There was something
about the air yesterday, and I suppose it was
the medium level of pollution reported in the
weather forecast, that had an effect on me,
and quite a few others. I mentioned yesterday
how the night air seemed to make me feel
mildly wheezy as I walked home from the
station after my Thursday drinking session.
Yesterday it affected me again as I tried to
walk through the park as fast as possible. I
drew some comfort that all the joggers who
passed me as I walked were all panting more
heavily than usual. Often I don't hear them
panting, but yesterday I heard each and
everyone breathing very heavily.
The reason why I was trying to rush
through the park was that I left home so late
in the day. I had made the assumption that
Angela would not be in the pub at lunchtime.
It had gone midday when I sent her a message
saying I wasn't expecting her to be there, but
I was out for a walk anyway, and would be in
the pub for at least one pint at lunchtime.
Part of me hoped that Angela would say that
she would not be going. There was stuff I
wanted to do around the house, and the weather
seemed too miserable to make any walk
enjoyable by any stretch of the imagination.
The other half of me was more than happy to
hear from Angela that she would be there !
I didn't start out until 12:42, and that
gave me just 18 minutes to get to the pub -
hence the need to try and walk as fast as I
could. I walked to the pub by about the most
direct route, and I think I arrived there in
about 13 minutes. I guess that despite the
pollution making me feel slightly wheezy, I
had possibly broken my record time of getting
to the pub.
I think it was less than 10 minutes
after arriving there that Angela walked in,
and seemed pleased to see me. I guess she is
always pleased to see me in there to one
degree or another, but yesterday she seemed
more pleased than usual. I'm not sure why I
thought that. I think it was some sort of
subtle body language that only my subconscious
can decipher.
It was one of those sessions where time
seemed to fly by, and all too soon it was time
to leave again. Prior to that I learned some
important information. It seems that lover boy
is going to visit, and stay with his folks
this Saturday night. Angela was supposed to go
too, but she declined. Sometimes I think that
my idea of a growing rift between those two is
not just a fantasy.
With Angela not on the leash tonight
there is a very tiny chance that we might end
up seeing each other for a drink, or a gig
tonight. If there was an easy to get to gig
featuring a band we both want to see that tiny
chance could by a bit less tiny, but Angela
couldn't think of any gig that appealed to
her. I had planned to see Chain tonight, if I
could force myself out the door in the cold
dark night, but I told Angela that if there
was any chance of spending time with her, that
would be my higher priority.
I didn't take any chances yesterday. I
put all thoughts of having a wee before
leaving the pub right out of my mind. So
yesterday I walked Angela back to work as I
always do now - except last Wednesday when we
were late, and I spent more time in the toilet
than Angela could wait. It is always nice to
walk Angela back to work. In the few minutes
it takes extra ideas can be exchanged, and
there is a nice hug at the end of it.
Yesterday I was also thanked for a nice
lunchbreak. That, or maybe just the way it was
said, conveyed extra warmth.
On my way to the pub I encountered
these two fire engines on the hospital side of
the bridge that connects the park to the
hospital. I couldn't see any smoke, or hear
any alarms, and I wondered what was going on.
Just around the corner there were two
more fire engines. (The second one is in the
drive, at right angles to the first, and
hidden behind it in this picture). I came to
the conclusion that it was probably some sort
of training exercise. I did note a hospital
official talking to a couple of fire crew by
the first two fire engines I pictured. There
seemed no urgency in his talk, and the fire
crews were not exactly rushing around.
Beer mats (front and back) seen in the
pub. Beer mats are getting weird !
On the home stretch of my walk, and a
chance to see a new arrival in the
neighbourhood. I think it was a week ago, or
so, when I posted a picture of just one post
driven into the ground where this new tree is
planted. I'm not sure I can even pronounce
it's official name, and even it's alleged more
common name, is unknown to me. What I do know
is that in autumn it gives off a smell like
caramel. I know that because I read the
wikipedia entry for it -
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cercidiphyllum_japonicum
On my way home I called in at the Tesco
Express store on the high street. I wasn't
sure what I wanted, but I wanted something
nice for what would be the first thing I ate
yesterday. I checked their salads and found
one I had never seen in the main Tesco I use.
It was a tomato and mozzarella salad that came
with balsamic dressing and some sort of pesto
flavoured crunchies. I grabbed one of those,
plus a plain ready-mix salad before
investigating the sandwiches. I first spied a
coronation chicken sandwich. Like the one I
bought the night before in Sainsburys, it had
a reduced price sticker on it, but unlike the
half price at Sainsburys, it was still about
three quarters of the price. I also found a
club chicken sandwich with a reduced price
sticker on it.
Once I was home again I tucked into the
tomato and mozzarella salad. It was pleasant,
but not as nice as the Sainsburys version -
although neither is that nice because of the
taste and texture of mozzeralla. It's not
horrible, but seems to have no positive
aspects to it. I then ate the coronation
chicken sandwich. It was nice, but still a
poor version of the Sainsburys version. I also
ate the club chicken sandwich. That was nice,
but not fantastic.
After eating I put my feet up, and
rested. I think I might have even had a
snooze, but before long I felt the urge to do
what I had intended to do in the morning - do
the overdue washing up, and tidy the kitchen
up. Having done that I took the first step
towards tidying up the bookshelves in the back
room. The first step was to bring a sturdy
chair down from the spare bedroom so I could
stand on it to get to the top shelf. With the
chair placed ready to use I got bored and went
and watched TV !
After sandwiched the night before, and
sandwiches in the afternoon yesterday, I
thought I had better be really careful about
what I had for dinner - and I was.
Unfortunately I had decided on a takeaway, and
once again it was to be shish kebab. When
selecting a takeaway on the Just Eat web site
I found one that gave the option to omit the
pitta bread, and just serve the grilled meat
with salad. That was exactly what I wanted.
They were also cheaper than the last couple of
places I had used. I ordered a chicken and a
lamb shish kebab, and specified no pitta
bread. I also ordered what was to be a snack
for today - some grilled wings with no salad.
With the order placed I sat down to
watch some TV in the front room. At about the
expected time my order arrived. It was not
what I was expecting. Each kebab came with
pitta bread, and the grilled chicken wings
came with salad and chips (and I think there
may have been a bit of pitta bread in the
wrapping too). I ate the lamb shish kebab, but
discarded the pitta bread. The next thing I
unwrapped was not the chicken shish kebab as
expected, but the grilled wings. If they had
not come with chips they would have been
excellent for my purposes - skinless and not
at all greasy. The unwanted salad was no
problem, but the chips proved to be a dilemma.
I should have discarded them, but I felt an
insane urge to eat them - and I did !
I don't know where all the time went
last night, although I know a fair bit was
soaked up by reading about the moon mission of
Apollo 15 - the first to feature the moon
rover. It was midnight when I put the book
down, and even later before I managed to get
to sleep. It was one of those nights when my
bed and pillows seemed to grow lumps that
weren't there the night before ! I think one
of my tasks for today is to change the linen
on my bed, and straighten out the memory foam
mattress protector.
This morning I feel generally OK, but
after those chips and sandwiches I do feel a
bit bloated. I can't wait for some warm sunny
weather, and to get back on my diet again...or
back on it properly instead of just holding
the fort most, but nit all the time. This
morning I haven't dared check any of my vital
signs. Maybe they are not as bad as I fear,
but thinking they are even worse helps to try
and put the break on, although I expect I'll
be having cold kebab for lunch today.
My plans for today are mostly unknown.
The only thing that is semi-definite is that I
want to try and go out tonight. Ideally with
Angela, but I think it is far more likely it
will be to see Chain at a pub, very near the
bus stop, in Charlton. If my evening involved
Angela it would take very little effort, but
otherwise it is going to be a struggle to go
out in the evening for the first time in
months.