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Yesterday was damp and drizzly.
The sky was grey and the afternoon
temperature only reached 7° C. On the
whole it was not a nice day.
Today is going ti be a bit
brighter, but the chance of a glimpse
of the sun seems very unlikely. A lot
of the day will feature light rain. On
the (almost) plus side, the afternoon
could see 11° C. Tomorrow is also
shown as being a dull day, but the
afternoon may reach an almost, but not
quite warm 10° C. Unfortunately it
will be accompanied by light rain.
Tomorrow could start at 9° C, which is
not too bad, but the whole day will be
grey with showers from about 4pm, that
will continue into the night. The
afternoon temperature may reach 13° C,
but that will be spoiled by rain,
Yesterday was a fairly quiet
sort of day where only the "Thursday
Club" beer tasting session in the
afternoon disturbed a very lazy
feeling day.
Prior to the beer tasting
session so little happened that it
left few "hooks" to help remember what
I did. I know I had a few
snoozes....at least I think I did.
Even having lunch feels like a dim
memory. I can't seem to remember what
I had, although I think I finished
with some stuff that was not ideal
when trying to keep my blood glucose
down, and my weight down. It included
both ice cream and cake !
Some memories are starting to
return now I have stared writing. One
important thing was having a shower.
Another memory is thinking I ought to
do more exercise, but looking out the
window at the greyness, and drizzle,
and thinking it was most definitely
not a day to go out. So I didn't !
Probably the next thing of note
that I did do was to wash and polish
the beer glasses, plus give the
kitchen surfaces a wipe down, prior to
the beer tasting session. Jodie was
the first to turn up at roughly half
past 3pm. As usual, she had a few
minutes of stuff to say, and then
turned her attention to Instagram, or
something else, on her phone. The
silence was relieved by the arrival of
Michael. He had lots to say, but none
of it was particularly inspiring.
Another hour passed and we were joined
by Mark. He had more interesting
things to say.
I think we disbanded at around
6.30pm. As we were building up to that
I put my dinner in the microwave to
cook for it's mere 5 minutes. It was
Harissa flavoured chicken with rice
and a few odd beans and vegetables. It
sounded like it might be really nice,
but while pleasant, it was far from
exciting. I followed it with more ice
cream, and possibly a small bun as
well.
I don't think I drank much beer
because I felt annoyingly sober, and
more so after eating dinner. I did
feel tired though, although not sleepy
enough to go t bed very early. I
Watched some Star Treks, and then QI
before heading to bed at 10pm. It was
one of those nights when I must have
been more tired than I thought. I laid
in bed for what seemed like a long
time, but was probably little more
than 15 minutes before I was fast
asleep.
It probably goes without saying
now that I woke several times in the
night for a pee. The main event of the
night was a dream that although it has
a few gaps, was probably the most
remembered dream for ages. It was set
in The Catford Bridge Tavern, but in
some ways it was more like the
original 1970s (or earlier) Railway
Tavern. When I was first learning to
drink I was aware that the pub would
have bands, or maybe only discos on in
the basement.
In the dream it was definitely
bands, and it seemed like most gig
were free entry. I had been put off
going down to the basement because I
was told the beer prices down there
were very expensive, but on this one
occasion I decided I needed to have a
look down there. I went down the
stairs, and walked a short way along a
corridor. I then came across a plastic
curtain that was supposed to somehow
be a sound barrier.
When I passed that barrier I
could here what was the support band
playing a cover of a song by the band
"Man". It enjoyed it, but felt
thirsty. When I went to the bar down
there I found the beer was expensive.
It was £6.20 for a pint of Fullers
London Pride. That was expensive,
although not very by today's standards
- and I think the dream was set in the
present.
Maybe for free entry to such a
good band it was not such a bad deal.
I did buy a pint, but I don't remember
drinking it. What I do remember
getting into a good position before
the headline band started. I can't
remember what they were like apart
from being a hard rock band. I think I
was too distracted by realising I was
in a good position to take photos, but
didn't have my camera with me. The
dream seemed to fade out soon after.
This morning I don't feel that
wonderful, but not that bad either. I
do feel tired and after having my
breakfast I am looking forward to my
usual snooze once I have finished
writing. On the other hand, I ought to
feel bad because I seem to have put on
nearly 1.5kg of weight somehow
(although I think I had made two
visits to the toilet, to pass two
fairly big, but singular stools since
I weighed myself.
Despite that weight gain,
mostly brought about by things like
desserts and buns, my blood glucose is
not
too bad. 7.7mmol/l is
actually almost good, but 8.8 and
8.6mmol/l are both getting near to the
limit of acceptance. I am not sure I
will do better today (which I will
find out in the morning). Today is a
day when I have some big conflict of
interests. I really want to go to a
gig tonight, but I have doubts I will
actually go out tonight.
The gig is The Life Of Brian
band, and I would dearly love to see
them playing, but only in a better
pub. Tonight they are back in the
Beckenham Bricklayers Arms, and my
last experience there was a disaster.
It was like the black hole of Calcutta
- maybe three times the comfortable
amount of people in there, and I can't
imagine tonight will be any less over
crowded. Last time I had to resort to
trying to get a few snaps using my
mobile phone because it coped with the
bad lighting. Even more serious is
that for the hour or two I was there I
never managed to get close enough to
the bar to get a drink.
As much as I would love to see
the band, I don't know if I have the
enthusiasm to go ton that stupid pub
again tonight. What I do have, and
that is more enticing, is some BBQ
spare ribs for my dinner. I dare not
fill my stomach up before going out,
but I am so looking forward to eating
those pare ribs. Apart from fretting
about the conflict of interest
tonight, I can have a fairly relaxed
day today. As I write this it is dry
outside, but it is still cold, and it
is still rather grey. I could, and
maybe should, go for a walk in the
park today to strengthen my legs, but
I am having trouble raising any
enthusiasm for it. Maybe today will
just be a waste of a day.
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