09:05 BST
Yesterday's forecast
said full sunshine, and that was
approximately true until maybe mid
afternoon when it got a bit cloudy.
The temperature probably did peak at
19° C, but I don't know for how long,
and maybe not at 4pm as per the
forecast.
The first of October has
started in an autumnal way. So far it
has been mostly dull, and I did spot a
few drops of rain falling, although
that seems to have stopped now. The
big unknown is whether this afternoon
will feature the forecast sunny
spells. The afternoon is forecast to
only reach 17° C. The nights are
getting colder, and by the end of this
month we will probably see the first
frosts. Tomorrow may start at 11° C,
the same as this morning, but the day
may feature more sunshine, mostly as
sunny spells, and that could warm the
afternoon up to 19° C. Tomorrow could
end with rain, although the forecast
only shows drizzle and light rain.
Maybe only with the benefit of
hindsight, but yesterday was another
good day. Less good was that I seemed
to take a long time to recover from my
long walk the day before. I seemed to
feel quite tired through the day, but
not the sort of tired where I could
have long, or indeed any snoozes.
One of the first things I did
yesterday was to have my first full
dose of Mounjaro. The previous dose
was far too small, maybe a tenth of
the correct dose, because I couldn't
seem to follow the instruction
properly (and the tiny little pictures
were as good as useless). Setting up
the injection pen, and jabbing the
needle into my belly was easy this
time. It didn't hurt at all, and I
didn't get any negative reactions this
time. In fact I found it hard to
believe it was doing anything at all !
I am not sure all the sales
stuff about Mounjaro is that truthful
- how it works, and how it should make
you react to it. I think it does
mention, in small print, tucked away
in a corner, that you still need to
control your appetite, but in big
letters it says how it affects this
that and the other in your body. I was
sceptical about the whole thing until
I could experience it. It was lucky I
did try and keep to my diet that I
know can lose a couple of hundred
grams a day, on a good day.
I had thought that I could try
and skip breakfast, but as I noted
yesterday, I did have a small handful
of peanuts to help keep the cod liver
oil capsule, I take every morning,
down - I hate fishy burps ! It was
because I felt tired, and didn't
really fancy doing anything, that I
had a lot of time on my hands to
consider life, the universe,
everything and eating ! The latter was
a bit dangerous, and I thought that
maybe I had let my guard down a bit.
There was one thing I did do
that was very useful, and it was just
the one thing for the whole day. I
finished washing the two t-shirts and
half a dozen pairs of underpants. It
was a fairly small wash, and it should
have been easier than it was, but I
managed to do it with no breaks
(except stopping to have a pee). Both
the t-shorts were "Catford" t-shirts,
and I will be wearing one of them
later in the day when I go to the
Jolly Farmers.
After hanging up the laundry to
dry on the big clothes horse I
returned to me bedroom where I laid on
my bed to read and have a snooze - if
I could, but I couldn't. That gave me
too much time to think about lunchtime
and food. I didn't seem to feel any
different from taking the Mounjaro,
and I wondered if I should skip lunch.
I assumed the Mounjaro would kill my
appetite, but I just could not feel
any physical reasons not to eat a
lunch.
I did end up having a very
light lunch. I can't remember eating
anything than a small chunk of cheese,
but I think there was something else
too. The afternoon was worse. All I
could think about was food, and what I
could have for dinner. I would allow
that the Mounjaro might have
contributed 10%, but 90% was my own
will power, and that started crumbling
at the edges.
There is very little more to
say about the afternoon. I did try and
distract myself reading - mostly book,
but also stuff on the internet. I will
admit I was clock watching, and
waiting for 6pm when I could have
dinner and turn the TV on for the BBC
6 O'clock news. By about 5.30pm I was
still unaware of any changes from the
Mounjaro (although this morning it
does look like it was doing stuff I
could not detect). I took the view
that I ought to try and make it seem
worthwhile taking Mounjaro by
continuing the diet I have been doing
that I know loses small amounts of
weight most days.
Having said that, what I had
for dinner was a bit excessive, maybe
very excessive. The main course was
almost nothing more than a rack of BBQ
spare ribs. The only concession I made
was to only use about half of the
syrupy BBQ sauce on the ribs. I
probably should have eaten those ribs
with some vegetables or salad, but I
just enjoyed them (a lot) by
themselves.
My dessert was a semi safe bet,
but maybe not in the quantity I had.
It was Dubai Chocolate ice cream with
pistachio paste. It is double
extremely nice, and I have noted in
the past that it has very little
effect on my blood glucose despite
it's sugar content being quite high. I
meant to double check by reading the
ingredients on the tub, that it has
the magic ingredient Sodium Alginate
(that inhibits sugar take up in the
gut). The only problem was that it was
so amazingly delicious that I could
not stop eating it until I had eaten
all that was in the tub (maybe two
thirds of it).
It is hard to think if such a
dinner would mean that I wouldn't want
to eat any more for the rest of the
day. Mounjaro is supposed to slow down
the emptying of the stomach for a more
full feeling. I don't recall feeling
very full at all, but I also don't
recall feeling any hunger for any more
food.....but that is not unusual most
nights. It is part of the way I have
been losing small amounts of weight
all year, and longer.
I watched some assorted TV for
the rest of the evening. I can't quite
remember if I watched both QI and Have
I Got News For You. I know I was
probably going to do so, but I think
it was 10pm when I felt tired enough
to turn the TV off, and go to bed. My
bedroom was just at the perfect
temperature, and it didn't take long
to fall asleep. It was an almost
uneventful night, but I do remember a
snatch of dream, and it was not
pleasant.
I am unsure what I was doing in
the dream, but I think it was feeding
a cat, but it could have been myself.
I opened a can to be greeted by a
really unpleasant smell. It reminded
me when the scraps and leftovers from
school dinners were collected to be
used as pig food. After sitting in a
metal dustbin like can, possibly
stored in direct sunshine for some of
the day, that swill was pretty high,
and enough to cause you to gag.
The only other thing during the
night was waking up at about 2am, but
thinking it was 5am. It all feels
confusing now, but I think I may have
been awake for as much as an hour as I
tried to work out what was going on. I
wouldn't rule out that the whole thing
wasn't a dream. I guess I'll never
know. What is sure is that I woke up
again later than usual. I can't
explain why or how, but I think I felt
fairly good when I got up.
I had had a couple of largish
pees in the night, and I had another
when I got up, but apart from a bit of
wind I couldn't seem to pass a poo. I
feel I should have a poo, but it does
not feel uncomfortable - apart from
the hope that something happens before
I want to go out. A bit later, after
counting out my vitamins and pills for
the day, I went to the toilet again.
Once again there was a smidgin of
wind, and medium amount of pee.
I was not expecting anything
exciting when I got on the scales a
second time, but it was rather good.
It seems that although I had broken a
few rules, but only a bit, I had
actually lost 700gms. It is rare I can
lose that amount in one day (unless a
long walk was involved as well). It
seems the Mounjaro did do something,
although I am not sure what. If it
helps me manage that much each day
then in 30 days I would be very near
my target weight.
It seems the Mounjaro had also
carried out it's other, less headline,
job. This morning the Contour Meter
read 6.8mmol/l. It has been very rare
to get a reading that low in ages. The
GlucoRX meter read even better, just
6.4mmol/l. That is possible considered
"normal" for a non diabetic person.
The new GlucoFix meter gave the worst
reading, but 6.9mmol/l is still
marvellously good. It is another week
until I take my next dose, and I
wonder if it can keep this up for the
rest of this first week ?
This morning I had a breakfast
of two small packets of instant
noodles, the Korean kimchi flavour
packets that claim zero sugar content.
I think it might be prudent to check
my blood glucose before I go out, and
maybe take a couple of full sugar
biscuits with me in case I start to
feel weird because of my blood glucose
dipping too low. It is one of the
dangers that the leaflet with the
Mounjaro warns about.
All being well, once have
washed my hair, and had a shower, I
will be walking through the park,
probably via Ladywell station to pick
up a couple of copies of The Metro,
and then on to The Jolly Farmers. It
could be a little jollier than some
days because I think I will take along
the bottle of Aldi cognac to get an
expert opinion about it from Ayse.
I'll let her keep it, if she wants it,
because I can't really say I like it
(plus rumour has it that Brandy
contains a lot of sugar, and that
would not be good for me).