07:57 BST
Yesterday's weather was very bland:
It wasn't hot and it wasn't cold. It
wasn't wet, and it was not very
sunny, although there were many
sunny spells. The temperature was
forecast to peak at 23° C, and I
think that was correct.
Instead of today starting with
sunny spells, it started rather dull,
and there has been some rain, as
evidenced by the ground being wet.
Although a few months ago it would be
considered mild, or even warm, at this
time of the year 17° C (as I write
this) feels chilly. It looks like it
is going to be a very miserable day.
There may be no sign of the sun until
5pm, and I have my doubts about that.
With luck it should stay dry for the
rest of the day. After this chilly
start the temperature may reach 25° C
by 6pm...maybe. The latest revision to
the forecast does now show rain for
9am. Tomorrow may be a far better day.
There could be sunny spells all day
long, and after another cool (17° C)
start the temperature may quickly rise
to 27° C.
I think yesterday could
be described as a good day despite a
few negative aspects. It was a day
when I got some exercise, washed some
clothes, and finally took delivery of
my first order from Aliexpress - the
protective cover for my Honor 200
Smart.
One of the things about
yesterday morning was that at least 2,
maybe 3 hours after getting up I had
my first poo. It did seem to be
reasonable sized, but I was left with
a feeling that there would be more to
come. As usual, after I finished
writing yesterday's piece I had my
usual lie down and read for a while.
After that I intended to have a
shower, but before that I wanted to
check to see if there was any
information about my expected parcel
delivery.
Before I could do that check I
felt like maybe there was some sort of
movement, and maybe I might do a
second poo of the day. I did, and it
was a very large amount. It seemed
like either I had eaten for three the
day before, which I am sure I didn't,
or I had not gone as much as I should
in the previous few days. I think that
was actually the case. I felt much
better for it, and I was feeling good
to go for a walk as soon as I had had
my shower and checked for updates
about my parcel.
I didn't have set route in mind
when I started walking, although I had
a few ideas of extending it once I got
as far as Ladywell. I opted for the
shorter of several options because I
seemed to be getting hints that I
needed to go to the toilet, for
another poo. I didn't think there
could have been anything left in me,
but it seems my bottom knew otherwise.
It was not a mad dash home -
partly because it was not an urgent
feeling, but mostly because I was
walking near my fastest for a long
walk. 2.1mph is a bit faster than I
was managing a week or two ago,
although on at least one occasion I
did manage 2.2mph.
My walking route was
slightly extended past Ladywell
Station rather than my recent there
and back route. I was curious to see a
particular road - Malyons Terrace. It
was a road I had seen a very old
picture of, but just could not place
it, and even wondered if it still
existed. I does still exist !
Malyons Terrace is a very short
and very narrow road. At first
glance it looks like the sort of new
road built at the same time as a new
housing estate built on a tiny pocket
of land, but I think it may easily
date back to over 100 years old. Where
there are new looking houses there
were some garages according to one
account I read. The older houses on
the right, about halfway down the road
I think are original.
My walk looped around the other
side of the railway, and went through
a rather bland park which I think
remains unnamed. It is one one side of
Slagrove Place. From there I cut
through a couple of alleys to come out
near what I believe is now a
specialised college, but used to be a
workhouse and laundry. In front of
that there is what is now an extension
of Ladywell Fields. It was once fenced
off as part of the grounds of the
workhouse.
It has some odd looking mounds
that seem like they may have once been
burial pits, possibly dating back to
the back death. One such mound made a
great foreground for the picture of
some very weird, almost sinister
looking trees. I have no idea what
sort of trees they are. They may be
some sort of evergreen. I didn't have
time to get a close up look at them.
It is possible they are slowly being
killed by ivy, or maybe they are just
weird.
There is a sort of part paved
track/road that leads to the college,
and passes the front of The Ladywell
Centre - a non secure mental health
centre which is part of Lewisham
Hospital - at least I think it is. One
both sides of the paved bit of road
are some newly planted (Winter
2022/2023, which seems recent in the
life of a tree) crab apple trees. I
think there are 6 or 7 of them, and
they are all loaded with tiny little,
marble sized crab apples. They are too
hard and sour to be eaten raw, but I
think they can be cooked and eaten, or
maybe fermented and drunk.
As I walked to the curly wurly
footbridge over the railway the idea
that I might need the toilet for a poo
seemed to be getting more imperative.
It might have been foolhardy to not
rush too much, but it was quite safe
(than goodness). I spent a few moments
of the top of the bridge getting my
breath back, and taking some pictures
of a passing train. Over on the other
side of the bridge I spent a few
minutes trying to get a picture of a
butterfly. It kept teasing me by
seeming to settle, but flying off
again as soon as I got my camera
pointed at it.
When walking from home to the
Curly Whirly footbridge (it has
circular ascending ramps one either
side to make it accessible for bikes,
prams and wheelchairs) I can usually
walk fairly fast non stop, but I can't
seem to manage that in the homeward
direction. I needed one short stop to
get my breath back before I got home.
Once home I stripped off my outdoor
clothes before going to the toilet.
It seems I didn't need to poo
then, but I did have a pee. Before I
put on my indoor clothes I got on the
scales. My weight was low, but lower
than any time in the last few years.
It was actually exactly the same as my
weight on the the morning of my
birthday, last Sunday, before my
"celebrations ruined everything. I
next checked my blood glucose, just
using the Contour meter. It said it
was 9.9mmol/l - higher than it had
been in the morning, and I definitely
could not have any lunch.
I did have a couple of light
weight nibbles - just 3 or 4 of the
notably low sugar flatbreads I had
bought on Sunday morning. Having
something to nibble made selecting and
editing the pictures I have used a bit
easier. Maybe it also helped to very
slightly relax me as I waited to find
out when my parcel/packet would be
delivered. At 14:43 I was notified my
packet would be delivered between
14:30 and 16:30 - or in other words 13
minutes
after the earliest
possible time.
The delivery actually took
place at 15:38. In the run up to that
time I became increasingly
uncomfortable when that earlier desire
to go to a poo restarted, and
restarted in a more aggressive way. It
got to the point where I dared not
wait any longer, and had to go to the
toilet. I was just half way through a
medium sized, and medium softness
deposit when my packet was delivered !
The packet was just a strong
plastic envelope around the protective
case for my new phone. As such it went
through the letterbox with plenty of
room to spare, and the courier didn't
even bother to ring the doorbell. I
was going to show a picture of the
protective case, but I couldn't think
of a camera angle that would show much
- it is just a soft plastic shell that
clips over the back and sides of the
phone. It makes the phone less
slippery to handle, and should protect
it from smaller drops that might
otherwise crack the display.
I had one more thing to do
after I had had a bit of lie down, and
almost had a snooze. It was to get
back to the washing I had left
soaking, but time seemed to be running
away from me. It was almost time to
cook my dinner (or heat it in the
microwave), and the allow it 20
minutes to cool down before eating
while watching The BBC 6 O'clock news.
That dinner was 10 days passed it's
use by date, but seemed OK. It was a
calorie controlled ready meal of
chicken in mushroom sauce with new
potatoes and green beans. Despite it's
age it seemed OK, although maybe the
green beans might have tasted very
slightly odd.
Star Trek: Voyager was a semi
interesting episode. It was about
recover a 300 year old space probe
that had landed on an alien planet. I
could not recall ever seeing it
before, but after about 10 minutes it
all came flooding back, but I watched
it anyway. Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
was not a good episode, and I left it
showing while I went and finished the
laundry I had left in soak in the
morning.
I started doing that laundry
with some reluctance because I seemed
to feel a bit stiff. I thought I would
do a couple of rinses, and then get
back to it. In fact it seemed easier
going than expected, but then I had to
stop just before the fabric
conditioner stage because I needed to
pee. After a 10 of 15 minute break I
got back to it. I was going to hang it
up to dry indoors, and so I had to
give everything - two t-shirts and
about 7 pairs of underpants - an extra
strong hand wringing out so it didn't
drip after hanging it up. I left it
all dry aided by my desk fan blowing
at it during the night.
I finished in time to see the
climax of the Deep Space Nine episode,
if you can call a load of semi boring
old tosh a climax. After that I
watched an edition of Have I Got news
For You on Dave. That finished at 10pm
and I went straight to bed. I was
going to read for a bit, but I think I
only managed a single page before it
felt like time to put the book down,
turn out the light, and rather quickly
fall asleep.
I didn't seem to wake as
frequently as usual to have a pee, and
when I did I seemed to pee less than
usual. It suggested my blood glucose
might be quite low, but that was no
the case. One thing about last night
was that it got fairly cool in the
night. I kept the window shut, and
that kept the warmth in. It was around
4am when I woke up feeling rather
cool. My bedroom thermometer said it
was almost still my comfortable
sleeping temperature. After I while In
treated myself of half an hour of the
fan heater on low. I woke up to it
feeling a bit too warm !
That lack of peeing in the
night (or so it seemed) did have one
immediate effect, or maybe lack of
effect. When I weighed myself I found
I had lost 400gm, which is good, but I
expected more after so much pooing,
eating so little, and the 1.6 mile
walk. Oh well, at least the
trend is still in a downward
direction. If I am careful I may be
able to show the doctor a picture of
an almost record low weight when I see
him tomorrow morning.
All my hopes of a good blood
glucose reading were dashed when I did
the first check using the Contour
meter. It read 8.8mmol/l. That is
acceptable, but I was hoping for
better. The GlucoRX meter was actually
a little bit better with a reading of
8.7mmol/l. As expected, the Sinocare
meter had it's own ideas about it, and
showed a reading of 9.0mmol/l. That
gets colour coded pink in my
spreadsheet, and although not a lot
higher than the other two, the pink
makes it stand out as semi high. real
high would get colour coded red, and
even higher still would be brown.
I think I got to sleep early
enough, but I did get up before 6am
this morning. Maybe it is that, or
maybe it is just the cool, very dull,
and damp morning that seems to have
sucked all the energy out of me this
morning. Once I have finished writing
this I will have my usual lie down,
and if I feel myself drifting off into
a snooze I will do nothing to fight
it. I might even encourage it.
Later on I will have a shower,
and I think I will have a shave and
wash my hair. It will save doing the
latter two when I get up tomorrow. My
time will be at a premium because I
have to be at the surgery at 9.30am. I
doubt I will be able to write much
before I have to go out, but I will
finish it when I get back - assuming
the doctor doesn't want to send me off
for urgent tests or something equally
irritating.
Later on this morning, or maybe
early afternoon, may see the day
brightening up a bit, and definitely
warmer (but probably muggy). I may
have to grit my teeth to get me
started, but I feel I ought to do more
exercise today. I am think I might try
and do another 3 mile walk, but using
a route where it is easy to cut the
walk short and head for home if it
feels like the best idea.