I did see
some of the very early morning
sunshine, but it has been dull since
then. I have my fingers crossed that
today will follow the same pattern as
the last two day, and the sun will be
out in the afternoon. If not then it
is going to be a very dull and
depressing day, and the only positive
thing is that at 22° C it won't feel
cold. Even the latest revision to the
forecast is still predicting it will
be dull with a 10% chance of rain. The
middle of tomorrow may feature a lot
of rain, but the evening could see
some sunshine until sunset. It may
only be 20° C tomorrow.
After the excitement of going
out exploring the previous day,
yesterday didn't seem exciting at all.
At least not at first. It seemed to
take me a little time before I felt
ready to wash my hair, and have a
shower. After finishing my shower I
put some washing in to soak, and then
somehow managed to ignore it for 24
hours. Then it took a little while to
cool off after the shower, and boiling
my head with the hair dryer (so to
speak). I can remember the time, but I
think it was getting on for midday
before I went out to get some shopping
in Tesco.
I bought several things that
were either not good for me, or too
tempting for me. One thing that I
don't think I have seen before was
Marmite flavoured houmous. It's sugar
content looks small, but that is for a
quarter of the tub, and for the whole
tub the calorific value is very high.
It was extremely nice, and inevitably
I ate the whole tub in one sitting
(using rice crackers to scoop it out).
The second bad idea was to buy
two packs, or 8 wholemeal rolls. Once
again they were very tempting -
particularly when experience shows
that just a couple hardly dents my
blood glucose. The real trouble is
that I also bought some king prawns,
and some sliced liver sausage. I
wanted to eat roll filled with both of
those (but not at the same time).
Later on I would do just that - and
worse !
The afternoon was a drinking
session with Jodie and Michael. Jodie
arrived later than expected, and so I
got a head start on her by opening a
can of Guinness. The session was not
one of the best, and I think that
tempted me to drink more than usual.
By the time Jodie left, which I think
was after 7pm, I was feeling rather
drunk, and ravenously hungry. That is
when I started playing with fire !
I'm not sure what I really
intended to have for dinner, but I
started off with two wholemeal rolls
filled with king prawns dressed with
some white pepper and a squirt of
mayonnaise as a substitute for butter.
Now the odd thing is that I didn't
think those rolls were that exciting,
but because there were still enough
prawns left for two more rolls, I made
up and ate another two rolls.
Of course I should have stopped
there, but a demon on my head made me
make a couple of liver sausage rolls.
I think they were nicer than the
prawns, but I must admit it all seems
a bit vague now. I didn't even stop
there. I somehow got it into my mind
that I wanted some baked beans. I had
a medium sized tin of Heinz reduced
salt and sugar baked beans, but their
idea of reduced sugar is not that much
different to other makes of baked
beans standard sugar content, and
certainly not a trivial amount. I ate
those beans direct from the can with a
sprinkling of chilli sauce. They were
delicious !
I think I half watched
something on TV before going to bed. I
think it was dark when I went to bed,
but as the seasons move on it could
still have been before 9pm. I didn't
feel all that good when I laid down in
bed, but I think I might have fallen
asleep quite quickly. I don't remember
anything until about 1am this morning.
I woke up for a pee, and couldn't get
back to sleep again for at least an
hour, and I think it was probably
closer to 2 hours.
I'm not sure why I could get
back to sleep again. I was still
feeling a bit rough, and by then my
hangover was developing nicely, but
nothing seemed bad enough to keep me
awake. I guess it was just one of
those things. Having got back to sleep
I slept mostly OK, but I woke up for a
wee at least once. The most annoying
thing is that I woke up a lot earlier
than I thought was good. It was about
7am, when I would usually be getting
up, and so I guess it was just habit.
The one thing I didn't do
straight away was to check my blood
glucose. After the food and beer I
expected it to be mega high ! I spent
about an hour reading news and other
stuff on the internet, and then I
tried to get more sleep. I didn't have
much luck getting more sleep. I tried
reading for a while, and soon my eyes
glazed over, and my eyelids were
starting to close. Unfortunately the
action of putting the book down, and
turning off my bedside lamp broke the
spell. I lay in bed for sometime, and
just couldn't get into the right mood,
or whatever, for sleep.
Eventually I got up and pulled
some trousers on. That was enough to
tackle a job I had to, but didn't want
to do. It was completing the washing I
had left soaking 24 hours earlier. It
was all nasty and cold, but at least
it didn't smell. Eventually I finished
it and hung it on the line to dry, and
it is for that reason I am keeping my
fingers crossed that despite what the
forecast says, this after will be
bright and sunny like the last two
days.
It was three hours later than
normal when I checked my blood
glucose. I don't really know if that
helped much, but the figure was
probably a fair bit less than my worst
fears, but still very high. It was
9.8mmol/l, and just under the danger
zone. It still means I ought to fast
until dinner time, and ideally go for
a three or more mile walk, but while
my hangover is not actually painful,
it still hangs there like a wet
blanket on my brain, and I just don't
fancy any of those things. I think
I'll probably have some nice low sugar
soup, which probably means lentils,
for lunch. I don't think I can make
any other predictions for the rest of
the day. I suppose I could end up
doing some gardening, but that doesn't
appeal right now. Oh well, at least my
poppies are looking after themselves,
and doing well.