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Wednesday 4th March 2020
09:47 GMT
 
  It was cold enough for a frost yesterday morning, but it was a bright and sunny morning, and the frost did not linger. However, despite the morning sunshine, it was still a rather chilly day. The sunshine ended before midday, and the rest of the day was overcast. There were a few light sprinkles of rain in the early afternoon, but I don't recall any more rain falling later. The afternoon temperature was 9° C - just below 10° when the first signs of warmth are just about detectable - but feeling even colder because of the grey sky, rain, and the wind.
rainly afternoon - maybe
  There was no frost this morning, but we only escaped it by a degree or two. This morning is dull and overcast, and it will get even duller this afternoon when rain is expected to start falling until late at night. The latest revision to the forecast now says there will be light rain at 10am, and drizzle at 11am. There might be a few hours of dryness until the rain starts up again at 2pm. It is going to be a cold day. There will be a few hours this afternoon when it is 8° C, and at other times it will be colder. Tomorrow could be a truly awful day. The current forecast says rain all day, and the temperature only ranging between 6 and 7° C.
 
  Yesterday started good, but ended bad. The seeds of the badness were planted the day before yesterday when I had my quarterly gas and electric bills come through (I actually pay monthly by standing order). Those bills showed that I had a lot of credit, to the tune of a couple of hundred pounds for my gas account, but I owed rather a lot for the electricity. The latter is a big annoyance because my standing order is "tuned" to even out the cost over the course of a year. Unfortunately EDF Energy seem to use a different year to my previous energy suppliers. They demand their money (with menaces) just after the winter peak usage. So now I have to go through the bother of paying off a lump now, and then going into a surplus in the summer months.
2.66 mile walk
  Having turned all the (electric) heating off before going out should have saved some money, but it was to have it's consequences ! I set out on my daily exercise (daily sometimes means just 3 times a week !) at 12:22. It was a little earlier than usual, but not early enough to do a long walk, and yet by weaving across the park, and also going through Lewisham Park, I was able to get the total mileage up to 2.66 miles. I had wanted to try and stretch the end of the walk a bit more to take it up to 3 miles (and maybe a tiny bit more) but as I approached where I would have to diverge away from the quickest route home, I decided I needed a pee more than walking an extra half mile !

  Once again I had planned my route (mostly while actually walking it, rather than before I left home) to go past Angela's office window. We waved at each other, and mouthed that we would see each other in the pub soon. I don't really know why I did it, but as well as getting Angela's drink in, I also bought her a bag of cheese and onion crisps. Maybe it was telepathy or something because she did want a bag of crisps (and I knew before they are her favourite flavour).

  When Angela arrived at the pub she was delighted to see the packet of crisps waiting for her on the table. We had a very nice lunch break together, but this time it was back to the usual two drinks. We were interrupted by a call from Miranda, Angela's daughter. Unlike calls from lover boy she answered it straight away, and I noted that she told Miranda she was in the pub with me. Our lunch time drinks are notionally a secret, but only from lover boy. It is probably another false conceit, but I think Miranda approves of our meetings. I don't have to delude myself much further to think that maybe she prefers her mum to hang out with me instead of lover boy because I seem to have a strong tendency to make Angela happy, and lover boy can sometimes have the opposite effect.

  I'm not sure if I imagined it, but when we said goodbye I seemed to be given an extra strong hug, and slightly longer hug. Maybe it wasn't Angela leading it, but me. The only sad thing was when Angela said she might need to go shopping during her lunch break today. It was tempered by her suggesting that maybe we will meet on Friday. This morning she confirmed she is going shopping today, and that does mean I can get a few things done here, at home, that I couldn't if I had been out today. I look forward to Friday lunchtime when I will hopefully be meeting Angela again.
black headed gull
  Black headed gulls are not exactly rare around these parts, but they are vastly outnumbered by the more usual all white gulls that think the playing fields are the sea (or a rubbish dump). I saw this black headed gull on the running track, and that was almost what it was doing. It was walking quite fast,, and keeping between the white lines.
candyfloss tree
  I saw this tree in Lewisham Park. If it had been sunny, and not dull and drizzly, it might have almost gglowed like pink candyfloss. It was because of teh dull light that I had to use a few photographic tricks to try and make it look a bit brighter, a bit pinker.
fairy ring of
                          crocuses
  Also in Lewisham Park - I noticed a fairy ring, but it wasn't of fungi. To my eyes it seemed to be a perfect circle, albeit with some thin sections, of crocuses. A more conventional fairy ring of fungi usually grows in expanding circles around the rotting remains of an ancient tree trunk. I can't think of any natural reason for crocuses to grow like this, and can only assume it was done as a sort of joke by one of the gardeners. The placing on the grass seems completely random, and the only non random thing is that they have been sown in a circle.
Angela's favourite
                          summer seat
  There were other flowers I could see in Lewisham Park, but I didn't fancy going to investigate them because I needed to pass Angela's office in less than 10 minutes, and the drizzle was annoying me. I did stop just once more when I passed Angela's favourite seat in the park. I sent her a picture of it to sort of amuse her when I sent a message to say I would be passing in 7 or 8 minutes time. My guestimate of the time turned out to be about right, and I passed Angela's office at about 12:55 - giving me 5 minutes to order our drinks from the so they would be ready on the table when Angela arrived.
posing squirrel
  After saying goodbye to Angela I entered the park again (Ladywell Fields), and came across a squirrel that seemed less skittish than most. Provided I kept a reasonable distance it was happy to study me as I studied it.
Mandarin duck
  I have been trying to reduce my duck photography because I feel I have been over doing it in the past. However I couldn't resist another snap of the Mandarin Duck that has made the river it's home for the last few years. I posted this picture elsewhere with the caption - "Specially for all the xenophobes, a Mandarin duck that has flown all the way from Wuhan* in China to say hello".

 * Note to future self; Wuhan is the area where Corvid-19, aka Coronavirus originated. The 'flu like infection that at this time might or might not become a world wide epidemic, and might, or might not kill lots of people. At the moment the deaths are headline news, but in actuality the virus is probably less lethal than some strains of 'flu.

  I got home to a very cold house. There had been no heating on downstairs for 24 hours or more, and none in my bedroom since before I had gone for my walk (and none in the night prior to 4am when I thought it was getting a bit too chilly). I was feeling a little warm after walking for about a mile at a fair pace, and only put the heating on low in my bedroom. I thought that, and, once they were cooked, some hot sausages would keep me feeling comfortable. I was very wrong !

  It is worth mentioning two other things before how ill I started to feel in the afternoon. During my walk, prior to drinking just two pints of Guinness, I was conscious of some aches. They shared some similarities with how my angina pains started, but diverged in one important respect - those aches had started before I had even taken a dozen steps, and never got any worse as I continued to walk. In that respect they were almost 'flu like - or like the symptoms of coronavirus in it's milder form - which seems to be more common than the deadly form.

  The second anomaly was after I had been in the pub for 15 minutes. The long walk had warmed me up, and I could feel my arms, inside the well insulated sleeves of my thick jacket, getting a bit sticky as I walked. After 15 minutes, with my coat off inside the pub, I thought I had cooled down, but suddenly I realised I had started sweating - mainly from my forehead. That seemed a bit unusual.

  Having got home again, and after a long wait for the sausages to cook in my mini oven/grill, I fancied a snooze. Initially I lay on my bed with a magazine, but I barely read a whole page before my eyes started drooping. At that point I was aware that the bed felt very cold to touch, and that I felt rather off colour. I did drift off to sleep, and I slept for 30 to 60 minutes. I woke up feeling awful. I felt really cold despite having the heater on at it's usual low setting. When I went downstairs, to go to the kitchen, it felt like walking into an icebox as I went down the stairs. I knew it was cool down there, but how I felt was all out of proportion.

  I don't know why I never think to take my temperature on these occasions, but it felt like I was running a fever. I turned the heater up full, and it wasn't until a bit later, after I ate a can of meatballs in tomato gravy (with added hot chilli sauce), and then a can of chilli con carne, that I started to feel more comfortable. At least I didn't feel so cold, but I still had an assortment of aches. I did think that maybe I had gone down with 'flu, or even coronavirus. I wasn't worried about the latter in terms of it being potentially lethal - until I dies of it, I will continue to think of it being no worse than 'flu - even if bad 'flu can be bloody awful !

  During the course of the evening I had the heater going full blast, and I had a few whiskies. As bed time neared I turned the heater to low (I had also put a heater on low in the living room to keep the chill out). I felt warm enough by then, but I still felt "ill" in a way that is hard to adequately describe - an ache here, and an ache there, and a sort of nondescript tiredness that is not quite the same as feeling sleepy.

  To my surprise I feel asleep quite easily, and by 3 or 4am I was feeling warm enough to partly discard my duvet. It was probably after that when I had some dreams about a very different Catford station, where some "vintage" slam door trains were providing the train service. At one point a steam loco passed on a through track with no platform. It was both an entertaining, but frustrating dream. The views were really worth taking photos of, but for a whole host of reasons I couldn't seem to get a good snap. Mostly it was a case of not getting a good view - sometimes just people getting in the way. There were a few times when I couldn't seem to operate my camera. For one intended picture I kept trying to use my camera back to front !

  This morning I feel much better, but I still feel slightly odd. For some unknown reason my neck seems to ache a bit. It is almost as if my head is too heavy ! It was about 7.30am when I got a message from Angela saying she needed to go shopping at lunchtime. It was nice of her to let me know so early so I could formulate alternative plans. If it was a warm sunny day I could have been tempted to consider going to the seaside for a 3 or 4 mile stroll along the front. Unfortunately it is cold and dull. It will probably be raining soon, or if not soon, that during the afternoon. (So far it has stayed dry, but the latest forecast revision predicts drizzle at midday, followed by proper rain at 1pm).

  I'm not sure what I will do today now. I may brave the rain, if it is not too heavy, to go to the shops, but there is nothing I am desperate for. What I will probably do is to get back to my project to transfer an old gig recording, made in 1993, from Cassette tape to PC (and probably on to CD). I have done the actual transfer to one big digital file, and now I need to split that one big file into individual songs (where possible), and maybe touch up the equalisation of the audio - if it needs it. I will be using my laptop, booted into Windows XP to do that audio editing, and I'll be doing that in the front room. So hang the electricity bill - I had better get that room warm and comfortable before I start !