08:41
BST
Yesterday's weather
forecast was wrong again. It started off OK
saying that it would be dull, and cold.
Although it would warm up to 10° C, and
possibly 11° C, it was supposed stay dull, but
most of the afternoon featured sunny spells.
Sometimes the sun would breakthrough quite
dense looking clouds, and sometimes there were
large areas of blue sky. Sometime in the late
evening, before 10pm when an early version of
the forecast predicted light rain, there was
some rather more substantial rain, and it may
not have stopped until the early hours of this
morning.
I had a feeling that
if I checked the very latest revision to the
forecast I would be a bit disappointed, and I
am ! The latest revision has thinned out the
sunny spells, and there may be less of them
that the screenshot of the early forecast
(above) shows. The temperature is still
expected to rise to 11° C this afternoon, and
that should feel OK in sunshine. I guess it is
equally possible there could be more, or less
sunshine today - the weather is very dynamic
recently. Tomorrow may see sunny spells in the
morning, but the afternoon is currently shown
as dull. It will probably be a couple of
degrees warmer in some sort of compensation.
Yesterday is probably best described as
disappointing. I had washed and dressed,
checked my camera, and was ready to go out,
but two things stopped me. The worst thing was
that my guts seemed to be very volatile again.
After having to visit the toilet, and it
definitely not being a false alarm, just
minutes before I was going out to get a
particular train, I suddenly became less keen
on going out. The fact that at that time it
was still very dull outside didn't help at
all.
It is sods law that that last visit to
the toilet was was the last one needed for the
rest of the day. I don't think I even farted
for the rest of the day. Life might have been
so much sweeter if I could have reached that
state by, or before 9am. It might have helped
in several ways if the weather forecast had
been able to predict that most of the
afternoon would feature sunny spells. I might
have been enticed to wait for an extra half
hour, or hour, and take a chance if I knew it
would be bright and sunny.
The probably with staying in was that
it was sometimes boring enough to make me want
to eat. It was half past midday, and my
stomach seemed to be growling with hunger - a
different growl to the one an hour earlier ! I
did something I wouldn't normally do, and
checked my blood glucose. It had fallen to
8.6mmol/l from the morning 9.0mmol/l. I really
would have preferred it to have dropped even
lower, but I decided to give in to the hunger
pains, and break my fast with a couple of cans
of soup (although one can was not soup but one
of those East European cans of beans and meat.
I have a theory, and it is because
there is a lot less American influence in most
of Europe, maybe because of a language
barrier, that most European, and particularly
East European food is not saturated by sugar
like most American food is. Even our old food
manufacturers have been taken over by American
companies, and so sugar is used to make crap
more palatable - and to hook more people on
sugar like some sort of narcotic.
There were plenty of things I could
have done yesterday instead of going out, but
I didn't really feel motivated to do any of
them. Initially I just thought I would have a
very lazy, and quite boring day, but then I
started one job that is getting boring, but
has to be done. "Has to be done" could
actually apply to many jobs, but this one was
to knuckle down and do more work to my ever
growing spreadsheet containing links to photos
I have taken over the years.
I didn't add any more photos yesterday,
but I did spent many hours checking that the
links were in place, and that a large sample
of them correctly opened a photo. I did find a
couple of errors, and there were quite a few
that were listed, but hadn't been added to the
huge folder/directory of photos that the
spreadsheet entries link to. For many of them
it was easier to re-edit the original photos
to match the others, and save them in the
"master" folder.
I spent all afternoon doing this, and
only stopped when dinner time came around, and
when I watched The Simpsons. My dinner was a
bit strange because more hunger pains, or
maybe it was just boredom, meant I had part of
what could have been my dinner in the middle
of the afternoon. It was a small pack of
Silesian Sausages from Poland. I fancied
something meaty to chew on. I ate too many of
them, and it spoiled the initial delight of
the taste. After half of the little chipolata
sized sausages, they lost their appeal. I
should have had the second half later, but I
didn't.
My actual dinner was no more than
a large bag of flavoured potato foam snacks -
like crisps, but very different. One big
difference is that the chipstick like things
were hollow, and the flat things were full of
holes like doilies. Compared to crisps they
probably contain, or produce a quarter of the
sugar, and being so light and airy they give
the impression you are eating a lot, but if
reduced to dust the whole big bag would only
fill a couple of shot glasses - probably even
less.
After "dinner" I turned off the
TV, and lay on my bed to read. I think it was
8.30pm that I turned to TV on again to watch
QI on Dave. After that things get confused
because I watched a brand new episode of Have
I Got News For You on BBC1 - the first time I
have watched anything in BBC1 for years ! When
that finished I went back to Dave for more QI,
or at least I think I did. The only thing I do
know is that after TV I read in bed for quite
a long time, and I don't think I even
attempted to get to sleep until gone 11am.
I didn't seem to feel sleepy last night
until after I actually fell asleep. The first
few hours of sleep were not that good. It
wasn't particularly warm, but I had turned off
the heating maybe 2 hours before I finally
fell asleep. It meant that I made sure I was
well covered by the duvet. The only trouble
was that I overheated. I wasn't aware of it at
the time, but I think it was 1am when I woke
up feeling particularly cold because I had
obviously been sweating earlier, and the top
of the duvet, and to a lesser extent a patch
on my pillow felt cold and damp. I turned the
heater on low, and it wasn't long before I
fell asleep again, but only partly covered
this time.
I can't say I cared for my dreams
much. They seemed to involve people I never
wanted to see again. There was no antagonism,
but the feeling that it was the same boredom
happening again was quite strong. The very
worst bit concerned someone who looked
completely different to who I think he was
supposed to be. He was, for some unexplained
reason, trying to murder me with his small
motorbike that he could control remotely by
his own thoughts. I spent what seemed like a
long time trying to keep him between the
motorbike and myself, and I was desperately
trying to incapacitate him in any way I could.
It was very nightmareish, and I think I
probably woke up before any conclusion could
be reached.
I had probably woke up at least once
before I woke up at 5.10am. It was a
convenient time to turn the heater up full
before going for a wee. When I got back to bed
the room had not warmed up that much, but I
felt it OK to go back to sleep with barely any
use of the duvet. I am unsure why I think it,
but it seemed that I had my best 2 hours sleep
after that, and I woke up feeling something
like fresh.
I was happy that my blood glucose was
more reasonable than 9.0mmol/l. It was
8.4mmol/l, and I don't think I could expect it
to be any lower this morning. In fact it was
probably lower than expected. The way I went
to the toilet this morning hinted that I might
not suffer the same high pressure gas assisted
visits like yesterday morning, but then again
I had no reason to think it would turn out as
it was when I first went to the toilet.
Today I have several things I could do.
I would still like to tick off a visit to
Dartford station on my quest to visit the
limits of free travel on my Freedom Pass, but
that might depend on what rail engineering
works are going on today. One potential
diversion today is a very early evening gig.
The B Movie Creatures are playing at a charity
event in the Beckenham Rugby Club at 6.30pm.
It looks like it wouldn't be a long walk from
Elmers End station, and it would be a nicer
option than some gig that doesn't start until
bedtime - i.e. 9pm (or later). The only reason
I might not go is that I think I might be
knackered after some sort of walk today - but
absolutely nothing is set in stone as
yesterday demonstrated.