The day
                                certainly started foggy, but by now I
                                think I could only describe it as mist.
                                The temperature at the moment, based
                                upon an average of my outdoor
                                thermometers is 4° C, and that would
                                seem to be an hour earlier than
                                predicted. A day or two ago the
                                forecasts were saying it might be sunny
                                after the mist or fog had lifted, but
                                this morning, the early and later
                                revision is pretty sure that the mists
                                will be followed by thick dark clouds
                                all day. There is a 10% chance of rain
                                at any time, and I think there may well
                                be some light drizzle now and then to
                                top up all the dripping condensation
                                from the mist and fog. Add the
                                temperature being no more than 6° C, and
                                it seems it is going to be a pretty
                                miserable day. Tomorrow could hardly be
                                worse, and fortunately it won't be. The
                                clouds will still cover the sky all day,
                                but they will probably be much lighter
                                in colour, and the temperature should
                                reach 9° C.
                                
                                   I achieved two useful
                                things yesterday, although I will admit
                                I had a mostly very lazy day. I wasn't
                                feeling all that good after my bad
                                sleep, and maybe I had a mild touch of
                                Covid, although 3 years ago I would have
                                described it more like man-'flu. I felt
                                tired, unmotivated, and a few joints
                                ached like they would with 'flu, but
                                these days don't need anything more than
                                a cold damp day to ache regardless of
                                anything else.
                                
                                  On such a day it was glorious to
                                lay on my bed, with the sun streaming
                                through the windows, directly on me. It
                                felt so warm and wonderful that if I
                                hadn't been feeling bad I would have
                                faked it. It was one occasion when I
                                didn't feel like I was wasting a sunny
                                day. I did a fair bit of reading, and
                                had a snooze or two, although I was sort
                                of surprised that I didn't sleep a lot
                                more. It was probably good that I didn't
                                because that would have probably spoiled
                                last night's sleep.
                                
                                  One of the two things I did I was
                                rather pleased with. For anyone with the
                                skill and a sewing machine it would be a
                                30 second job, but it took me a lot
                                longer to hand stitch two pleats into
                                the waistband of of a pair of lounge
                                pants that were so stupidly slack that I
                                could barely make it across the room
                                without them ending up around my ankles.
                                I think it is more a case of the elastic
                                has stretched rather than my gut
                                shrinking, but they are still very
                                elastic - so who knows ?
                                
                                  The stitches I used would not be
                                recognised by a home economics teacher,
                                but I think they will hold. They are
                                best described as the sort of thing Ughh
                                could do, sitting in his cave and using
                                a bone needles with something like sabre
                                tooth tiger gut as thread. In other
                                words, my stitches are far from
                                beautiful, but I think they should be
                                nice and strong.
                                
                                  The other bit of productivity
                                from yesterday was some laundry. As
                                usual, and in deed the only way I can do
                                it, was by hand. It was only a single
                                t-shirt, but a bit of bulk was added by
                                way of a different pair of lounge pants.
                                The rest of it was 4 or 5 pairs of
                                underpants. It was not until mid
                                afternoon that I had it hanging up to
                                dry in the front room on the clothes
                                horse. I put a fan heater on low to help
                                start the drying for a few hours, but
                                then I just used a desk fan - which I
                                left on all night. I think everything is
                                dry this morning, but it was cold in the
                                front room, and all the washing felt
                                cold to the touch. I am warming it up
                                before I assume it is dry, and put it
                                away.
                                
                                  After my high blood glucose
                                reading yesterday morning I really
                                needed to fast until dinnertime, and
                                then try and eat carefully. I managed
                                the last bit, but I didn't fast. I had a
                                couple of fish burgers for breakfast. I
                                can't remember what order I ate them in,
                                but my lunch was split into two snacks
                                and hour or so apart. One was a pair of
                                sweet Coxes apples, and the other was 4
                                rice cakes with cheese on them. Those
                                rice cakes were supposed to be salt and
                                vinegar flavour, and as such I think
                                they were coated with a sugar solution
                                containing salt and vinegar. The sugar
                                solution, assuming my guess is correct,
                                rather negates the purpose of the rice
                                cakes. They are supped to be very low
                                sugar.
                                
                                  My dinner was a two part meal.
                                Part one was lamb leg steaks with
                                spinach. Part two was the rest of the
                                spinach with melted cheese on top. Part
                                one included mint sauce and was very
                                nice even if the meat was a bit tough.
                                Part two was almost a disaster. After
                                the first lot of spinach had been cooked
                                (5 minutes or less in the microwave)
                                there was a fair bit of juice in the
                                bottom of the casserole dish I had used.
                                Some of it was dark soy sauce. When it
                                came the the second lot of spinach there
                                was a lot of juice in the bottom of the
                                dish, and much of the cheese was just
                                swimming around in it. It didn't end up
                                as very cheesey, but at least it was
                                still edible, and it provided a useful
                                lesson for the future.
                                
                                  I decided that maybe a couple of
                                Paracetamol tablets might give me a
                                better sleep last night (they have a few
                                times in the past). Once again I watched
                                Star Trek: Voyager before going to bed
                                and reading for maybe an hour (maybe
                                only half an hour). I can't seem to
                                recall anything but falling asleep
                                quickly and easily. It did seem I slept
                                well last night, but I do remember
                                dreaming a lot. One dream was probably a
                                lot of very short dreams one after
                                another, and it was almost a nightmare.
                                
                                  It was quite a confusing dream
                                because each bit of dream didn't really
                                join to the next, although there was a
                                sort of storyline running through it. It
                                seemed to start with a visit to what
                                must have been Clapham Junction. I was
                                with a friend or two, and it seems we
                                were there to take pictures of a special
                                train. I didn't seem to be able to take
                                any photos. Somehow we all got
                                separated, but somehow we all got on the
                                special train despite having no tickets
                                for it.
                                
                                  The train ended up at Waterloo
                                station, and we all met up again on the
                                concourse. I think it was at that point
                                that I remembered I had to get to work,
                                but I couldn't remember where that was,
                                although I was sure it involved getting
                                a tube on the Bakerloo line. One of my
                                friends said he knew the way to get the
                                tube, and we followed him. Every now and
                                then hew would say something along the
                                lines of "10 years ago we could have
                                turned left here for a quicker route
                                until the station was modernised".
                                
                                  The tube station turned out to be
                                a real warren with tunnels leading here
                                there and everywhere except to the
                                platforms to get the train. After a lot
                                of walking we emerged back into the
                                streets some way from Waterloo. By that
                                time I was on my own, and lost. I
                                checked Google maps on my phone, but
                                that seemed to tell me nothing. I
                                started walking hoping to find another
                                tube station where I might have been
                                able to get a tube to work - which I now
                                knew was in north London, but I still
                                had no idea exactly where.
                                
                                  After walking for a while I
                                passed a police station, and I
                                considered going in to ask for
                                directions, but there was a huge gang
                                fight going on right outside, and I
                                decided to hurry past. The last I can
                                remember of that dream was that I was
                                still walking through unfamiliar
                                streets, not knowing where I was, or
                                where I was going. It sounds like a
                                description of real life.
                                
                                  This morning my blood glucose has
                                gone up even higher, although it hasn't
                                crossed the red line yet (10.0mmol/l).
                                It was 9.4mmol/l, up from 9.3mmol/l
                                yesterday.  I think some of the
                                blame must fall on those salt and
                                vinegar rice cakes. The package was
                                open, and had been for months, and I
                                think that was because I thought they
                                were to blame for another high blood
                                glucose reading in the past. I had to
                                throw away all but the last 4 in the
                                pack because the top ones were stale. I
                                did notice that they were very sticky -
                                maybe another thing to suggest they
                                contained, or were coated with a lot of
                                sugar.
                                
                                  Today I ought to fast and do lots
                                of exercise, but once again that is
                                highly unlikely to happen. I have
                                already had fish fingers for breakfast.
                                Looking out the window at all the
                                greyness just makes me feel hungry ! The
                                mist and fog seems to have listed now,
                                and the day is microscopically less
                                depressing now. If only we could see
                                some blue sky today ! It was still be
                                cold though, even if we had glorious
                                sunshine like yesterday.
                                
                                  The file name tells me that I
                                took this picture on my mobile phone at
                                12:41 yesterday, and what it doesn't
                                show very well is that there was still
                                frost on the grass and the weeds by the
                                wheelie bin. If the day had been a
                                degree or two colder that frost may have
                                persisted all day. 
                                
                                  I don't know what I am going to
                                do today. I know that if I could just
                                get in the right frame of mind I would
                                enjoy doing battler with the mini PC I
                                am trying to install Devuan Linux on. In
                                fact I did install it, but the funny
                                UEFI bios is not allowing the bootloader
                                from being accessed. I think I know how
                                it should be done now, but essentially
                                it means starting the installation from
                                the beginning again. That bit doesn't
                                take long, but is still sort of tedious,
                                on the other hand, if it works it will
                                be a good learning experience.
                                
