09:09 BST
Yesterday started
bright, but by midday, perhaps a
little earlier, the sky became full of
dark looking clouds, and my weather
stations said it would rain. There was
no rain, and twords the end of the
afternoon it brightened up a bit. The
afternoon temperature still reached
the forecast 17° C but under the grey
sky it felt colder.
My thermometers agreed that
today started closer to 10° C that the
forecast temperature of 12° C. It was
brighter earlier, but now the sky is
filled with clouds, and maybe some
could drop some drizzle. My weather
stations still predict rain, and
although none is shown on the weather
chart (above) it does show 15 to 20%
chance of rain between 3pm and 7pm.
The afternoon may reach just 16° C.
Tomorrow could start as low as 9° C.,
thanks to clear skies, but those clear
skies could mean that tomorrow may be
very sunny, and the temperature should
reach 18° C. for a few hours in the
sunny afternoon.
Yesterday was an
"interesting" day. As reported
yesterday I had my first Mounjaro
injection. I mentioned that I could
not find a setting on the injector
that definitely said "1". I was
following the illustrated instructions
that came with the pen, but in many
ways they seemed rather vague. It was
probably because they only had room
for tiny illustrations. It is a shame
they didn't say looked on the outside
of the box for a big clue as to where
"1" is to be found on the rotary
dosage selector. It is a long way from
the end, and if I had turned the
selector a few more rotations it would
have come into view.
I only notice the picture on
the box, and realised it was a great
clue, later in the afternoon. I then
realised that the dose I had given
myself could have been a tenth of the
correct does. It makes me wonder why
it seemed to have some negative
effects, and no positive effects. As I
wrote yesterday, I began to feel
something like light headed. It was
only mild, and I had no fears I would
fall over or anything.
I also wrote that I wondered if
it was the low blood sugar that is a
possible side effect. I checked my
blood glucose and found it was not low
but almost dangerously high. It does
make me worried what I will feel like
when I take the full dose - which I
may do tomorrow (Monday). One thing
that little dose didn't do was to
affect my desire to eat, but
fortunately I still had my routine to
fall back on, and I did eat as
carefully as I have been doing for
most days in the last few months.
When I first discovered my
blood glucose had gone extra high, for
no obvious reason, the sun was
shining, and I was thinking I ought to
go out for a walk, maybe just to
Ladywell and back, in the sunshine. By
the time I had had a shower, and was
ready to go out the sun was hidden
behind thick clouds. It would be no
fun walking under that leaden grey
sky. It actually stayed dry, but the
way it looked it could have ended up
with a thunderstorm !
I guess I was still feeling a
bit odd after my tenth sized dose of
Mounjaro (or was it something else, or
even imagined ?), and that was the
final nail in the coffin of going out
(but it was only a small nail compared
to the look of those clouds). That
left me with little to do, or maybe I
should say, nothing to do that
appealed to me. One thing I decided I
could do, and would do anyway, was to
look at the box that the Mounjaro pen
came in, and learn what my mistake
was.
One thing I tried to do was to
convince myself that I didn't feel
hungry, and should not have anything
for lunch. I failed at that, and I did
have two small packets of instant
noodles for lunch instead of
breakfast. By then my blood glucose
did seem to have dropped a lot -
although I only checked it with one
single meter - the new GlucoFix meter
that is often kinder than the other
two (although this morning it gave the
highest reading).
I suppose I was feeling a bit
depressed in the afternoon, although
at the time I would not have described
it as such. It definitely had no get
up and go, and I decided to try and
sleep through the afternoon. That not
only didn't happen, but I don't think
I even managed a 5 minute snooze. I
spent time just laying on my bed with
my eyes closed, and than I did a lot
of reading from my newest book -
Harlan Ellison's "Greatest Hits" - a
collection of his best short stories.
As I have already mentioned, I
find his style of writing to be not to
my taste, although some of his stories
have an interesting plot/story. I am
sure it is not the case, but yesterday
I wondered if a lot of the short
stories I have read from the book so
far might have been inspired by LSD or
some other drug. They can be very
weird reading !
One thing I did do yesterday
afternoon was a bit of washing up.
After the last lot built up to a pile,
I thought I would try and keep on top
of it on this occasion (and maybe
because I was bored and had nothing
better to do). Another thing I did
partly because I was bored, and partly
out of curiosity, was to have a snack
in the middle of the afternoon. It
should have been mostly safe-ish. It
was rice crackers and slices of one of
my new Welsh cheeses. The cheese was
basically a cheddar with mustard leeks
in it. It was nice, but only as nice
as ordinary cheddar.
Being as yesterday was a
Saturday, all the TV schedules were
all over the place. Towards the end of
the afternoon I started watching TV.
There was not much to choose from but
some old Simpsons episodes, but I
think there was something else that I
watched for a bit, but evidently it
made no impression on me. At 6pm I
went to watch the BBC news, but found
a womens rugby match on instead. The
news would not be until 6.35pm (if I
recall correctly).
I saw no reason to not eat
pretty normally yesterday. "Normal"
usually means some small weight loss
most days. I can, and do lose weight
without resorting to Mounjaro. For my
dinner I had a pulled beef pasta dish
using a past that starts with
tag.....and I can't remember the rest
of the word (or pronounce it properly
- which is why I can't spell it). I am
not a great fan of pasta, but it was
still an enjoyable dish.
One thing I almost forgot was
another snack. I can't remember when I
had it yesterday, but it was a medium
sized bag of vegetable crisps. Among
those vegetables was beetroot. After
cooking it seems to concentrate the
purple red colour of the vegetable. It
was early evening that I had a pee,
and it took all of a second, maybe
two, to connect my red coloured pee to
those beetroot crisps, and not to some
terrible internal haemorrhage !
The last things I would watch
on TV on a weekday would be QI and/or
Have I Got News For You. I am sure
they were not on last night, but I am
sure I did watch something that meant
I did not head to bed until around
11pm last night. I don't seem to have
any recollection of what that
something was. I am not prone to
watching TV without seeing it, as I
know some do, but maybe that happened
last night.
My bedroom was warm, without
being too hot last night, and it
didn't take long before I was fast
asleep. One the whole I slept really
well, but I did wake a few times for
fairly big pees. I think it was around
3am when I had a period of insomnia -
at least I think I did. I couldn't
rule out that I was dreaming I was
awake ! I know that I did have a
fairly long seeming dream at some time
in the early hours.
That dream is hard to describe
because it was full of tiny details,
and yet there was no story in it. I
dreamed I was in something like a
cross between a big warehouse, and
something like a supermarket. It was
full of old and new electronic parts.
One section was glass devices. I do
remember picking up, to look at, a
tiny video camera tube. Another device
seemed like a miniature 6 phase (at
least it had 6 anodes) mercury vapour
rectifier.
As far as I can remember, the
whole dream was about looking at
interesting things, but not taking or
buying anything. I can't even remember
it having a beginning or an end. I was
just there, and that was the beginning
and end of it. The only other
memorable thing about my night was
that I did seem to get up a bit more
often than most nights for a pee. That
was good in so much as it all reduced
my body weight, but it also suggested
my blood glucose was higher than
ideal.
The first thing I measure when
I got up was my weight. I waited until
I had done a second pee before
recording my weight. Yesterday I had
put on 600gm, but this morning I was
300gm lighter - once again proving
that my self invented diet does work -
even if not all that well. This
morning, after one day back in the
light green, I am back to in the light
blue of my spreadsheet colour code. I
had hoped to be in the dark blue again
by now, but I have to be more patient,
or more careful about my eating
choices, or hope I get the dose right,
and the Mounjaro injections start to
work for me.
One thing I did get right,
unless the tiny dose of Mounjaro did
something useful, is my blood glucose
level. This morning it is back down to
a good place. The Contour meter read
7.6mmol/l, and although just above my
current target (7.5mmol/l), it is very
good. The GlucoRX meter read
7.3mmol/l, and that is even better.
The new GlucoFix meter read 7.8mmol/l.
That is the highest of all three, and
usually that meter would show the
lowest...or used to... but it is still
in the light green on my spreadsheet
colour code, and so is still good.
If all my readings are near
enough back to normal tomorrow
morning, I don't think I will wait any
longer to have my proper, full dose of
Mounjaro tomorrow, and see what
happens. The only problem may be that
today is another Sunday beer tastings
session with Jodie, and that makes
eating control very hard if we have
some of the stronger (and often nicer)
beers.
I do have a cunning plan - even
though they have never really worked
in the past. My lunch today will be
cheese on toast. That is often fairly
safe. Before I have drunk too much
this afternoon I will start cooking my
dinner. The idea being that I will
make sensible decisions before I get
too drunk. The tricky thing then
becomes resisting any snacks.....