After a slightly late
start, and then spending a bit of time in
the park, I only arrived at the pub about
20 seconds before Angela. I didn't bother
to check, but I think it only seemed like
I was a bit late because Angela was a bit
early. It was wonderful seeing Angela, but
it was another occasion when it was just
very comfortable rather than being magic.
I am not sure what defines "magic", but I
know it when it happens.
I think one problem was that there
was little to talk about. Both our lives
seem to have been uneventful for the last
few weeks. I ended up talking about the
old Toshiba laptop I've been playing with.
I know it must have been very boring, but
Angela was very patient, and even seemed
to show some interest, but I am sure she
was just being polite...On the other hand,
she does seem to draw things like this out
of me, and the week before we even talked
about train spotting !
It does occur to me that Angela has
no special hobbies, or indeed any hobbies.
Although she claims to be not so, my
experience, admittedly of several years
ago now, that Angela is very house proud,
and must do loads of housework. Maybe, and
I admit it is a huge maybe, Angela finds
my hobbies interesting because she has
none of her own. After walking Angela back
to her office, and saying goodbye with a
nice warm hug, I walked home to pursue my
hobbies.
The first thing I did when I got
home was to have some lunch. It started
out as a bowl of bacon and lentil soup,
but I followed that with some rice cakes
with cheese and corned beef on them (plus
a sprig of lettuce). I probably didn't
need the rice cakes, but I thought I felt
hungry, but it turned out to be something
else. After lunch I had a snooze, although
it actually started with reading a page of
two from the book I am reading before I
felt my eyelid drooping.
The real task in the latter part of
the afternoon was waiting for my Amazon
order to be delivered. It was just some
high capacity (800mb) CD-R disks that I
didn't really need after changing the
optical drive in the old Toshiba laptop to
a DVD drive. I double checked the
estimated delivery time, and eventually I
guess the delivery would take place around
6pm. It was actually more like 6.30pm.
The worrying thing was that during
the afternoon a little grumble from my
belly, that I thought was hunger, turned
into mild pain. I had a pretty good idea
what was happening. I had been to the
toilet twice in the morning, but it seemed
like my output was less than my input. The
same happened the day before. With the
Amazon delivery getting uncomfortably
close I had to make a long visit to the
toilet, and this time my "output was quite
large". No more than 5 minutes later I had
to pay another visit to the toilet. At
least 50% of that was gas, and the
combined amount was quite a lot ! I felt
much better for that - I actually felt
thinner, and I could relax.
I partly relaxed by getting back to
the Toshiba laptop. I wanted to do a few
experiments on it. Both of which were
successful, albeit it in a limited way. I
managed to get Linux Mint 17.2 (my once
favourite Linux) to run in live mode of
the CD. That surprised me, but I knew it
was running at it's very limits, and would
be no good in practice. I then rebooted
into the Antix Linux that I had installed
on it. Once running I installed Lighttpd -
the same webserver I use to show these
pages.
Once again I found that although it
would run, and serve a default web page,
it was pushing things to the limit. I
could see that default web page on my
desktop PC, but there didn't seem to be
enough resources left to run a web browser
properly on the laptop. There are other
problems too. Antix-21 (the most up to
date version) can't seem to get the sound
card working - something that Linux Mint
had no trouble with.
It also seems to have
difficulty using a Wifi card adapter. That
is not essential, but is useful, and for
me the sound card is essential because
without it I can play any music. All this
has got me thinking that maybe I should
install another spare hard disk, and see
if I can install Windows XP on it. I think
it would have to be Windows XP Home
edition because it uses less resources,
but I am not sure if I have a copy that
doesn't need to be
registered/authenticated with Microsoft.
Last night's dinner should have
been very safe, but I made the mistake of
forgetting that Aldi's Peri-Peri
mayonnaise is loaded with sugar, and then
used it far too liberally on the mixed
lettuce leaves I had with the two warmed
up southern fried flavour chicken breasts
that I had cooked the night before.
Maybe I was remembering that sugar problem
as I was eating because I didn't really
enjoy that dinner...pr maybe I am just
getting bored with lettuce or something.
One good thing about that lettuce
is that it is a soporific. I am sure I get
better sleep after eating it, although
last night, and the night before, I did
take a couple of ibuprofen tablets before
going to bed to help some of the aches I
am experiencing lately - particularly my
right elbow. It did take a little while to
fall asleep because I was trying to go to
sleep an hour or more earlier than seems
to have become my habit over the last
week.
Once asleep, and I think that was
not long after 10pm, I slept quite well. I
think I remember getting up for a pee
twice before 5am when I also turned the
heater on. I think I remember having
a few bland dreams - bland enough that I
can't remember a thing about them. There
was one dream that I do remember, although
most of my memory is of the concept of it
rather than an all action, full colour,
and probably Supervision, and
Supermarionation dream.
The bit of dream I remember, albeit
rather patchily, was about a man who was
growing grape vines, and apparently had to
select the best, and destroy the rest. It
seemed like this was some sort of
government edict. I, and many others set
up a protest movement about it, as well as
stealing the vines that were to be
destroyed for planting in our own gardens.
Somehow so little action seemed to last
quite a long time, but then again, time in
a dream has no relation to real time.
This morning I blame that Aldi
Peri-Peris mayonnaise (and the Tesco
version is just as bad) for raising my
blood glucose to 9.1mmol/l. There might
have been other reasons too, but it is not
a terrible reading to get. The worst thing
is that it ruins my average for the month
- or may do. In theory I can take more
care, and over the next few days get that
running average down closer to a typical
8.3mmol/l.
Jodie is busy today, and we will
probably have our Thursday beer tasting
session tomorrow. That leaves me free to
do other stuff. I am not sure if the
trains are running as usual today. Today
being a platinum jubilee bank holiday). If
there is a reasonable service I would like
to get out, travelling on my Freedom Pass
to a couple more limits of it's validity.
It could be Chessington South and West
Ewell. There is also the possibility of an
afternoon gig. The Birds Nest are having a
sort of mini festival that is free entry
with bands on from 3pm until 11pm (or
maybe midnght). If I go it will be for the
forst couple of bands in the afternoon.
Mostly I will make up today as I work out
how I feel at the appropriate time. I may
end up doing nothing !