There were quite a few dark clouds
                            occasionally floating about in the sky
                            yesterday, but overall it was a nice bright,
                            and warm day. The temperature climbed to 25°
                            C by mid afternoon.
                            
                              
                                The weather forecast from the Met
                              Office has been revised since I took the
                              screenshot above. It is now roughly in
                              agreement with the BBC forecast (which
                              hasn't been revised yet). It says sunny
                              spells from 8am, and then full sunshine
                              from 2pm to 4pm before a return to sunny
                              spells. It is going to be a little cooler
                              than yesterday with the temperature
                              reaching 22° C (Met Office) or 23° C
                              (BBC). Tomorrow may include some light
                              rain for an hour or two either side of
                              midday, and some heavier rain in the late
                              evening. The temperature should still
                              reach 22° C.
                              
                                Yesterday seems like it was an odd
                              sort of day. It started off as OK, then
                              slowly rose to a peak, and finally slowly
                              slipped into depression. I took the
                              morning moderately slowly because my only
                              aim was to get myself ready to go out for
                              a couple of pints of Guinness in The Jolly
                              Farmers.
                              
                                As I mentioned yesterday, I knew
                              that Angela had returned to work after a
                              very long time off on a doctors sick note,
                              on Tuesday, and so she could possibly go
                              to the pub yesterday lunchtime. Maybe it
                              was stupid, but it feels like she has been
                              mostly ignoring me for the last 5 or 6
                              weeks. I thought I would return the favour
                              by not saying I was going to the pub. It
                              would (hopefully) be wonderful if she
                              decided to go anyway, but it had to be her
                              decision.
                              
                                Things got off to a good start
                              after picking up two copies of The Metro
                              (one for me, and one for Ayse the barmaid)
                              at Catford Bridge station.  At
                              Ladywell station I saw the back of the
                              train I had been travelling on, and the
                              number of the rear unit was 466012, a
                              number I later found I had not got a
                              photograph of. 
                              
                                I got to the pun at about a quarter
                              to 1pm, and so I had just over 15 minutes
                              to wait to see if Angela would turn up.
                              She didn't. I had better luck doing the
                              two crossword puzzles in The Metro. I can
                              usually do the quick crossword, but for
                              ages now the cryptic crossword has
                              defeated, and usually defeated me badly !
                              Yesterday I managed to complete both
                              crosswords before I had drunk more than
                              one and a half pints of Guinness.
                              
                                 If you click on the picture
                              you'll see a far larger version of the
                              image. You still won't see the clues
                              though. Maybe I am not 100% convinced I
                              got every answer right. I can't remember
                              which answer it was, but I recall two
                              different words would fit, and both had
                              similar spellings and meanings. It is
                              possible I chose the wrong one. I felt so
                              elated I had finished both crosswords for
                              the first time in years, probably many
                              years ! I stayed to have two double
                              Jamesons to celebrate.
                              
                                The off thing is that I didn't seem
                              to feel very drunk, or even drunk at all.
                              However I realised I had just missed a
                              train back to Catford Bridge, and decided
                              to walk home. Maybe that was a sign of
                              drunkenness, but maybe not because I knew
                              it was only an extra couple of hundred
                              feet, maybe yards, to walk instead of
                              getting the train. It seemed really nice
                              in the warm and bright park, and it felt
                              like I could walk for ages if I did it
                              slowly, and stopped every now and again.
                              
                                As usual I went striding ahead, and
                              then it was very desirable to look for a
                              place to stop to get my breath back -
                              somewhere with a few worth seeing, like
                              down into the river as a for instance. I
                              think I only stopped twice, and both times
                              lasted probably less than a minute. Once I
                              had walked through the park the walk
                              became less enjoyable, and I was happy to
                              arrive home. Partly happy because although
                              I had time to grab my lunch, and then get
                              changed, I was gently needing a wee, and
                              in another 20 minutes it may not have been
                              a gentle need.
                              

                                My lunch was a pair of Tesco Scotch
                              eggs (which seem to have very little sugar
                              in them. The nutritional panel says just
                              0.8gm, but I am not sure if that was per
                              100gm or for each egg (or even both). If
                              it was per 100gm the total for both eggs
                              could have been higher. As I ate I began
                              to feel depressed, and even the memory of
                              the clipping on the left, featuring the
                              wonderful description of "Swearing
                              Enthusiast), which greatly amused me in
                              the pub, didn't lift my spirits.
                              
                                I had a lot of things on my mind. I
                              was feeling tired, and I had just enough
                              hangover to induce depression. One thing
                              that was getting on my mind was the
                              increasing string of poster type pictures
                              on the internet regarding Chislehurst
                              Rock. I was looking forward to it, and
                              even spent a lot of money on photographic
                              stuff for the day, but those posters are
                              really pissing me off. It could be read
                              that they are expecting a terrorist attack
                              rather than an unlikely bit of trouble
                              from a couple of excitable youths -
                              something the goons (aka Security) can
                              easily handle.
                              
                                Council regulations this year say
                              the event has to be fully enclosed with
                              only two entrances. Bag searches are
                              mandatory, and no liquids, not even plain
                              water, are allowed to be brought in. I
                              fully intend to sneak in a bottle of water
                              in my camera bag by making it seem it is
                              probably a camera lens. If I get turned
                              away, or ordered to empty it, I shall just
                              turn around, and walk away.
                              
                                It wasn't long before I fell asleep
                              while laying on my bed - initially to read
                              while thinking negative thoughts. I'm not
                              sure when it was I fell asleep, but it was
                              possibly closer to 3pm than 4pm. I didn't
                              wake up until it was getting very close to
                              5pm, and time for the first of three Star
                              Treks. At that point I hadn't prepared any
                              dinner, and while I could have had cans of
                              soup, I decided that "to hell with the
                              expense" and ordered a shish kebab
                              takeaway. 
                              
                                I did have an ulterior motive.
                              After breakfast the only thing I ate was
                              the Scotch Eggs, and they were supposedly
                              had a very low sugar content. I had had
                              three days of low blood glucose readings,
                              and decided to try for a fourth. To be
                              doubly sure I avoided ordering any extras,
                              or anything with chips. I stuck to one
                              lamb, and one chicken shish kebabs. They
                              were both very tasty, and I didn't feel
                              the need for any more after them.
                              
                                Maybe it was my long snooze, but I
                              couldn't seem to relax enough to get to
                              sleep initially. It was a warm night, or
                              at least it started as one, and I was
                              feeling quite sticky when I went to bed
                              (the chilli sauce on the kebabs was a good
                              enough reason for that). It was probably
                              around 11pm that I got up again to take a
                              couple of Paracetamol tablets. Once again
                              they seemed to work, and I guess I was
                              asleep around midnight.
                              
                                I seemed to sleep well, although
                              after a late start I didn't get as many
                              hours as desired - which might be a
                              different amount to needed. It's all very
                              blurry now, but I seemed to have dreams
                              about Amazon deliveries. One parcel seemed
                              to contain (presumably) software on 3.5
                              inch floppy disks. A couple of boxes
                              seemed to be for my sister. It is hard to
                              say just how many dreams I had, but it
                              feels like each was just a means of
                              passing some time without anything in
                              particular happening in.
                              
                                My attempt for another start of the
                              day with low blood glucose readings seems
                              to have been more successful that I
                              expected. My new blood glucose meter read
                              7.4mmol/l, and the old meter read
                              7.6mmol/l - the two readings nicely
                              averaging out to my fantasy target of
                              7.5mmol/l. That is on the upper limit of
                              "normal", non diabetic, but it only comes
                              with great discipline. It is also low
                              enough to hint at the start of some small
                              weight loss. If I had done a decent sized
                              poo this morning I might have dared to
                              weigh myself before I had a large
                              breakfast, and several drinks.
                              
                                There are four things to do today.
                              The first is to finish washing a hand
                              towel, and some underwear so I can clear
                              the bathtub read for me to have a shower.
                              Once I am clean I think top priority is to
                              go to the pharmacy to hopefully pick up my
                              latest repeat prescription.  If I
                              have time I want to go to Tesco. Finally,
                              it is Thursday, and the Thursday beer
                              drinking session. Michael will try and
                              talk the hind legs off a donkey, and Jodie
                              will be stuck scrolling stuff on her
                              phone. I don't know why I enjoy these
                              sessions - except for the occasional good
                              and tasty beer !
                              
