The very
dull weather yesterday sapped any
enthusiasm from me. I guess it
left me depressed, but it was not
the sort of depression that I can
get on rare occasions for other
reasons (BT phone bills, breaking
up with a girlfriend, and Aldi and
Tesco not stocking sprouts with
bacon at Xmas time). I don't think
I did anything of note yesterday.
"Nothing of note" is not
the same as nothing at all. I
managed to keep myself amused all
day - to some extent or another.
One thing I did not do was half of
one thing I thought I would do,
and not doing half of it stopped
me doing the second half. The
first half was to wash my hair and
have a shower, and because I was
sure I must be quite smelly, and
looking bedraggled I decided not
to go shopping to Tesco (or Aldi).
The only thing I did do,
and which I suppose was notable,
was to be quite careful about what
I ate. My breakfast was just one
packet of instant noodles instead
of the two I frequently have. I
fear I may have to find an
alternative to instant noodles
because I have an
unsubstantiated theory that
they may be the cause, or one of
them, for my frequent occasions
where I am constipated in the
morning (and sometimes most of the
day).
After breakfast I wrote
yesterday's piece, and while
writing I kept glancing out the
window, and thinking how horrible
it looked. Although I wrote at the
top of the page that it didn't
rain yesterday, I have a nagging
feeling I may have seen people
with raincoats and/or umbrellas
outside, but I'll admit I might be
confusing that with a different
day. Even if it didn't rain it
still looked like it might pour at
any minute, and maybe it was that
which sapped any enthusiasm I had.
Once I finished writing I
had intended to go to the bathroom
to wash my hair and have a shower.
Instead I laid on my bed and
started reading. I read until my
eyelids started to droop, and that
may have only taken 15 minutes. I
then had a snooze. I have no idea
how long it lasted, but I know I
woke up again in plenty of time to
go down to the kitchen to do some
cooking and washing up.
To say "cooking" sounds a
lot grander than the reality of
putting in some ready prepared
(and sprinkled with basil oil)
root vegetables (only carrots and
parsnips) in to roast for a
simple, but high fibre (I think)
lunch. I had them with some grated
cheese, and once again I was
mildly disappointed with it
because it was only the two
vegetables. I developed the liking
for roast root vegetables when in
hospital. I saw it on the menu,
and thought I would try it as an
accompaniment to what ever else I
had. Their root vegetables
probably included potato and
something else - possibly a squash
(not really a root vegetable, but
roastable).
After lunch I had another
liedown, and probably a snooze,
although I was mostly reading.
After a time I felt like some
alternative entertainment. I got
one of my back-up disks out of my
video collection. It included
copies of most (but not all -
another job for the future) of my
camcorder tapes. It was both
annoying, and good to see a lot of
poor quality video of some of my
adventures on the railway and tube
network.
I had always intended to
edit the best stuff into short
videos, but my camerawork was
always pretty shaky. Even worse
was that I was shooting ad lib,
with no coherent idea of what I
really wanted to show. For me it
was a great reminder of some
railway rolling stock that has
been scrapped, and some places I
visisited. These days I stick to
(sometimes) carefully framed still
photos, and they are much higher
resolution than the standard
resolution camcorders I used to
use. They were "standard
definition" - designed to show on
TV screens, and so the best was
about the same as 640 x 480 pixels
(and the analogue camcorder was
about 352 x 288 - which looks tiny
on a PC screen). These days. for
high definition, I would just use
my mobile phone !
Another distraction was
listening to a couple of late
1950s
Goon
Shows - most written by
Spike Milligan whose war memory
books I am reading, and have
almost finished them. When
originally broadcast by the BBC,
the Goon Shows were ground
breaking comedy, and often
featured topical stuff (people or
stuff in the news of the time). I
know many people find them
hilarious to this day, but while
still funny I find some of the
humour to be a bit strained, and
different to modern humour. I sort
of enjoyed the episode (or was it
two) that I listened to.
I had originally thought In
might watch some old BBC TV comedy
- maybe something like Yes
Minister - but I could not decided
what to watch. It was then that I
remembered I had downloaded many
episodes of the Goon Show from the
internet
archive that had unfamiliar
titles. It was one or two of them
that I listened to instead of
watching old TV programmes. The
Internet archive currently lists
151 episodes, and all can be
freely downloaded in various
formats. The Ogg Vorbis encoded
files my be a tiny bit higher
quality than the mp3 files, but it
has to be remembered that many of
these shows were only recorded on
14 inch shellac, 78rpm style
records.
I did more reading and
probably more snoozing before
getting up to start my dinner
cooking. It was a large sweet
potato that I "roasted" in the
microwave. At 6pm I ate it,
smothered in grated cheese with a
sprinkle of white pepper and salt,
while watching the very depressing
news on The BBC news channel
(being a weekend there is no 6pm
news on BBC 1 like on weekdays. It
still seems Donald Trump has fired
the first shots of WW3.
There was some less
depressing, and even a bit
entertaining TV on last night. I
can't remember exactly what it was
I watched, but I know it included
a couple of episodes of The
Simpsons. I can't remember when it
was that I gave up on TV, and
retired to bed to read more of the
5th book of Spike Milligans war
memoirs. I've got up to the point
when he is starting to recover
from "Shell Shock" and the next
part I'll be reading is how his
career in show business got
started, and how the foundations
of The Goon Show got started.
Last night was another
night where I seemed to sleep
well, or where I didn't have any
insomnia no matter how brief. I
have hazy memories of getting up
to pee a few times, but I seemed
to waste no time getting back to
sleep after each visit to the
toilet. This morning I can't seem
to remember if I had any dreams.
All I do know for sure is that I
had a "false morning" - in other
words I got up at about 6am, went
to the toilet, took screen shots
of the weather forecast, and even
weighed myself. I then decided it
was too early, and went back to
bed for another hour (actually
almost 2 hours).
This morning I can't say I
feel wide awake, and I will
probably have a snooze after I
finish writing this. I mentioned I
weighed myself, and it didn't look
too bad, but after my extra sleep
I had another fairly large pee,
and so I weighed myself again.
This morning I am happy to say I
am 700gm lighter than yesterday
morning. My blood glucose is good,
but slightly higher then
yesterday. Rather than give all
three readings I'll just give the
average. Yesterday the average was
6.2mmol/l, and that was very good.
This morning it was 6.43mmol/l.
That is only a tiny bit higher,
and so still very good.
There are three things on
the agenda today. The first and
second is to do what I meant to do
yesterday - wash my hair, have a
shower, and go shopping in Tesco.
The third is the usual late Sunday
afternoon beer tasting session
with Jodie. I think I'll take my
current Spike Milligan book down
with me so I can read and ignore
Jodie while she ignores me as we
both get engrossed in what we are
reading - me from my book, and her
on her mobile phone !