When I woke for a
pee at 5am the sky to the north was a clear
golden colour, but since then the cloud has
thickened, and it is now getting almost
gloomy. The current temperature seems to
be closer to 18° C rather than the forecast
15° C. That extra heat could well boil up some
thunderstorms later in the day. The weather
warning says there is a chance of a
thunderstorm between 10am and midnight.
Curiously enough, the latest revision to the
forecast doesn't show any rain at all
today. The afternoon temperature is
predicted to be 24° (according to the latest
revision). Even without thunderstorms, or even
plain rain, I think it could feel very muggy
under the grey clouds predicted for much of
the day. Tomorrow may feature a lot more sunny
spells, but the temperature may only reach 21°
C.
Update at 8.15am: There is some
light rain falling now.
Yesterday turned out to be a
busier day than expected. After my full
ablutions - shave, shampoo and shower, I went
to Tesco for a bit of shopping. I bought yet
more 2 litre bottles of Diet Coke, more
mealworms for the birds, and more rainbow
coleslaw in Greek yoghurt. One little luxury
was a pack of ready cooked king prawns. I was
running a bit late by the time I went to
Tesco, and I didn't have much time to relax
before going for a walk in the park.
The walk in the park was to go and meet
Angela in the pub. I didn't leave quite enough
time to do my usual walk right through the
park to the back of St Mary's church. I cut
through the hospital grounds to save 5
minutes. I think I actually got to the pub 10
minutes early. Angela was only 5 minutes
behind me, and so had probably left work a bit
early. It was very nice to see Angela. She
gave me a birthday card (yesterday was my
birthday - 67 years old - no wonder I am
feeling the strain these days).
I had only been chatting with Angela
for 10 minutes when my phone rang. It was
Jodie, and she was wondering what I was doing
in the afternoon. I said "nothing" and she
suggested we moved our Thursday beer tasting
session to yesterday. That seemed reasonable
for me, and suited her well because she is
flying off to Sweden today (or getting ready
for it). Yesterday was one of those quiet
drinks with Angela where nothing much
happened, but she did offer a very warm hug
after I walked he back to her office.
I walked home feeling happy, but maybe
not good in other ways. I felt quite bloated
in a way that I thought was a bit extreme for
just two two pints of Guinness. With hindsight
it was because I had not gone to the toilet in
sufficient quantities for a day or two. I had
"gone", but it never felt like it was enough
to account for all I had eaten. Once I got
home, and could semi relax, I felt perfectly
comfortable again.
I couldn't relax as much as I wanted
because of Jodie's impending visit. I had to
wash the beer glasses, clear the dining room
table, and move the hoover, that had been
sitting in the dining room ready for action,
into the front room. Then I could partially
relax, but not in the way originally intended.
My original plan was to come home, have some
lunch, and probably read and snooze through
the whole afternoon. Instead I spend most of
the time at my PC catching up with some
websites.
I could have had a short snooze because
Jodie missed her train, and didn't get here
until almost 4pm. By that time i was feeling
the first signs of an extremely light hangover
from the 2 pints of Guinness I had earlier,
and I was quite keen to top up my alcohol. I
think we drank half each of about 5
cans/bottles of beer - most of which was
pretty horrid. It seems Jodie's taste
continues to diverge from mine. She likes all
the really sour beers - often made with wild
yeasts with their own peculiar flavours. The
strange thing was that there was one beer that
I thought was only a bit too sour for my
enjoyment, but was drinkable, and that Jodie
described as totally minging. I think she
finished the glass, but had to force it down.
Jodie left to get the 6.18pm train, and
I started to get my dinner together. I had
grilled bacons as a birthday treat for
breakfast, and no more than a few snacks for
lunch. I was quite looking forward to a nice
dinner, and It was nice. I had a starter of
something that could be described as prawn
cocktail, but was actually a pack of
jumbo/king prawns heaped on a pot of "rainbow"
coleslaw made with Greek yoghurt. The main
dish was a really yummy corned beef hash ready
meal. I only had the latter in the fridge
because I had noticed it for near half price
because it was on it's sell by date when I
bought it last Sunday.
Last night was another poor night on
TV. I think I just watched a single episode of
The Simpsons on Channel 4+1. That finished at
7.30pm, and it felt like I was almost ready
for bed at that time. I wasted a bit more
time, but there was still a lot of daylight
left when I went to bed. I read for at least
half an hour before I turned the light out,
and went to sleep. Of course it wasn't as
quick as that sounds, but it didn't take that
long.
I didn't take any painkillers before
going to bed last night, and from time to time
it was noticeable with my right elbow being
the most prone part of me to ache.
Nevertheless I did seem to sleep quite well.
There were odd moments when I was awake long
enough to just about complete the thought that
I was not sleeping, and then a few hours would
flash by unnoticed. I did seem to wake for a
pee more often than usual, but maybe I didn't.
It is possible I dreamed one or more of those
times, but I can't really remember. In fact I
can't remember a thing about the dreams I
think I remember having.
Getting up for a pee more often could
have been a sign that my blood glucose had
gone high again, and some of the beers I
drank, plus the ready meal that formed part of
my dinner, could easily have been to blame for
it. I was most surprised that though it had
gone up, it had only gone up from 7.3mmol/l
yesterday morning to just 7.4mmol/l this
morning. That is still under my self set
target of 7.5mmol/l, and rather excellent.
While that is good, I feel lousy this
morning. As usual, after a busy day yesterday,
I feel a bit tired. As usual, after drinking
yesterday, a (very) light touch of hangover
leaves me feeling tired. As usual, a dull grey
start to the day saps my energy, and I feel a
bit tired. As usual, a series of visits to the
toilet in quick succession has left me feeling
tired. That is four reasons to feel tired, and
I think that justifies me feeling tired, or
maybe it is listless, or maybe something else.
Fortunately one reason for negative
feelings is wearing off, and it really should
be considered a positive thing. For a couple
of days there seemed to be a mismatch between
the food I shovelled in the top, and the waste
output at the other end. This wasn't exactly
constipation because I was "going", but it
never felt like it was enough. This morning I
went to the toilet quite normally, and this
time it seemed a fair amount. Then I had
breakfast of two bowls of instant noodles, and
the heat from them must have increased the
fermentation rate....or something. Four
paragraphs ago I took a long break from
writing while visiting the toilet three times
at 3 minute intervals. I think I am fairly
empty now, and with all the gas as well,
fairly well deflated for the moment.
With one problem out of the way, and
recovering from all the effort of it, I still
have three reasons for feeling tired and/or
listless. Now this is a pity, and I hope I
will eventually feel like doing a lot more
than laying on my bed reading today. The
hoover is out and ready for action. It will be
good if I can raise the enthusiasm to do at
least the spare room, and ideally the hall,
stairs and dining room too. I need to
wash/wipe down the dining room tablecloth.
Fortunately it is made of PVC so only needs
wiping. If I could do all that I would be
halfway ready for Patricia to stay for a
couple of nights.
I think I'll leave cleaning and
polishing the bathroom for another day. With
Patricia only likely to stay for two nights, I
don't think it worthwhile putting new shower
curtains up. The existing one looks a little
bit scummy, but not too terrible - I hope. I
ought to try and clean the kitchen up, but
there is no way I am going to do the ultra
deep clean it really needs. I'll try and sweep
the floor, and I'll wipe down all the main
surfaces, and that will have to do. I doubt I
will do that today either. One thing I
definitely won't be doing today is going for a
walk in the park. I don't fancy a walk in the
rain with lightning flashing overhead !