Thick cloud
                                  has returned today. The whole day is
                                  going to be either dull, or very dull.
                                  It started a little later than
                                  expected, but most of this morning,
                                  and a few hours into the afternoon
                                  will feature rain. As I write this the
                                  road outside looks very wet with
                                  puddles, but I have not been aware of
                                  any heavy rain. I think it is just
                                  very persistent light rain. No
                                  sunshine means today will be a bit
                                  cool with the temperature rising very
                                  slowly from 15° C to a very brief
                                  period at 17° C. Tomorrow should see a
                                  return to lots of sunshine, and the
                                  temperature peaking to 23° C.
                                    
                                    After all the activities of the
                                  day before, including my walk over
                                  Hilly Fields, yesterday was almost a
                                  day of rest. In fact I did little more
                                  than rest yesterday morning. I mostly
                                  did some reading and snoozing. I am
                                  finding it very easy to snooze these
                                  days, even after I have apparently
                                  slept OK the previous night. I am not
                                  sure if it is just an old age thing,
                                  or if it is along term after effect of
                                  my Covid vaccination - particularly
                                  the second jab.
                                  
                                    I was a bit more alert in the
                                  afternoon because Michael had done his
                                  shopping run by car, as he does on a
                                  Thursday, and had got me some bottles
                                  of Diet Coke. Once again we had a
                                  short natter out in the road before he
                                  left to get his frozen stuff in his
                                  fridge. After that I did a little bit
                                  of preparation for the boozing session
                                  with Jodie a bit later in the
                                  afternoon.
                                  
                                    Jodie arrived later than usual,
                                  but I was expecting that. She had
                                  warned me that she was meeting a
                                  friend in Purley, and would be making
                                  her way here by bus, tram and train !
                                  When she arrived she was tired from
                                  the journey, but also still suffering
                                  from a hangover after she had quite a
                                  long session in a pub or two with some
                                  of her other friends. She couldn't
                                  even face some of the beers she had
                                  delivered the day before. 
                                  
                                    After a few beer tastings (less
                                  than half a pint of each) she gave up
                                  and had a can of "Hard Seltzer" - a
                                  fizzy fruit flavoured drink based on a
                                  light wine. It gave me the chance to
                                  have a couple of bottles of my Fullers
                                  beers. Jodie had a small wine glass
                                  (1/3rd of a pint or less) taster of my
                                  beers. I think she liked one, and
                                  hated the other ! We finished off with
                                  a shot glass of whisky before Jodie
                                  went to get the train just before 7pm.
                                  
                                    I was feeling quite drunk when
                                  she left. All I had eaten during the
                                  day was a rather large salad, and
                                  there was nothing in it that
                                  traditionally would have soaked up any
                                  beer. I did have a nice greasy dinner
                                  to hold it all down thought - very
                                  well roasted pork belly strips. A bit
                                  later in the evening I had a drunken
                                  idea that I would eat some, but in
                                  practice all of a small waxed truckle
                                  of chilli flavoured red Leicestershire
                                  cheese. With hindsight I don't know
                                  why I ate it all, or even any of it
                                  because it was revolting. It was once
                                  a high quality (by tradition only)
                                  Marks and Spencer Xmas gift sort of
                                  cheese in it's bright red wax coating.
                                  It tasted like paint thinners.
                                  
                                    I was in bed, and asleep quite
                                  early last night. It seemed to be a
                                  deep enough sleep that I didn't
                                  realise time was passing, and yet I
                                  still woke up maybe 2 hours, or less,
                                  after I had fallen asleep to go for a
                                  wee. I was surprised to see it was
                                  only 11pm, and still Thursday. I
                                  thought I had been asleep for hours
                                  and hours. It was a bigger shock when
                                  I woke for another wee a minute before
                                  midnight, and the clock said it was
                                  still Thursday !
                                  
                                    I then slept until about
                                  2.50am. That was a very bad time to
                                  wake up. It seems that if I ever wake
                                  up around 3am it can take ages to get
                                  back to sleep again, and it did. I was
                                  awake for at least half an hour. I
                                  can't be sure how long it was. I
                                  remember seeing 3.20am on the clock,
                                  and it seemed like I was awake long
                                  after that, but suddenly I was waking
                                  up from a dream at around 5am. I know
                                  there was stuff leading up to be the
                                  bit of dream I do remember in a vague,
                                  and maybe incomplete sort of way.
                                  
                                    It was a dream that was set at
                                  work, but only in so much as a few
                                  people in the dream were ex work
                                  mates. The actual bit of dream that I
                                  have some sort of coherent memory of
                                  started with three good computers
                                  thrown into a skip. I intended to raid
                                  the skip, and "liberate" at least one
                                  of the computers, but when I got there
                                  I found someone had gotten to them
                                  first, and removed the CPUs and memory
                                  sticks - leaving them useless.
                                  
                                    The dream then changed
                                  direction with the crazy idea that the
                                  skip, with the addition of a roof,
                                  might make a nice small house. The
                                  skip had obviously grown compared to
                                  me first sight of it, and was twice or
                                  three times the size of the skips you
                                  see at the roadside. In my next
                                  remembered bit of dream it seemed that
                                  I had converted it to a house, and
                                  moved it to by the sea. I didn't
                                  actually see it in that next dream
                                  fragment. The only thing I did see was
                                  a view from something like a harbour
                                  wall of a quite clear see with loads
                                  of fish swimming around.
                                  
                                    I woke up very slowly this
                                  morning. It seemed like I had not
                                  slept much. In one respect my health
                                  had improved a little. My blood
                                  glucose had dropped a bit from the too
                                  high 9.0mmol/l yesterday morning to a
                                  better, but still high 8.8mmol/l this
                                  morning. It may have been lower if I
                                  hadn't drunk one or two of the beers
                                  that I drank, or maybe I could blame
                                  that rancid cheese. Of course no
                                  exercise during the day would not have
                                  helped.
                                  
                                    The change from warm dry
                                  weather to cooler wet weather is
                                  having a profound effect on how I feel
                                  this morning - and that is despite the
                                  fact that I am fairly insulated from
                                  the weather while indoors. The effect
                                  is two fold.  The worst of it is
                                  to make my knees feel extra creaky,
                                  and a few other joints don't feel
                                  great either. The other thing is
                                  strong feeling of laziness and
                                  sleepiness.  I am definitely
                                  doing one thing today, and that is
                                  some laundry. I have already put that
                                  in to soak, but I'll have to dry it
                                  indoors today. I don't think I am
                                  going to do anything else today, or
                                  should that be that I can't be
                                  bothered to do anything else today.
                                            
