The latest
revision to today's forecast has one
improvement. Assuming it is accurate,
although experience suggests
otherwise, the only rain may now be
much later, starting at 10pm, and
there is only a 30% chance of that. So
fat this morning there have been some
lengthy sunny spells, but maybe they
will finish at 11am instead of midday
on the chart above. The afternoon
should reach 20° C. There could be
some sunny spells in the morning, but
maybe a light shower in the middle of
the afternoon.
Yesterday was not a good day. I
mentioned I felt rough yesterday
morning, and it felt worse after I had
finished writing. It is hard to say
what it was, or even to fully describe
the symptoms. Some of it was like hay
fever, but without the runny nose - so
it couldn't be that. My nose was
definitely feeling stuffy, but not
actually blocked, and the sort of
internal swollen feeling extended as
far as my throat. My throat was not
sore, and only very occasionally
tickly, but it did sometime feel
like it was swollen when I swallowed.
I probably could have fought
most of the symptoms with paracetamol,
and suitable distractions, but I
didn't feel in the right mood. I was
starting to feel that the difficulties
of travel, particularly the return
walk from The Chatterton Arms to
Bickley station, outweighed the
enjoyment of being at Chatt Fest. On
top of everything else, my knees were
definitely feeling stiff after the
walking, and also the standing around,
the day before.
I ended up feeling worse than
maybe I really was because I just
couldn't raise the enthusiasm to fight
it. In consequence I ended up eating
more than I should, or wanted to, and
that contributed to the misery.
However, I did manage to do one thing,
and that was to select and edit the
pictures I had taken of the last band
I saw at Chatt Fest before I made my
way home the hard way. The delay in
doing that editing was good in one
respect because it wasn't until I
started that I found that the name of
the band was The No Goes...or was it ?
There was some hearsay that they might
have been called The Hoxtons.
This was the singer from The No
Goes (Or maybe The Hoxtons). She had a
good stage presence, and a good
singing voice, but sadly here spoken
voice has the thickest Scottish accent
you can imagine. With the sound of the
PA still ringing in my ears I couldn't
understand a word she said !
There is not much I can say about this
person except he plays a 6 string
Gibson, Les Paul, electric guitar.
Side view of the band.
The best I could manage to get
all the band in one picture, but as is
so often the case the drummer is
hidden at the back.
After I had finished selecting
and editing photos I did very little
for the rest of the day. The whole day
seems to be a bit of a blur. I can't
really remember what I had for dinner,
although I do know I finished it was
half a bar of "no added sugar" milk
chocolate. Having read through the
last couple of paragraphs that I wrote
here yesterday I can see it wasn't
just forgetting what I had for dinner,
but I also seemed to have forgotten to
type a lot of words. You have to guess
the meaning of a few sentences. I was
suffering real brain fog as well as
anything else.
After dinner I watched, with no
real enthusiasm, some stuff on TV, but
turned the TV off early when I
realised that one programme on Sky
Arts I started to watch was a repeat
from a few days ago. I then tried
reading some stuff on my PC, but
ultimately I ended up reading while
laying on my bed. I was actually ready
for bed, teeth brushed etc, at that
point, and so when the time felt good
I could turn the light out, and try to
go to sleep.
It was just about dark outside,
and getting on for 10pm when I tried
to get to sleep. I think I did manage
to fall asleep fairly quickly, but I
was awake again in only about an hour,
and feeling confused because I
expected it to be early next day
instead of an hour later the same day.
There seemed to be no good reason to
wake up then, and several other times
in the night. I think it was just
because I was uncomfortable - an ache
here, and ache there, and no position
seemed completely comfortable last
night.
I may have got my full 8 hours
sleep, but it doesn't really count
like that when you keep waking up,
even if sometimes it was for mere
minutes. I know I had many dreams.
They all seemed to share one thing in
common - they were what I could
describe as being very busy, and yet
sometimes little was happening. I can
describe these dreams because it would
be like trying to describe what each
extra was doing in a movie crowd
scene.
I woke up at 6am, and decided I
want to try for more sleep. Before
getting that sleep I took a couple of
paracetamol because I ached here,
there, and maybe everywhere. I woke up
once more after about 20 minutes, and
then again at 7am. That was about the
time I wanted to get up. Almost the
first thing I did was to check my
blood glucose level. To my great
surprise it was down from 8.6mmol/l
yesterday to 8.3mmol/l this morning. I
was fearing it would be a lot higher.
My self set target is 7.5mmol/l, but
8.3mmol/l is good enough for now.
After having a shower I felt a
bit better, and I think the
paracetamol tablets were starting to
work (they always seem to take an hour
or two). It was just after 8am when I
set off to go shopping in Aldi. I was
surprised how easy it felt walking
there. Maybe that was just relative to
how I expected it to feel, rather than
truly easy, but on the other hand it
didn't seem to need much effort to get
to Aldi in a good time.
I had left home later than I
usually do, and it was almost 8.20am
when I arrived at Aldi to find people
queueing outside. It took me a few
minutes to see a note posted outside
the door to say they were opening at
8.30am this morning. It was probably a
good 5 minutes, and perhaps closer to
10 minutes after that. It wasn't a
very long wait, but it was very
tedious. People approaching the store
from the other direction would have
seen what the day was, but it wasn't
until I went in that I saw what was
happening.
My heart sunk when I saw they
had ripped out all but two of the
checkouts, and fitted self service
checkouts. I hate those bloody things,
and if they really want to to employ
me to operate a checkout then they can
bloody well pay me a wage to do it.
Fortunately there were two manned
checkouts when I had finished my
shopping, but it may not foretell the
future because at that point the self
service checkouts were not yet in use.
I didn't buy all that much
today, and not much of it was
particularly heavy, but walking home
did feel a lot worse than walking to
the store. Maybe it was the added
weight of the depression brought about
by the sight of those new self service
checkouts. I just know that in the not
too distant future I'll find one
manned checkout open, and a queue
halfway around the store. That will be
my cue to abandon my trolley (with the
£1 coin in it), and see what it's like
in Tesco.
Before I got too relaxed after
coming home I did some laundry, and
got it on the washing line to dry in
whatever is left of today's sunshine -
which seems to ne none at all as I
write this. It was only a small amount
of stuff - a hand towel, two t-shirts
and some underwear. The towel
automatically made it a bit hard work
because towels become rather heavy
when submerged in water, and are
taxing to wring out by hand.
As I come to the end of all I
will write today, I am hoping I
haven't left too many words out today,
and that a lot of the grammar and
spelling is close enough to English,
as wot is spoken 'round 'ere. After
that I have no grand plans, or even
minor plans. I still feel a bit off
colour, although not as bad as I
thought I was yesterday, and I don't
think I want to do much for the rest
of the day. I might add that as well
as checking my blood glucose, I have
also checked a few other medical
things. My temperature is up for this
time of day, although 36.4° C is still
well below normal (37.3° C), and and a
lot lower than the trigger for
Covid-19 (37.8° C). My blood pressure,
on the second reading when I was a bit
more relaxed, was 107/67, and that is
nice and low, but only while I am
fairly sedate). Finally, my Pulse
Oximeter says I am getting a very
healthy 98% partial oxygen pressure. I
may feel crap, but it looks like I
will live - which is the last thing
you want to do when feeling crap.