The sun is now
shining, but it is slightly hazy because there
is still enough thin cloud to make the sky
more white than blue. This morning was another
cool morning, just 11° C, but the forecast
says it should rise to 21° C by mid afternoon.
One small change in the latest revision of the
forecast is that 10am is shown as dull, but
11am is now shown as full sunshine. That
sunshine should continue until sunset.
Tomorrow morning may start a whole degree less
cool at 12° C, and another day of almost full
sunshine could raise the afternoon temperature
to 23° C. Saturday could see 27° C. The Met
Office say light showers for Saturday, and the
BBC say thundery showers ! I wonder which
forecast will come closest to reality ?
I didn't enjoy much of yesterday. I was
feeling fairly rotten a lot of the time, and
sometimes it was physically rotten, and
sometimes mentally rotten. It was probably my
negative mental and physical feeding off each
other. I can think of a selection of
possible
reasons why my day should start this way, and
once started, to only very slowly fade away.
There can be no doubt about it, but it
felt like I woke up with a hangover yesterday
morning. I don't consider I drunk that much
when I was out the night before, and I think
if I had been drunk I would not have skipped
dinner. It is more likely I would have gone in
the kebab shop next to the pub. There is a
tiny bit of a possibility that one of the
beers was off. one did have a slightly musty
taste, but I have tasted worse with no obvious
after effects.
One unusual thing was that after seeing
the money owed on my electricity bill, I
decided not to use any heating yesterday, and
the the day before. I was sometimes cold in
the night when I had kicked the duvet aside
because I felt uncomfortable under it. As I
mentioned yesterday, I put on my winter
clothes yesterday morning, and only dropped
down to just a short sleeved t-shirt later in
the day.
Another thing I mentioned yesterday was
that I wanted to try a bit harder to lose a
bit of weight. I think I mentioned that one
line of thought was that I was concentrating
too much on sugar content, and sometimes
ignoring calorie content. In the morning I had
a double helping of instant noodles. That was
instantly wrong, but I wanted something warm
in me because I was feeling so cold (the
thermometer in my room said it was only just
20° C. That sounds like it should be warm
enough, but I have noted many times that my
comfort level starts at just over 22° C. That
is only 2° higher, but it seems to make a
difference.
One thing I did in the morning was part
happy, and part sad, and probably most
annoying. I logged into my bank, and inspected
my bank balance. It was as healthy as I hoped,
and that meant that it was no hardship to pay
about £450 as the combined amount owing for my
gas and electricity. "No hardship" does not
equal happy though. I was semi amused by the
next page of the paying process on the banks
web pages......
I regard the amount I pay for my energy
bills to be a complete scam. I sometimes think
I am paying haying half for the energy, and
half to enrich the shareholders of the energy
companies. If there was ever an industry that
needs to be nationalised it is energy
suppliers. A free market economy may be fine
for things that are optional, but domestic
energy is essential, and get rich quick
speculators should play no part in it.
I still had some time after doing my
bank business before I was going to go out for
a couple of pints of Guinness in The Jolly
Farmers. The first thing I did was to put a
couple of individual steak and craft ale pies
in the oven. I was going to have them after
getting back from the pub, and they would be
followed by a nice snooze - hopefully in a
nice warm bedroom if the afternoon did feature
strong sunshine as originally forecast.
I still had something like 20 minutes
before I was going to go out, and to take my
mind off feeling cold, I decided it was high
time I made a start on entering the details
and pictures of the trains I had "spotted" on
my day out on Monday. I had delayed doing it
because I was not sure I could correctly
identify some of then trains I had
photographed, but once I started it didn't
seem to be so hard after all. It went smoothly
enough that I ignored the time and just
carried on doing the job until I was finished.
When I was finished I could still have
gone to the pub, and I could still have got
there not long after 1pm - maybe as late as
1.30pm, not that time really mattered. I could
have gone at any time in the afternoon, but I
was drawn to another course - the pies I had
been cooking. The picture on the packet, and
the basic description made them seem like they
would be really nice. Sadly the reality was
that the filling was just brown gloop with one
or two lumps that were allegedly meat. They
weren't nasty in any way, and I think bland
sums them up best.
As planned, albeit with a different
start, I had my snooze after eating the pies.
Laying on my bed provided extra thick
insulation on my back, and that helped a lot
to make me feel warm. There was one other,
rather brief time, when I felt better than
warm. That was when I brought in some washing
that I have not mentioned until now. It was
just one t-shirt and 5 pairs of underpants. I
washed them in the morning, and hung them in
the line to dry. When I brought them in,
almost in the early evening, the sun was out,
and shining into my garden (although the left
of the garden was in deep shadow). My washing
felt warm and very dry, and the sun on my back
felt deliciously hot. If only it had been low
enough to shine through my bedroom windows it
would have got very warm in there, instead of
barely tolerable.
To pass some extra time I went back to
a job I started some time ago. It was to copy
the contents of recordable optical disks (CD
and DVD) to hard drive. Many of the disks
didn't even have protective sleeves, and the
original pile was about a foot tall. I have
whittled it down a lot, and did more
yesterday. Some of the disks were home made
DVDs. I must have had the original avi files
that I made them with, but it seems they may
have been lost over the years.
In most cases I would have made the DVD
for ease of playing through my TV, but they
were just taking up too much room, and as I
mentioned, many didn't have any protective
sleeves and were prone to damage. A couple of
disks converted to mp4 files slowly, but
easily. One film was recorded on my set top
DVD recorder. That thing was not very good. On
attempting to "close" the disk (once no more
video was to be recorded on it) it would often
ruin the whole disk. Without closing the disk
it was unplayable on anything except the
original recorder.
However, I once discovered that
Handbrake
did have a way of reading, and converting
those disks if you pointed it at the raw
device rather than the mounted device. I
successfully converted a Spanish (with English
dubbing) film that seemed like it was very
boring, to a mp4 file using Handbrake. Maybe I
might even try watching it one day to see if
it is as bad as I think it probably is. It is
about a man who is very lucky - almost, but
not quite a SciFi film.
Two other disks I had made from lost
avi files were series 6 and 7 of the long
running BBC comedy Allo Allo. In some moods I
thought Allo Allo was very funny, and in other
moods I thought it a load of piffle ! The
second disk, with the 8 episodes of series 7,
I had to leave running overnight because it
was getting well past my bedtime. Hearing the
DVD drive in my PC was sometimes like hearing
a mouse gnawing away at something.
Before describing my night I ought to
mention my dinner,
and my mid
afternoon snack. I am not sure that
"depressed" is a suitable word for how I felt
for a lot of yesterday, but I certainly didn't
feel any
Joie
de vivre. Yesterday afternoon I
thought "bugger it" and ate a big bag of beef
and horseradish crisps to provide a bit of
cheer. Later on I thought I had better take it
easy when having dinner. I started with a
small tub of coleslaw and a small pack of
flavoured, sliced, pre-cooked, chicken breast.
The coleslaw was a bit of a dubious choice,
but I thought it was relatively safe. I then
wanted a dessert, and I ate a small tub of low
calorie/sugar ice cream. It wasn't the wisest
choice, but it was delicious.
I was surprised how late it was when I
went to bed. It was actually dark outside, and
that made it around 10pm. It was my second
night with no heating on at all, and I fared
better last night. Mostly I seemed to sleep
OK, but I did have one unpleasant dream, and I
can't think of what could have inspired
it. I was in a house, and judging by the
decor it maybe have been in the 1940s. I have
no idea of my relation to the other characters
- not that I saw all the characters in the
dream.
I feel sure the build up was a lot
longer than the small bit I remember. The
climax of the dream was when someone said that
as a wedding present for a bride to be they
would sort out her teeth. I know that once
upon a time, it was not an uncommon gift
because dentistry was (as it is now) extremely
expensive for restorative work - if indeed it
was even possible. The idea was to have all
teeth pulled, and dentures provided. It
actually happened when my dad signed up for
the RAF at the start of WW2. The only problem
in the dream was that I learned that no
dentist would be involved, and her two burly,
easy end born brothers would hold her down as
they used pliers to extract the teeth. I did
not want to see (or hear) this taking place,
and the last bit of the dream was finding away
to slip away unnoticed. It was a relief to
wake up at that point.
I don't recall any other dreams last
night. One of the strange things last night
was how little I peed. There was one time I
woke up and went to the toilet thinking I
needed to pee, but it was evident there was
little need for it. The significant thing
about this, plus the fact I drank very little
in the night, was that it suggested my blood
glucose was nice and low. Of course I knew
that to me almost impossible after all I ate
yesterday. I guess I was lucky that it was as
low as 9.3mmol/l - a lot higher than desired,
but still in the
just about
safe zone.
I think only one thing of note is
happening today. This afternoon I expect I'll
be joined by Jodie and Michael for a beer
drinking/tasting session. Other than that, I
had a bit of washing up to do, and maybe some
light housework. I may even fit in copying a
few more CD/DVDs to files to store on
external, USB, hard drives.