My outside
thermometer said 0.6° C, and that is as
close as dammit to the 1° C shown on the
latest revision to the forecast. The
latest revision still shows sunny spells
this morning, but at the moment the cloud
seems too thick to let any sunshine
through. Maybe the sun will break through
a bit later. The other change in the
latest revision is that 3pm is now shown
as just light cloud, and 4pm is shown as
sunny spells without any rain. The
temperature remains the same at freezin'
cold rising to bloody cold (4° C) for a
few hours this afternoon. Tomorrow is
interesting. It was shown as having a fair
possibility of a brief fall of snow, but
now there might be a bit of rain or sleet
at midday, but the rest of the day is just
shown as very dull and cloudy,
and
very cold again.
There was one thing I did yesterday
morning that really stressed me out. I
think I may have done it after the laundry
that I will mention soon (I am adding this
bit as a later edit). I'm not sure why I
could momentarily forget such a thing as
the mind-rape of trying to do anything
online on a government web site. All I
wanted to do was to get a pension
forecast, and find out how to request my
state pension when I reach the appropriate
age in this coming June.
To do the whole thing online means
setting up an account with the government
- one of the last things I would want to
do, but I guess you have to humour them if
you want your money. It brought back bad
memories of trying to claim a tax refund a
year after quitting work. They ask for all
sorts of crap that I don't have, like a
valid passport or driving licence. They
say that in the next section there could
be several ways of proving your identity,
but when you get there they only offer
two, and you have to select any two out of
the two offered. One of choices was a
passport, and so I fell at the first
hurdle because I don't have one.
The good thing is that it is still
possible to fall back to pen and paper. In
the case of my tax rebate a few years ago,
they said that if they didn't hear
anything to the contrary, which they
wouldn't because I couldn't provide proof
of identity, they would mail it me in a 3
or 4 weeks - and they did, no proof
required. In the case of the pension
forecast there was a form to download,
fill in, and post to them. I have now done
that. There was also a form to claim my
state pension, but I can't send that off
for another 6 week or so (4 months before
my pension is due).
Before I got too relaxed yesterday
morning I did the bit of hand laundry I
mentioned yesterday. It was only a small
job - just two t-shirts and some underwear
- and I did the job in one go. It didn't
feel too taxing, but I still rested for a
bit before the main feature of the day -
another 3 and a bit mile walk.
I was out a bit later than usual.
Many of my walks start between 11am and
midday, but yesterday it was just after
1pm before I set out. I have to admit I
wasn't feel too good at first, and I was
contemplating turning around, and heading
back to home before I had walked a full
mile. I decided to grit my teeth and press
on.
I was feeling a bit creaky, and
also something like very mildly asthmatic,
but I think the latter was just an effect
of the cold air. There was an additional
difficulty that persisted after that first
mile when everything else seemed to
loosened up, as it usually does. That
difficulty was walking on very slippery
and squelchy mud. The effect was made much
worse by the low sun dazzling my eyes, and
my feet seeming to be in deep shadow.
I had to walk very carefully in
case I hit any deep mud that I couldn't
see. It all added to the stress of the
outgoing half of the walk. It was much
better on the homeward leg of the walk.
The sun was behind me, and so no glare. I
was mildly enjoying my walk then, but I
was wearing a black coat, and with the sun
on the back of it, I was soon feeling very
hot under the coat.
One of the first places I visited
in the park was the little stream that
runs along the edge of the area known as
the Vineries. The last few time I have
been there the stream has been flowing
really well, but yesterday it looked a bit
low. That seemed strange because the main
rivers were in full flow. It also seemed
to stop at this point in the photo above.
I had assumed it was a weir, but it seems
it isn't. At this point I could hear the
water gurgling down to somewhere unknown.
I had visions of limestone caverns, but
the bedrock around here is probably
hundreds of feet below clay and gravel.
I mentioned my observations to the
Friends Of The River Pool. It wasn't too
long before I heard that this is actually
what is known as a French Drain. It would
seem that below the gravel is a drain with
a pipe that feeds water to the first of
(apparently) 4 ponds. I know of 3 ponds,
and have yet to find the fourth. The thing
I still don't understand is why it is
suddenly working when nothing seems to
have been disturbed. Maybe it was just the
extra water after all the recent rain has
washed the pipe free of mud or something.
Anyway, it is a shame that it looks like
the nice little trickling stream is going
to remain dry from this point onwards
unless we get some more exceptional heavy
rain.
The entrance to this field, which I
picture from the other direction on one of
my recent walk, is still just one big mud
bath. There is a lot of surface water
laying on the grass in places. In places
it is just like you used to see in old
movies when the hero falls into quicksand.
There are places where it almost feels
like the mud could swallow you up, but the
worst of it was over by the time I had
walked to this spot, and turned around to
take a snap of the ground I had just
walked over.
I didn't take many pictures
yesterday, but I had to take this one
showing the moon and a very blue sky. I
took the picture just a few minutes before
2pm. The moon was rising in the east, and
the sun was to the south. I did try and
enhance the contrast of the moon, but that
interfered with the blue, and so I left
the picture untouched apart from a bit of
cropping, and shrinking to fit these
pages.
I walked as far as the bow string
bridge, which I crossed, and then headed
for home on the other side of the river.
It felt very different walking towards
home. There is always a psychological
boost when walking homewards (for me, if
not others), but there were two other
factors that came into play. I was now
walking aware from the glare of the sun,
and the first bit of the walk from the
bridge is slightly downhill. I guess you
could add a third thing - I was on proper
paths, and didn't have to be careful
walking on slippery mud.
It was an indication that I was
feeling better,and more relaxed when I did
one short detour to have a look around the
stinky pond. It didn't seem quite so
stinky yesterday, and I could almost
imagine wildlife living in it (I have seen
pictures of frogs in it). I did notice,
and hear many birds in the trees around
the pond, and I hoped I might get a snap
of one or two, but they were far too fast
for me.
For the very last bit of my walk,
the last third of a mile, I was shadowed,
and eventually overtaken by a couple of
police horses. It always seems nice to see
a couple of horses in the streets around
here (and if you have any, they are good
for your rhubarb too !). It felt very warm
when I finally got indoors. My
thermometers said it wasn't, and it was
just the marked difference between 6 or 7°
C outdoors and about 19° C in my front
room which was only heated by the sun
coming through the windows.
The one thing I wanted to do when I
got home was to have some lunch, but I was
fasting, and the sunshine made that seem
easier, or indeed possible. Soon after I
had got into indoor clothes, and sat down,
I checked my blood glucose, and it was
very high - well into the danger zone at
11.1mmol/l if I recall correctly. I have
observed highs like this after a walk
before, and so I ignored it for a couple
of hours until my body temperature had
settled down, and there was a better
distribution of blood around my body.
That next reading was a lot lower.
It was just 7.8mmol/l, and I would be
happy with that at any time. I am unsure
why there is that large peak after
exercise. It is possibly to do with how
the blood keeps away from cold extremities
like cold fingers and faces, but I am sure
that is not the full answer. Anyway, it
was low enough to break my fast for the
day, and I had about 100gm of salted
peanuts to keep me going until dinner
time.
I still wanted to limit the size of
my dinner even if the ingredients were not
the healthiest option. It was actually a
very simple dinner - dry (i.e. no butter)
sausage sandwiches. It was just a small
pack of the
very slightly posher
Aldi Lincolnshire sausage - so 6 sausages
instead of 8 in the "normal" packets. I
didn't want to eat too much bread and so I
only used 4 sausages as sandwich filler
(rather chunky sandwich filler !). That
dinner, as described, as well as that
100gm (approx) of salted peanuts was all I
ate yesterday. It is amazing what a bit of
sunshine can do.
There were two additional
programmes on TV last night after two
episodes of Star Trek. They were part
three on the series "The Art Of Drumming",
and that was followed by a documentary
about the classic Cream album "Disraeli
Gears". I found the last two episodes of
drumming to be both interesting and
tedious. Maybe if it was more exciting I
would have stayed up to watch it, and
stayed up even later to watch the Cream
documentary. Te latter sounded like it
could have been good.
I wasn't feeling that tired, but I
elected to go to bed, initially just to
read, instead of keeping the TV on after
the second Star Trek: Enterprise episode.
After reading a few pages I thought I
would like to try to get to sleep nice and
early. It did take a while to fall asleep,
but it can't have been long after 9pm, and
I suspect it might have even been before
that. I seemed to sleep OK, or even rather
well when I consider that I think I slept
for a solid 4 hours. Then it all went
wrong.
I went for a pee, and it was rather
cold in the bathroom. When I got back in
bed I could not seem to find a comfortable
position. The bed had grown new lumps in
the previous 4 hours. The room temperature
was such that it seemed too hot under the
duvet, and too cold with out it. I seemed
to spend a good couple of hours trying to
get comfortable, or trying to relax enough
to get back to sleep. I even got up for 15
or so minutes to read some stuff off the
internet.
I am unsure when it was, but I
think it was soon after 3am that I
eventually fell asleep again. I then slept
for about another 4 hours. That meant I
got a full 8 hours sleep in total, but the
break in the middle make it feel that I
missed out on a full night's sleep. I can
imagine myself having lots of snoozes
today - which I ought to, but won't resist
that much, to avoid another night of
restless sleep.
Apart from feeling like I have a
sleep deficit, I guess I don't feel too
bad this morning. Maybe there is, or was,
an extra bit of stiffness in my right knee
after yesterday's walk, but I don't think
there was any other legacy from it. My
head did feel a bit thick, with a very
mild headache when I woke up, and if I
stop to think about it, it is still sort
of there even now. The good news is not as
good as hoped, but my blood glucose was
down to 8.3mmol/l this morning. After that
day of fasting and exercise I was hoping
it might be even less, but it is good
enough.
I ought to cut my food intake down
considerably today, and only eat known
good stuff, but I don't think that is
going to happen. For one thing I have
fruit that will need to be eaten soon
before it starts to spoil. Ideally I
should finish the loaf of bread because
even yesterday it wasn't that fresh. I
think I can resist the loaf today, but
I'll have to finish tomorrow. Maybe I'll
wet it, and zap it in the microwave for a
minute or so to freshen it up (or appeared
to be freshened up).
I think dinner will probably
be grilled chicken thighs with green
beans. That should be healthy enough, it
all depends on what I end up eating before
and maybe after that ! Apart from thaat
vague idea for dinner, I don't think I
have any other plans for today. There is a
very small chance I may go for another
walk. I would like to examine that French
Drain, and see if I can spot the so far
undiscovered fourth pond, but it all
depends on how I feel, and what the
weather looks and feels like at the time.