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My Diary/Blog For the Month of September 2019 |
Tuesday 3rd September 2019 |
08:31
BST Most of yesterday was rather fine. The morning was a bit cool, but by mid morning it was easily t-shirt weather. There was a lot more sunshine than the forecast predicted, and in the sunshine it did feel nice and warm, but by mid afternoon the clouds were starting to thicken. I think we lost the sunshine a few hours before sunset, and by then it was getting noticeably cooler. The afternoon high briefly felt like it might have been a little more than the 21° C forecast. It's all change today. It
has started off dull and grey, and while there is a
small chance of the sun finally managing to peep
through the clouds just before sunset, it will be
dull and grey for the majority of the day. Earlier
forecasts said there could be some rain today, but
apart from a 12 to 21% chance of precipitation, no
rain is shown on the main chart. It is poor
compensation that today will see the temperature
about the same as yesterday, about 21° C. Tomorrow
could start with some rain, but it is predicted to
finish by around 9am, and then the day will start to
brighten up, and the afternoon could see some warm
sunshine.
I don't think it was until I actually stepped outside the front door that I believed I would be going out for the day, or at least a fair sized chunk of the day. My goal was to visit two or three branch lines on the Southern rail network. Luckily there are three to choose from within the London fare zone, and so I could travel for free on my 60+ Oystercard. A few of the stations I passed through still had some original features, but the branches themselves were double tracked, and busy - unlike the Southminster, and Henley branch lines I have visited recently. The gateway to the southern trains area is either East Croydon or Forest Hill (going via London Bridge could also have been an option). I don't like Croydon, and so I caught a 185 bus to Forest Hill. I arrived 5 minutes after the twice an hour service to Coulsdon Town station had departed. There was a London Overground service just pulling into the station as I arrived on the platform, and I jumped on that, and went one stop to Sydenham station. It seems to be a nicer, or more interesting station than Forest Hill. It seems a bit of a mystery to me why trains are turned round at Coulsdon Town. It is only 5 more stops to Tattenham Corner - a terminus station with three working platforms to choose from (although one may only get used for specials on horse racing events at the nearby race course). Coulsdon Town is very much a modernised station, and I didn't spot any significant feature over 10 or 20 years old in the 15 or so minutes I waited there for my next train. Just outside the station I noted Emily Davison Drive. It is named after the Sufragette who threw herself under the Kings own horse during a special race at the race track. She was killed, but her sacrifice helped to bring notice to her cause, and advanced the emancipation of women. There is a wikipedia entry about it - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emily_Davison My train departed on time, and I retraced my journey there as far as Purley station where I once again changed trains. My next destination was to be Caterham - another "branch line" terminus. It seems odd that that the Caterham branch has quite a busy train service, and yet many of the stations I passed on the way there (and back again) seem to be far less modernised than those on the way to Tattenham Corner. With such a frequent service I could be tempted to go back and get off the train at some stations for a better look. Having said that Caterham has a good service - at least four trains an hour - it was probably a bit stupid that I spent so little time there. I guess I was beginning to feel the first mild effects of hunger and fatigue, and in consideration of the time it would take to get home, it seemed like a good idea to start heading that way as soon as possible. My train arrived just 2 minutes before another tarin was due to leave from across the other side of the island platform. So I spent 10 seconds looking around before boarding the next train. The train I caught would be calling at both East Croydon and Peckham Rye stations (as well as many others). I had two choices. I could stay on the train until it got to Peckham Rye, and then change to a Thamseling train back to Catford, or I could get off at East Croydon station. From East Croydon I could get the tram to Elmers End, and a train from there to Catford Bridge station. The latter seemed like it would be quicker if less pleasant, and it was the route I used. Apart from a brief period while waiting at Coulsdon Town station when I thought I might be needing a toilet, I felt fine all the time I was out. That changed at East Croydon. I found that walking up the long slope that takes you from the platform up to the ticket office and exit was really hard. I seemed to be rather short of breath when I reached the top. I guess I shouldn't have tried to walk so fast, but there were people in my way, and I felt compelled to overtake them.... I'm not sure of the interval between trams at that time of the day (around 2pm), but I only had a 4 minute wait for a tram to Elmers End. At Elmers End I had an 11 minute wait for a train back to Catford Bridge. Rather than racing straight home from the station, I diverted to to Sainsburys local where I wanted to buy a couple of their ready made salads. I also bought some reduced price sandwiches, and a few other items - because they were there " I then raced back home, but I first had to tackle going up the steps at the side of Catford Bridge station to take me up to the top of the road bridge over the station. The last time I used those steps I was not feeling too good despite being full of beer, and they had really winded me. My experience at East Croydon made me worry about going up them again. On this occasion I started deep(ish) breathing as I walkied towards the steps. That made all the difference. I walked up those steps with no trouble at all, and went straight into a fairly fast pace all the way home. Once indoors I could let my guard down, and feel fine, but tired - also hungry and thirsty. I made quite a dent into the supplies I had bought in Sainsburys. In fact what I bought in there provided all I ate all day, and I still have two packs of sandwiches to eat later today. After eating a slightly light meal I had a short snooze before I started going through all the photos (and video) I shot while out. Before long it was time to watch the news on TV, and then another hour or two of TV before going to bed. As usual, I wasn't really watching the time, but I feel fairly sure I was fast asleep not long after 9pm. I generally slept well apart from a sort of annoying dream about being back at work, but that eventually morphed into a sequence of being in a pub, and having a pint of a keg lager that was the most delicious booze I have ever experienced ! It was a shame to wake up for a pee just as the dream was getting interesting/enjoyable. This morning I initially felt quite creaky, but I feel sort of OK now. Just to raise my spirits the sun has put in a very unexpected appearance as I write this. It may only last a few more minutes, and seems to be going hazy as I continue to write, but it was lovely to see. I could even feel the heat of it on my shoulder as it shined through the window at just the right angle. For a moment I forgot the ordeal I have coming up at 2pm. I have to attend a Cardiac Rehabilitation clinic in the hospital. I am assuming that like last time, 6 years ago, it is a prelude to try and get me into their accursed gym to waste my life doing pointless gentle exercise. Last time I tried it once but announced that their exercise, although raising a bit of sweat, was rathe mild compared to just my morning commute to work. The trouble with those bastards is that they want to persuade me to give up the last of lifes few pleasures to extend my life. What is the point in extending life if it's not worth living. It's enough to drive you to booze - one of the things those puritam miseries always want you to cut to below zero consumption. Once I get home again the first thing I will do is to open up the last can of Guinness in the fridge, and any other cans I might have in there, and drink the lot ! |
Sunday 1st September 2019 |
08:27
BST The forecast kept being revised yesterday, but I think the weather was changing faster than the revisions could keep up with. Until mid afternoon the weather was probably a bit better than expected, although the temperature only hit the forecast 23° C for maybe a few minutes. The sunny spells were often quite lengthy, but then it clouded over, and actually started to rain. There were two showers in quick succession before it brightened up again. I think I remember there being one more shower a few hours later. After that the sky really did clear, and if I could have stood on my roof to get a clear view to the west, I could have taken some pictures of a very pretty sunset. Over to the west there were just some small, isolated clouds, and they were glowing a salmon pink colour. This new month of
September has started nice and sunny. With luck the
sunshine should last until early afternoon when
sunny intervals will take over for a few hours until
the sunshine is back. For all that sunshine, the
maximum temperature may only reach 19° C. What is
more telling is that the temperature could drop to
as little as 9° C in the early hours tomorrow
morning. Summer is over, and now it is autumn's turn
- and winter doesn't seem very far away. Before the
gloom sets in too far it is worth remembering that
tomorrow, and the day after, are currently predicted
to feature sunny intervals all day, and the
temperature will probably rise to just over 20° C.
I did some more VHS video transfer to digital mp4 files yesterday, but unlike the day before, I didn't get bogged down with doing it all day. I had a few alternative distractions. For one thing I hand washed a few t-shirts and some underwear. It seemed sunny enough that I hung it all on the line outside. It dried less quickly than I hoped. It didn't help that it was out when it rained the first time ! It was maybe 80% dry when I brought it inside to finish drying. My other main distraction was to do some weeding in the garden. The hot sunshine we had some days ago now, plus some of the showers we had while I was in hospital (and later) had made the weeds grow like crazy. I wasn't feeling right to do a lot of hard work, but I managed to clear most of the area I had cleared before. What I would have liked to do was to clear some brand new areas. There was one part where I thinned out the weeds, but didn't have the energy to completely clear them - and that was despite this extra area being little more than 2 square feet ! This was how the middle of the garden looked before I started work out there. As you can see, what was once bare ground, was looking very green. There is still lots of
little green sprouts visible, but after much
raking, and pulling up stuff, the cleared area
is basically cleared again. The second picture
is taken from a slightly different angle, but
still doesn't show that I pulled up a load of
weeds in what could be called my vegetable
garden. All the greenery overhanging onto the
path is a great mass of tangled tomato plants. I
never really expected them to grow from rotten
tomatoes, and so never bothered to thin them
out.
Next year I will know two things. The first is that shop bought tomatoes, even if, as is likely, they are force ripened in unnatural conditions, still produce viable seeds. The second thing is that I really must space those seedling out. The same care with spacing will be needed for another crop of potatoes too. I am often in two minds as to what to do with my garden now it is becoming usable again after years of neglect. I would like a bit of lawn, but I also have a strong desire to grow more food. I suppose that I could have both, but my garden is very small. I don't know if it is a consequence of my low blood pressure, or some after effect of my mini heart attack, or even a clue as to what caused that heart attack, but what drew my weeding to a conclusion yesterday, was feeling a sort of light headedness while bending over to pull up weeds. I was also feeling very slightly short of breath, and had to slightly pace myself to keep that to reasonable levels. The latter is not really anything new, but the light headedness, although far short of anything like dizziness, seemed a bit unusual. Every once in a while my body will tell me it wants to eat something specific. Sometime I will be drawn to something unusual while shopping. Yesterday, after doing my hand laundry, and weeding the garden, I felt an urge to have some noodles. Maybe it was just the thought that I had not tried the chicken flavoured noodle "kits" I had bought from Savers. The spicy noodle variant was really good, but the chicken one I had yesterday was merely "good" without being wonderful. I didn't stop at the chicken noodle "kit" I had bought from Savers. I also made up some "spicy tomato" noodles in the more conventional instant noodle style, and then followed that by a pot of instant chicken and chorizo flavoured instant pasta. The latter was, by comparison, rubbish ! With a belly full of noodles and pasta I had an afternoon siesta. After a quick snooze, at least I think it was quick, I started doing more video stuff. I did most of the work to transfer one VHS tape to an mp4 video file during the morning/early afternoon. While it played once from VHS to digital camcorder tape, and ten played a second time from camcorder tape to PC, I was busy washing or in the garden. The afternoon bit of video experimentation concerned two existing video files I had copied/downloaded from You Tube. There is a continuing "arms race" between Google, who own and operate You Tube, and developers who create browser plugins to naughtily copy You Tube videos. I am unsure of the current state of the art, but when I downloaded one particular video it seemed only possible to get webm copies are not always easy to play on some media players. I managed to get a medium high resolution copy that didn't have any sound, and a very small, very low resolution copy that had perfect sound. Stripping the sound out was easy using a cross platform audio editor called Audacious. To convert the soundless file to a more usable format I used a Linux application call WinFF. That converted it to a Microsoft compatible avi file. Then I had to use a video editor to add the sound to the video. I could have used Kdenlive, the video editor I use for most things, but it is very slow. As it was a simple task I thought I would try Flowblade. I had never really tried it before, and so hadn't got the feel of using it. Fortunately, being a simple task, it turned out to be simple to do. As hoped, it was a fair bit faster than Kdenlive, but that speed came at a price - artifacts appeared whenever there was a lot of movement in the video. The bit rate should have been high enough, but the speed up was done by only doing a single pass of the encoder. Two pass, which obviously takes twice as long, does a sort of rehearsal to find when extra information is needed to in the video file to smooth out movement. I might re-do the whole thing again today, although yesterday's version was not that bad. Of course it might be easier to install the latest Firefox You Tube downloading plug-ins, and see if I can download a better copy from You Tube. Having had a very carbohydrate rich lunch, I thought I had better have just a salad for dinner last night. It was one of those meals where a little bit of this, and a little bit of that, multiplied several times ended up as a huge heap of vegetable matter with a bit of flavoured, pre-cooked, chicken slices on top. It was good, but it did make me thirsty in a very specific way. I think it was having to get some of the ingredients out of the fridge where they had been sitting on beer cans that made me have a strong desire for some beer last night. I was planning on drinking a whole 4 pack of beer (Aldi's French style lager). I started gulping down the first can, but slowed a bit towards the end. By the time I had drunk the third can I felt like I had drunk enough - or was it just that I had run out of TV to watch. When that happens it is time for bed. Initially I was reading, but as 10pm approached it felt like it was time to try for sleep. That was the time I got a call from my friend Lee. He was mostly just being sociable, but there were probably a few things he wanted to tell me. The very different thing was that he was not asking for any technical advice. The call was supposed to end several times before it actually did - mere seconds before the new day, and month started ! The call had rather messed up my sleepiness, but it didn't take that long to regain it, and I was soon asleep. I woke quite a few times in the night, mostly for a wee, and on one occasion I was a bit too keen to find my perfect sleeping position, and I crunched my ribs as I turned on my side. It was very painful for about a second, and then the pain faded to just a very feint ache that persists this morning. Well maybe a tenderness is a better description than ache. I guess I am lucky that this particular "twisted rib" does give me some warning if I am about to make a movement that will cause some nasty pain. I haven't always been so lucky. Although, several hours later, it is fading away, and now is almost gone, my main malady this morning is my right elbow. It was very still and painful when I woke up at 6am this morning. I did manage to get some more sleep after that, but in defiance of my mathematics of how many hours of sleep I got, it seems I didn't really need any more. Now I have to try and figure out what I am doing today. I already have a plan that I have set in operation. I am cooking bacon, and I am going to have bacon for breakfast - even if it will be closer to elevenses time. Later on I might go and do some shopping. On the other hand, there is nothing I desperately need from any of the shops. If there are any trains running today I might go for a short walk along the River Thames - along the south bank. On another hand I am contemplating digging over some of the garden to expose the roots of the weeds to the air, and hopefully kill them. I'm not sure how much I could do without knackering, or killing myself, but I suppose I could always experiment and find out. It was 6 years ago today that I dialled 999 and ended up in hospital after suffering a second heart attack. The first, on my way to work, about a week earlier, was quite a powerful one, but I still made it into work. The second was by comparison fairly mild, but very persistent. I was feeling quite bad for most of the afternoon. I think I called the ambulance at about 7pm when I got bored with it. I spent three days in Lewisham Hospital before being transferred to Kings College Hospital on Denmark Hill. On the 6th September I was taken to the operating theatre to have a quad heart bypass operation. It wasn't a complete success in as much as something was leaking, and I had to be opened up again to seal the leak. The first I knew about it was when I woke up on the morning of the 8th. It was just like waking up from a good sleep. Whether I had any periods of adverse reaction to the anaesthetic, as some do, I never new. I woke up fresh as a daisy, and in no pain whatsoever. The nurses frequently asked if I needed any painkillers, but I never needed any. The only pain was if I tried to turn on my side. That would pull on my staples (used instead of stitches), and could be very sore, but provided I was careful I had no discomfort at all. Apart from the first three days when I was suffering from nicotine withdrawal, I enjoyed my stay in hospital. It was like a holiday - free food, and being waited on hand and foot ! I would definitely recommend it. The only annoyance was that I had a huge bandage on my leg where a vein, the full length of my leg, had been cut out to use for the bypass grafts. It meant it was impossible to get my trousers on, and walk out by myself as I wanted to do. That was probably just as well because I was weaker than I imagined. My full notes are here. |