09:13 BST
The
weather forecast for yesterday
showed a string of thunderstorms
from 11am to 7pm, and I heard and
saw not a single hint of a
thunderstorm. There was some heavy
rain first thing in the morning,
when none was shown on the forecast,
and there were lighter showers
around midday and 6pm (although I am
not certain about the latter). In
the middle of the forecast for
thunder and lightning we had some
sunshine instead. The prediction of
a late afternoon high of 21° C was
probably correct.
As I write this (9:40pm) it is
bright outside, and there have been a
few thin rays of sunshine, but earlier
on when sunny spells were forecast it
seemed very dull. The next thing in
the forecast is light rain from 3pm to
7pm. It is anyone's guess if we see
this or not. The temperature should
reach a peak of 20° C by 1pm, and it
may stay there until 4pm when it will
start to fall again. It will be
another quite cool night, but some
(possible) sunshine in the morning may
help the day warm up a bit. The
afternoon may be dull, but sunny
spells may resume again at 5pm. At 6pm
the temperature may peak at a none too
impressive 22° C for one single hour.
It is possible some weather more
suited to summer may return in the
middle of next week.
Yesterday was one of those days
when it felt like I was very busy
doing very little. It did end with a
good, if slightly miserable, booze up,
but I can't really say there was any
highlight yesterday. Maybe managing to
get one more photo album of The Badger
Band was the highlight of the day.
When I think back to yesterday
I can't really say why I could not get
a lot more done. I suppose I ought to
blame it on my extended Wednesday
boozing session, but although I drunk
just over double what I would usually
drink, I didn't feel drunk enough to
believe I could have a hangover
yesterday, but I guess that is what
happened. It must be another aspect of
old age. Once upon a time you get up
the next morning, and say, yes, that
is definitely a terrible hangover.
These days it is more like someone has
painlessly stuffed my brain with
cotton wool.
The odd thing is that I thought
I finished writing earlier than usual
yesterday - even though I said I had
written 2,664 words. That is a bit
longer than most days. When I finished
writing I face the dilemma that I had
so much to do, and yet I felt really
tired. I gave in to that idea, and I
laid on my bed reading, and I am
pretty sure I had a snooze, although I
have no idea how long I might have
slept - somewhere between 2 minutes
and an hour !
What I do remember is feeling
mildly hungry, and although not quite
time for lunch, it was well past
elevenses time. I gave in and had
something to eat, although I am not
sure what. I am sure I had coleslaw
and flatbread crackers at some point,
and it might have been for a late
elevenses/early starter for lunch.
After eating I felt the desire to lie
down again. I don't specifically
remember it, but it is possible I had
another snooze.
I do seem to like snoozing a
lot these days, and I have been
treating it as if it was traditional
in old age, but now I wonder if it is
more to do with my dodgy heart valve.
With sufficient distraction I don't
need, or have any rests, and I don't
think I feel any the worse for it -
unless that is the reason why I felt
bad yesterday, and this morning as
well !
Having let my almost-lunch
settle down I made the effort to start
the finish of the towel and shorts I
had left soaking in detergent for 24
hours or more......err, no, I did
manage one rinse the day before
yesterday after I had needed to use
the bath t wash me, and then put both
items back in clean rinse water.
Whether it was all the time it was in
the first rinse water, but I only
seemed to need another 3 or 4 rinses
before I decided I might as well hang
both items on the big clothes horse to
dry.
By that time I had missed
"official" lunch time, but it seemed a
fine time for a snack. I treated
myself to two small scoops
(approximately) of raspberry ice
cream. I nearly had some lemon ice
cream, but I was not sure I could
trust myself to not eat too much of
that. The raspberry ice cream is very
nice, but only about 73% as good as
the lemon ice cream. I am sure I ate
something else because what was
looming on the horizon was a Thursday
afternoon boozing session.
Jodie opted to get the bus here
because it was raining her end (it was
almost sunny here), and it was more
like 3:45pm when she arrived. Once we
started drinking I sent a text message
to Michael (he needs reminding every
week because he seems not to
understand, or believe what an open
invitation is), As usual he replied an
hour or more later to say he doubted
he would join us, but he seems to say
the same every week since his wife had
to be moved to a care home.
During the last week or so his
wife has been taken into hospital 3 or
4 times, and so Michael has been
spending hours there. I am unsure if
he came direct from the hospital, but
in doing so he would pass his own
house anyway. He had called at home to
grab a few beers from his fridge, and
his special beer mug. As usual he was
not happy, and was grateful to be able
to tell us all about it (although I
don't think Jodie paid much attention
to it all. He did go on for hours !
He was only interrupted when
Mark joined us prior to he and Jodie
going off to some bar and/or
restaurant. I must admit it was a big
relief to have a slight change of
topic. I feel we have a duty to
entertain Michael in his weeks of
need, but sometimes, perhaps most
times, I do end up drinking more to
soften the impact. Jodie, Mark, and
Michael left only just in time for me
to watch Star Trek: The Next
Generation (I had missed the news).
I watched enough TV to get me
through my dinner. Dinner was a tub of
cold Chicken and Chorizo pasta for
part 1. Part 2 was almost a full tub
of coleslaw with cheese and crisps. It
was very unhealthy, or I thought it
was, but maybe it was not that bad.
One thing I am fairly certain about is
that all that raw cabbage and carrot
will soon open my bowel to full flow.
It will be useful to completely empty
my system before spending much of
tomorrow at Petts Wood Calling.
Once I finished eating I
switched the TV off, and got back to
my photo editing. I did not have too
many picture to go through, and I may
have only found 3 picture worth using
out of maybe 30 snaps (some were
unusable by any metric). I got those
done, and breathed a great sigh of
relief.
I only propose showing a couple
of the pictures. This one shows five
sixths of the band. I shot it using my
wide angle, fisheye lens between two
of the annoying pillars at the front
of the stage (with the camera held
beyond the pillars). Those on the
outside of the picture show some
fisheye distortion, but I was aware of
that, and made the original picture
small enough that I could trim off the
outsides to leave what I show here.
On the Sunday, when these
pictures were taken, I tried harder to
get a group picture of the bands. This
one came out fairly OK. One thing the
sharp eye may notice is the socks and
shoes of the lady in pink are well
over exposed. As I keep complaining -
the light on the stage, although it
coming in from outside, is highly
variable. It made my life a
misery/ruined several potentially good
pictures when someone's face was over
exposed while their body was dark and
underexposed. In desperation that can
be partly corrected, but it saves a
lot of time to just ignore that
picture and hope the next is better.
I was feeling very tired when I
had finished the last picture of The
Badger Band (I still have three other
bands, and it doesn't look I will get
even one of them done by the end of
today). I'm not sure what time it was,
but I think it was probably before
10pm because I did check to see if QI
might have been worth watching - it
wasn't. I read for a while, but I may
still have been asleep by 10pm. The
only trouble was that I did not sleep
well last night.
The reasons for poor sleep
probably start with the start of my
hangover after the afternoon's boozing
session. All the coleslaw I ate was
giving hints of heartburn when I woke
up maybe an hour after getting to
sleep. I took some antacid tablets,
and tried for sleep again. I was soon
asleep, but I may have only slept for
an hour before I needed to get up for
a pee.
I am not certain of the order
of things, but one thing was probably
the first, and it was waking up
feeling cool, and putting the heater
on. Another reason to wake, which was
in addition to getting up to pee, was
waking up to the feeling of cramp
starting in both legs. Fortunately I
leapt out of bed, and had weight on my
legs before the cramp could do it's
most agonising pain. One time I woke
up feeling a bit short of breath. I
can't be sure but I think it was
probably a dream causing it instead of
anything like sleep apnoea.
I did have one dream near the
morning that I can describe mostly in
terms of the theme rather than the
action, although odd bits of action
still seem to have left some memory.
In the dream I still worked for a
famous telecommunications company. I
had been sent to the technical train
college near Old Street in east
London, and I was on a course of
advanced communication (how modern
telephone exchanges, and other stuff
is connected together).
I was not enjoying myself and
not bothering to learn anything -
although having said that, I don't
recall there were any actual
lessons. Some of the time I was
just bored stiff, but at other times I
was chatting to some of the others.
One person in particular was a pretty
young lady, and she seemed worried
that I didn't seem to be learning
anything. I confided in her that I was
actually 70 years old, and well past
retirement age, and that I was only
resisting retiring to see how much I
could get away with !
I think it was just before 5am
when I woke up from that dream. I
couldn't help thinking about it,
although I am not sure if I thought it
was good or bad. I may have been
trying to recover the memory of what
the young woman looked like. I
described her as pretty in the
previous paragraph, but I seem to have
no memory of what she actually looked
like. That, and trying to find a
comfortable position, caused at least
45 or more minutes of insomnia.
I did get back to sleep, and it
was almost 7am before I woke up
needing a pee. I had my pee, and a
small poo before weighing myself. It
did not look good. Fortunately after
counting out my pills and vitamin
tablets for the day, and before I ate
any breakfast, I had another pee, and
another poo. After weighing myself a
second time I found I had only put on
200gm since yesterday. It may not be
much, but it is yet another small
gain, and losts of small gains can add
up to big gains unless I am careful.
Two thirds of my blood glucose
readings were perfectly OK, even if
higher than hoped for. One reading was
awful. it was no surprise that all the
beer and food I ate yesterday would
have a negative affect, but why it was
so bad on just the one meter is a
mystery. The Contour meter read
8.3mmol/l, and that is good enough for
semi occasional times. The GlucoRX
meter read not that much different at
8.4mmol/l. It was the Contour Plus
meter that after some days partly
agreeing with the others, it has gone
off at the deep end with a reading of
9.3mmol/l. If the others had been
higher I might have been concerned,
but now I am just mystified as to what
the difference is that triggers these
unusually high readings.
This morning my weight may be a
little bit higher, but it is still a
lot lower than it has been for the
last couple months. My blood glucose
is nothing exceptional. My blood
pressure may even be very slightly low
at 101/48, but it has been much lower
at times. My body temperature is
perfect, and my blood oxygen
saturation is a very good 98%. For all
these good things, I still feel lousy
this morning, although I admit that I
have improved a lot since I got up.
The most obvious negative
feeling is aching joints. Most are
only a bit above being noticeable, but
my right wrist seems to be suffering
from repetitive strain injury from
using my computer mouse too much. I've
got a wrist support thing on at the
moment, and that is working well. It
is just coming up to 11:30am as I
write this, and while some aches have
diminished a lot, I still feel very
tired, and maybe even more tired than
earlier.
This is unfortunate on a day
when I have so much to do. I am going
to ignore the things I should be doing
(most importantly photo selecting and
editing), and once I have finished
this electronic diary (and I still
have to make up a page for August), I
am going to have a lie down, and if I
snooze then so much the better. later
on I will have a quick shower, and
then go shopping in Tesco.
Tomorrow I will mostly be
occupied with Petts Wood Caling, and
that could keep me out from before
midday to semi late in the evening. I
will need supplies from Tesco for a
light dinner tonight, and an easy late
evening dinner tomorrow (probably
ready made sandwiches). I will also
have to try and make tomorrow's
electronic diary (this) fairly brief,
but that might be easy because compare
to recent days, I will have little to
say.