The strong
                                  winds, coming from the west, which is
                                  usually a warm direction, continue,
                                  but the BBC thinks they will calm down
                                  around midday. The Met Office reckon
                                  there will still be a strong wind
                                  almost through the whole day. I noted
                                  it was about 8° C a bit earlier, and
                                  that is the warmest it has been in the
                                  early morning for a while
                                  now....although having said that, it
                                  was almost 10° C when I walked to Aldi
                                  at 8am yesterday. I guess I got
                                  carried away saying this morning was
                                  unusually warm. Today is not going to
                                  get a lot warmer. Just 12° C are
                                  predicted by this afternoon. As well
                                  as being warm, or mild, those winds
                                  from the west carry a lot of moisture,
                                  and I doubt anyone can really predict
                                  when it will rain today. Everytime any
                                  of the weather forecasts are revised
                                  the times when it will rain keep
                                  shuffling around. I gues the best I
                                  can say is that it is going to rain at
                                  any random time today, and probably
                                  quite a few times. The wind should
                                  have calmed right down for tomorrow,
                                  but it isn't looking like it will be a
                                  nice day. It may only be 10° C at
                                  best, and once again there are going
                                  to be random showers with just a small
                                  chance the sun may peep out for a few
                                  minutes now and then. We seem to be
                                  getting March weather in May.
                                  
                                  
                                     The most notable thing,
                                  apart from going shopping in the
                                  morning, was my boozing session with
                                  Jodie yesterday afternoon. She only
                                  brought one beer with her this time.
                                  It was the dark version of Delerium,
                                  and it was very nice ! It was like a
                                  less intense Trappist beer. Of course
                                  like a Trappist beer it was very
                                  strong. I would have been more than
                                  happy to have had 3 or 4 bottles of it
                                  and nothing else.
                                  
                                  
                                   The beers pictured above, from
                                  Pistonhead, were a Xmas present from
                                  Jodie, and yesterday we drunk them
                                  (mainly because I was running out of
                                  beers to offer). I have to admit they
                                  were both nice, although one was nicer
                                  than the other. I think the nicer one
                                  was the Dry-Hopped Lager, but I am a
                                  bit uncertain about it. That sounds
                                  like a good reason to test them again
                                  sometime.
                                  

                                    We were going to drink both the
                                  bottled beers pictured on the left,
                                  but we only drank one of them. It was
                                  the "Zodiac" brewed by 
Omnipollo.
                                  That is one of Jodie's favourite
                                  breweries, and I don't think I have
                                  liked much, or indeed any of their
                                  brews. Jodie is such a huge fan of
                                  anything "
Scandiwegian",
                                  plus anything Finnish, that she has a
                                  sort of taste blindness, and thinks
                                  nasty beer is good !
                                  
                                    We also tried the Lime Vodka I
                                  had bought in Aldi yesterday morning.
                                  It does have a pronounced lime cordial
                                  sort of smell, but the taste is a lot
                                  more subtle. It may be the lime that
                                  gives the vodka a slightly rough,
                                  maybe acidic taste. I don't think it
                                  is a vodka to drink near, but it goes
                                  well with some lemonade. I don't think
                                  I'll bother to buy the Mango flavoured
                                  version of it.
                                  
                                    I was going to urge Jodie to
                                  leave in time for the 6:18pm train,
                                  and I expect she would have
                                  retrospectively agreed had she known
                                  that. I was a bit late realising what
                                  the time was, and so I didn't urge
                                  Jodie to leave then. Instead she left
                                  to get the 6:48pm train - and had to
                                  walk to the station in the rain
                                  because it had just started raining.
                                  She might have made it home in the dry
                                  if she had left earlier.
                                  
                                  
                                    Once Jodie had left I tucked
                                  into my dinner. It was a simple
                                  affair, and maybe a bit too simple
                                  with hindsight. I had a started of
                                  prawns in katsu flavoured breadcrumbs.
                                  I am sorry to say they sounded much
                                  nicer than they actually tasted. The
                                  taste of the katsu breadcrumbs
                                  completely overpowered the delicate
                                  flavour of the prawns. Well they had
                                  to be tried, but next time I'll pass
                                  them by in Aldi without a second
                                  glance. The second, and final part of
                                  my dinner was breaded haddock, and
                                  that was very nice.
                                  
                                    You could say there was a third
                                  part to my dinner, a dessert, but
                                  almost an hour passed before I ate the
                                  last of the cherry cake that came in
                                  my order from Star Bargains. It was a
                                  bad idea to eat it last night. At
                                  least it made me feel bloated, and at
                                  worse it was very detrimental to my
                                  blood glucose level. I did stay up
                                  watching some TV before going to bed,
                                  and when I did it was nice to lay down
                                  and take the weight off my stomach !
                                  
                                    As I lay in bed reading I could
                                  hear the wind howling outside, and
                                  every now and then a gust would drive
                                  heavy rain onto my bedroom windows. I
                                  wondered how I was going to get any
                                  sleep with that going on, but it
                                  seemed to calm down by, and maybe even
                                  sometime before 11pm. Once I put down
                                  the book I was reading, and turned the
                                  lights out, I seemed to fall asleep
                                  quite quickly....or to put it another
                                  way, I can't remember much at all
                                  before I was waking up again. I seemed
                                  to wake up a lot in the night. I guess
                                  I had to pee out all that beer
                                  sometime or another !
                                  
                                    I'm sure I didn't wake up just
                                  to pee every time I woke up. Maybe it
                                  was the wind. Maybe it was 
my wind
                                  ! In some cases I think it might have
                                  been because I was getting bored with
                                  my dreams. I do have a very vague,
                                  vague in the extreme, idea that I had
                                  one dream where I seemed to have
                                  reached a dead end in the plot
                                  narrative, and just couldn't see any
                                  way to dream any more. I have no idea
                                  what that dream was about now, but I
                                  do remember one or some of my dreams
                                  were set in an approximation of one of
                                  my old workplaces (from when I used to
                                  repair TVs). 
                                  
                                    It was gone 6am when I woke up
                                  for the last time. It was sort of odd
                                  that I really didn't want to wake up
                                  then, and thought I wanted more sleep.
                                  Sometimes I do manage to get back to
                                  bed and get, in rare cases, as much as
                                  another 90 minutes sleep. This morning
                                  it seemed obvious I was destined to
                                  not go back to sleep, but to get up
                                  and start the processes of the day.
                                  The first of which (usually after a
                                  visit to the toilet) was to check my
                                  blood glucose. This morning it was
                                  more like I feared yesterday morning,
                                  although still not as my worst fears
                                  for yesterday. Yesterday it was a most
                                  satisfactory 7.8mmol/l. This morning
                                  it had shot right up to 10.5mmol/l -
                                  into the danger zone. Well it is only
                                  dangerous if it stays there.
                                  
                                    I have no more cherry cake to
                                  eat today, and that will make it
                                  easier to stay clear of the naughty
                                  stuff. I still have other naughty
                                  stuff, but I think today will mostly
                                  be stewed lean beef and green
                                  vegetables. The only unknown is that
                                  Gravola (Granola) I mentioned
                                  yesterday. It did make for a pleasant
                                  breakfast - not great, but just
                                  pleasant. I am unsure how bad it is
                                  for me, or indeed if it is bad, but it
                                  is something I have to have more of or
                                  I will be wasting the litre of milk I
                                  bought yesterday.
                                  
                                    In an ideal world I would go
                                  out for a walk today, and every time
                                  the sun comes out (it still keeps
                                  popping out in pure defiance of the
                                  weather forecast) I do feel the urge
                                  to go out. The catch is that at any
                                  time it could get a lot duller, and
                                  the likelyhood of rain seems very
                                  high. I could go out with a raincoat,
                                  but if it is 12° C out I would
                                  overheat in it, and if the sun came
                                  out I would be par boiled in it ! It
                                  is possible I might take a chance of
                                  going out without a coat. On the other
                                  hand, I now have new ink cartridges
                                  for my printer, and I have to set
                                  aside some time to design and print a
                                  cover for the DVDs I have made of the
                                  gig in The Rutland Arms in 1997. That
                                  time could be today.
                                        
