After a slightly late
                              start, and then spending a bit of time in
                              the park, I only arrived at the pub about
                              20 seconds before Angela. I didn't bother
                              to check, but I think it only seemed like
                              I was a bit late because Angela was a bit
                              early. It was wonderful seeing Angela, but
                              it was another occasion when it was just
                              very comfortable rather than being magic.
                              I am not sure what defines "magic", but I
                              know it when it happens.
                              
                                I think one problem was that there
                              was little to talk about. Both our lives
                              seem to have been uneventful for the last
                              few weeks. I ended up talking about the
                              old Toshiba laptop I've been playing with.
                              I know it must have been very boring, but
                              Angela was very patient, and even seemed
                              to show some interest, but I am sure she
                              was just being polite...On the other hand,
                              she does seem to draw things like this out
                              of me, and the week before we even talked
                              about train spotting !
                              
                              
                                It does occur to me that Angela has
                              no special hobbies, or indeed any hobbies.
                              Although she claims to be not so, my
                              experience, admittedly of several years
                              ago now, that Angela is very house proud,
                              and must do loads of housework. Maybe, and
                              I admit it is a huge maybe, Angela finds
                              my hobbies interesting because she has
                              none of her own. After walking Angela back
                              to her office, and saying goodbye with a
                              nice warm hug, I walked home to pursue my
                              hobbies.
                              
                                The first thing I did when I got
                              home was to have some lunch. It started
                              out as a bowl of bacon and lentil soup,
                              but I followed that with some rice cakes
                              with cheese and corned beef on them (plus
                              a sprig of lettuce). I probably didn't
                              need the rice cakes, but I thought I felt
                              hungry, but it turned out to be something
                              else. After lunch I had a snooze, although
                              it actually started with reading a page of
                              two from the book I am reading before I
                              felt my eyelid drooping.
                              
                                The real task in the latter part of
                              the afternoon was waiting for my Amazon
                              order to be delivered. It was just some
                              high capacity (800mb) CD-R disks that I
                              didn't really need after changing the
                              optical drive in the old Toshiba laptop to
                              a DVD drive. I double checked the
                              estimated delivery time, and eventually I
                              guess the delivery would take place around
                              6pm. It was actually more like 6.30pm.
                              
                                The worrying thing was that during
                              the afternoon a little grumble from my
                              belly, that I thought was hunger, turned
                              into mild pain. I had a pretty good idea
                              what was happening. I had been to the
                              toilet twice in the morning, but it seemed
                              like my output was less than my input. The
                              same happened the day before. With the
                              Amazon delivery getting uncomfortably
                              close I had to make a long visit to the
                              toilet, and this time my "output was quite
                              large". No more than 5 minutes later I had
                              to pay another visit to the toilet. At
                              least 50% of that was gas, and the
                              combined amount was quite a lot ! I felt
                              much better for that - I actually felt
                              thinner, and I could relax.
                              
                                I partly relaxed by getting back to
                              the Toshiba laptop. I wanted to do a few
                              experiments on it. Both of which were
                              successful, albeit it in a limited way. I
                              managed to get Linux Mint 17.2 (my once
                              favourite Linux) to run in live mode of
                              the CD. That surprised me, but I knew it
                              was running at it's very limits, and would
                              be no good in practice. I then rebooted
                              into the Antix Linux that I had installed
                              on it. Once running I installed Lighttpd -
                              the same webserver I use to show these
                              pages.
                              
                                Once again I found that although it
                              would run, and serve a default web page,
                              it was pushing things to the limit. I
                              could see that default web page on my
                              desktop PC, but there didn't seem to be
                              enough resources left to run a web browser
                              properly on the laptop. There are other
                              problems too. Antix-21 (the most up to
                              date version) can't seem to get the sound
                              card working - something that Linux Mint
                              had no trouble with.
                              
                                 It also seems to have
                              difficulty using a Wifi card adapter. That
                              is not essential, but is useful, and for
                              me the sound card is essential because
                              without it I can play any music. All this
                              has got me thinking that maybe I should
                              install another spare hard disk, and see
                              if I can install Windows XP on it. I think
                              it would have to be Windows XP Home
                              edition because it uses less resources,
                              but I am not sure if I have a copy that
                              doesn't need to be
                              registered/authenticated with Microsoft.
                              
                                Last night's dinner should have
                              been very safe, but I made the mistake of
                              forgetting that Aldi's Peri-Peri
                              mayonnaise is loaded with sugar, and then
                              used it far too liberally on the mixed
                              lettuce leaves I had with the two warmed
                              up southern fried flavour chicken breasts
                              that I had cooked the night before. 
                              Maybe I was remembering that sugar problem
                              as I was eating because I didn't really
                              enjoy that dinner...pr maybe I am just
                              getting bored with lettuce or something.
                              
                                One good thing about that lettuce
                              is that it is a soporific. I am sure I get
                              better sleep after eating it, although
                              last night, and the night before, I did
                              take a couple of ibuprofen tablets before
                              going to bed to help some of the aches I
                              am experiencing lately - particularly my
                              right elbow. It did take a little while to
                              fall asleep because I was trying to go to
                              sleep an hour or more earlier than seems
                              to have become my habit over the last
                              week.
                              
                                Once asleep, and I think that was
                              not long after 10pm, I slept quite well. I
                              think I remember getting up for a pee
                              twice before 5am when I also turned the
                              heater on.  I think I remember having
                              a few bland dreams - bland enough that I
                              can't remember a thing about them. There
                              was one dream that I do remember, although
                              most of my memory is of the concept of it
                              rather than an all action, full colour,
                              and probably Supervision, and
                              Supermarionation dream.
                              
                                The bit of dream I remember, albeit
                              rather patchily, was about a man who was
                              growing grape vines, and apparently had to
                              select the best, and destroy the rest. It
                              seemed like this was some sort of
                              government edict. I, and many others set
                              up a protest movement about it, as well as
                              stealing the vines that were to be
                              destroyed for planting in our own gardens.
                              Somehow so little action seemed to last
                              quite a long time, but then again, time in
                              a dream has no relation to real time.
                              
                                This morning I blame that Aldi
                              Peri-Peris mayonnaise (and the Tesco
                              version is just as bad) for raising my
                              blood glucose to 9.1mmol/l. There might
                              have been other reasons too, but it is not
                              a terrible reading to get. The worst thing
                              is that it ruins my average for the month
                              - or may do. In theory I can take more
                              care, and over the next few days get that
                              running average down closer to a typical
                              8.3mmol/l.
                              
                                Jodie is busy today, and we will
                              probably have our Thursday beer tasting
                              session tomorrow. That leaves me free to
                              do other stuff. I am not sure if the
                              trains are running as usual today. Today
                              being a platinum jubilee bank holiday). If
                              there is a reasonable service I would like
                              to get out, travelling on my Freedom Pass
                              to a couple more limits of it's validity.
                              It could be Chessington South and West
                              Ewell. There is also the possibility of an
                              afternoon gig. The Birds Nest are having a
                              sort of mini festival that is free entry
                              with bands on from 3pm until 11pm (or
                              maybe midnght). If I go it will be for the
                              forst couple of bands in the afternoon.
                              Mostly I will make up today as I work out
                              how I feel at the appropriate time. I may
                              end up doing nothing !