I've
shown the two pictures above
together because they go together.
Here is some indication (possibly)
of the strange weather we have had
this summer. The two pictures were
taken a few feet apart. The top
picture shows flowers that you
might expect to see in late
spring, and the bottom picture is
what they would become in summer -
blackberries (except the ripe ones
have already been harvested by
people of animals).
I noticed this flower, and
many more like it, on the way back
from the pub, in someone's front
garden. It reminds me a lot of a
passion fruit flower, but they
grow on vines (I think), but this
seems to be on a shrub. I like it.
I've seen this cat on the
same recycling bin a few times in
the past. It is a pretty little
thing, and fairly friendly.
After doing the pictures I
had a rest, which ended up as
snooze. It was brought to a
premature end by a phone call from
Lee. On this occasion he seemed
calm, and possibly not even drunk,
but he still had verbal diarrhoea
! Amongst other things he was
dying to tell me that he has met
another woman who he thinks he
will strike up a relationship
with. It seems he has gone off the
last one he was going on about for
ages because it turned out that
she was a lesbian (although the
way she seemed to react to him
suggested to me she was probably
bisexual, and if Lee held his
nerve he might have had hos evil
way with her !).
After eating three lots of
soup, 2/3rds of it known to be
very low sugar (and calories) I
thought I would keep dinner
simple. It was nothing more than
some beefburgers with green runner
beans. It was nice enough, but
after 30 to 60 minutes I decided I
would have a late second course of
rice crackers and cheese. They did
the trick, and I was soon looking
forward to going to bed.
It seemed slightly cool
when I went to bed last night. I
think I made sure I was well
covered when I fell asleep. I woke
up 2 or 3 hours later to find my
pillow soaked with sweat, and I am
not sure why. When I went back to
sleep I was only 50% covered by
the duvet. At 4am it had
definitely got to cold for that,
and as well as covering myself
properly again, I turned the
heater on low.
I remember dreaming a lot,
but I remember very little of my
dreams. At least one seemed to be
at work, but it could have been
school or college, and it seemed
to be about the possibility of
bunking off early to go to the
pub. There was one dream where I
do remember one detail quite
vividly - sort of. It is not
actually the dream I remember, but
thinking about the dream when I
woke up to go for a pee. What I
remember thinking about was why I
might have been wearing grey PVC
trousers in the dream. There is
some doubt or strangeness about it
all because while I thought I was
wearing those trousers, in the
dream I could see myself wearing
them from a short distance away.
That suggests it was someone else,
but there is still this strong
idea that I was seeing myself.
Quite where the inspiration for
grey PVC trousers came form is
another mystery.
This morning I feel good in
some ways, and not in others. That
muscle that cramped, or maybe I
pulled yesterday, is still a bit
sore. It didn't affect my sleep,
and I didn't really notice it
until I walked downstairs. The
rest of my feels average, or maybe
even slightly above average (but
only slightly !). Of course the
good news is that somehow I have
been controlling my blood glucose
better than I imagined again. This
morning my blood glucose was
only 7.8mmol/l, and not much
higher than I am trying, but not
very hard, to achieve.
The main thing today s this
afternoons boozing session. So far
today I have showered and fed the
birds, If it was now a bit earlier
I might have been going to get
just a bit of shopping in Tesco,
but the only thing I really wanted
was some wholemeal (sugar free)
bread rolls. They can wait until
tomorrow when they may actually be
more useful. I think once I have
uploaded all this writing I will
lay down, read another chapter in
the book I am reading, and then I
will prepare the dining room for
the drinking session with Jodie,
and hopefully Michael too.