Around sunrise (08:05am) it
looked like today could be
duller than yesterday, but I
now think it will be about
the same. If it were any
duller it would be bedtime.
Today may only see 11° C,
but at least it should stay
dry. Tomorrow may start with
fog and mist, and end with
mist. It will be another
very grey day, but once
again it should stay dry.
Only 9° C is forecast, and
so it is going to be a very
unpleasant day.
Despite the horrible
greyness, yesterday was not
such a bad day, and I mostly
managed to do all I set out
to achieve - except for one
thing because I was feeling
a bit tired. After I
finished writing, yesterday
morning, I had my usual
rest, and then had a shower.
In had hoped that the
few sunny spells we had in
the first daylight hour of
the morning might continue.
Sometimes it seemed
possible, and at other times
impossible. I had a plan
that really depended on some
sunshine, but that was only
needed if I wanted to enjoy
myself, but the real reason
for the plan was to get my
high blood glucose level
down, and ideally, lose a
bit of weight. I went out
for a walk, and that
achieved both things.
It would not have
achieved much if I had stuck
to what I suppose I could
call my plan B. In view of
the dull and miserable
weather, my target would be
to go as far as the cash
machine by Catford station,
and withdraw some beer
vouchers for future use. I
thought that I might also
call in at the little
supermarket on Catford
Bridge. I had bought plenty
of instant noodles on y last
visit to Tesco, but a few
flavours that Tesco do not
stock might have been nice.
As may be surmised
with the details of my
complete walk, it was a bit
longer than just to Catford
station. I tried to not walk
too fast, and then I had a
rest at Catford Bridge
station to take a picture of
a train that I didn't need.
Then I went and got my money
out the hole in the wall. I
seemed to feel OK, and
decided to take the shortest
"long way home". That meant
walking through the park,
and doubling back over the
"curly-wurly" bridge.
I now have a picture
of every class 707 train
made, and so in one sense
this pictures is
superfluous, but the train
was there, and I took this
snap because I could !
Once I had reached
the southernmost tip of
Ladywell Fields I had plenty
to see, and quite a few
photo opportunities - like
this Robin doing a nice pose
on a branch for me. I was
using my Nikon D3200 camera
with a Nikon 18 to 200mm
lens on it. That is a useful
zoom range, and I probably
took this picture of the
Robin from 20 to 30 ft away.
I took a lot of
pictures that I won't show.
Quite a few just did not
look good because the
daylight was often very dim.
It was very handy to stop
and get my breath back while
taking some pictures - so
much so that I kept
extending how far I might
walk. Some times there were
pictures that were easy to
take like this Spaniel
exploring the river bank on
a very muddy, and probably
very slippery path. I almost
got a picture of a rat that
was running from the dog,
but I was too slow to get it
(although one picture did
show a sort brown blur on
the very edge of the picture
!).
There was a man
walking this dog from his
bicycle. He seemed very
quiet and shy, and I'm not
sure if he spoke good
English. I asked if it was
OK to take a picture of his
dog, and he just sort of
smiled without saying yes or
no, but I took the smile as
a yes.
What I didn't
realise, until I turned
around to thank him, was
that he had two dogs. the
other was this white and
grey version of then other
dog. I an unsure what breed
they were, but the very
shaggy coat suggests they
were a very northern breed -
in my imagination they were
bread from Arctic wolves !
I took the last two
pictures at the base of the
curly wurly bridge (it has a
long slow spiral that allows
easier use by [dismounted]
cyclists and wheelchair and
pram users). My earlier plan
was to cross the railway
here, and then turn right
towards home. I didn't, I
headed for Ladywell.
As I approached the
top of the bridge I
overheard a man tell his son
that the train had just left
Ladywell station, and
although he would have to
see it from the side, I was
able to get to the top of
the bridge, and using a lot
of zoom, take a snap of the
train before it had fully
left Ladywell station. You
cans see the end of the "Up"
platform on the left of the
picture.
There are many,
probably hundreds of pigeons
in the park, and mostly they
are not worth photographing,
but this one was different.
I don't think it was, but it
seemed to be guarding this
hole in the tree. I
frequently see this with
Ring necked Parakeets
(parrots) who do use such
holes for their nests.
I have not got a
complete set of photos of
all class 465 train,
although I am close to it.
This train was not one I
needed, but the picture was
taken also to prove to me,
or anyone, that I had walked
all the way to Ladywell
station. I was starting to
feel a bit tired, but the
only thing I could do was to
walk home again, although I
could have cheated and got
the train back to Catford
Bridge, but it would mean a
15 minute wait for the next
one.
I'm glad I decided to
walk home because if I
hadn't I would not have got
this picture. This is one of
those pictures that would
look better in 3D. I took
the picture standing on the
footbridge that links the
park with the back of
Lewisham Hospital. It shows
a whole section of river
bank that has collapses and
washed away recently. All
the rain we have had
recently eant the river was
running fast and deep, and
it must have undercut the
bank. The chainlink fence,
seen in the middle of the
picture, should be guarding
the edge of the bank. It's
not exactly headline news,
but I thought it interesting
to come across it.
Back nearer to
Ladywell, and the bridge
that crosses the river at
the back of St Mary's
Church, I saw a woman
feeding ducks. I should have
taken a picture of her if
only to show the fluorescent
pink wellington boots she
was wearing ! We spoke
for a few minutes, and I
mentioned that I had only
seen one Mandarin duck
recently. She said she had
seen a couple not so long
ago. Two bridges nearer to
home and I looked down and
saw several Mandarin ducks.
This one presented the best
picture.
What might have been a short
walk became a lot longer.
There were a few reasons for
this. The first was that my
slow walking speed (although
some short bits of it I
probably walked a lot
faster), and frequent stops
to take photos, or sometimes
just to consider taking one,
but not bothering, meant
that I suffered no angina
pains. A secondary factor
was that although not
initially intended, the
route I took had plenty of
possibilities for turning
back early.
I was aware that
wherever I went, I had to
get home again, but I just
sort of kept pushing on
because I could. It was pure
luck that I didn't push just
a bit further. The last
quarter or half mile was
very hard. I still had no
angina pains, but my feet
and legs were getting
extremely tired. It was all
due to lack of practice. I
wish we had some nice
weather, because now I have
learned a strategy to stop
the onset of Angina I would
like to get back into
practice.
It almost felt like I
should have done the last
100 yards to my front door
on hands and knees. I was
feeling like I was on my
last legs. I recovered quite
quickly once I was at home,
but I was still fighting
some overall tiredness. One
thing I resisted was having
any lunch. Perhaps
completing the walk, which
was actually longer than
those when I started
building up to very long
walks back in 2022, felt so
positive that I could resist
the call of food.
That did help me get
complete control-ish of my
blood glucose and also
weight, but it would take
until this morning to see
the full result of that. In
the meantime I gritted my
teeth, and copied all the
pictures to my computer
where I selected what I
would use, and edit them to
show here.
I took a fair time,
maybe as much as an hour,
although that does seem
excessive, to finish all the
photo editing, but I did
manage in time to have a lie
down for as much as an hour.
I spent some of it reading,
and some of it snoozing.
Overjoyed would
be far too strong a word to
describe the fair pleasure
that there were episodes of
Star Trek on yesterday
evening. I was expecting the
usual weekday TV shows to be
tossed out the window, and
replaced with some terrible
Xmas themed stuff, but
luckily not. I was able to
eat my dinner while watching
one of more Star Trek
series/episodes.
I had deliberately
wanted to keep my dinner to
a minimum, and I only part
succeeded. I started off
with a can of Tesco's own
brand, very low sugar and
calories cream of chicken
soup. I added the remains of
a pack of "ready to eat"
spicy sliced chicken breast
to the soup, plus a splash
of hot pepper sauce. My only
worry was that the chicken
had been open several days,
and there was a sort of hint
that it might have been
starting to turn.
In my ideal fantasy
world I might have eaten no
more than that for the rest
of the day, but I did follow
it with two small packets of
crisps, an apple and
Persimmon, and finally one
of those alleged low calorie
nougat bars that seem
anything but. I regret
buying those bars now, but
they have to be used up
somehow. The evidence this
morning is that it was a
fairly safe and healthy sort
of meal.
I thought I would
have a nice early night last
night, but it turned out to
be not as early as hoped
for. I did go to bed early,
soon after 8pm, but I read
for some time before I tried
to sleep. The next bit is
very vague. In think I might
have slept for half an hour,
maybe even an hour, but woke
up again. I don't think it
was for a pee, although I
did have one anyway - a
fairly small one.
I may have woken up
from noises heard outside. I
was aware that a neighbour,
5 of 6 houses up the road,
had problems with a sewer
blockage. They were hoping
not to get Thames Water
involved, but it seems they
had to. It must have been
around 10pm, maybe a bit
earlier, that I definitely
heard noises from the road.
I looked out the window, up
the road, and there was one
of Thames Waters huge
lorries with water tank, and
something like a transit van
with rodding and CCTV
inspection stuff. It was all
lit up like a Xmas tree.
I went back to bed,
but I could not get to sleep
while I was imagining what
was happening up the road. A
similar event happened back
while I was still in work,
and so I pretty much knew
what was going on, but with
one difference. On that
occasion it was convenient
for Thames Water to get
access to the middle of the
sewer through the manhole in
my garden. It is about the
midway point.
On that occasion they
used CCTV to find that the
sewer had a lot of grit in
it, and was also jammed with
wet wipes in the direction
where the problem probably
was last night. I believe
that Thames water did some
corrective action to a break
in the sewer where all the
gravel was getting in 5 to
10 years ago. This time I
expect the main problem was
a build up of wet wipes, and
also nappies because someone
up the line doesn't believe
that they can't be flushed
away. My biggest distraction
was that I would get a knock
at the door asking if they
could access the sewer
through the manhole in my
back garden.
That didn't happen,
and at some unknown time I
drifted off to sleep. The
only slightly unusual thing
about last night was that I
can barely remember even
that I was dreaming, and I
certainly have no memory of
any dreams. I still had to
get up to pee a few times in
the night, but otherwise it
was a very uneventful sleep.
Maybe it was good sleep
because I didn't seem to
have any qualms about
getting up soon after 6am.
I did have a crazy
idea that I might have gone
for a walk this morning, and
started out before it was
even light. It might have
meant seeing the sunrise
from one bit of the Linear
Park that has a relatively
clear view to the east. It
is something I did a few
years ago, and I fancied
doing it again. I am glad I
didn't because thick clouds
meant it was still almost
dark long after the official
sun rise time.
I thought I would
have a poo when I had my
first pee after getting up.
It felt like it should
happen, but it was just
wind...but several hours
later it may be a real thing
soon. After getting on the
scales I was delighted that
I seemed to be a whole 500gm
lighter this morning. That
is within a couple of
hundred grams of the
lightest I have been all
this month, and the previous
2 months. Of course it is
not the multiples of
kilograms that I would like
to lose, but it could be a
start (as I've said multiple
times in the last year !).
With my weight down I
wondered if, as seems to
happen a lot for some weird
reason, my blood glucose had
gone in the opposite
direction. Fortunately not,
and although my readings
were not great (in a
negative direction) they
were not bad. The Contour
meter read 8.7mmol/l - or
slightly above my old
target. The GlucoRX meter
read 8.1mmol/l and that is
almost very good. The
Sinocare meter read
8.3mmol/l, and at least that
is under my old target
(8.5mmol/l). The average of
all three is actually among
the lowest I have seen this
month.
I think it is a
timing thing, particularly
with regard to eating, but
my blood pressure is up a
tiny bit this morning. It is
109/56. That is still in the
"optimum" area, and well
with the usual small ups and
downs I get every morning. I
guess that means it is good
!
There is one thing I
have to do today before
anything else (except for a
short rest after I finish
this writing) and it is to
finish washing the sheet and
pillowcases I left in soak
yesterday. It was probably
silly to think I would find
the energy or enthusiasm to
finish the job after my
walk. It is just about, by a
very slender chance that I
may go for a walk today once
that laundry is hanging up
to dry. On the plus side it
would be a good distraction
from food, and on the minus
side, it is just as murky as
yesterday. That is less of a
problem using one of my big
Nikon DSLR cameras,,
although the pictures would
look flat with no "punch",
but it would still make a
walk a lot less pleasurable.
I guess the thing I
will be doing most of today
is trying to stop myself
having any lunch. Later on
it will be trying to
restrict what I have for
dinner. It would be quite an
achievement to start a new
year with the scales showing
a lower weight. Of course
the tricky thing would be to
keep it that way for the
rest of next year ! My Xmas
dinner will be little more
than a Scotch Egg, because
if Covid has taught us
anything, a Scotch Egg is a
"substantial meal" if
certain of our now
(hopefully) deposed members
of parliament are to be
believed. I will probably
have two of them, plus all
the trimmings (aka hot
pepper sauce).