There have already been some
sunny periods this morning,
and with luck more will
follow. It is a shame that the
afternoon may only be 8° C
apart from a very brief
excursion to 9° C. At least it
should be a dry day. Tomorrow
is currently forecast to be
lightly overcast, and with the
temperature reaching 9° C for
most of the afternoon.
The only really
significant thing about
yesterday was my cold got
worse. That would have other
significances that would lead
on to more significances (or
something like that). The
strange thing is that my cold
got worse, I was still feeling
good in many ways. My nose was
starting to run a bit, and my
cough went from an occasional
tickle to a quite annoying
level. Yet it still felt like
I had a lot of energy, and
those inconveniences didn't
seem to be very bothersome.
Maybe it was a case of
feeling that way because I
wanted to feel that way, but
deeper down there was
obviously less cheerful
thoughts. The most revealing
thing about how I was really
feeling was my appetite. It
may have started as a desire
for something hot while
feeling a bit shivery, but
which got a bit out of
control. I was going to warm
myself with soup, as I did the
day before, but I thought I
could do better.
I cooked what should
have been a healthy lunch of
grilled skinless chicken
breast with cooked frozen
peas. I have to confess I
cooked those peas with a very
generous chunk of butter on
them. It made the meal rather
less fat free than it could
have been. While grilling the
chicken I dosed it with hot
chilli sauce - the type with
no, or little sugar in it. As
a meal it was very nice, and
in other circumstances should
have seen me through to
dinner.
It was probably less
than 2 hours later that I got
the munchies. It was really a
desire for a distraction away
from the discomfort of my
cold. I ended up opening up
two long life, ready prepared,
tune "salads". These salads
were less salad and more like
pasta. I knew this when I
selected them, and I knew that
carbohydrate peak would peak
my blood glucose level, but I
ate, and enjoyed them
regardless...although the
"Thai" flavoured one was less
enjoyable than the
"Mediterranean" flavoured one.
I also added a fair bit
of booze to my repertoire. I
can't remember how late it was
in the afternoon that I opened
the bottle of Tesco Special
Reserve whisky that Angela had
given to me as a Xmas present.
I pretended a little sip of
that every now and then helped
reduce my cough. I have no
idea why I thought it would
help, and in reality it
probably didn't, but you have
to try these things every time
in case it works one time !
Just before dinner time
I checked my blood glucose
level, and as I predicted, the
pasta in those so-called
salads had caused a spike in
my blood glucose. It rather
spoils an otherwise fairly
good run of reading, but was
otherwise of no consequence
provided the level drops back
to a decent level - as it
mostly has this morning (a bit
lower might have been nicer,
but it was acceptable).
Dinner was low fat pork
sausages with overcooked "no
added sugar" baked beans. Once
again it was a meal designed
to be enjoyed rather than be
healthy - although it
shouldn't have been that bad.
If it sounds like I did little
more than eat and drink
yesterday, you are probably
not far wrong. Apart from one
particular thing, it is hard
to remember how I managed to
fill in all the hours of
yesterday, and yet I don't
remember being any more than
mildly bored for just a few
times.
Probably the most
frustrating thing was that
despite the cold it felt like
I had a lot of energy, and I
was torn between going out for
a walk, and doing what may
have been the more sensible
thing of staying in the warm.
In the end, and it was very
late in the afternoon, I
decided to hand wash a couple
of t-shirts, some underpants,
and a pair of lounge pants to
use a bit of energy. I could
also say I had actually done
something productive
yesterday.
Doing that wash was not
quite as easy as I expected it
to be, and maybe if I had gone
out for a walk I would have
quickly found out that maybe I
had less energy than I thought
I had. I probably made the
right decision to stay in -
even if it meant eating and
drinking improperly.
Eventually it was time
for bed, but I didn't feel
sleepy enough to attempt an
early night. Not only that but
my cough had been getting
worse. I think it was probably
near midnight when I half got
to sleep. I am sure I was
hovering between sleep and
being awake for a long time. I
thought I was awake, but later
I would realise I had been
dreaming. As I lay in bed,
believing I was wide awake, I
tried laying on one side, and
then the other to see which
windpipe was the clearest to
breath through.
it was not until I was
halfway to the toilet, going
for a pee, that I became fully
awake, and realised that like
all mammals, I only have one
windpipe ! Nothing as bizzare
happened for the rest of the
night, but there were plenty
of other periods where I
thought I wasn't sleeping, but
large chunks of time went by
unnoticed. It was almost
entirely the problem with my
cough that spoiled my sleep.
During the course of the night
the nature of my cough
changed.
Until last night my
cough had been mostly the
result of tickley feelings in
my throat, but as the night
progressed I seemed to start
coughing up more mucus. It
probably only really happened
when laying down, but a tiny
bit of mucus would work it's
way up my windpipe until it
hit a sensitive spot to give a
sort of choking sensation.
That tiny bit of mucus,
probably no more than a thin
smear, just had to be coughed
up.
Since getting up my
cough seems to be easing off,
although just thinking about
it, or writing about it, is
enough to make me want to
clear my throat - cough, cough
cough ! My nose is still a bit
stuffy, and needs an
occasional blow, but looking
back I think it may have been
more drippy yesterday. Maybe
it will get worse, or maybe it
will continue to improve. One
thing is for certain is that
my nose is not sore and crusty
through excessive blowing. I
think it could easily have
been like after the time since
this cold first hit. Fingers
crossed that it doesn't
happen.
There is one thing on
my side when getting a cold
now, and that is since
stopping smoking (until the
age of 80 years old, when I
start again - possibly) I have
no suffered the devastating
severe coughs I used to get. I
am tempted to think that in
the last 6 years each cold has
been lighter and lighter
compared to those prior to my
quad heart bypass operation.
Of course that is a dangerous
thing to say. My cold is not
over yet, and it could easily
get much worse, but it does
feel like I am on the home
straight, and it will soon be
over.
As I have already said,
my blood glucose level is
higher than desired this
morning after yesterday's
excesses, but it is nothing I
worry about. I mainly worry
about getting it back to
normal. It means I will have
to try and be a bit more
disciplined about what I eat
and drink today. Ideally I
should get out for a bit in
the intermittent sunshine that
should be a feature of most of
today.
The only trouble is
that I am not sure that I am
very keen to chance going out
today. It could have some plus
points. I could try out the
winter/bad weather coat I
bought a week or two ago, and
I could try out the Canon
camera I bought in Cash
Busters (also almost a
fortnight ago). The downside
is that I am not sure if it is
cold enough to try that new
coat out. I feel that for any
walk longer than 10 minutes I
will cook inside it, and end
up drenched in sweat. Maybe
that could be a good thing for
this cold, or maybe not. The
other negative thing is that
al the coughing, and thrashing
around in bed last night, has
left my chest feeling rather
sore. Exercise could make it
worse, or it could make it
better.
I think the truest
thing to say is that I have
absolutely no idea what I will
be doing today - except for
one thing. I couldn't be
bothered to have a shower
yesterday. I will definitely
be having one before I do
anything else. I guess I will
judge what comes next after I
see how I feel after the
shower.
Oh, there was one other
thing. Last night I was very
impressed with my blood
pressure. The reading I got
was very low, and quite
surprising considering to get
it that low I would usually do
my best to get very relaxed,
and sit very still in control
of my breathing. Back in the
real world, and I don't know
why I dared do it, I checked
my blood pressure while eating
a lump of cheese with one
hand, and the other was
scrolling through a web page.
Three or four years ago
I could only dream of my blood
pressure being this low. I can
attribute some of it to my
prescribed medication, but I
still believe it is is the
high strength daily vitamin D
tablets I take that is
responsible for it. This
morning, on my second attempt
(the picture above was from
the first, and only attempt)
my Systolic pressure was just
100mmHg !