Yesterday felt very different to recent
days. With the temperature up around 10° C for
much of the day, and not much lower in the early
morning, and late into the night, it was feeling
mild by comparison. If it had been sunny, which it
most emphatically wasn't, it would probably have
felt mild enough to go outside with no coat for
short periods. It wasn't just dull, but there was
some light rain from time to time.
Apart from being
a degree or two cooler than yesterday,
today will probably be a lot like
yesterday - frequently grey and dull, and
generally miserable. The early morning
forecast, as above, even showed a shower
at midday, although the most recent
revision doesn't show any rain. Until 5pm
the chance of rain is shown as just 10%,
and after that it goes down to less than
5%. The afternoon temperature will now
only be 9° C until sunset, but by midnight
the temperature may drop to just 5° C.The
afternoon may feel almost as good as
yesterday, but tonight is going to feel
cold. Tomorrow will be another sunless
day, and the prediction for tomorrow
shows, at various times, light grey
clouds, mid grey clouds, and dark grey
clouds. Some of those clouds are going to
bring rain, and some of the showers may be
heavy., but for all that the should be a
slow temperature rise from something like
5° C in the morning to a very mild 12° C
by midnight. Monday may be a very slightly
warm day !
I felt very different to
previous days yesterday. It was a much
better feeling, and yet it is hard to say
why. It certainly wasn't bright sunshine
making me feel better, but it could have
been weather related. I guess the
atmospheric pressure had probably changed
as a result of the warmer air, and maybe
that change of pressure relieved some of
the usual aches and pains. On the other
hand, with less of the usual aches and
pains to distract me, I was aware of a lot
of chest/rib pain. It was never
uncomfortable painful, and sometimes not
painful at all, but I could still
hear/feel unpleasant noises from the bones
of my chest. It is hard to describe those
"noises", but think along the lines of odd
clickings and occasional grating noises.
There was also sensations a bit like very
mild muscle cramp that could be easily
stopped by a change of posture.
The one very notable thing that
slowly began to feel good was that the
warmer weather meant that I had to use
very little heating, and for much of the
afternoon I had the heating completely
off. Maybe this felt particularly good
only in regard to my electricity bill, or
maybe it was a reminder that one day
winter will be over, and spring will
follow. Of course we haven't really had
winter yet in terms of ice and snow, but
it has still felt damn cold many times
recently. I wonder if we will get ice and
snow this winter ? If we do it it will
probably be in February, and so there is
still some time to wait.
I can't really say I was busy doing
stuff yesterday, but I did seem to do
enough to pass the time quickly enough,
although there was one exception to that.
I was expecting a parcel delivery (more
booze) yesterday, and I knew that when it
was gone midday before the delivery driver
left the depot in Dartford, that it was
going to be another late delivery. For
some stupid reason I started to go on high
alert not that long after 3pm. Stupid
because I knew it was unlikely to arrive
before 6pm.
It arrived much, much later than
that. The advice from Amazon's order
tracking page was "before 9pm". I waited
and waited and waited ! At 9pm I checked
the website, and they apologised for
missing their advisory deadline, but that
my package was still on it's way. It
arrived at about 9.25pm. I could have been
tucked up in bed, fast asleep by then if I
hadn't been waiting for the delivery. The
trouble is that we don't know what is
happening at the depot, but because other
drivers seem to leave the depot as early
as 10am, admittedly on rare occasions, it
gives the impression that my driver was a
lazy bastard who couldn't be bothered to
get out of bed earlier.
One good thing came from frequently
consulting Amazon's web pages, and that
was seeing the status of other orders
(although they are pretty good at sending
emails with status updates). It seems
another package that was originally going
to be delivered sometime next week will
arrive today. It arrived at the final
depot at just gone 7am, and so it seems to
me that an early rising driver could load
his van, and be on the road by 10am. I bet
that won't happen. The other useful bit of
info is that the latest estimate for the
delivery of Angela's present could be as
early as next Thursday. that would be good
because I think there is a fair
possibility that Angela, not being aware
that it is coming, may miss the first
attempted delivery, and will have to
arrange a time for a second attempt.
I spent some time washing a
few bits of laundry yesterday. That was
mainly inspired by getting sausage fat all
over a tea towel the day before. I gave it
a good soak in detergent after turning up
the water temperature. I also washed a
t-shirt and some underwear at the same
time. I can't say the tea towel came out
perfectly clean, but it was probably
better than expected. Some of the yellow
patches were from an earlier curry based
incident, and turmeric stains can be a
right bugger to remove !
The other thing I did that used a
fair bit of time, was to do some more VHS
videotape to computer transfers. This was
sometimes time consuming because I ended
up watching some of the transfer (which
can only be done in real time by playing
the tape as normal). Some of yesterday's
transfers generated gigantic files, and at
least one was bigger than I thought
Windows allowed, but it seemed to work OK,
although I could not copy it off the hard
disk except to a Linux formatted disk.
The gigantic files are in mpeg
format, and conversion to mp4 files
reduces their size considerably - or
should do. My problem was that the latest
version of Kdenlive, the video editor I
use to trim the beginning and end, and
save the result as an mp4 file, has
changed it's control panel. The earlier
version allowed you to set the actual bit
rate to suit the material. That has been
replaced by a slider that just sets
arbitary number, and to make matter worse,
it work backwards. As you turn the slider
down the numbers get bigger, and there is
no explanation of what these number mean.
Here is a very short video that I
didn't not finish until just
before I started to write this
morning. When I save it yesterday
I set the slider for video quality
way too excessive. The resultant
file was 29MB. This morning I
experimented a bit more, and now
it is just 1.6MB - a considerable
saving, and a more appropriate bit
rate for embedding in a web page.
This was found on the
skraggy end of a well worn VHS
tape, and I estimate it was
probably recorded in 1987 or 1988.
It starts with the test card, and
that is followed by about 20
seconds of "Pages from Ceefax" -
as used to be shown in the
afternoon before TV schedules
changed to 24 hours of mostly
rubbish !
As I reported yesterday morning, my
blood glucose was dangerously high
yesterday morning, and I had to take steps
to get it lower. That meant being
selective in what I ate and drank. It
didn't work out a well as it should have.
It was as I started eating lunch, which
was the same as my breakfast, that I
realised I had dropped a clanger. I was
eating rice crackers (very safe) with
cheese (also usually safe - except for
clogged arteries). I suddenly realised
that the cheese I was eating, which was
very delicious cheese, probably had sugar
in it. It was mango chutney flavoured red
Leicestershire cheese. Very, very moreish,
but if it had real mango chutney in it,
which is possible, that mango chutney is
effectively jam, and could be 75% sugar !
My dinner was a lot more careful.
It was just grilled chicken thighs with a
decent helping of mange tout. I followed
that with some satsumas (or where they
clementines ?). It was, in my terms,
a light enough meal for it's intended
purpose of being low sugar, and low
calorie. I certainly didn't feel stuffed
after eating it, and if anything, I felt a
bit hungry before going to bed. That was
not good because of that late parcel
delivery.
I probably would have been in bed
reading by the time the packet arrived
(actually it was a box) at 9.25pm, and
might have otherwise have turned off the
light by 9.30pm. By the time I did turn
out the light it felt so late that it
seemed I had passed the point of maximum
sleepiness (if such a thing can exist),
and I found I hardly felt sleepy at all.
It was almost midnight when I got up
again, and spent some time on the internet
before going back to bed again. I finally
got to sleep just after 2am (I think). I
seemed to sleep OK, but I only seemed to
sleep on about half an hour after I would
usually wake.
I feel OK, but I also feel I am
owed at least 2 or 3 hours sleep. I
predict I will be snoozing a bit today,
but I had better be careful not to over do
it, and stop myself getting to sleep
tonight. When I first woke up my neck was
stiff, the pillow felt like it was made of
concrete, and I had a headache.
Fortunately the neck ache, and the
headache have faded away since then. At
the moment I am mostly conscious of
feeling tired, although I have to admit
that is only since I wrote about it half a
paragraph previously !
Well, the good news is that my
blood glucose level has dropped to a more
sane level. It is still higher than
desired, but I knew I would never get it
down enough in one day unless I fasted. If
I am "good" today it could be down to a
far better figure tomorrow. I don't
know if I can find enough distractions
away from the fridge today, but I'll try
to find some amusements. The only problem
is that like yesterday, I am waiting for
yet another delivery, and the chances are
it is going to be another very late
delivery. Hopefully it won't be as late as
yesterday. For the curious, and I must
admit I am one of them, it is a bottle of
Welsh whiskey. I've never tried Welsh
whisky before. It could be interesting.