It is
a nice bright sunny morning - so
far. There are lots of small
clouds to be seen, but so far
none have stepped in front of
the sun. Only sunny spells until
3pm are forecast, and I guess
that sooner or later the
sunshine will keep being
interrupted by those clouds.
From 4pm the clouds will have
thickened enough to block the
sun, and it will be rather dull.
The temperature should rise to a
would-be-warm-if-the wind-was
lighter 16° C. Tomorrow could
see roughly as many sunny
spells, but the dull hours will
be among them instead of at the
end of the day. It could be a
whole degree warmer tomorrow at
17° C. The day after tomorrow
should see a run of summer-like
weather !
Yesterday was another day
that featured some good bits. It
didn't really feature any bad
bits, but a lot of the day was
quite bland. I did manage a tiny
bit of exercise, but it did not
feel as good as hoped - or even
good at all ! Somehow I seemed
to manage my eating mostly OK.
I got off to an earlier
start yesterday, at least in
terms of starting to write, but
it feels like there was almost
an hour I can't account for
between waking up and starting
to write. I think I must have
been writing quite slowly
because I didn't seem to finish
writing until about the usual
time (approx 11am). After that I
needed my usual 30 or more
minutes rest before having a
shower. I had originally thought
I might wash my hair, but it
didn't seem to feel that bad.
After my shower I put a
little bit of laundry in to
soak, and it was still soaking
when I got up this morning (I
have now half finished it, and
should finish it well before
midday if all goes to plan. I
then got dressed, ready to go
out. Getting ready included
putting a coat on - it seemed
cold and windy outside ! I then
set out for a quite small bit of
exercise that was a mix of
shopping and trainspotting !
My first visit was to
Catford Bridge station where I
wanted to pick up a copy of The
Metro. I also wanted to just
wait on the platform for a
minute or two because walking to
the station left me feeling a
lot worse than expected. It was
actually a few more minutes of
resting because I was lucky
enough to see one train call at
the station, and it was a bit
special. It is the second class
376 train in it's smart new
Southeastern dark blue livery
that I have seen, but the first
I was able to photograph.
This picture of 376036
shows how class 376 trains have
looked since they were first
introduced. I always thought it
made them look cheap and boxy.
The new livery makes them seem
more "grown up". I have still
not seen the inside of one, but
the were reported to being
internally refurbished. They may
now have USB charging points,
and I thought that they had air
con fitted, but Jodie, who has
been on one last week when it
was hot outside, said it was
baking inside. Incidently,
376036 was the rear 4 car unit
with 376018, in it's new livery,
was the front 4 cars.
After getting just two
snaps of trains I did not hang
around, and went to the little
supermarket on Catford Bridge. I
wanted and bought some fruit,
including some nectarines that
seemed ripe, but were quite hard
and tart inside. I also wanted,
and bought a selection of mostly
Polish instant noodles (I had a
double portion of spicy goulash
flavour for my breakfast this
morning).
Like the walk to the
station, the walk home from the
shop was like hard work. It was
almost, with some doubt, the
ongoing debility I was feeling
after the return to colder,
duller and even wet days. There
were a couple of time on the way
home when I had to blow my nose
(a touch of mild hay fever), and
I actually completely stopped to
do it, and that 15 to 20 seconds
of rest helped a lot. I was
still very happy to get home.
Apart from some peppered
pork Kabanos in a packet where
most, if not all, the writing
was in Polish, I did not have
anything to eat from my
shopping. I had some of the
Kabanos later in the afternoon.
I almost forgot that I did have
a small slice of cherry and
almond cake after my lunch
because it was fairly small, and
I couldn't resist it. My lunch
was actually another couple of
Ciabatta rolls with fish in
them.
From then not a lot
happened except for hopefully
one important thing. I went down
to the kitchen with my fish
smeared plate, and gave it a
quick rinse. I heard a sort of
crackling noise behind me.
Initially I did not pay it much
attention because it sounded
exactly like an empty Diet Coke
bottle taken from a warm room
sounds like when tossed into the
recycling bin. As the bottle
cools and contracts it make such
a noise when rubbing against
other stuff.
The only trouble is this
noise seemed to go on too long -
a cooling and contracting bottle
only makes the noise in fits and
starts. I listened more
carefully and realised it was
not coming from the recycling
bin, but a blue tote bin that
was filled with all sorts of
stuff that, I soon learned,
included some well past it's use
by date food. I can't even
remember why it was in there,
but it had stayed in there
because there was other junk on
top of it.
The only explanation for
the noises was a mouse in there.
I had known there was a mouse in
the kitchen, and had seen in for
fractions of a second twice, but
mostly from seeing it's
droppings here and there. The
simplest way to get rid of the
mouse was to take the box
outside, turn it on it's side,
and let the mouse find it's own
way out into the great outdoors
- where, in my opinion, it
should be.
I didn't actually see the
mouse run off, but half an hour
later I turned the box upside
down, and could then see the
chewed up packets, dropping and
other debris. It is somewhat
ironic that I also saw a pair of
mousetraps still in their
original wrapping. I salvaged
those, but after donning an old
pair of rubber gloves, I put
everything else in a bin liner,
and put it in the wheelie bin.
The tote box needs a good scrub,
but I have left it outside for
now so it might, but probably
won't get it's first wash from
the rain that is not actually
forecast in the next few weeks
or more.
Like the day before, I
part amused myself by ripping
more CDs that I found, and
didn't appear in my mp3 music
collection on my PC. Later on,
when I had ripped all those CDs
I got out my back up hard disks
to copy all the new stuff to the
master and slave backups. I was
surprised to find that I had
already ripped all but 2 of
those CDs ages ago, but hadn't
kept a copy on my PC hard disk.
It turned out all that work was
a waste of time.
I think the only
afternoon snack I had was some
of the sticks of Polish made
peppered pork Kabanos. Maybe I
had some salted peanuts as well,
but I am less sure about that.
Halfway through watching an
episode from the original
(first) series of Star Trek my
thoughts turned to lunch. I had
a sausages and mash ready meal
in the fridge, and it said 30
minutes cooking time in an oven
- just right to be ready to eat
with the 6 O'clock BBC News (I
actually gave it an extra 10
minutes to cool off a bit).
The news was not terribly
interesting, and the ready meal
was not very tasty. The sausage
looked authentic, but the words
"emulsified offal tube" (from an
episode of Yes Prime Minister)
came to mind. It was not bad,
but it was not good either. I
definitely needed a dessert
after it, and my dessert was
some fruit. I had one big orange
that had been left on the side
for too long, and was starting
to dry up (but not go off). I
also had a large conference pear
and a nectarine. The nectarine
was definitely a disappointment.
It seemed slightly soft as if
ripe, but around the stone it
was almost green, very hard, and
very acid.
I amused myself with some
reading and some TV before bed.
The last thing I watched was a
seemingly often repeated edition
of Have I Got News For You from
2017. It was still funny in
parts, but not as enjoyable as
many other editions. It finished
at 10pm and I then went to bed
where I read for about an hour,
but I had some interruptions. As
I lay in bed I felt like I might
need a poo. It turned out that I
did, but it wasn't much, and I
was soon back in bed.
Even before I got to bed
again I felt some more
discomfort. I thought that maybe
it was just a few farts brewing
up, and indeed I do one, but
then my courage failed and I
went to the toilet again. I did
far again, but that was followed
without pause a rather large
poo. It was just one notch away
from being diarrhoea - very
soft, but not liquid. There was
so much that weighed 300gm less
afterwards. (I had the presence
of mind to weigh myself before
and after).
It was one of those times
when you can't be sure if you
have actually finished, but I
went back to bed, and after a
while I seemed to feel OK, and
found I could relax enough to
get to sleep. I think that was
around midnight. My night was
dominated by what seemed like a
very long dream, but judging
from the way the background and
the characters changed, it must
have been a lot of shorter
dreams on a common theme.
That theme was set just
before I had retired. In the
dream I seemed to have been sent
to a different work location. It
was supposed to be a very secure
place where everyone was
supposed to wear security
badges, and all the doors were
supposed to be closed and
guarded, but it was my first
day, and I hadn't been issued
with a badge, and all the doors
seemed to be open and unguarded.
I could, and did, come and go
freely.
The actual workplace was
a sort of mix of repair
workshop, a telephone exchange,
and factory stuff. Despite it
being my first day I seemed to
have my own bench already set up
in the way I like it - a
carefully curated mess. One
interesting thing was a sort of
unofficial dump area where the
staff could dump their old
electronic stuff like mobile
phones so that anyone could take
them for re-use or as sources of
spares. I found some memory
cards there and checked a few
out. They were maybe on the
small side, but still in good
working order. One had obviously
been dumped by my old workmate
(in real life) Stefan - who came
from Germany. I found a video of
him with some sort of amateur
band playing some rock music
with German lyrics.
I am unsure if it was
lunchtime or home time, but I
was walking out with a few
people, and one of them was my
supervisor or manage. He
mentioned that I would get my
security badge and everything
else once I had been checked out
and vetted. It was supposed to
take a few weeks. By coincidence
that was when I had secretly
decided I would retire. It
amused me to think the company
would go through all that
trouble only for me to say
goodbye !
I seemed to pee in large
quantities through the night,
although maybe less frequently
than most nights. The reason for
most of it was that I had drunk
almost a litre of chilled water
last night. Maybe it is because
it is not fizzy, or maybe
because it is chilled, probably
both, but I find it a great
delight to swig it down in big
quantities. I even had a very
big pee when In got up. That was
handy because when I got on the
scales I found I had lost 300gm
(the scales were a bit twitchy
deciding their final result, and
I think they were deciding on
300 or 400gm.
All that peeing could
have suggested high blood
glucose, but it seems the litre
of water was more likely the
real reason. The Contour blood
glucose meter said 7.2mmol/l,
the same very good reading as
the day before. The GlucoRX
meter also gave the same reading
as the day before, an also very
good 7.5mmol/l. I was hoping the
Sinocare meter would also show
the same as the day before, but
instead of being even lower it
was a lot higher. It read
8.4mmol/l (and a second attempt
read much higher still).
That meter must use some
different chemistry, or at least
is very differently sensitive to
my blood chemistry.
The main thing on the
agenda today is my regular
lunchtime visit to the Jolly
Farmers pub, but before that
there is unfinished business -
the laundry I started yesterday.
Before I sat down to eat my
breakfast, and then to start
writing this, I wrung out the
detergent, and did two rinses.
Maybe that should be one and a
half rinses. After winging out
that will complete rinse two.
There is now one rinse and the
fabric conditioner to do before
hanging it up to dry. I will dry
it indoors.
It should be 16° C when I
go out, and in only a slight
breeze that should be warm
enough for no coat, but it seems
to be, or at least forecasts
says it will be a bit breezy,
and that will make it feel
cooler. Plus it will seem cooler
if the sun has gone in - which
is happening every now and then
at the moment. I think I will
wear my sleeveless denim jacket.
It will help keep my back warm,
plus more importantly it has
pockets to carry extra stuff
like my small Nikon camera. If
yesterday is anything to go by,
my legs have lost their
enthusiasm again, and so I will
probably get the train there and
back again - even if that only
shortens the walk by around 10
to 15%.