suspect not, but we'll see. In the meantime I have set up an account with Flickr to upload my photos to. Uploading photos to there is a bit tedious because it seems that you can only upload one picture at a time. Not only that, but you can't upload them direct into a photo album. They are all uploaded into/onto a "camera roll", and from there they can be marked to go into a named album. It doesn't seem like an efficient workflow to me, but I guess I'll get used to it in time. The first photo album is of the pictures I took of The Spangles performing at The H.G. Wells Centre in Bromley on the 10th October 2015. You can find that album here - https://www.flickr.com/photos/135353558@N03/albums/72157659655793230 I probably ate a bit too much for dinner last night (as usual), and I felt a bit full when I went to bed. However, I seemed to sleep rather well...at least I thought I did, but now I wonder if I did because I can't stop yawning. I seem to recall having a couple of erotic dreams, but I can't remember if they ended well, or even had an ending - I suspect not.For quite some time it seemed that I woke up feeling crap, and felt better once I got moving, but it feels a bit like the opposite today. My chest was clicking quite a lot as I made certain movements ( such as rolling over in bed, or pulling my shoes on), but it didn't seem to hurt. I can't pinpoint the time when it started, but I think it was on the train between Catford and Waterloo that my chest started to hurt. Sometimes it was the left hand side of my chest, and sometimes it was the right hand side. It eventually settled down to a pain that I can only imagine that a badly fitting bra might give - a sort of pain across the chest just under my man boobs. That is on top of a variable pain from high up in my stomach area. sometimes it feels like hunger, and sometimes like indigestion, and sometimes like an acidy stomach, and sometimes there is no pain at all. None of these pains is terrible, but in combination they are annoying. I think my breakfast is settling my stomach, and a couple of Ibuprofen tablets would probably sort out my chest - although it seems to be feeling more comfortable all by itself. I'll see how it goes. Tonight I have a couple of tasks to do. I want to buy a bottle or two of diet cola on the way home, and then once I am at home, I want to upload another photo album to Flickr. I think I'll upload all the pictures I took of The Broadway Theatre. They are not quite so large as the pictures of The Spangles, and so they should upload a bit faster, and the job will be less tedious. Then with that done I can go to bed, and hope that I can complete my erotic dreams this time !! |
Monday
19th October 2015 |
08:08
BST. There was no sunshine on Saturday, but at least it was dry (although there might have been a shower while I wasn't looking), and it was cool rather than cold. Yesterday was an improvement on that in two ways. There was quite a lot more sunshine than I was expecting, and the temperature was one notch better than cool - probably in the tepid region. I think my thermometer was saying 15° C mid to late afternoon. This morning it is desperately grey, but it is not cold (although close to it). It is going to stay grey all day - although sometimes it will lighten up to mid grey, and at other times it will be dark grey. It is possible there could be a shower or two today, but the forecast says they will be very light if they happen. The top temperature today is forecast to be 14° C. At the moment it is looking like tomorrows weather will be a clone of today ! On Late Saturday afternoon, and going on into the evening, I only did two things of note. The first was to do some laundry. This included a small bath towel, so was fairly hard work, and I might have run out of energy before I had rinsed that towel through properly - it's sometimes difficult to tell with towels. I added a little disinfectant to the final rinse, and hopefully that will stop it getting smelly when it is next used. The other thing of note was to order a takeaway meal.....perhaps I should say I ordered a meal to be delivered, but "takeaway" seems such a universal word. I ordered it from one of the fried chicken places that does peri-peri chicken. It is grilled rather than fried, and doesn't have a greasy breadcrumb-like coating, and in theory should be a lot healthier for me. The only trouble is that I didn't actually eat it. What I ate was the stuff I ordered to pad the order out to meet the minimum payment for delivery. That included some potato wedges. They are unhealthy. I also ate the chicken burger and the special burger (which turned out to be chicken as well). Both those were very unhealthy, but it was a most satisfying Saturday night meal. Saturday night's sleep was uneventful, and with no pressure to get to sleep by a certain time, or to get up at a certain time, it was pleasant and fulfilling (at least that is what I keep telling myself). I woke up yesterday morning with three definite things I wanted to do. The first was to go around the Broadway Theatre to take a heap of pictures of all the carvings and statues on it. The second was to go out with my 12 year old digital camera to take some pictures, and see how it fares against my more modern cameras. The third thing was to have a wander around the 99p and £1 shops buying crap that I probably didn't want. The picture taking went well once I realised I had my Canon SX40 camera set to the wrong setting. I got some good shots of The Broadway Theatre. Once I have decided on a couple of the best I'll show them here sometime soon. I combined that outing with the test of my old camera. The camera was an Aldi own brand special that cost me £199.99 on 1st July 2003. It is a Traveller D1 camera. It uses a 4 megapixel sensor, and has optical zoom, and an optical viewfinder. In many ways it was quite an advanced camera. It's greatest problem was the long shutter lag - the time from when you press the shutter button, until it actually takes the picture. It also takes an irritatingly long time to get itself ready to take the next shot. However, when I remember to hold the camera steady for a second or two after pressing the shutter button, it does take remarkably good pictures under quite a lot of lighting conditions. Perhaps the most amazing thing is that the original "Traveller" branded 1850maH NiMH AA cells that came with it still hold a reasonable charge after all this time (although I fitted some 2500maH cells to take yesterday's pictures). Once again I will try and decide on a few pictures that demonstrate how good it is, and try and show them here soon. After taking so many pictures I seemed to spend hours editing them for display elsewhere, and that, plus some reading, accounts for most of my time yesterday. Being fairly busy meant that I ate less than I would have if I was bored. I did have a few naughty treats that I had bought from the £1 shop (or was it the 99p shop ?). Some of the food I ate yesterday was healthy or healthy-ish. My Sunday dinner, or early afternoon meal, was some fishcakes, and because there was four of them, nothing else. My early evening meal was a cheese salad based on a ready made bowl of salad with added chunks of cheese, plus an extra diced large "beefsteak" style tomato all dressed with olive oil and raspberry vinegar plus a good sprinkling of dried basil. The latter is nowhere near as good as fresh basil, but when it's all you have..... I should add at this point that one of the pair of fishcakes had Thai spices and lemongrass in it, and the other had some sort of other spices. I mention this because I feel the need to tell the world about the unpleasant effect something I ate had on the smell of my urine. Everyone is probably aware of how famous asparagus is for making your wee smell weird, well I didn't have any asparagus, but something I ate, and I reckon it was in those fishcakes, made me wee smell really weird in the evening - even though it was probably as much as 6 or 7 hours after eating them. I didn't feel sleepy when I went to bed last night, and I ended up getting to sleep a lot later than I would have desired, but once asleep I seemed to sleep quite well apart from one episode of dreaming. I was visited by Servelan, the most evil woman in the This morning I feel occasionally good - but with a few caveats. I do seem to have more energy than I would have thought I would have. For instance walking to the station seemed curiously easy, and there was the completely bizzare idea that I felt light on my feet when running down stairs - going up stairs was a different matter....although it didn't feel as if I had to put much effort into going up the stairs of the footbridge at Catford Bridge station. It is possible that if I didn't have a headache (a quite localised pain) and a stomach ache (that didn't seem to be hunger, but seems to be fading after eating my double salad breakfast) I could almost describe myself as feeling quite good. Even my chest seems to be mostly behaving itself this morning. Here's a couple of pictures that will have to substitute for the pictures I took yesterday. I might have only shown these on a social media website, but I can't do that any more. I have been barred because I can't, or won't reveal sufficient documents to confirm the name I wish to be known by on that social media web site. I took these pictures at Waterloo station this morning. I am not sure what the point of the promotion is. I thought people bought pumpkins if the needed them. Maybe there is more to it than just flogging pumpkins. View from the balcony down onto the pumpkin patch. View from ground level. |
Saturday
17th October 2015 |
15:30
BST. It was without doubt a very gloomy day yesterday. There was not a hint that the sun was alight above the sometimes thick clouds, and sometimes super deluxe thickness clouds. It was also quite cool, although I don't think it was as cool as the 12° C that one very pessimistic forecast said it would be - at least it didn't seem to feel that cool. I might have estimated 14° C. This morning started off very dull, and this afternoon is still very dull. Once again it has been dry, and the temperature is about the same as yesterday - quite cool, but not cold. Even early morning was not that cold being only a degree or two less than now. Tomorrow will be less gloomy, but always cloudy, and the temperature may creep up to 14° C - which is 2° C higher than the official forecast for today or yesterday. I guess I must have been feeling pretty good after all yesterday. Either that or I had some sort of brain seizure, and went slightly mad. When I left work I decided to go home via the scenic route. This meant getting the train from Earlsfield one stop to Clapham Junction. The London Overground from there as far as Denmark Hill, and then changing for a train to Catford station. I have no idea why I just described it as the scenic route because it is not terribly scenic on a brilliant sunny day, and very terribly dull on a dull day like yesterday. It is also quite unpleasant to go that way. The London Overground train has incredibly uncomfortable longitudinal seats, and the train from Denmark Hill to Catford is quite full enough that you have to stand all the way. The real kick in the teeth is that it is no longer any faster than going via Waterloo now. Until one of the recent timetable changes it used to be 5 minutes faster than going via Waterloo (not including 2 minutes to walk from Catford station to the exit of Catford Bridge station. Now, including that couple of minutes walk, it takes exactly the same time ! The only other thing going for it, that it doesn't go through zone 1, and so was a little cheaper, is nullified because it is free on my 60+ Oyster Card - (but only in the afternoon). Oh well, at least it was a small diversion from the usual boring reality of the journey home from work, and I would not have done it if I hadn't been feeling OK and adventurous. When I arrived home I had a small snack, and once again because I was feeling OK, I set about washing 4 long sleeve work shirts, and some underwear. Now I have to admit that knackered me. It seems incredible that just adding full length sleeves to a shirt can make them so much harder to wring out ! Once all the washing was hanging up to dry I started to get my dinner together. It was a slightly more moderate dinner than I ate the previous night. I could almost have been tempted to go to bed, maybe only to read, after I had eaten dinner, but I felt sort of restless, and so I forced myself to watch some TV.....or maybe the temptation to watch a couple of old episodes of Porridge was too tempting to turn down. When I eventually got to bed, about 10pm, I didn't do any reading, and fell asleep quite quickly. On the whole I slept quite well, but I did wake up in the night for 10 - 20 minutes - at least I think I did, but I cannot remember why. Maybe it was a dream. My last hour or two of sleep was very intermittent, but I did stay in bed 2 and a half hour later than usual. Maybe I might have been able to stay in bed a bit longer if I had really tried, but I was seeing Aleemah this morning, and I had to get up and do a bit of housework. Today's visit from Aleemah was slightly unusual in that I dragged her off the usual route from the station to the pub to do a bit of photography. With that done we had breakfast in the Wetherspoons pub, and then came back here to watch a quite tedious, and totally not scary horror movie on DVD. It was so "blah" that I can't even recall what it was called. These two pictures have nothing to do with that awful movie. They both adorn the outside of The Broadway Theatre in Catford. I had recently heard about one existing, and decided to take a picture of it, but upon closer inspection I found two of them (and there is a possibility of a third or fourth on the rear of the building, but we only passed the front and side on our way to the pub). Superficially both owls look the same - as if they had come out of a mould - but look closer and you can see small differences). There are other carvings around the building, and a future project is to try and take pictures of them all. This afternoon I am doing nothing, and this evening I am doing nothing. One of those is probably untrue because I have some laundry to do. It is already soaking in bio detergent, and I'll probably do all the rinses sooner or later, and get it hung up to dry. One thing I will do this evening, although it's not something that could be classed as "doing stuff" is to order a takeaway. I'm not going out, and I fancy a treat. All I have to decide is what to order. A chicken shish with salad is damn close to healthy, and that is what I may order, but the idea of cod and chips is very attractive. Maybe I'll confess what it was tomorrow.....or maybe not....drool ! |
Saturday
3rd October 2015 |
17:08
BST Yesterday definitely saw the end of a run of quite pleasant weather. It was a bright sunny day, and it ended up near to warm, although not as close as the previous few days had been. I must confess it didn't feel much different, but my thermometers said that the temperature only rose to 16° C. Today was only one degree less, but it is only now, just a couple of hours before sunset, that we have seen much in the way of sunshine. Earlier on the sky was covered by thin white cloud - thin, but still not thin enough to show even the disk of the sun. It hasn't actually been all that bad a day, but it is a terrible reminder that even worse is to come - and quite probably on Monday when the sky will be a lot darker, and cold rain will fall. Tomorrow may be quite similar to today. I didn't seem to suffer physically from the effects of four pints of the beer yesterday - the day after drinking it. Although it might have had a mental affect on me. I felt what I can only describe as very edgy (even though I don't really know what that means) in varying degrees for the whole of yesterday. I found it hard to concentrate on my work - although my concentration was as steady as a rock when I actually got around to needing it. It was very nice when the working day was over, and I could go home. I went home via Tesco where I bought some stuff for dinner. Unfortunately I was in no mood to only select healthy options, and I ended up not only eating a semi-junky sort of dinner, but during the course of the evening boredom had me eating quite a few naughty snacks. The really unfortunate thing about this was that it was positive reinforcement of feeling even edgier, and eating more crap. On a good week I seem to be able to stick to a healthy diet for at least 4 days, and sometimes 5 (and on incredibly rare occasions even 6), but this week I only seemed to manage it for about 3 days. At least the good days are having a positive effect, and some of the bad days are fairly neutral, but last night was surely a set back, and the less said about today the better. The set backs are all the more galling because after not smoking for 25 months now, in the last couple of months I have come quite close to getting my eating under control again. It still depends on being sober, and being warm and sunny, while maybe not essential, does make it a damn sight easier ! Last night, as I threatened to, I tried on some more of my old jeans and trousers. I found one more pair that are now relatively easy to do up, and one pair that can be done up with a mild struggle. I don't think either would be comfortable to wear for long periods of time - at work, for instance - but this is an indication of a very slow improvement. Today I wore a pair that I had attempted to wear to work, but found them quite uncomfortable to sit down in for long periods of time. They seemed far more comfortable today. At the current rate of progress it will take many months, or perhaps years before I will be able to wear my red jeans - but they were so tight as to be uncomfortable the few times I was able to wear them back in 2012 ! I guess I slept reasonably OK last night. Being a Friday night, and with no work today, I can't judge it by the normal rules, but I can't find much to complain about. I can't even really complain too much about how I felt this morning, or indeed later today. My chest was averagely sore here and there, now and then, but that is not really news any more. Maybe for the sake of a moan I could add that my right wrist seemed a bit sore this morning. I think it was from wringing out laundry. This morning I saw Aleemah. We had breakfast in the Wetherspoons pub, and then watched the last three episodes of the mini serial "Moondial" on Aleemah's DVD of the same name. Sometime after Aleemah went home I went out to both the 99p shop and the £1 shop where I bought all sorts of junk - including junk food unfortunately. Some of the better stuff I bought was a couple of new flavours of shower gel. One is a Natural Source shower gel that is pineapple flavoured !! The other is Imperial Leather ylang ylang and something flavour. I thought it might be a bit hippy-ish, but I fear it might actually smell a bit too girly for my liking. I'll probably give it a go on some day when I am unlikely to see anyone - perhaps tomorrow. Talking of smells.......One of the better reasons for going out to those shops was to buy some talcum powder for the rubber gloves I wear when doing my hand laundry. I actually have a couple of pairs I rotate, and one pair, a pair that will probably split any time now, is difficult to get on and off now. A quick blast of talcum powder should fix that, but....The talcum powder I bought is Cusson "baby" talcum powder (which is a very unpleasant concept, but it was all I could see). I would have thought that if it were for babies it would be odourless, but no - it's stinky ! Oh well, it will do for rubber gloves provided I wash my hand well after using them. I wonder if the Croydon council are about to make a major blunder. It's a long story, and I guess a good starting point is these pictures taken on 21st May (or the day before). I showed these pictures back
in 21st
May 2015, and I wrote that new LED streetlamps
had just been installed in the neighbourhood. So far,
so good. When I came home from work on Friday I found
a flyer sitting on my doormat bearing the logo of
Lewisham Council. It said that the company called
Skansa, the same company who had installed the new
lamps last May, were about to renew all the
streetlamps in the neighbourhood ! It warns that they
might change the position of some of the lamps, and
that the lamps would be a lot whiter than the old
lamps. This all sounds like rather old news, but I
wonder, I just wonder. Despite this taking place well
inside the Borough of Lewisham, the contract is
actually being overseen by Croydon council. It doesn't
seem unreasonable that money can be saved by going for
a bigger contract by combining the work for several
areas, but I wonder if Croydon being so far from the
action are about to make a great blunder by ripping
out all the work already done, and doing it all over
again. It sounds stupid, but councils have been noted
doing even stupider things in the past ! I'll report
back if anything happens.
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