Once again the BBC
version of the forecast is far more optimistic
about the amount of sunshine today. The Met
Office currently shows 2pm as being dull, and
only sunny spells for most of the rest of the
day. The Met Office says a maximum of
18° C, and the BBC say 19° C. With only a
light breeze predicted it should feel warm
again today. Both forecasters say non stop
sunshine tomorrow, and both say that despite
the sunshine, it may only reach 18° C.
I had a very good day yesterday,
although the best bit only lasted about an
hour. During the morning I had the full shave,
shampoo, and shower routine, as is appropriate
for such days when I was hoping to see Angela
for a lunchtime drink. It was about midday,
and I was almost ready to leave when I got a
message from Angela.
She asked if it would be OK to meet in
the pub near her home so she didn't have to
get the two buses (or one bus and a walk) that
she would have to do to get to The Jolly
Farmers. Later on I realised that it wasn't
wholly OK, but the pluses outweighed the
negatives. I didn't fancy walking up the hill
to get to the pub, mainly because I knew that
under the warm sun I would end up very sweaty,
and opted to get a bus.
I arrived at the pub just one minute
behind Angela. She had already ordered a pint
of Guinness for me, and a pint of a hazy lager
for ourselves. We opted to sit out in the
garden. I can't say it is a pretty garden. In
fact it rather lacks any plants, but it is
nice and airy, and the sunshine was nice and
warm. Once we say down I gave Angela the two
bottles of Vitamin D plus Calcium tablets I
had bought for her a month ago. She
thanked me for them. Maybe just that little
gift spurred a surprising thing.
In the past Angela has not like selfies
or other photos because most of our lunchtime
meeting were a badly kept secret (on more than
one occasion I spoke to her daughter, Miranda,
for a minute or two when I was handed the
phone). Maybe it is because the previous time
we met in The Jolly Farmers it was with the
approval, and even suggestion of lover boy,
and yesterday there was no secret about it at
all. Angela had several goes at taking a
picture of me, but was not happy with the
results. She came and sat next to me, and we
used my phone to take the picture above (that
I cropped off some of the top and more of the
bottom).
Not only was it warm in the sun, but
that old warmth between us was back. I have a
feeling that we may end up spending more time
together after Angela gets married in
September, but time will tell. In the more
immediate future it is possible that Angela
may come down to The Honor Oak pub today where
I (and Michael) hope to see an hour or two of
Carrie and Steve doing their acoustic act as
Caz & Steve Duo.
We had one more drink, another pint of
Guinness for me, and just a half of lager for
Angela, before we left the pub. I had decided
I was going to walk home through the Linear
Park. The road leading down to it is almost
opposite Angela's house, and was blatantly had
a small hug outside before she went in, and I
crossed the road to walk down to the park. I
have to say it is a lot easier walking down
the hill to the park than walking up from it.
One of the places we talked about for a
future lunchtime drink was the Blythe Hill
Tavern. They do (or did) have a lovely garden
there, and it is walkable for both of us
(although I might opt for a bus on the way
there to avoid overheating myself). Once I
entered the park another option came to mind,
and although we would have to bring out own
drinks, we could sit at this picnic table (or
another one deeper in the park). I took this
picture and sent it to Angela straight away.
She said she liked the idea.
It was lucky I had taken my little
pocket Nikon camera with me, originally for a
bit of train photography if I had gone to The
Jolly Farmers via train, because it's zoom
lens enabled me to get this fair picture of an
egret fishing in the river not far from a
bridge over the river. If I had been using one
of my DSLR cameras I would have tried for a
lesser exposure so those bright white feathers
on it's body didn't end up over exposed.
I couldn't enjoy my walk back through
the park for several reasons. First among them
is that I didn't stop for a pee before leaving
the pub, and although not desperate, I did
want to pee at the first opportunity. Another
thing that spoiled the walk was that the path
alongside the river was rather overgrown (as
usual at this time of the year) and I had
shorts on. I didn't fancy pushing through the
nettles with bare legs. For the same reason I
couldn't see an easy way to push myself into a
discrete area behind a tree to have a pee
there.
The last reason for not fully enjoying
the walk was my choice of shoes. I was wearing
white trainers, and they were not really
broken in. I wasn't thinking I would be doing
more than a very short walk when I put them
on. My walk home from Angela was almost 1.5
miles. In fact if I had started measuring from
when we left the pub it may have been a bit
over 1.5 miles. As walks go it should not have
been arduous, but the soles of me feet felt
quite sore by the time I got home.
I could have gone up to the toilet to
have a pee as soon as I got home, but I still
was in the position where it was strongly
desired, but quite some way away from losing
control. I stopped to examine my post that was
sitting on the door mat when I got home. One
letter was just spam, but the other was my new
"Smarty" SIM card I had ordered. Sometime
today I may put it in an old phone, and
activate it.
The fresh air, and the Guinness
conspired to make me feel peckish when I got
home, and I decided I could have 4 rice cakes
with cheese on them. I munched them before
transferring the pictures I used (plus a few I
didn't) to my PC and did the usual editing
(mostly just a bit of cropping and scaling),
and saved them ready to use this morning.
Finally I could lie down and do a bit
of quiet reading. I may have had a snooze too,
but it all seems to be a bit vague. What I do
know is that Star Trek time seemed to arrive
very quickly. I think I waited for the last
commercial break of the first Star Trek (The
New Generation) before rushing downstairs to
the kitchen, and preparing a salad for my
dinner. It was a tuna salad, and in the end a
double tuna salad. Each can was only enough
for a single cat treat, and so I didn't feel
bad about scoffing two small cans, but the
reality was that I had noticed the Best Before
date on the first can, and it was two months
ago !
I did think I noticed a slight brownish
bit of tune from the first can, and started
worrying about salmonella or something. It
turned out I needn't have worried about that,
but I did have a plan in reserve in case the
tuna tasted bad. I had what I thought was a
Polish smoked sausage n the fridge, but it
seems it was Romanian salami. It was unclear
if it needed cooking or not, but it did say it
was smoked and that usually cooks stuff. I
cooked it anyway, and I ate it as a sort of
weird dessert after the tuna salad (maybe the
tuna salad, depsite being quite big, was a
starter). I can't say I enjoyed that salami.
It tasted quite bland once I had peeled off a
tough leathery skin.
I took my usual breather from TV
between 8 and 9pm. I turned on the TV again to
watch Have I Got News For You. It was probably
before that when I seemed to feel some
discomfort from my guts. I wondered if that
only slightly old, and still tasting tuna had
given my food poisoning, but the discomfort
never got that bad, but then again it
persisted like an annoying mild itch into the
night.
It took some time to get relaxed enough
for sleep. It seemed almost warm enough to
mostly push the duvet aside when I went to
sleep. As usual I woke up feeling cold, and
turned the heater on low at 3am. I can't
decide if I slept well or not last night. I
know I woke up a few times, and not always for
a pee, and it seemed to take some time before
I could fall asleep again. I think in reality
I was barely awake for 10 minutes on these
occasions - it just seemed to feel a long
time.
It all feel very vague now, but I think
I remember dreaming a lot more than usual last
night. I can't remember anything coherent
about any particular dreams, but I think each
one had an element of feeling isolated - not
being part of a crowd. I guess that is just
normal life brought to a head or something.
Once again it was a night where I did
seemed to pee a lot either in frequency of
quantity. It was like being pre-diabetic
again. As such I was hoping that maybe I would
actually get a nice low blood glucose reading
this morning. It was higher than yesterday,
but only a bit. 8.4mmol/l against 8.3mmol/l
yesterday. If, as I was once hoping, my latest
test strips are over reading, it is possible
my blood glucose could have been 7.??mmol/l in
the real world, but that is clutching at
straws, and I will be guided by the actual
reading, and not what I want it to be.
There are a probable two events today.
It would be a nice day for a walk, but the
only walk will be to Tesco (or possibly Aldi)
this morning. I will follow that with a lot of
resting, and maybe a dinner sized lunch, prior
to going out tonight. For once it should be
easy to go out tonight. The warm weather, plus
sunset now being 8.59pm, will make it a lot
easier, than there is the possibility that
Angela might make it, and Michael has
expressed an interest too. There will be no
afternoon drinking because Jodie is at a gig
or something this Thursday.