My overall impression of yesterday is that
it was sunny, and that is only because when it
really counted, when I was out exercising, it was
sunny. The morning started very dull, and there
were only sunny spells in the afternoon. It wasn't
a warm day except when out walking in the
sunshine. That felt quite warm, but otherwise just
13° C meant that I needed some heating on from
time to time - even mid afternoon !
Two hours after the
forecast above was issued, and the latest
revision shows no change. It is beginning to
look like today will be a very nice day - once
it warms up. I'm not sure if the outside
temperature has actually reached the forecast
9° C. About 10 or 15 minutes ago my
thermometers were agreeing on it being just
over 7° C. I have the heater on low, and it
still feels a bit cool for sedentary work like
typing this. At the moment the sun is either
too low, and hidden by a building, or it is
hidden by some haze. The sky looks a slightly
grey version of blue at the moment. The haze
and cloud should burn off soon to reveal a
very sunny day, and with an afternoon
temperature of 17° C, it should feel nice,
although still not nice enough to get my
shorts out again - That might happen tomorrow
when the temperature might hit 21° C, and
almost definitely if the temperature reaches
the predicted 25° C.
I was not feeling that good yesterday
morning, and much of it was depression upon
realising that I had, in effect (but not
literally) lost Angela to Covid-19....or more
specifically to the lockdown. Some of it,
perhaps just a small proportion, was physical.
I was feeling what can best be described as a
bit creaky, although that did encompass some
rib cage pain (a more specific, and less
dramatic way of saying chest pain) - a result
of thrashing around in bed during a very
troubled sleep.
They were the negatives, and
it could have been easy to give into
them, very easy, but there were
positives and potential positives. I
went for a walk in the sunshine, and
tested one pair of my new boots.
It is a little difficult to
say just how far I walked because
the two phones I took with me didn't
agree on the same figure. The right
hand trace says 3.68 miles, and was
taken on my Huawei P20 Lite phone,
and I think it was slow starting up
- the red and green start and stop
points are not overlapping. It is
possible that the small gap between
the green and red markers could be
the 0.06 mile discrepancy.
The excellent
news is that I did that walk in my new
boots, and I survived them...just about.
My feet did feel sore when I got home, but
there was no agonising damage, no
blisters, no bleeding. I think I did right
and wrong by going to a larger size boot
than some previous boots that always
seemed too tight. Maybe the "medium wide"
fitting, plus one size up was going a bit
too far. It was nice having the extra
width across the toe end, but it did feel
like from the middle of the foot, back to
the heel, was too loose inside the boot
when walking on sloping ground. I think
that with these new boots I should be able
to wear thicker, maybe proper hiking
socks. Yesterday I wore quite thin dress
socks.
One thing surprised me a bit. In
Ladywell Fields there is a little shelter
that is roped off because it was a popular
meeting place for yoofs to congregate,
smoke spliffs, and drink cider - not
exactly in the spirit of "social
distancing". Maybe that is not a problem
in the Pool River Linear Park, or maybe
this shelter is just not comfortable for
such activities.
One thing that Lewisham Council
controlled parks have not done, and which
the more anal Bromley council have done in
their parks, is to rope off any seats in
parks. I was quite surprised, and maybe a
bit saddened, when I saw pictures of seats
in Bromley controlled parks with notices
on them that basically say "keep moving".
Do they not realise that even the most
energetic (and annoying) joggers
occasionally need to sit down to empty a
bit of grit from their £2500, dayglow,
running shoes ?
For the first
time ever I saw the five fingered latex
fish on the bed of the river !
I noticed
this sign after I had walked right
through the park, and came out the
other side at Lower Sydenham. I
thought that the Dylon Works, for
years a landmark by Lower Sydenham
station, had been demolished, and
replaced by expensive little flats in
huge buildings. Surely they have not
names the estate "Dylon Works" ? It is
the "works" bit that seems all wrong
to me. "The Dylon Estate", or
something along those lines, may have
been better.
I went round the end of the
park in the opposite direction
yesterday, and so went through the
light blue arch from the other side.
Note the mural on the right with a
fox, bee and ladybird.
This is not a great picture
because I was shooting into the glare
of the sun. Just to the left of this
picture is a storm drain outlet into
the Pool River. At some time in the
past it was a source of pollution,
probably engine oil, and there were
absorbent booms placed around the
outlet. I don't know if an old log, or
big tree branch, had been pinned to
the river to act as an anchor for
those booms is something I can't be
sure of, but the log is still there,
and mother duck, and her duckling were
all nicely lined up as they say on it.
If only I could have taken this
picture from the other direction....
On my way back home I called
into the Catford Hill Poundstretcher.
There was no queue, and probably only
about 4 people in there. I was a bit
disappointed that I could find few
sugar free drinks in there. I did but
a couple of 500ml bottles of raspberry
and melon, sugar free Tango. I
couldn't drink it on a regular basis,
but it is nice for an occasional
novelty. I was very disappointed, at
least I assume I was, that I could not
find any sugar free, special, seasonal
(Xmas) "spiced ginger" Irn Bru. It
sounded very exciting, and yet back in
the real world it could be disgusting
(which could explain why
Poundstretcher have so much of it - no
one wanted it at the time).
As I said further up the page,
my feet were not feeling that painful,
but they were not that comfortable
either. It was a relief to get the new
boots off. For the rest of the
afternoon it was the soles of my feet
that complained the most when walking
about the house. For the first hour
after getting home they complained a
lot ! Fortunately I had nothing
special to do, but I did cook some
sausages for lunch, and edit all my
photos plus a video before I could lay
on my bed to completely take the
weight off my feet.
I know I wanted to have a long
snooze when I laid on my bed, but I
don't think I did. I spent some time
finishing the last few pages of last
Friday's New Scientist, and I read
more from the book I was reading. I am
sure I tried closing my eyes a
few times, but I don't think anything
happened. As dinner time approached I
was feeling too lazy to slice up some
vegetable to make the salad I was
intending to eat. Actually I am not
sure that "lazy" is the right word,
but I can't think of a more accurate
word. Maybe there isn't one.
I ended up ordering two
takeaway shish kebabs - one for last
night, and one for tonight. There was
a curious bit of logic to my order.
The place I ordered from was slightly
more expensive than other places - but
only by a matter of 50p or so - and so
I was less tempted to pad the order
out with any extras like grilled wings
(as a for instance). So my order
actually cost less money to start
with, and then it turned out that
there was a 20% discount for some
reason. My order tirned out even
cheaper - although still not as cheap
as a do it yourself dinner.
A combination of things that
included a poor nights sleep the night
before, some fatigue, no viable
distractions on TV, plus a desire to
finish the book I was reading, sent me
to bed before it had got dark last
night. I went to sleep quite quickly
after I had finished the book, and I
think it was still fairly early when I
did fall asleep. My best guess was
that it was before 10pm, and that is
the most accurate figure I can say.
I slept quite well if judged by
the speed I went back to sleep after
getting up for a pee. Some vivid
dreams, or perhaps being able to
remember some bit of them, may
indicate less deep sleep, but I am not
sure. There were two specific dreams I
could remember. One concerned being
back working in a telephone exchange.
I can almost picture some bits of that
dream, but I can't seem to describe
them.
The other dream did leave more
tangible memories. I can only remember
it from going up a tower using a
weird, but potentially practical
lifting mechanism. It was like an
escalator but based upon an endless
rope ladder that went up one side of a
sort of chimney, and down the other
side. You just got on it like a
ladder, and let it haul you up to the
top where you got off.
The top of the tower was like a
store room, but it had several doors
leading from it, plus a passageway.
One door lead into a bathroom, shower
and toilet. It was all in perfect
condition, but sort of dusty like it
hadn't been used in years. Another
door lead to a short passage that had
doors leading to an individual toilet,
and and individual shower. I was
hinking the place would make a great
bolt hole if such a thing were needed,
but my hopes were dashed when, at the
end of this short passage was a
bedroom, and there was someone using
the bed. For some reason I thought the
person may have been Japanese,
although why that may have been
important escapes me, but the most
significant thing was that the place
was not empty as I thought it was.
This morning my blood glucose
was nice and low - just 6.2mmol/l. It
is a shame that didn't go along with a
useful drop in weight. All my other
indicators suggest my health remains
good....but none measure how sore my
right leg is ! My right knee and thigh
seems to be very sore this morning.
Twice I have had to get up from my PC
to straighten my leg because it is
rather painful when sitting down. It
took some paracetamol about 15 minutes
ago, and I hope it starts working
soon. The one thing I am unsure about
is whether the pain is equally from my
knee and thigh muscles, or if it is
pain from my knee spreading upwards to
my thigh. My right knee started
getting painful many years ago,
although I can't recall which year.
That was when I started taking 2gm of
fish oil a day, and until now it
seemed to keep that knee joint moving
smoothly, but maybe the damage has got
too great now, or maybe it is just one
of those transient things that will
fade away again soon.
Today, despite the pain, I feel
compelled to go out again for three
interlinked reasons. Getting out for a
walk is good for my mental health. The
sunshine is also good for my mental
health, plus it generates more
protective vitamin D. Finally I want
to test the second pair of boots I
bought. Considering they are very
similar to the pair I tried yesterday,
I expect similar results. Today I want
to wear them with some thick socks in
the hope they will add some padding
where the fit is loose, but not too
much where the fitting is tight.
Two things to finish on. The
first just recalls the saying "lucky
with card, unlucky with love"
(although I can't recall the actual
quote). Once again, as has happened
several time in the past, when I have
had an unhappy time with Angela, I
have had a small win on the Premium
Bonds. Now it seems that my
relationship, such as it was, with
Angela has finally come to an end, I
have had another win on the Premium
Bonds. I won't know how much until I
(hopefully) get the confirmation
letter. During this lockdown, when the
post can be erratic, they sent an
email to say I had had a win, but it
didn't say how much. It did say it was
small enough that they have
re-invested it in more bonds. I can't
remember what limit I put on that, but
I think it was probably in the
hundreds of pounds. My usual win is
more like just £25, but on this
occasion, when it seems my luck with
Angela has hit rock bottom, I hope it
is something more substantial than
that !
Another
short, and probably
pointless video. The words
at the end are a bit
indistinct, but sum up the
whole video - "I have no
idea why I get so much
satisfaction in being able
to walk on the exposed
shingle of the river bed
when the river level is low,
but I do !" (these are not
my exact words, but if I was
following a script, rather
than making it up as I went
along, it would be what I
should have said).