Yesterday included a
few unexpected things that included the saga
of my attempt to get the correct drugs from
the pharmacy (that I explained
yesterday).
Probably the most unexpected thing was to get
a message from Angela, including the picture
on the right, to say that they were playing
some good music in the pub.
A little later she posted a picture to a
well known social media website. It was of her
looking very satisfied in Muffin Break (which
I think is a sort of cafe inside the hospital
where she works). Both pictures were
unexpected because she hasn't posted any
selfies for ages.
It would have been nice to join Angela
in the pub, but I was saving myself for my
late after drink with what some call "The
Thursday Club", and I guess I should call it
that too. I didn't want to pre-load with any
booze mainly because I would feel too sleepy
in the bit of afternoon left to me. Instead of
booze I had some sausages to "line my stomach"
in an attempt to not get drunk on the three
pints of beer (occasionally four pints) that I
limit myself to on the Thursday drinking
sessions.
I have to say that the afternoon seemed
to pass ever so slowly. I did consider leaving
early so I could walk some of the way to the
pub - probably Beckenham Hill Station to the
pub like I did once back in November (?)
before the late afternoon got too dark. I
decided against it because with the thick
cloud it was already getting like night
halfway through the afternoon. That made for
an interesting discovery.
The picture above was taken as I waited
for my train to go to the pub yesterday at
16:07pm. You'll note that all the platform
lights are on because while sunset was still
almost half an hour ago, it was so dark. On
Tuesday, when the sky was clear, it was not
much dimmer than this a half hour
after
sunset ! What is not apparent from this
picture is that all these new, LED, lamps have
an extra trick up their sleeve. They have some
sort of downward pointing sensor, probably
passive infra-red, that detects anyone waiting
near the lamp, and turns the brightness up
from (maybe) half to full.
I think it was the bright, white
illumination from those new platform lamps
that induced me to take a selfie. It might
have even been a good picture if it didn't
look like I was squinting in the bright light.
Maybe I was just falling asleep. My eyelids
certainly look like they are drooping, and I
seem to have bags under my eyes. Maybe if I
wasn't so self conscious about taking a selfie
I could have opened my eyes properly.
There was a certain amount of
unexpectedness when I walked to the station. I
had only walked about 50ft when I started
getting little stabbing pains from various
bits of my chest. If I wasn't familiar with
them they could have been quite worrying. What
was unusual was getting them all at more or
less the same time. I probably should have
slowed down, but I think I speeded up.
The pains got no worse. To some extent
it was the opposite - they got better, but
only in a sort of random way. One pain would
stop, and the others would continue. Then
maybe another would stop, and the stopped one
would start again. By the time I arrived at
the station I think they had all stopped.
The last part of the walk is to go up
the three flights of stairs to platform level.
All my walking exercise has obviously done me
some good because I went up those stairs with
far less trauma than once was the case. I
slightly slowed for the last flight, but I
made it to the top without being short of
breath, and didn't pause as I did a quick walk
to the end of the platform to wait for my
train to arrive. It must have been one of my
fastest walks to the station ever. I think I
left home at 15:55pm, and arrived on the
platform at 16:03pm. That is just 8 minutes.
That is equal to my best times walking home
from there - and going home features more
downhill walking.
When I arrived at the pub I found three
things. Firstly Chris and Paul had arrived
before me. It is not unusual for Chris to get
there early, but very unusual for Paul to get
there early.
My next observation was that there was
Union Jack bunting up for no apparent reason.
I have a horrible feeling we have been
drinking in a pro-brexit pub !
The final observation was that there was an
interesting looking beer on. It was, as
pictured on the right (photo © Jodie),
"Absolutely Fuggled" from the signal brewery.
The name suggests it is brewed with Fuggles
hops, probably from Kent. It had a slightly
unusual, almost sooty taste, but the first
pint slipped down OK, and I went for a second
pint. My third and final pint was from the
Bexley Brewery (I think), and was called
"Legally Blond". The taste was very different,
and I wasn't sure I liked it until I had
cleared my pallet of the Absolutely Fuggled.
Once I got the taste is seemed quite pleasant.
I limited myself to just the three pints, and
then caught the 18:25 train home - it is
probably my favourite train, but I wonder if
the next one might have some advantages. I had
it in mind to pop into the Sainsburys local
shop on my way home. I fancied getting some
salads, but I was also hoping I might see some
heavily reduced price stuff. When I got to the
shop I could see it was still very busy. Being
next door to the station, it must be very
popular with people coming home from work, and
they would only start putting the reduced
price stickers on stuff once the commuters had
thinned out a lot.
I bought three ready made salads, and I
did manage to find two reduced price
sandwiches. I ended up eating everything by
the time I went to bed. The salads I ate with
added sliced jalapeño pickled peppers. In the
case of the tomato and mozzarella salad, I
discarded the little pot of cheese because
that mozzarella doesn't appeal to my taste,
and I don't really care for it's texture. The
two coronation chicken sandwiches were
delicious - far, far better than those sold by
Tesco at twice the price !
I had given thought to going back out
to The Catford Bridge Tavern for the open mic
that I think was on there last night. I didn't
see any sign of activity when I looked through
the windows on my way home, but that might
have been just because it was too early. I had
hoped to hear from Angela that she would be
going even though it would have meant that
lover boy was in tow. I had promised her I
would not ignore him if he was there. I didn't
hear from Angela, and that killed the last
desire to go out again. I was additionally put
off by a few other things. I found that the
cold night air was making me feel a bit wheezy
as I rushed home (maybe I should have tried to
slow down). Once I got home, and in the warm,
the wheeziness, which was only mild, vanished
very quickly. I just didn't fancy going out in
the cold night air again. I felt even less
like it after stuffing my face with salad and
sandwiches.
There seemed to be nothing on TV to
distract me last night, and I think I ended up
in bed quite early. Although the times when I
woke up for (usually) a pee probably added up
to about half an hour, or maybe a little more
because I didn't go back to sleep instantly, I
was basically in bed, and mostly asleep for
over 9 hours last night. That's the second
time that has happened, and it seems I
probably needed the sleep...On the other hand
I think it's just a reaction to these short,
overcast days. By summer I will probably be
more than happy with just 6 hours sleep.
This morning I feel basically OK. My
blood glucose is not as low as yesterday -
probably a hangover from those sandwiches -
but still good enough, and needing no special
consideration. One surprising thing is that my
chest feels fine this morning. I can't say the
same about my right shoulder. When at rest,
and in 80% of all working conditions, it is no
trouble, but there is some sort of movement I
make that can make it momentarily very
painful. Other than that, I probably would not
pass an MOT, but most things seem to be
working well enough to do most likely things.
Today is not quite a blank sheet of
paper. I have scribbled a few things on it in
pencil. Actually there is one thing that is
definite - I do need to do some washing up,
and give the kitchen a tidy. I have left it
too many days since last doing it ! It looks
bloody horrible out at the moment. Like
Wednesday, it is not raining as such, but
everything is dripping wet from, presumably,
condensation. With the grim, grey light I feel
no strong call to go out for a walk today. It
is not even likely that Angela will be, or
want to be in the pub on a Friday lunchtime.
She often uses her Friday lunchbreak to get
some shopping in. Nevertheless I think I will
force myself out the door, and head towards
the pub. I'll let Angela know that I am
heading that way, and if she responds in time
to say she will not be there I might just turn
around and come straight back home.