Today is also going
to feel very cold. This morning all my
thermometers agreed it was less than the 2° C
forecast, and the lowest I saw was just 1.1°
C. The best the afternoon can offer will be
just 8° C, and then maybe only for one single
hour at 4 or 5pm. The latest revision to the
forecast shows rain for 4 and 5pm. As I write
this the sun is shining, but the latest
revision has changed most of the morning hours
of full sunshine to just sunny spells. One
thing definitely wasn't shown on the forecast
- it was not long after 7am when I saw snow
falling here. It was only about one and a half
flakes a second, and of course it didn't
settle, but it was real snow ! Tomorrow may
feature a little less sunshine that today, but
basically it will be the same as today.
I don't have that much to say about
yesterday. Apart from the afternoon drink with
Jodie, nothing much really happened. I did pop
out to Tesco for a bit of shopping, and that
was almost the highlight of the day. My dreams
last night were far more interesting (to me).
I didn't want to buy too much from
Tesco, and on the whole I tried to only buy
stuff that I knew, or thought, would be
"mostly harmless" to my blood glucose. There
were a few exceptions though. I am not really
sure how cider will affect me (beyond getting
drunk), but I bought a couple of bottles of
cider to add to a selection I am getting ready
for a possible summer cider tasting session,
instead of beer. It will probably end in some
sort of drunken disaster, but that's part of
the fun !
The almost definite exception to buying
hoped for low sugar food was an individual
beef and stilton pie. It was on sale for about
2/3rds the usual price, on the reduced priced
shelves. It intrigued me, and I just bought it
out of curiosity. I had it for lunch, and it
was nice, but not wonderful (as I was hoping
for). I might possibly buy another if I saw it
at a reduced price, but the full price version
does not tempt me at all.
The afternoon beer tasting session was
better than some, and not just because I added
a couple of vodkas to the mix. It all started
when Jodie decided to try some Lime flavoured
vodka I had on an avocado she was having for
her lunch (or dinner). It didn't work at all,
and she concluded only real lime juice works.
I decided to try a lime vodka and (slimline)
tonic, and that was OK, but I won't be making
a habit of it. Anyway, we had a few nice
beers, and Jodie was a bit more talkative on
this occasion.
Maybe I had anticipated getting a bit
drunk, or maybe it happens every time, but I
prepared almost all my dinner before drinking.
I had cooked some new potatoes, and some mange
tout. The latter I prepared, breaking off the
ends, and puling the stringy edge off, while I
was drinking. Both the potatoes and the mange
tout seemed to go well with the peppered
smoked mackerel that formed the core of my
dinner.
There was only one problem with that
dinner - fishy burps all evening. I probably
made matters worse when I stuffed my face with
some jalapeño cheese flavour coated peanuts.
They were one other exception to my desire not
to buy anything too harmful to my blood
glucose readings that I forgot to mention a
few paragraphs above (I don't think I have
forgotten anything else). They were very
moreish, and I am sure they were not good for
me, but the alcohol had reduced my resistance.
Thanks to the booze I was able to go to
sleep within a few minutes of 9pm, and
initially I slept very well, but I was still
burping fishy burps, and feeling
uncomfortable. I slept until just before
midnight, and I woke up wondering if I was
going to throw up. I was definitely not
feeling good ! I partly got up for a hour
before I thought it was safe to try for sleep
again. Once I got back to sleep, which
probably took 10 to 15 minutes. I slept quite
well again.
One important thing to note at this
time is that I haven't really haven't had a
holiday since 1968, and that was in a caravan.
That means I have no first hand knowledge of
hotels or holiday camps. I seemed to have a
lot of dreams about being on holiday last
night. One dream was set in a small hotel. I
think my brain must have used
Fawlty
Towers as a background for one dream.
Rather than the eccentric Basil Faulty
being the hotel owner, it is owned and run by
an extreme penny pinching spinster. She rarely
paid power and water bills, and so even the
water is on a pre-payment meter. The only bit
of my dream that I recall with some clarity is
where I have just been to the toilet, and I as
I am washing my hands the water stops. A few
seconds later there is a thunderous roar from
the owner "has anyone got a shilling for the
meter". Although I only heard it that one
time, I was aware that it was a regular thing,
and that it was always the guests who had to
find the coins for the pre-payment gas,
electric, and water meters.
The next holiday dream was a bit vague,
and I am not sure if I was supposed to be on
holiday, or possibly just visiting someone who
was. It was set in a holiday camp, but because
I have never been in a holiday camp it all had
to come from my imagination. The place was
next to a nice sandy beach, and there were
structures for swimming there like diving
boards, and a rope swing. The only building
was a huge dining hall. I don't recall
anything happening beyond walking through that
dining hall, and looking out of a window as
the beach.
I remember one other dream, and it was
a variation on a theme I often dream about. I
was back working in a telephone exchange, and
at the start of the dream it was a very
familiar situation - racks of equipment, and
most of it was painted battleship grey. Like
many of the telephone exchanges I did work in,
this one had an extension built on it for a
modern type of exchange to replace the old
equipment. In the dream they didn't stop
building with just the extension, and
eventually the place became surrounded by
workshops and a shopping mall containing
mostly fast food stores. When I needed a break
from the work I was doing I went exploring,
and soon became lost in the vastness of the
building. There was no urgency or worry about
it, and in a way I was sorry to wake up
because it was interesting.
My feeling of bloat, and possible
vomitting last night had completely passed
without incident by this morning, and I felt
perfectly normal (which is not great these
days, but normal is normal). I started this
new month with a blood glucose reading of
8.1mmol/l. I would obviously prefer a lower
reading, but I still regard it as perfectly
satisfactory, and maybe even good when I
consider I had potatoes as part of my dinner
last night, and I am fairly sure those
jalapeño cheese coated peanuts were not ideal
for me.
While it may be bright for a fair bot
of today, it still seems too cold for any
outdoor activities today - except one.
Possibly the main activity today may be to
meet Kevin in the local 'spoons for a beer.
There is a strong degree of uncertainty about
it. While I know Kevin is keen to do it, his
body could be less keen, and hold him back.
We'll just have to see what happens when and
if it happens.