The sky
is definitely cloudy enough that
light rain at 8am, as shown in the
forecast above, does seem very
possible. However the clouds are
starting to dissipate, and we
should/could soon see some sunny
spells, and from midday there
could be full sunshine (which I
find hard to believe). The
sunshine should raise the
afternoon temperature to 26° C. It
looks like it will be another cold
night with the temperature down to
15° C. The cold start to tomorrow
may not last long because full
sunshine is forecast for the first
hours of the morning. From 10am
some light cloud will return, and
the rest of the daylight hours may
only see sunny spells. Tomorrow
afternoon may see 25° C.
I described much of
tomorrow morning, after I got back
from the surgery, and there is no
more to add to that - except one
thing. I was told I could pick up
my next repeat prescription if I
went to the pharmacy after 5pm,
but I couldn't be bothered to go
out again. One reason for that was
that I was not feeling good -
which isn't quite the same as
feeling bad. I seemed to be
lacking in enthusiasm by then, and
decided it would make no
difference if I went to the
pharmacy this morning. There also
a feeling like there is a better
chance of the prescription being
made up, and ready to take away
this morning.
I could describe how I felt
after my visit to the surgery in
one of two ways, and I am not sure
which one is more valid. On the
one hand I felt tired after
rushing to and from the surgery.
On the other hand it felt like the
most important thing of the day
had been done, and I could sort of
freewheel for the rest of the day.
I like the idea that I was
just freewheeling because it is a
more posh way of saying that I did
bugger all for the rest of the
day. I did genuinely feel sort of
tired, and lacking in energy, and
of course that put the dampers on
feeling like doing anything. I
guess both definitions are right.
If what I measured in my morning's
(this morning) health readings is
anything to go by then what I
mostly did was to eat too much
yesterday.
Oddly enough it never
seemed like I was eating too much,
and maybe it was just a couple of
poor choices. I definitely felt
quite peckish by lunchtime, but I
don't recall eating much more than
4 mini port pies. I may have eaten
some ice cream, and I have an idea
that I ate a small chocolate bar.
That would not have done me much
good.
I spent most of my
afternoon laying on my bed
reading. There were several times
when I felt my eyes starting to
close, and I did not fight it - I
had no reason to. I may have
snoozed for over an hour, and
possibly 2 hours once some of the
briefer spells of sleep are added
up. I am unsure why I needed so
much sleep. It was almost as if I
needed the sleep as part of the
cure for something I didn't know I
had.
I was broken out of my
comfort zone at 6pm. I wanted to
watch the BBC 6pm news as I
usually do every day now. I turned
on the TV, and the electronic
programme guide said I should be
watching the news, but all I could
see were a load of silly men
kicking a ball around. Just to add
insult to injury, there was an
electronic "sticker" on my screen
saying I should buy a TV licence.
It is a shame that I received my
new TV licence a couple of day
ago, although it is feeling a lot
like a big rip off if the
advertise one thing, the news, and
show some other crap instead. I
should demand my money back with
extreme prejudice !
I was maybe prevented from
declaring all out nuclear war on
the BBC because I was enjoying a
nice dinner while getting a poor
substitute for the usual national
and then London news by watching
the BBC news channel on Freeview.
I say enjoying dinner, but I was
only
just enjoying it. It
was a ready prepared, and stick it
in the oven for a full hour, pork
with crackling. I ate it with some
boiled sweet potato - which seemed
nicer than the pork. The pork was
"nice" but I was expecting
ambrosia, and maybe it would have
been if I had started cooking it
from raw ingredients. Maybe the
worst thing was the sachet of
apple sauce. It was definitely
apple flavoured, but I think it
may have been 75% sugar - probably
corn syrup.
I can't seem to remember if
I had any ice cream as a dessert.
I don't think I did. Maybe I knew
that the apple sauce would be very
bad for me. After dinner I watched
more TV, but despite all the
snoozing I had done in the
afternoon, I seemed to be feeling
quite sleepy, and I headed to bed
before I had run out of things to
watch. I intended to spend some
time reading in bed, but I decided
not to fight the sleepy feeling. I
doubt it was much after 10pm, and
possibly earlier, when I fell into
what may have been a deep sleep.
I don't remember anything
of my sleep until I woke up a
little after 3am. Principally I
needed a pee, but I had a great
deal of trouble trying to get back
to sleep. My bedroom temperature
had fallen to that very
inconvenient figure (which I can't
really put a number on) where it
seems really chilly without the
duvet, and sweaty hot under the
duvet. I suspect I did get some
sleep as I experimented with
different limbs left uncovered by
the duvet in the hope I might find
the golden combination.
Mostly it felt like I had
no sleep for the rest of the
night. I think I got up, or at
least stopped trying to sleep,
just before 6am. One
additional problem was that sort
of halfway stage between not
constipated and being constipated.
I felt no physical discomfort, but
a lot of mental discomfort because
I knew I must have needed to have
a large poo, but nothing seemed to
be moving. That situation is still
the same as I write this. Food
went in, and so the waste must
come out, but seems to be in no
hurry.
It is a shame I have not
yet done a large poo because one
may have improved my weight a bit.
At the moment I have recorded a
weight
gain of 700gm -
which is annoying, as well as
probably proof that I do need to
pass a large bowel movement. I
don't think that would do anything
for my blood glucose readings
which also show I must have eaten
more than I can remember - and
much of it not good for my blood
glucose.
My three blood glucose
readings are terrible again,
although a tiny weeny bit better
than yesterday. I got readings of
10.2, 8.4, and 10.4mmol/l. It is
odd how the middle reading of
8.4mmol/l would have been
acceptable if it had been the only
reading I took. The average of all
three readings was 9.67, and that
is actually very, very slightly
better than yesterday which was
9.97mmol/l. Both are quite high
enough for potentially bad things
to happen, and mostly likely a
cause of why I feel tired still.
The first thing I have to
do this morning is have a shower.
My high blood glucose is making me
feel quite sweaty as I write this.
Once I have showered I can get
dressed, and go to the pharmacy to
(hopefully) collect my new repeat
prescription. While I am there I
might pop around the corner to buy
some stuff from Aldi - although
the wisdom of that might be stupid
while my blood glucose is so high.
The other thing to do
before the afternoon is to clear a
backlog of washing up in the
kitchen sink, and give the work
surfaces a wipe over. Jodie is
back from Finland (or should be),
and so later this afternoon we
should be having a beer tasting
session. One possible reason for
shopping in Aldi would be to scour
their beer shelves for anything
new or interesting, and possibly
to just get some know nice beer to
drink. Of course none of that
would be of any interest to Jodie
who prefers to only drink beer she
has never drunk before (which make
me wonder why I call it a beer
tasting session as if we are
finding the best beers so we can
drink more of them).