When I got home I fancied some
breakfast, but it was too late for that,
and so I had some lunch. I don't think I
was really that hungry, and I should have
fought the feeling, but I gave in and
opened up a couple of cans. The first can
was pea and ham soup. It was an Aldi own
brand soup, and maybe not quite as
luxurious as, for instance, Heinz, but it
was nice enough. The second can was a can
of "Alpine" bean stew. What I found inside
the can was more like thick baked beans
with some bits of bacon in it. It should
have been very good, but the bean "juice"
seemed bland, and the bacon was a bit
sparse.
With lunch inside me, and my video
and photos "processed", I could finally
relax, but I don't think I snoozed....or
did I? Maybe I did, but I don't think it
would have been for long. Mostly I just
read, but I'll admit that it didn't seem
to take long before dinner time to roll
around. Dinner was another can - much of
my remaining food is now canned. This one
was a can of German meatballs in a
mushroom sauce.
I thought it would go well with
some German beer, and I ended up drinking
three bottles of German beer. Two of them
were wheat beers, but the last was a
rauchbier.
Wikipedia says these are made by roasting
the barley over an open flame, but I can
remember a TV programme called The Beer
Hunter which showed a German brewer
tossing hot sooty rocks, heated in a wood
fire, into the beer to impart the smoky
flavour. I must admit that last night's
beer did seem more sooty than smoky. It
didn't seem to taste as nice as when I
last had a smoked beer. That would have
been when I was still smoking, and maybe
that made all the difference. Drinking it
did trigger a desire for a cigarette.
One thing I did yesterday was to
change the bottom sheet on my bed because
it was probably getting smelly, although I
never noticed it to be so. What it
definitely was, was sweat stained after
some of the very hot sweaty nights we had
not so long ago (even if it feels like
last summer now). I had actually started
out to put a duvet in the duvet cover
because the nights, or more specifically
the early mornings, are getting quite cool
now.
I was looking forward to going to
bed last night. It did not turn out as
well as hoped. I felt very uncomfortable
for a variety of reasons. One reason was
some muscular pains that seemed to
originate from when I was scrubbing the
dining room door the previous day. I was
also getting some "twisted rib" pains -
not actually twisted rib(s), but a legacy
of my operation in 2013, and some sort of
inflammation of the ligaments (or
something like that). It flares up every
now and then.
I was also suffering some heartburn
(probably too much chilli sauce added to
the lush mushroom sauce the meatballs were
in), although I didn't realise that until
gone midnight when a couple of antacid
tablets cured it. They didn't cure the
bloat and wind I was suffering from. The
latter not really surprising after some of
the stuff I have eaten recently. It was
possibly as late as 3am before I settled
down and got some proper sleep. Prior to
that I also had the problem of the duvet
feeling far too warm to use.
I managed to keep sleeping until
gone 8am this morning. That is a bit of
record these days. During those last hours
of sleep I had two dreams that I seem to
remember. One was about walking down a
road, and passing a pub. I think it was
supposed to be the music venue known as
The Borderline. It is in the basement of a
building, but while it couldn't be used as
a music venue (because of Covid-19) it was
being used as a pub. I decided to just
look through the door to see what it
looked like.
As soon as I looked in I was warned
by the young woman guarding the door that
they only had room for one. I said that
must be me then, and went in. It looked
very barren with the just a scattering of
tables, but there were still seats by the
bar. they had been nailed down to be 2
metres apart, and the bar was not in use.
Beer was served from a couple of tables in
the corner of the main, or biggest, room.
I ordered a pint, but I can only remember
the glass being half full, and the beer
tasted warm and flat. I think I probably
left without even finishing my beer.
The second dream was centered on
Catford Bridge station. It had been
rebuilt in the style of a tube station.
Behind the station, the other side of the
railway lines from my perspective, a new
football stadium had been erected. (In
reality the new development is blocks of
flats, and the station remains not that
different to how it has been for the last
100 years). That was the setting for the
dream, but I can't really remember much
about it, although the image of a an
selling beer from a barrel in the station
springs to mind, but I think I wanted to
see something else, and not drink beer. I
was probably trainspotting or something.
This morning has already been busy.
I am expecting two deliveries today. One
is more beer coming via Amazon. I don't
know when it will arrive, but experience
says it will probably be late this
afternoon. The other delivery could be
beer and Diet Coke, and delivered courtesy
of my friend from round the corner,
Michael. He messaged me yesterday to say
he was going shopping by car, and was
there anything he could pick up for me. I
said yes please ! I expected he would be
going to Tesco early this morning, but I
have just heard form him that it will be
early this afternoon.
Having woken up a lot later than
intended I wanted to quickly get several
things done in case Michael went t Tesco
as soon as they opened (9am, I think). I
had a fitted sheet soaking overnight, and
I wanted to get that washed, and on the
line so I could wash my hair and have a
shower before I was ready for the world.
After hanging the sheet out to dry I also
watered the garden. I had been hoping for
a bit more rain yesterday, but the garden
was looking quite dry this morning. I must
have done all these things quickly because
I was ready to greet the world before
9.30am (even if I still had wet hair).
This morning there is good and bad.
My blood glucose is a lot lower than
expected, and actually around my usual
monthly average, 7.5mmol/l. My blood
pressure is slightly higher this morning,
and tomorrow I think I had better start
taking the tablet I have not been taking
for several days now. It seems to be
taking some time for it's effect to wear
off. The bad news is my weight. It is
going back up again, and it is the junk
food I am eating....or maybe it is
something else. I can't seem to get into
the right mood to restrain how much I am
eating lately. Maybe it is the feeling
that autumn is coming early, maybe it is
self isolation. Maybe it is boredom at
having to invent new ways to walk long
distances locally. Maybe I need a holiday,
maybe......