08:38 BST
Yesterday
felt cooler, but that might have
just been me because my thermometers
agreed with the forecast of 28° C,
and that was the same as the day
before. Apart from getting the
temperature right, the forecast got
much else wrong. The morning was
lightly overcast, at least enough to
make the day slightly dim, and
completer hide the sun. It was
probably midday before the sun
appeared. It started with a couple
of hours of sunny spells, and after
that the sun was out most of the
time.
One thing that didn't appear in
any forecast I saw, was that we had
some light rain at 4am this morning.
It was enough to make the road look
thoroughly wet. It may have been
before 6am when sunny spells started,
and the forecast says we should still
be having sunny spells. The current
one seems to be going on a very long
time... I think the temperature dipped
several degrees below the quoted
starting figure of 19° C. It
definitely seemed quite cold in the
night prior to 4am, and the start of
the rain. Today only 25° C, and so it
should be less sweaty and sticky
today. There are quite a few times on
the forecast where no rain is shown,
but several hours carry low chances of
rain, and 2pm shows a 20% chance of
rain. That is high enough that maybe
we will see passing shower. It is
certain there will be rain after
midday tomorrow, although the morning
should be bright with sunny spells.
Only 20° C is expected, and that will
probably feel quite cool after some
the recent highs of 30° C and more.
I seemed to be almost back to
normal yesterday - except for one
thing. It was like I was moving in
slow motion. Many hours would pass by
with no real feeling of passing time.
It was a surprise to me that I managed
to get everything, including me, ready
for a beer tasting session in the
afternoon with Jodie.
Yesterday I wrote one of my
shorter pieces. It was 1,661 words.
Even that feels like a lot compared to
how much I used to write -
particularly when I was writing at
work while being paid to do other
stuff ! Exactly one year ago (
subpages/journal/2015/July_2015.html#14)
I only wrote 1,325 words. I think that
was probably around the average in
those days. It is probably only since
I retired, and had nothing better to
do that I developed verbal diarrhoea.
The result of my perception of
time going slowly was that while I did
finish writing a little bit early, I
should have finished writing a lot
earlier. It would be nice to think
that I would have spent more time at
the job, and made less typos and
spelling errors, but as usual I don't
dare eat my own dog food (aka reading
my own words !)..... Well actually I
sometimes skim a few bit and correct
the worst blunders.
After I finished writing I
still had my usual lie down, and I
read for half an hour. I think I
almost fell asleep, and maybe I did,
but I can't be sure. After that rest I
should have been ready for action,
with a full head of steam, or some
such metaphor, but it seem I wasn't.
It took a bit of time to get back to
the bucket of underpants I was
washing. They had soaked in detergent
for something silly like 24 hours.
Once I got back to them I wrung them
out, and got them in the first rinse
water.
After the first rinse I wrung
them all out again, and got them into
the second rinse water. Once they were
hanging up to dry I counted I had
washed 10 pairs of underpants, but
hanging them up to dry would come
later. I found bending over to pluck
each pair out of the bucket, to wring
it our, was more tiring than a few
t-shirts - even if there was more
material in, say, 3 -t-shirts. After
two lots of wringing out I downed
tools and had a rest - and an early
lunch.
Lunch was just sliced Red
Leicestershire cheese on rice
crackers. With the clock ever
advancing I still didn't rush, and I
had a rest to let my lunch settle.
Then it was back to the laundry, and
this time I didn't stop until I had
done two more rinses, and then fabric
conditioner. I could have dried them
on the washing line, but opted to dry
them on the big clothes horse in the
front room - which was quite warm from
the sun we were now getting.
I finally was able to wash
myself. Ideally I should have washed
my hair. It was a bit greasy from
sweat, but by now I was starting to
run out of time. I just had a shower
before drying off and putting some
clothes on suitable for visitors. On
the assumption that Jodie could be
here as early as 3pm I rushed to wash
and polish the glasses - rinsed but
not really washed since Thursday's
drinking session. One thing I
had done a bit earlier was to shuffle
some of the bottles and cans around in
the fridges, and squeeze in some more
beers from my recent beer order.
Jodie actually arrived just
after 3.30pm. She seemed in a more
talkative frame of mind yesterday. It
had been my intention to drink less,
and also lower alcohol beers
yesterday, but I started with a lager
before Jodie even arrived. Some of the
beers I had were low to moderate
alcohol content, and one was a 10%
beer !!! It did feel like I got less
drunk than typical, but the only
evidence for that was that I managed
to resist a food frenzy at the end.
Jodie left to get a train just
before 6pm (she was getting the 6:13pm
train). It was then that I could have
eaten far too much, but as I say, I
was still able to resist doing that.
However my choices for dinner were not
exactly super healthy. I had two lots
of instant noodles - one was from
Poundstretcher, and was "Oriental beef
flavour" and came in it's own
pot/beaker. The other was an Aldi
branded Nissin pot noodle - Peking
duck flavour. After the beer
they both tasted rather wonderful.
I think I watched the BBC News
Channel while I ate my dinner. It was
not an interesting experience -
possibly because it seemed to be world
news, and that is less interesting
than national, or local/London news.
There were bits of pieces on other
channels that I dipped in and out of,
but in the end I think I watched one
episode of QI, and one edition of Have
I Got News For You. There was a second
edition on after, but that did not
finish until 11pm, and I was feeling
tired.
I was reading in bed very soon
after 10pm, and I maybe managed half a
dozen pages (or maybe only 3 pages - I
can't remember accurately) before I
put the book down and was soon asleep.
Last night was a trick night. It
seemed to get very cool by the early
hours of this morning, but then seemed
to warm up again. I went to sleep with
the window open, the curtains not
fully drawn, and the fan on. By 2 or
3am I had, in staged, closed the
window, closed the curtains, and
turned the fan off.
Maybe my sensation of it being
hot or cold was affected by two
things. One is the usual changes of
body temperature in the night, and the
other was probably more to do with
realising that at around 1am I had
quite a hangover. I don't seem to
suffer from many hangovers these days,
but maybe that is because I somehow
manage to sleep through the worst. I
did not last night. I was feeling
dreadful at around 1am, and I didn't
know if I wanted more fresh air or
less.
I think my hangover had faded
down to almost nothing by 3am, and
that was when I seemed to think I had
overdone the fresh air, and allowed my
bedroom to get almost cold. A glance
at my room thermometers showed that my
room was actually quite warm, and it
was just me think it was cold. The
feeling meant I seemed to sleep very
lightly, and I was easily woken by the
sound of rain hitting the window at
4am.
I had two dream that I wanted
to recount this morning, but only a
little bit of one of them seems to
have left any memory. In the dream I
seemed to have spent the afternoon
with a young girl (where young = mid
twenties these days). I think we had
been walking around a park. I was
escorting her back home when at a
certain point she told me to leave her
and go away. That was a bit sad
because we had been getting on so
well.
The explanation of what was
happening was a bit vague, or at least
short of one important detail. It
seemed that she was effectively
"owned" by a very bad man. I had to
sort of read between the lines, but it
seems that her father was a very
strict religious man, and forbid her
to associate with anyone who didn't
live up to his high (and probably very
warped|) ideal, and had been known to
get people beaten up if he thought
they were getting to close to his
daughter. It is very sad that there
are people like that in this world,
but until people stop believing in sky
fairies it will never end.
I woke up at 5am, and I did not
expect to sleep again, but I did, and
I know I did because I had another
dream. I can't remember if anything
happened before the bit I remember, or
if anything happened after, although
the dream probably ended with me
waking up. In the dream I seemed to be
visiting someone, probably a friend,
at his place of work. His work
included repairing satellite phones.
he had a phone that he had repaired,
It seemed to be long and thin with a
long and thin display. He was making a
test call, and although it didn't
connect, the phone display was showing
the cost of the call, and it was going
up at around 10p per second ! That was
sort of scary, but also fascinating.
This morning I can probably
blame the beer directly for another
increase in weight. I seem to have put
on 600gm, and that despite some fairly
big pees in the last half of my sleep.
I can't think of any single thing I
ate that could be responsible
for that rise, although I suppose it
could be a cumulative thing, but maybe
that 10% beer played it's part - but
not by making me eat more.
While my weight was up again,
my blood glucose...errr, was not down
as I was about to say. It was actually
up a tiny bit, but still very good.
The Contour meter read 6.9mmol/l, and
that was indeed extremely good, but
not quite a good as the day before.
The GlucoRX meter read 7.2mmol/l, and
that was up a little bit compared to
yesterday. The Contour Plus meter read
7.6mmol/l, and that was also up a
little bit. The average of all three
was 7.23 compared to 6.93 yesterday.
Today was lower than 2 and 3 days ago,
and even those two days were very good
compared to most days last month.
My definite plans for today are
very simple. I will be waiting in for
the postman. He usually arrived near
midday, and and he should have a small
packet for me. It will just be two
packets of test strips for my Contour
blood glucose meter - necessary, but
not terribly exciting. If I don't have
a shower before he comes I will have a
shower after. Then I will go shopping
in Tesco. In some ways, tomorrow being
a cooler and duller day, would be a
better day for shopping, and today,
being brighter and warmer, would be a
potentially good day for a walk
somewhere. Maybe I might end up doing
a walk a today, but one reason against
it is that it was also be prudent to
wash a few t-shirts and a couple of
pairs of undepants before I left them
build up again.