This afternoon should be sunny.
In fact the first tentative rays pf sunshine
have already managed to break through the
clouds, although the clouds still seem to
cover most of the sky, and they are rather
grey in colour. Maybe there will be full
sunshine by 11am. The BBC's forecast is far
more pessimistic. They reckon some rain at
9am, and only a few sunny intervals this
afternoon. Meanwhile, an update to the Met
Office forecast says full sunshine could now
start at 10am, and apart from a brief spell of
just sunny intervals at 4pm, the sun should
shine non stop until sunset. The afternoon
temperature should rise to 21° C (the BBC
think it will only be 20° C). Tomorrow may
start sunny, and end sunny, but the most
important bit in the middle may be rather
dull. The temperature should still hit 20° C,
but not until late in the afternoon.
Yesterday was not a good day,
although it had it's moments. The gloom put me
off going for a walk, although I still might
have gone for one of I had got through the
morning a lot faster. The morning seemed to
pass very slowly....or was it fast ? It was
probably a bit of both. I think of it as slow
because I didn't seem to do much before
midday. By the time it was midday the outside
gloom had seeped into my soul, and I didn't
fancy going out. There was also the idea that
I wasn't feeling too well.
Evidently I wasn't feeling too bad
because I seemed to have all the energy needed
to wash some clothes by hand. It didn't seem
they would dry outside, and so I dried them
indoors with a desk fan blowing on them to
speed things up. What was novel about was that
for the first time, probably ever, I put the
clothes horse up in the back room (the old,
and maybe new, one day, dining room). Clearing
out so much crap from that room has left
plenty of room for the clothes horse.
I started doing that laundry by hand
with all sorts of exciting aches and pains,
and ended up wit most of them gone. It really
was another indicator that I need my walks to
keep my body in working order. Spending much
of the day laying on my bed, usually reading,
except for the occasional snooze, makes my
body seize up.
Yesterday was peculiar in another way
that I can blame on the grey weather. It
wasn't cold, but it wasn't warm either. One of
those strange voices in my head, that only
some strange ears in my head can hear, said
that what I wanted for lunch was some hot
soup. It wasn't nearly cold enough for soup,
and yet it did seem a very attractive idea. I
had a bowl of chunky lamb soup, and I rather
enjoyed it. I was going to have another soup
when I noticed the "best before" date on top
of a can of Aldi own brand spaghetti in tomato
sauce.
It said BBE 2018 - I should have eaten
it 2 years ago ! I am not even sure why I
bought it because I have never been a fan of
any type of spaghetti, and tinned spaghetti is
not the greatest product ! Nevertheless I
heated it up, and ate it,
and found it
really nice ! A nearly said "delicious" but
that would be going too far. The secret was a
good splash of scotch bonnet chilli sauce.
That definitely gave it some body !
After letting my lunch settle down I
felt ready to do some gardening. I had wanted
to do some because I had a specific idea I
wanted to try. Initially it was just a little
thing, but up to a point, the more I did the
more I wanted to do. The very specific thing
was to bring in the window boxes, and
transplant them direct into the back garden.
They were hideously root bound, and my hope
that the recent rain might water them was very
wrong. They were dry, and looking very droopy
- and close to dead.
I took this picture about 20
minutes after planting those flowers directly
into the garden, and I think it is just
wishful thinking that they were already
perking up a bit.....on the other hand...
This picture, taken this morning, does
seem to show a definite improvement. It seems
I can now say that at long last I have flowers
(which aren't weeds) in my back garden now. My
lawn continues to grow well. There are still
some thin areas, but I have a lot of grass now
growing at the back of the garden where it had
seemed to refuse to take earlier on. I gave it
a good forking, and watered it well. That
seems to have done the trick. There are more
areas I need to treat the same, but I am
getting there. I would have liked to give the
lawn another cut yesterday, but after bending
over to pull out a loads of weeds (but still
only one twentieth of them) I didn't fancy
bending over any more to use the shears.
I took a few more pictures this
morning. These are my nasturtiums. I tried not
to put too many seeds in this shallow box.
Overloading the identical boxes I was using as
window boxes was not such a good idea.
Hopefully these Nasturtiums will have room to
spread out. I hope these turn out to be red.
The others I planted, that choked, were a pale
yellow, and rather bland.
These cornflowers are now growing fast.
I am torn between using these as window boxes,
or to replant them directly in the garden. The
latter may be a better idea.
These four pots contain vegetables - at
least I hope they do. The two on the left were
planted with chilli seeds. I used gritty mud
from the wild area of the lawn nearest the
house, and I rather expected to see no more
than weeds, the pot on the far left looks
hopeful. The next one does have one or two
tiny shoots, but they could be anything. The
next pot along should be tomato plants grown
from a couple of squashed tomatoes. I will
definitely need to thin them out before too
long. The pot on the right has some spring
onion seeds in it. One of the local cats tried
to use it as a littler tray - I hope the
sticks will deter that dear pussy cat in the
future. There are some tiny shoots appearing,
and hopefully I will have some onions before
summer is over.
Back to yesterday: I'm not sure how
long I spent in the garden. Maybe it was no
more than half an hour, but time can pass
quickly when "gainfully employed". It
was either before or after working in the
garden, maybe both, that I did some very light
tidying up in the back room. It was just one
of those very quick things where you think
that "If I threw that away, and moved that to
over there, and moved that box a little to the
left (right, back or forward) the place would
look a little neater. I did something similar
when I went through the back room to go and
take the morning photos of my transplanted
flowers.
I finally got back into very lazy mode,
and read for a while, and I think I probably
had a snooze. I was in a mildly disappointed
mood because I would have liked to do more -
probably in the garden - but I just didn't
feel well disposed to do any more. In such a
mood I gave into temptation to order a
takeaway. It was to be an experimental order
that included Peri Peri chicken, and pizza.
There would have been ample for dinner last
night, and dinner tonight, and depending on
how greedy I felt last, there was the
possibility of something for lunch today.
It was a fairly expensive order, and
some bits would definitely not have been very
healthy - quite the opposite ! Fortunately I
was spared this madness by a message to say
they could not fulfil the order, and it had
been cancelled. That forced me to get off my
arse and construct quite a tasty salad whose
worst ingredient was too much mayonnaise ! I
did have a dessert though. It was my spare
low(ish) calorie/sugar ice cream. Oddly
enough, the one thing I didn't have last
night, or even at any time through the day,
was any booze.
I have a theory as to why I didn't have
any booze. I think it was because I convinced
myself that if I didn't want any I wouldn't
miss going to a pub. The pubs did indeed open
yesterday, and some said the experience was
wonderful. I find that hard to believe, but I
don't find it hard to believe that had
convinced themselves that it must have been a
good experience. I saw a few pictures posted
on social media. One picture showed quite a
few people having a "good time" by shouting
across a beer garden to their friends where
they were all in little groups on well spaced
tables. Another picture showed a bar done up
like a post office counter - totally
impersonal service through a hole in a perspex
security screen. If the opportunity
arises I will meet Angela in a almost deserted
pub at lunchtime, but otherwise I think I will
wait another 6 months or more in the hope that
pub service returns to normal.
My sleep last night was both good and
bad. I became increasingly uncomfortable in
bed as morning approached. I still managed to
get back to sleep fairly quickly after waking
up for a pee several times in the night, but
my sleep seemed to feel lumpy. It sounds a
silly definition, and I can't even attempt to
define it. I can't even say quite why I was
uncomfortable, or more uncomfortable than
other nights - except for one thing. I am most
definitely going through one of my phases
where my rib cage, sternum, and whatever else,
is playing up again.
It is easy to describe it as chest
pain, but that usually implies something
worse...or at least something more lethal. All
sorts of things can trigger this pain - even
something as simple as shaking an aerosol.
When I was shaking my can of deodorant, after
having my morning shower, I could feel all my
ribs rattling, or ratcheting, or just clicking
and popping. It doesn't hurt at the time, but
it feels unpleasant. It is like your chest is
going to come unzipped or something. Laying in
the wrong position can be quite uncomfortable,
and is possibly the instigator to these bad
phases. Wet weather helps make it worse.
This morning I don't feel that good,
but not so bad that I couldn't go to Tesco
twice. For some silly reason I thought they
opened at 9am, but it is actually 10am. The
first time I walked there I felt very creaky,
and my chest/ribs/sternum/ligaments were
complaining. The second time felt much easier.
I wanted to take advantage of the sunshine,
and go for an extended walk today, but my
walks to Tesco suggest I probably would not
enjoy it. I think it is more likely I
will be spending some time in the garden
today. I doubt it will do me any good, but I
might attempt to cut the grass with the
shears. I am thinking that maybe I should get
something motorised to make it less of a back
breaking task.