Yesterday should have been a good
day, but it was actually quite
disappointing. The main trouble,
apart from the cold and the hail,
was that I did not feel good. I
had a headache that lasted quite a
bit of the day, although it was
not constant.
I didn't mention it
yesterday because I thought that
maybe it was something like eye
strain from spending too much time
at my PC, and indeed that may not
have helped. It was something like
a migraine headache - rather
annoying, and rather persistent. I
assume it was something serious
like brain cancer, but later in
the afternoon a couple of
paracetamol tablets did bring a
lot of relief from the headache,
but I still felt what I can only
describe as "ill". I had no easy
to describe symptoms, but I
definitely felt off colour.
Although I didn't feel tired I
felt like what I really wanted was
a very good sleep.
I still managed to have a
shower, and while having it I felt
OK, although I was increasingly
aware of a boil on my inner thigh.
It was the sort of thing that
could be caused by high blood
glucose, but my blood glucose has
been fairly good for all this
month, and it was only the first
half of last month when my blood
glucose was out of control (and I
can't remember why). I gave the
boil a squeeze while in the shower
because that would be the best
place for it to burst - where the
running water would wash away all
the blood that came out.
Unfortunately it was too painful
to give it a really hard squeeze.
After the shower I got
dressed ready to walk to the Jolly
Farmers. It may have been a
mistake to wear my red Converse
trainers for that walk. I had
found they seemed very comfortable
for a 6 minute walk to Tesco, but
what I didn't realise was that
they seemed to get uncomfortable
after about 10 minutes of walking.

As can be seen, the walk to
The Jolly Farmers (started at
12:30) lasted almost 22 minutes
(the bottom set of figures). If I
recall correctly, my feet and
ankles were not feeling too bad by
the time I got to the pub. Maybe
my continued headache was a some
sort of distraction.
Another distraction was how
cold it felt. I knew it was too
cold, and there was not enough
sunshine to wear shorts, and I
wore long trousers instead. I
thought my leather jacket, the one
that I can now do up easily, would
keep me warm enough, but I still
felt rather cold. That was the
case even when we got a short
period of sunshine and I could
feel it warming my back, but my
front was still cold. The wind
didn't help either.
It was good to get to the
Jolly Farmers and see Ayse (my
favourite barmaid). I was able to
explain my absence for the last
few weeks. I tried to keep the
details of the previous week, and
all the stuff I was going through
for my cancelled colonoscopy,
fairly brief, but Ayse was very
aware of what I had gone through
because her partner had gone
through the same thing some time
ago.
Once I sat down with my
first pint I tried to read some of
The Metro, but I was too
distracted by Tom who I usually
share a table with for the first
hour. He is older than me, but
maybe not by much. Most
significantly he has had a long
history of medical problems. Some
of them I suspect were the result
of him fighting with his doctors.
I don't mean physical fighting,
but arguing over treatment and
stuff. He is a good reminder that
life is easier when you don't
doubt doctors too much. I have to
confess that I am rather glad my
colonoscopy was cancelled because
I didn't really want it, although
having gone through the worst part
of it, all the preparation, it was
shame to have wasted all that.
My attempt at doing even
the quick crossword in The Metro
was very poor. Maybe my ongoing
headache, although at that point
it was coming and going, didn't
help. To make matters worse I
seemed to have a bit of a stomach
ache. It was the the first time I
have ever sat down in the gents.
Fortunately Ayse does keep it
clean and dry in there. Nothing
happened apart from a bit of wind,
and that helped a bit.
After my second pint of
Guinness I felt it was time to go.
I still thought I would need the
toilet sometime soon, and I did
try and get home as fast as
possible, and indeed I did manage
a very poor 1.943 mph, or
very
slightly faster than the 1.929 mph
going to the pub ! I guess it was
actually a bit faster because I
think I stopped to take more
pictures on the way home,
This was a picture I took
walking to the pub. It shows
bluebells growing right next to
the river retaining wall. The
river is about 5 or 6ft below, and
the concrete retaining wall is
only there because the river
passes under two bridges, one with
the railway on it, and one just a
foot bridge (from which I took
this picture). The main
significance was that I can't
remember seeing any bluebells in
the park in the past, and now they
seem to crop up in many places.
More bluebells further
along the river bank. I notice
that most of the flower buds have
only just started to unfurl (or
what ever flowers do before they
are in full bloom).
I have no real idea if it
is weather related, or an absolute
rule, but it seems the bluebells
come into bloom just as the
daffodils are just finishing.
These daffodils, right by the
river, seems to be looking very
ragged now.
There was an article on BC
news recently about cherry
blossom, and how in some places in
London it is almost a brief
tourist attraction. I don't think
this is a cherry tree, or at least
not an edible cherry tree, but it
might be an ornamental cherry
tree. I do remember seeing a tree
roughly where this one is that did
seem to have something like
cherries on it.
For want of a more accurate
name, I go along with a few people
who call these plants "false
nettles". They do look a bit like
nettles, but don't sting, although
I must admit I didn't fancy
testing that idea.
The way the drake (the
pretty coloured duck) kept
following the hen (the dull
looking duck) I suspect there will
be some fertilised eggs laid in
the near future. I think if I had
been prepared to spend another
hour of two watching these pair I
would have got some "duck porn" of
the drake mounting the hen -
something I will admit I have
never seen before.
The camera can never quite
capture how bright these orange
flowers seemed to be to the eye. I
have no idea what shrub this is,
but it not in the park, but fairly
close to my home. It was while
taking this photo that I felt the
first hail hit me. It was not
heavy hail, but it was soon
falling very freely, and had only
just stopped when I reached home 5
or 6 minutes later.
The last 10 minutes of my
walk home were quite
uncomfortable. My legs, mainly my
right leg, was aching a lot. It
was one of the muscles above the
knee that was complaining most. I
don't think my actual knee was
giving any discomfort. Both my
ankles were feeling quite painful,
and my feet were feeling sore as
well. The sore feet can be blamed
on the Converse trainers I was
wearing. They do seem OK for
shorter walks, but I had obviously
reached the limit about 10 minutes
after leaving the pub.
My aching ankles, and the
ache from the muscle in my right
leg (and maybe less so from the
left leg) are still a legacy of
laying in/on hospital bed for so
long, and not getting any
exercise. The good news is that it
is now taking a lot more walking
before they complain, and every
bit of exercise lengthens the time
until they complain. I think I
remain confident, subject to some
unpredictable new ailment, that I
will be in good condition for some
long, hot summer walks.
Once indoors I had many
possible foods to tame my feeling
of hunger - caused by the beer,
fresh cold air, and walking. I had
a triple pack of chicken salsa
wraps, and I also finished off the
last of the grilled chicken wings
from my recent takeaway. I have a
feeling I might have had some ice
cream too, but possibly not until
later. Once I had eaten I felt the
usual urge to lay on my bed, read
for a while, and then have a long
snooze.
I am not sure when it was,
but sometime in the afternoon I
got up from my chair where I had
been looking at my PC, and as I
got up I felt some wetness. I
looked down and the stain on the
seat showed the boil on my inner
thigh had popped quite painlessly.
It was obviously wonderful that
there was no more pain, but then
there was the mess to clean up. I
changed my underwear and the
lounge pants I was wearing, and
put them into soak, with some
"Vanish" stain remover It is
excellent for blood stains !). I
washed my leg, but it seemed there
was almost no more blood and other
unpleasantness from the that boil.
The flannel I used also when into
the soak.
As 6pm approached I leaped,
or was it crawled (?) into action
again. I had dinner to cook so I
could eat it while watching the
6pm news. My dinner was the last
third of a 12" pizza from my
recent takeaway. I decided to heat
it in the mini oven/grill with
extra grated cheese on it. It was
a tight squeeze getting it in the
little oven, but I got it in -
just. With the freshly melted
cheese it was quite nice. I
followed it with vanilla ice cream
with a small pack of ready
prepared apple, pineapple and
grapes.
The downside of the little
packs of ready prepared fruit is
that they are not that economical,
but the plus side outweighs that.
All the preparation being done for
you can be very handy, but the
most useful thing is, for
instance, not having to buy a
whole bunch of grapes when you
only want 5 or 6 grapes. I too
often waste fruit because I don't
like eating a whole bag of apples
(for instance) before they start
to deteriorate.
After dinner it was the
usual TV watching, but once again,
I was in bed before I watched the
last program I might have watched.
I read for 10 minutes or so before
putting the book down and turning
out the light. I was asleep
in mere minutes, at least I think
I was. I slept really soundly -
not counting getting up to pee
several time in the night, and
also needing a poo at about 3am,
although I am not sure if it was
any more than just some wind.
After a modestly early
night I was up modestly early, but
not for long. I weighed myself and
found I had put on 400gm (although
a later visit to the toilet may
have changed that to half that
amount of gain, and possibly
less.). I also checked my blood
glucose, and once again there was
no reason for the boil on my inner
thigh. The highest reading was
8.1mmol/l, and that is neither
good or bad. The other two
readings of 7.4 and 7.5mmol/l were
pretty good, I can do better, but
they are perfectly fine readings.
Once I had recorded my
weight and blood glucose I went
back to bed, and completely forgot
to get the weather forecasts ready
to take screen shots. That is why
at the top of the page the weather
forecast screen shot starts at
10am instead of 6 or 7am. I am
unsure, but I think I may have got
an extra one hour of sleep. When I
woke up I felt like another few
hours sleep might be nice, but a
high luxury idea.
I must admit I still don't
feel all that great this morning.
There is nothing specific I can
put my finger on why I feel this
way. Yesterday morning I might
have described it as a bit like
extremely mild 'flu, but this
morning there is just nothing to
hang a name on. The only definite
is that I have already had 2
medium poos this morning, and
maybe I might need another. On the
other hand it might just be wind.
I do seem to be a bit flatulent
this morning.
I think my plan for today
must obviosly start with finishing
the laundry that is still soaking
in it's big bucket in the bath.
Other than that I expect I will be
as lazy as possible, but still
doing the usual clean up before a
Thursday beer drinking/tasting
session with Jodie - and I hope it
is not just Jodie. I am sure
Michael will join us for a good
moan at something or another, and
maybe Alan or Mark might join us.
I'll just have to wait and see.