Today
started with full sunshine, but by
9am it was reduced to sunny
spells, and they should continue
until one glorious burst of full
sunshine at 9pm as the sun is
setting. This afternoon should see
29° C. Tomorrow will see the first
day of the weather warnings for
extreme heat. The day may feature
non stop sunshine, but curiously
the afternoon temperature maybe a
degree less than today at just 28°
C. It will probably feel a lot
hotter in the full sunshine, but
today could feel very muggy, and
that may feel worse.
I had several plans for
yesterday, or maybe they should
just been called pipe dreams
because none of them were
realised, although I did take in
one small parcel delivery.
One thing I thought I might
do yesterday was to go to
Greenford London
Underground/National Rail station
in the hope of seeing the battery
operated train that was reported
to run on Saturdays. As far as I
could tell it was not operating
yesterday. Delays were reported on
that little branch line because of
a failed train. I wondered if the
failed train was te battery train
?
There was also the fact
that Greenford station is a
tedious journey from south east
London. Just getting to the
Central line takes several changes
of train. I just could not manage
all that fussing around. Maybe I
could have gone for a possible
back up plan of going for a ride
on the C2C (aka once known as the
London, Tilbury & Southend
Railway) lines and see if they
were running any different classes
of trains (they allegedly do have
some new trains in service).
Maybe the nail in the
coffin for all these ideas was
also that it was dull outside, and
not ideal for photography. A
second nail in the coffin was that
I was sure I would be waiting for
a parcel delivery, although it was
several hours later before that
was confirmed, and a few hours
later still (maybe around 5pm ?)
before the delivery actually
happened. It was not a very
exciting delivery. It was just a
pack of 40 AAA batteries I had
tagged onto an order raise it past
the point when I would get free
postage.
I could say I had a very
lazy day yesterday, and it would
only be about 75% correct !
.....actually, maybe it was a bit
less than that. One little job,
mostly little more than several
lots of 5 minutes at a time, was
to top up the batteries for my
almost disused Sony camcorders.
Neither worked well at gigs, and
that was what I bought them for.
The real trouble was often the
crazy flashing lighting at The
Black Cat pub. That made even
still photography very it or miss.
It was recently that I
decided I might make more use of
the high definition camcorder I
bought from a secondhand shop for
£130 10 or more years ago. It's
definition is on par with the
video taken on my mobile phone,
but with one plus point. The
camcorder has no auto-rotate, and
so if you video something in
landscape mode (as used by 100% of
TVs ever made) it stays in
landscape mode. That is not always
the case on one of my mobile
phones.
Like most days recently, I
was trying not to eat too much, or
to eat "naughty things". On the
whole I succeeded, and mostly it
was because I seem to have eaten
all the worst things in the
fridge, freezer or cupboard. I
think my lunch may have just been
a single soft deli roll with
corned beef and horseradish sauce.
My dinner was a bit naughty
maybe, or maybe it was not as bad
as I thought. It was essentially
fish and chips, although the fish
was fish fingers, and the chips
were giant sized chips (well maybe
not "giant", but they were big and
thick). I could only make a final
judgement on it all this morning,
and it seems I somehow did well.
Last night was another
thrilling (no it wasn't !!) night
watching TV. Well, and watched
some TV, and some of it was fairly
entertaining, but I did come close
to just laying on my bed reading.
In fact I did spend a little of
the evening reading, and read for
a short while after finally
turning off the TV and going to
bed. Maybe I read for 15 minutes
before putting the book down,
tuning out the light, and possibly
falling asleep in less than 10
minutes.
I seemed to sleep OK last
night. I have hazy memories of
getting up to pee once or twice,
and I know I had at least one
dream, but can't seem to remember
a thing about
it.....except......yes, I can
remember one brief bit of dream,
but with almost no context to it.
In the bit of dream I remember I
had had an injection in the side
of my face. I was going to have a
second, but I queried why the
nurse was refilling the same
syringe for the next drug. It
seemed very wrong, and yet it also
seemed to be OK using the same
needle for the same person twice.
I am sure it has taken longer to
write all I remember than it took
to have that bit of dream.
This morning the truth
about my efforts to eat carefully
are in ! I seem to have lost 200gm
since yesterday, and that was
without having a poo - which I
still need - in theory. Maybe,
like yesterday, it will happen
halfway through the morning -
which is sort of inconvenient. My
blood glucose is slightly lower
than yesterday. I got readings of
7.2, 8.0.and 8.0mmol/l. That gives
an average of 7.73mmol/l, and that
is lower than yesterday's
8.23mmol/l. That is lower
than all but two of the averages
so far this month.
I should feel nice and
healthy this morning, but I
don't.....or do, but I fear that
it would take very little to turn
good to bad. My chest seems on a
knife edge these last few weeks.
It seems to need very little to
provoke the sort of chest pains
that indicate all is not good with
my heart. As I probably said
yesterday, and I am sure I'll say
tomorrow too, there is the report
that one of my grafts is blocked,
and so my blood flow to the heart
is not as good as it ought to be.
I feel I will be demanding answers
about this when I next see a
Cardiologist in April next year.
In the meantime I will raise the
issue when I have a blood pressure
review next month - although my
blood pressure remains pretty
good. It was 119/70 just now.
Being a Sunday it should be
a beer tasting day, but there are
no trains between Catford Bridge
and Elmers End, and Jodie said she
would not be visiting today. She
did say she might visit tomorrow
instead. That could just be an
excuse for an extra beer to
celebrate my 71st birthday !
I am unsure what I will be
doing today. Possibly it may be
little more than a shopping trip
to Tesco, but I might have a walk
in the park. I'll see how I get on
when I go to Tesco - if I go to
Tesco. There are several unhealthy
things I might desire, and some
healthy stuff like more fruit that
I don't desire, but feel I
probably need to include in my
diet. Before all that I will have
a lie down, and probably a snooze.
After that I may have a shower
even if I don't go out, or see
anyone. This recent weather is
quite sticky !