07:23 BST
After a
grey start, which was not shown in
any forecast, yesterday did brighten
up around 9 or 10am. From then on we
had a mix of sunny spells and
sunshine. It should have been a good
day, but there were still some very
grey clouds to be seen almost all
day, and then there was the
humidity. It was a very sweaty day,
and at least for me, it said stay
in, stay cool, and don't do much. As
well as the humidity, it did get
very warm with 28° C by mid
afternoon.
The change happened in the
early hours of this morning. Rain was
forecast to start at 2 or 3am, and in
one version of the forecast (the BBC's
of course) a thunderstorm was forecast
for 4am. I doubt if I would have slept
through it, and so I don't think it
happened. I am not sure I would
describe this morning's rain as heavy,
as per the forecast, but it is
definitely persistent. At the moment
it is somewhere between heavy and
light rain. The so called heavy rain
should finish at 10am when the
thunderstorms (may) start. Of course
they will usually be with very heavy
rain. I think the current forecast
just shows the worst that could happen
rather than what will happen. One
thing that seems almost certain is an
early evening high of 22° C..... now
shown as just 21° C My thermometers
say it is already 20° C. Tomorrow
replaces the heavy rain with light
rain, and there may only be two hours
of thunderstorms. Once again the
temperature will peak at 21° C.
In one respect, that being
controlling my food intake rather
well, yesterday was a good day. In
most other respects it was a mix of
bland, boring, and generally not much
good. In many ways it could be
described as a day of missed
opportunities. On the other hand I
suppose I felt fairly good, as in not
depressed, for most of the day.
It was because of weight and
blood glucose gains that I shipped
breakfast yesterday. I didn't really
miss it until maybe 11am when my
stomach started to growl. I had had a
bit of lie in yesterday, and so I
started to write fairly late, and I
didn't rush what I was writing. In
theory I should have made less
mistakes, but if I bothered to
carefully read it all back, I am sure
I would find plenty of typos, missing
words, and some words spelled
correctly, but not the word I meant to
use !
I wrote just over 2,000 words,
and I was happy to finish writing. I
looked forward to a nice shower
because I was feeling quite sticky and
smelly. Before I could do that I gave
in and had some breakfast. I had just
one small packet of instant noodles
instead of the more usual two packets.
I treated it as a very early lunch,
and so it was quite some time before I
had a snack instead of lunch. It was
still a light lunch of rice crackers
and apple and cider pork pâté.
By this time I should have had
my shower hours ago, but in the end I
new I was going nowhere, and I would
not be seeing anyone, and I was happy
(sort of) to wallow in my own filth,
so to speak. It turned into another
day where I amused myself by rotating
between book reading, snoozing, and
reading assorted stuff on my PC. It
was surprisingly easy to snooze in the
same conditions that would have made
sleeping at night hard - e.g. hot and
sticky.
I had a few ideas of what I
might have for dinner last night. I
had some reduced price (so near, and
maybe just past their use by date)
sausages that I considered eating. I
started cooking them quite early in
the afternoon in a couple of stages.
When fully cooked I decided I did not
want them for dinner, and so once they
were cool I put them in the fridge for
another day - probably today.
My actual dinner, eaten when
watching the BBC 6 O'clock News, was
two small portions of different
flavour instant noodles (not eaten
mixed together). It didn't make for a
balanced diet, but I had some sort of
semi insane confidence that they
contained only a small amount of
sugar, and not many calories. This
morning my mad guesswork was
vindicated !
After the BBC news I part
watched Star Trek: The Next
Generation. It was a semi interesting
episode, but it failed to completely
grab my attention. It was followed by
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine. It was a
very tedious episode about Bajoran
religion and politics. I probably
heard most of it, but my ears were
sort of closed, and my mind was on
reading more stuff on the internet.
Later on there was an episode
of QI that was a poor episode. I think
I watched a fair bit of Have I Got
News For You, but maybe I was feeling
tired, and I had trouble paying
attention to it. I have no idea why I
should have been so tired considering
I had done almost nothing during the
day. I turned off the TV at 11pm, and
then tried to read in bed. I'm not
sure I managed a single page before
turning out the lights.
I did two things before I went
to bed. One was around 10pm. I checked
my blood glucose, and I was happy to
see that it was below the red line,
and the prospects of it falling a lot
while sleeping seemed good. The last
thing I did before getting into bed
was to weigh myself. If I managed to
pee about a full litre during the
night, which usually happens, I was
confident my weight would be OK this
morning.
Despite feeling hot and sticky,
but also a bit cold where the fan was
blowing at the top of my body, I
seemed to fall asleep very quickly and
easily. I thing nearly 3 hours passed
before I got up for a pee. After that
I only expected to sleep for little
more than an hour because of the heavy
rain, and thunderstorm that was
forecast. I slept soundly until about
5.30am, and if there was a
thunderstorm I must have slept right
through it.
I had a pee when I woke up at
5:30am, but it did not seem to be a
very big pee. I managed to get some
sleep in the next hour, but not a lot.
When I got up at 6:30am I had another
pee, and this time it was quite a lot,
but still not enough - or so I
thought. It was maybe 20 minutes
later, and after I had recorded my
weight, and blood glucose readings
that I went for another small pee. I
had to weigh myself twice because I
misread the scales the first time, and
may when I had weighed myself a bit
earlier. The final tally was that I
had lost a full kilogram since
yesterday morning.
I am now almost back to where I
was before Thursday's boozing made my
weight go up by a large amount. But
there is more to come. Just after I
finished the previous paragraph I had
to go to the toilet again twice. The
first time was quite normal, but the
second time was a mad dash. It seems
like I have almost completely emptied
my digestive tract, and it is possible
there is more to come. My weight now,
after drinking a couple of glasses and
eating two portions of instant
noodles, is exactly what it was before
I did that eating and drinking. If I
am careful today, which might just
about be possible, I might see a
useful weight loss tomorrow morning.
Sometimes it happens that my
blood glucose goes up when my weight
goes down, and vice versa. I am happy
to say that was not the case this
morning. My glucose is not as low as I
would like, but not bad. The Contour
meter gave the lowest reading at
7.4mmol/l - which is very good. Both
the GlucoRX meter and the Contour Plus
meter agreed that my blood glucose was
8.3mmol/l. That is higher than I would
aim for, but quite good enough.
Now comes the interesting
question. What am I going to do today
? I have strange perverted
fantasies that I will put on a light,
hooded raincoat, possibly one of my
not worn for many years, light plastic
raincoats, and go for a walk in the
park. I suspect that my lightweight
plastic raincoat, not worn since I was
last at work, and then possibly
several years prior to retiring, may
be nasty and smelly. Maybe checking it
would be a good idea even if I am
unlikely to want to go for a walk in
the rain.
On the other hand, I am running
very low on Diet Coke, and it is
either just drinking chilled tap
water, or maybe just going to Tesco in
the rain, or maybe during a lull in
the rain. I would prefer to go to
Aldi, but that is a slightly longer
walk. regardless of whether I go out
or not, I really must have a shower
this morning, and ideally I will take
a bit of extra time to wash my hair.
Both my body and my hair currently
feel very sweaty. It is all the fault
of the humidity. I have the window
open, and in theory it should feel
almost cool outside, but it still
feels very close. A walk could get
very sweaty. If I was just walking in
the park I could just go out in a
t-shirt and nothing on my head, and
let the rain wash me clean.