This morning
the forecast has got it right - for
now. It is indeed sunny right now, but
the future hours are anyone's guess.
There is a lot of cloud in the sky
right now, but a lot of it is very
thin, and there are useful blue areas.
If the sky doesn't change too much we
could have a fairly bright day with
sunny spells at any time. From 6pm the
chance of rain goes up from a
negligible less than 5% to 10%. That
could mean the cloud will be thicker
then, and we can wave goodbye to the
sun...or maybe not. Today will be very
slightly cooler at just 20° C (as per
a later revision to the version shown
above). Tomorrow could be very similar
to today, but the current forecast
doesn't show a single sunny spell, and
one hour of dark cloud at 2pm. There
is also a 10% chance of rain almost
all day tomorrow. The temperature may
still peak at 20° C.
It would be wrong to say
that yesterday was a terrible day, but
only a bit wrong. As I said above,
about the weather, the morning was
horribly grey and depressing. Of
course it was made even worse after
getting some lousy sleep thanks to my
right leg aching in various ways -
mostly centred around my right knee.
Also repeating what I said about the
weather, the afternoon was bright with
almost non stop sunny spells. That
just made me more pissed off that I
had allowed the morning to control my
whole day.
However I did have one little
triumph that ultimately reduced the
crappiness index for the whole day. As
I think I suggested I might do
yesterday morning, I did some laundry
- quite a bit of it if all the smaller
bits count as whole items. I didn't
start it until about 2pm when I
realised that the afternoon was
probably going to feature more
sunshine than the rather pessimistic
weather forecast would admit.
I finally hung the washing on
the line at 2.30pm. That didn't give
it long to dry before the sun was too
low in the sky to do anything useful.
In practice that was 6pm. By that time
the washing was a lot drier than I
expected. It wasn't quite dry enough
to put away, and I hung it on the
clothes horse to finish drying
overnight. This morning it seems to be
perfectly dry, and I didn't need a
heater or even a fan on to help it on
it's way.
I spent most of the morning
quietly reading, and trying to snooze.
I can't remember if I snoozed or not.
After such an awful night I would have
expected to doze off while reading.
Apart from doing the laundry, I passed
a fair bit of the afternoon continuing
the arduous/boring task of trying to
get all my mp3 music, and radio
recordings, all onto one external hard
disk. I must be well over halfway
there by now, but there is more to go.
The worst part will be when I try and
do something with all the oddments
scattered here and there, and often
not in any special category.
Apart from when doing the
laundry, and obviously very physically
distracted, I had almost no
distractions from feeling
peckish. I had started the day
with a fairly low blood glucose
reading, but at 8.3mmol/l it was a
fair bit higher than the 7.5mmol/l
that I aim for. My original intention
was to try and get it down this
morning, but there was no way I could
control me eating enough for that.
During the day I had two
wholemeal rolls filled with cheese and
tomato. By themselves they are
relatively harmless, but I also ate 4
packets of crisps during the day. I
had also started the day with a big
plate of fish fingers - maybe 15 of
them ! Once again, in moderation they
are relatively safe, and once again
"relatively" was meaningless when
other stuff was taken into
consideration.
I checked my blood glucose
before dinner, and by then it was very
high (9.1mmol/l). Fortunately my
dinner was already cooked at that
point, and I knew it too should be
"relatively" safe. It was grilled
vegetables - a tomato or two, some
mushrooms, some bell pepper, some
slices of leeks, and even a red
chilli. I had that lot with roast neck
of lamb (I thought it was a lamb
steak, but it was actually better). I
used some of my new Rosemary plant to
garnish the lamb. It was a rather nice
dinner.
Only a bit later in the evening
I didn't feel tired, but I knew I
wanted to get as much sleep as
possible, and I wanted it to be good
sleep....then again I had wanted the
previous night to feature good sleep,
and that didn't work. I took two
paracetamol tablets before taking my
book to read in bed at 8pm. I'm sure
it was hardly any later than 8.30pm
before I was fast asleep. I hadn't
felt any annoying pains or stiffness,
or indeed anything to stop me
sleeping.
It does seem that I slept quite
solidly last night. I woke up a few
times, but I can't recall not being
able to get back to sleep for any
longer than about 90 seconds ! As
sunrise approached I know I was
dreaming a lot, but any memories of
those dreams are so fragmented that
there is nothing rational to write
down - except for one bit of dream. It
concerned a pub I once didn't like,
but it was newly re-opened (probably
after Covid). I decided to go in. I
think it was during my lunchbreak at
work.
It was a strange experience in
the pub. Like most pubs it was only
moderately noisy, but it was like I
couldn't hear, or understand what
people were saying. I selected a beer,
and decided I had better only have one
pint because it was 10% - rather
strong for a lunch break !! It was
also very expensive. I had 4 or 5 quid
in change in my hand, but the barman
said it was £11. I pulled a £10 note
from my wallet, and handed that, plus
a £1 coin to the barman. He said
"don't forget to wait for your
change", and gave me a handful of
cannabis leaves. I thought that was a
nice idea, but didn't know what to do
with them because I no longer smoked.
It is hard to know the exact
time I fell asleep, woke up, and for
how long all the short periods of time
when I was awake in the night added up
to. All I can do is guess that I got
more than 10 hours, and less than 11
hours sleep last night. I'm not sure I
feel a lot better for it, but maybe I
do even if I couldn't stop yawning
when on the toilet soon after getting
up. After the very high blood glucose
reading I got just before yesterday's
dinner, I was expecting the worst this
morning.
True to form it was high,
9.1mmol/, but I expected something
over 10mmol/l. I guess I got off easy
this morning, and although the reading
is in the "nines" it is only just in,
and not that much more than my average
for most months. It still means I
ought to take care today, or get the
worst over in the morning. I have done
the latter. I used the last two
wholemeal rolls to make cheese and
tomato rolls for my breakfast. I still
have two more packets of crisps to
tempt me.
One complication is that I
think Jodie will be over for a
drinking session this afternoon. That
almost rules out going out for some
exercise, although this continuing
morning sunshine does make some sort
of walk tempting. Speaking of
sunshine, I don't think I have seen
the sun go completely in since I drew
the curtains some hours ago. There are
times when the light becomes a bit
soft and hazy, but it still seems to
be "sunny". So far this is far better
than the forecast.