The latest
revision to the forecast omits the sun
and sunny spells from 3pm. It would
seem the sunshine we are getting this
morning will be all we get today.
There is still the positive thing of
the temperature rising to 20° C by 4pm
today, and it should stay dry.
Tomorrow will likely be generally
dull, but dry, and only 19° C.
I had very little enthusiasm
for anything yesterday. I guess I must
be depressed. I was further depressed,
or maybe it was the root of my
depression, by the weather. In
particular I was rather pissed off
that the weather forecast was saying
it would rain in the afternoon when I
was hoping to dry a large bath towel
on the washing line. I dried it
indoors, using several kilowatt-hours
of electricity while the sun kept
coming out in the garden, and not a
drop of rain fell !
That almost sums up my entire
day, but not quite. At 5pm I opened
the first of 5 cans of lager. This,
rather obviously, had an effect on my
eating (after a few cans). Actually it
was a combination of depression,
disgruntlement (whatever that is),
boredom, and something else that
doesn't come to mind at the moment,
that made me prone to snacking.
Nothing I ate was that terrible, and I
did change my dinner menu to something
fairly safe - maybe.
Dinner was some "tikka"
flavoured cooked chicken that I
further cooked with some mushrooms and
bean sprouts in chicken stock. I
spiced it up a bit more with some
white pepper, chilli sauce and some
dark soy sauce. The latter was
dangerous because soy sauce has a lot
of sugar in it, but I didn't use that
much. My snacking, mostly before, and
a little after, was rice crackers and
either cheese or cold meat.
As I have mentioned, I felt
very bored last night, and nothing on
TV could capture my imagination. I
ended up reading in bed well before
sunset last night (approx 9pm). I
can't remember when I put the book
down, and turned out the light. I
think it may have been around 10pm,
and I am fairly sure I fell asleep
very quickly. Drinking 5 cans of lager
before bed was an obvious recipe for a
sleep punctuated with visit to the
toilet for a wee. (If I recall
correctly I finished the last can,
brushed my teeth, and went to sleep
within about 5 minutes of each other).
I still have some memories of
some bits of one dream. It started off
with me sleeping in a hospital,
although I didn't seem to have
anything wrong with me. I was woken by
a jolt that I interpreted as the ice
the building was built on was breaking
up because of a thaw. I wanted to see
what was happening outside, but the
room I was in had no windows. The
easiest exit was blocked by several
cleaners doing their stuff, and I had
to walk through a ward to reach a door
to the outside.
The view I saw when I opened
the door was like looking out onto a
railway station with an island
platform, except what I saw was more
like two canals running either side of
the platform. The platform was on a
slight slope, and the far end of it
was underwater. I think I can recall
some ice floating on the water. I
don't think I remember anything after
that view. I may have woken up then.
It seemed to be quite a weird
dream, but maybe some of it can be
explained. The book I have been
reading is set in a time after global
warming had done it's worst, and
actually removed some of the reasons
for it (by killing many people, and
washing away power stations etc). The
dream may also have been inspired by
seeing that it appears the long cold,
and wet spring may actually be coming
to an end, and some sort of summer may
happen soon.
All my eating indiscretions,
and maybe the sweet tasting lager,
meant my blood glucose was up again
this morning. It was 9.30mmol/l. At
least that is under the arbitrary
danger line at 10mmol/l, but is still
bad. Maybe today I can improve on that
(in a lesser direction obviously). It
is Thursday, and that means another
boozing session this afternoon. Today
we can start on the beers I got from
The Beer Explorer. Many are familiar,
and will make Jodie groan, but I think
(hope) there are a few novelties among
them.
Talking of beer, the order I
made with the Fullers Brewery online
shop still has not been dispatched. I
am wondering of their mention of 2 to
5 days is the time before they
dispatch my order, and not how long it
might take to be delivered once they
dispatch it. I am starting to feel a
bit annoyed by their lack of activity.