Clear skies in the night allowed the
temperature to plummet last night. My most
exposed temperature sensor was showing -3.0° C
at 8.29am. The latest revision to the forecast
has changed 10am to -1.0° C in a sort of
admission that they got the earlier
temperatures wrong. Fortunately it still shows
blue skies and pure sunshine until sunset
today. Unfortunately it says the maximum
temperature today will now only be 2° C.
Tomorrow will be a worse day. Freezing fog is
predicted from 5am to 11am, and with no
sunshine at all tomorrow, the maximum
temperature may be 1° C. There have been
a few very advanced forecasts for snow or
sleet on the BBC and Met Office forecast web
sites, but there are none visible in the days
that forecasts are given for (7 days for the
Met Office, and 14 days for the BBC). Of
course neither manage to come close to an
accurate forecast for more than 10 or 12 hours
ahead, and so anything forecast for 7 days
ahead is just fantasy.
To save you having to read the
entire page, or click on the link for the
complete archived page for today, I can reveal
now that yesterday was both good and
bad.....but then again the same could be said
about most days. The different thing about
yesterday was that I felt sure there was some
tangible improvement on this lurgy I have been
suffering from.
The problem with this illness is that
it is always up and down. Keeping warm, and
drinking plenty of fluids can mask the
underlying symptoms for useful periods of
time. Yesterday it seemed like I didn't suffer
from the worst symptoms for very long periods
of time. The worst symptom is basically a
cough, but it does take many forms. The dry
cough, or at least the cough which doesn't
seem to be able to shift any irritating mucus,
is the worst because it is easy to get carried
away, and cough non stop hoping that the tiny
blob of mucus that seems to irritate the top
of the windpipe will finally move.
On the other hand, the opposite of
that, where you cough up a great big blob of
mucus, that threatens to drown you, can be
terribly annoying to. This is particularly so
when it is half out and half in, and you have
run out of breath to blow it all out, but
can't breath in because all that effort of
getting it to the top will be wasted.
Fortunately I had very few of these two
problems for most of yesterday.
I actually did some meaningful work
yesterday. It was to finish washing the pair
of sweat pants that I had left soaking for 24
or more hours because I couldn't seem to get
around to doing it the day before yesterday.
It was actually easier than I expected.
Although the material those sweat pants are
made from feel thick, and possibly very
absorbent, they don't seem like that when
saturated with water.
I had decided to skip using fabric
conditioner because I didn't think I would be
very effective when wringing it out. Now I
have washed them for the first time I may
reconsider these ideas in future. What was
more amazing is that by burning 1kw of
electricity in a fan heater for the whole
afternoon, and a few hours more, I got those
sweat pants almost fully dry. I let the last,
only very slightly damp, areas dry out in my
warm bedroom overnight.
The only other thing I did of note
yesterday was to eat too much. Nearly
everything would have been relatively safe by
itself, but lots of small things add up to a
big thing. My problem was that I was feeling a
bit better, which improved my appetite, and I
was also feeling close to cold now and then,
and food, ideally hot food, gave a lot of
comfort. I think I had two portions of instant
noodles for breakfast. Two cans of soup for
lunch, and later on two snacks of 4 rice cakes
each. I put cheese on the rice cakes.
The final "bad" thing was a lamb hot
pot ready meal. Under different circumstances
I could have got away with it, but combined
with everything else it was bad for me, and
particularly my blood glucose level. One
oddity was that I hard hardly any booze
yesterday. With hindsight it seems that lots
of booze might have been nice. On the plus
side, but also the negative side, I was
feeling good enough to feel bored yesterday. I
didn't cough much, and I didn't ache much. I
am not sure what I could have done on such a
cold day if I was perfectly well, and maybe
not being able to do something is worse than
not having anything to do......or should that
be the other way round ?
I was quite looking forward to a good
sleep last night, but that didn't happen. It
seems that once I was laying in bed my cough
perked up again. At one point it got quite
bad, but it was all tied into a difficulty of
telling dreams from real life. One
rather extended, or perhaps repeated dream was
about downloading ,y entire medical records to
somewhere local under my own control.
It was a task that seemed to take half
the night, and sometime the dream would spill
over into real life. In other words the dream
would reveal stuff that needed thinking about
when awake - assuming I was awake when I
thought I was. Some of this long sequence, or
sequences were about transferring some very
old medical records to my computer. How I was
doing that is a mystery because they were
paper records.
They were very old, and many were very
dusty. That dust would catch in my throat, and
I would end up coughing. I would then wake up
actually coughing....or so it seemed, but it
could have been real coughing transferred into
the dream sequences. It was/is very, very
confusing. Other bits could be confusing in a
different way.
Among the records were quite a few
videos. I have no idea what I was playing them
on. They seemed to be playing directly on the
paper they were stored on - somehow. I think
the videos were supposed to represent some
sort of exercise I had done, but they seemed
to be just video of traffic and people on a
high street. They all looked to be authentic
1960s footage, and possibly set in
Bromley. They would make great
historical footage, showing stuff like traffic
patterns and street furniture, but how they
got in my brain is a big mystery.
Another bit of "moving image" was also
on the subject of exercise, but was much more
traditional dream material. It started out
with me and several others sitting outside a
house after some sort of all night gathering.
I announced I was going to stretch my legs. I
was soon in a park, and being passed by
several joggers. I though how wonderful it
would be to be able to run. The next bit was
downhill, and I thought "how hard can it be to
run downhill ?". Of course it was easy, and if
almost felt like I was flying.
I'm not sure how I jumped to the next
step in this "exercise". I was on a bicycle
following a couple of other cyclists. I
thought I could go much faster than them
despite them being dressed for speed on very
posh looking bikes. I started really pumping
the pedals. I seemed to be very aware of the
pressure my legs were pushing down on the
pedals. I quite can't explain what that felt
like. Very soon I was getting ready to over
take the man in front, and then the one in the
lead. At the peak of exhilaration I woke up. I
don't think I coughed straight away, and I
don't think I was breathing deeply, but it
wasn't long before I was trying to hack up a
great big glob of mucus.
The dreams about trying to copy all my
medical records seemed to last almost all
night, and I am sure that some were repeats !
I don't think I can say I slept all that well
last night, although maybe the first and last
couple of hours were fairly good sleep. I
think I only got up when I did because I
needed to visit the toilet for more than just
a pee. Once I was comfortable I checked my
blood glucose. I knew it was going to be high,
and I expected it to be very high. It was over
the red line, but not by too much. It was
10.5mmol/l. At least it was an improvement
over the three 11+ reading I have had so far
this month. Although I do not deny it is a
dangerous level, I can take some solace in
that I knew all the reasons for it this time -
I was just feeling too off colour to deny
myself.
If it were a lot warmer I might be
tempted to go out in the sunshine for a while,
but I think that would be foolhardy just as I
am seeing some improvement in this illness. I
think I will be going out as far as a couple
of the local shops, but no more. Before I do
that I need to wash my hair and have a
shampoo. In theory both will make me feel a
lot better for a short while.