Between writing yesterday
morning, and going out, I
had a rest, and then I had a
shower. My final preparation
was to take 2 paracetamol
tablets, and also one 30gm
aspirin tablet dissolved in
water. The intention of the
drugs was to stave off
assorted pains for as long,
and as strongly as possible.
I feel sure they definitely
helped, but I didn't expect
them to be a complete cure.
I might have mentioned
yesterday that I was
thinking of getting a train
to either Lower Sydenham, or
New Beckenham station, and
walk home from there with
the sun always at my back -
and so better for
photography. In the end I
decided not to get a train.
The painkillers were
almost working, although my
legs were still very creaky,
but they did seem to ease up
a bit after I had walked
maybe 3/4 of a mile. I was
getting strong hints of
angina pain starting still,
and my secret weapon was my
camera. I had taken my Canon
600D camera with me. It is a
fairly light camera, and a
had a fairly light zoom lens
on it. Frequent stops to
take pictures like the
above, of a brilliantly
white egret allowed a minute
or two rest, and the
developing angina pain would
go away.
Incidently, the lens
I was using was a cheap, but
usually very good, Tamron
lens. I had an identical
lens, but with a fitting for
Nikon cameras, and on the
Nikon I always thought it
gave a very soft, like
slightly not properly
focussed picture. The Canon
version always seemed to
give nice sharp results, but
this picture of the egret
seems "soft", and yet fine
details can be seen. Maybe
it is just the typical over
exposure those stunning
bright white feathers give -
particularly in sunshine !
I was told twice
yesterday what species of
butterfly it is. If I recall
correctly it is a "Speckled
Wood" butterfly - just
checked, it is the speckled
wood butterfly -
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Speckled_wood_(butterfly)
This photo was more
chance than skill. The duck
was flying almost towards
me, and I just raised the
camera, pointed it in what I
hoped was the right
direction, and left the
camera to work it all out.
The camera seems to have
focussed on the background
trees, but the duck was
close enough to them, and
the duck is almost in focus.
In fact it might just be
some motion blur that
softens it's outline. The
camera was set to 1/1000th
of a second so motion blur
would be very much reduced.
It is very rare that I
manage to capture a bird in
flight - my reactions are
just not fast enough. Maybe
I should take a chance like
this time more often.
From this angle coots
and moorhens look very
similar - the difference is
most obvious in the colour
of beak and legs. For
the sake of comedy I shall
say these are cootlings (a
word that I have probably
made up). It would have been
a far better picture if I
was on the other side of the
pond, and they were all
swimming towards me. It
would have helped if they
had a tighter grouping.
Unfortunately the position
of the sun made using a lot
of zoom from the wrong side
of the pond.
Egyptian geese are
not that common around here,
but I occasionally see a few
near the river. This one
appeared to be on it's own,
but might have had a mate,
possibly guarding eggs
somewhere in the bushes.
What this picture doesn't
really show is any scale.
These are quite big birds,
and you could probably get a
good Xmas dinner for a
family of 10 out of it.
At this point I had
walked all the way to the
bowstring bridge, and was on
my way home. Maybe until now
I had had several angina
like twinges, but my legs
seemed to have loosened up a
bit. From here my legs
started to aches again, and
as far as I can remember,
the angina pains had
stopped. Maybe it was simply
that my legs got so stiff
that I was walking so slowly
that it didn't stress my
heart enough.
We usually think of
Robins as a winter bird, for
some even a Xmas bird, but
this one posed in all it's
red finery for me.
I was lucky to get
this one poor picture of a
butterfly I don't think I
have seen before. It looks
like a leaf when it folds
it's wings when on a flower.
When flying it looks very
big, and is easy to see, but
not identify from a
distance. It is a shame that
the dandelion flower is over
exposed, and the focal point
looks to be an inch or two
behind the butterfly. The
butterfly is (I hope) a
common brimstone. I always
have difficulty making a
positive identification if
the picture I am comparing
it with it taken form a
slightly different angle,
and under different lighting
conditions. More here -
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gonepteryx_rhamni
I did take more
pictures than those shown
here, but these are probably
the more interesting even if
not the very finest from the
art of photography. Some
photographic shots were just
excuses to rest for a minute
when I seemed to be aching a
bit more than I was happy
with. For about the last
mile nothing would help the
growing ache/fatigue of my
legs. As I neared home it
seemed harder and harder to
put one foot in front of the
other.
It was a joy to reach
home, but I still had to go
up the stairs to me bedroom
where I could change into
simpler, lighter, and drier
clothes. (My t-shirt was
slightly damp with sweat
after being out under the
hot sun). oddly enough,
walking up the stairs seemed
no harder than walking, and
maybe even easier. I guess
it was different muscles in
use. Two things I did
before I did anything else
was to weigh myself, and to
check my blood glucose.
I knew it was
dehydration more than
burning off much fat, but at
the end of the walk I was
about 0.7kg lighter than
before. The dehydration was
such that my blood glucose
measurement was higher than
what it was in the morning.
I had expected that, and
ignored it. However I did
not give in to eating
anything. I did have several
glasses of sugar free cola.
Once I could relax I started
copying photos from my
Canon, and mobile phone
camera, to my PC, and made a
start on the selection and
editing process. I only got
as far as the first two
pictures I took before I
laid on my bed, and quietly
read for an hour or two. I
think I managed a snooze as
well.
Time seemed to be a
bit variable from then
on....or I didn't seem to be
paying any attention to any
clocks. I think it was
getting near 6pm when I went
down to the kitchen where I
did a little bit of washing
up, and prepared some baby
potatoes for boiling. I
found standing at the sink,
washing up, and then gently
scraping potatoes to clean
them, gave me moderately bad
lower back pain for some
reason.
I set the potatoes
cooking in the microwave, on
timer for about 12 minutes,
and went back to my photos.
Just before 6.30pm I had
finished all but the last
photo I used here (the very
last one, the Common
Brimstone butterfly, I
actually edited this
morning). I then checked my
blood glucose, and it was
OK, good, and good. The
Contour meter, using a test
strip from a brand new,
freshly opened canister,
read 8.4mmol/l. That was OK,
but more than I hoped
for. The GlucoRX and
Sinocare meters read closer
to what I hoped for, 7.1 and
7.6mmol/l.
My diner was very
simple. It was boiled
potatoes with ham, and some
mustard and some low sugar
ketchup. As such it should
have been not terribly
healthy (no green stuff),
but should have had a low
sugar content. I will admit
I had a sort of starter meal
of some plains salted
tortilla chips (crisps) and
cream cheese. The main
downside is that for the
second or third time
running, the potatoes and
ham didn't taste as good as
I hoped. I think I make have
been looking back in time,
through rose tinted
spectacles, of what I one
ate at scot camp back in
1966 - freshly boiled ham,
thickly cut, and served
still hot, with potatoes,
and possibly peas.
I felt satisfied, or
felt I had eaten enough,
even if I didn't enjoy it at
the level I imagined I
would. I had done almost all
my photo post production,
but I still had a few
pictures taken at a rest
stop at Catford Bridge
station. They were of
trains, and I checked to see
if I needed any of them for
my spreadsheet of trains
that I have photographed. I
didn't, and so with the
great chance of nothing on
TV I went to bed to read for
little more than half an
hour.
It was possible I was
asleep before 9pm, but I
still was paying little
attention to the time. I
think I was asleep 10 or 15
minutes after my head hit
the pillow. That is not
particularly fast, but
typical for me when there
are no obvious reasons not
to fall asleep earlier. It
felt like I would sleep like
a log again, but last night
there was a problem. My
bedroom had been nicely
warmed by the sun during the
day, and I only had to run
the heater a few times after
dark to keep it nice and
comfortable.
Unfortunately it left
my bedroom temperature at a
very awkward level. It
seemed to be just a tiny bit
too warm to sleep well
wrapped in the duvet, and at
least 2 or maybe even 3
times I woke up to find I
had kicked the duvet off,
and woke up feeling cold.
When that happened at about
4am I decided to turn the
heater on low so the next
time I woke up it would be
just about warm enough to
feel OK when uncovered.
Maybe waking up cold
was enough to spoil my
sleep, or maybe I needed
extra after my walk, but at
just gone 6am I turned over,
and went back to sleep
again. That is habit I must
get out of because next
Tuesday, the day of my MRI
scan, I will need to be
pooed, washed and dressed,
ready to get a train around
8am ! The last thing about
my sleep - dreams. I seemed
to have a lot of them, but
all I seem to remember is
like a lot of freeze frames
with no explainable comments
to make about them.
This morning my legs
don't feel too bad, but
obviously they are not
perfect. The rest of me is
not so good. I may have
slept awkwardly because my
neck feels a bit sore, and
so does my right shoulder.
My chest seems to feel a bit
like my scar tissue is
complaining. On top of
everything else I do still
feel like I could lie down
and have a snooze with
little effort. It is going
to be hard, but I want to
fight these things later.
One good thing is my
blood glucose
readings.....well, nearly
good. This morning's
readings reflect the
readings I got last night
before dinner. The GlucoRX
meter read 7.6mmol/l, and
the Sinocare meter
7.9mmol/l. The latter two
readings are closer to what
I might wish for, but once
again the Contour meter
seems to be reading high.
The best before date on the
test strips say they should
be OK until 30th August, and
so they are in-date.
Tomorrow morning, or maybe
before dinner tonight, I
will take the readings in a
different order so the
Contour meter get older (by
a few tens of seconds)
blood.
My basic plan for
today is to try and skip
lunch again in favour of
another walk in the
afternoon warmth. I think I
may only see today as a top
up walk, and just maybe do
no more than a walk to
Ladywell and back - just
under half, depending on the
exact route I take, than
yesterday's walk. Dinner
tonight will be a chicken
casserole with just some
cauliflower. If I have any
other things to eat today it
might just be a few pieces
of fruit - apples and/or
oranges.