It's a horrible damp
looking grey morning, but both the Met Office
and BBC agree that the sun will break through
at midday. The sunny spells for 10am have
disappeared from the latest revision to the
Met Office forecast. The Met Office and BBC
now say that the sunny spells will last from
midday until 6pm, and the BBC say they last 2
hours will feature full sunshine, and not
sunny spells. For all that we can't expect
more than 18° C today. There is a difference
of opinion about tomorrows weather. The Met
Office predict an all dull day with a top
temperature of 18° C. The BBC predict a bright
days with sunny spells, and 19° C. You can be
sure that both forecasts will be very
different tomorrow morning !
Yesterday was a day of consequences. It
was almost midday when I finished writing
yesterday's diary thanks to a long break when
In went out to get my 'flu jab. The sun
had been shining for a good few hours by then,
and my bedroom was starting to feel
comfortably warm. The consequence of that,
plus the feeling that going out for the 'flu
jab was a useful accomplishment, was that it
put me in a very lazy mood.
There was one other thing I did
yesterday morning, and it was after having my
shower, prior to going to the surgery. I put
in a couple of t-shirts and some underwear to
soak in detergent. At the time I assumed I
would then do the three rinses, and than
fabric conditioner a bit later. The big
builders bucket with the cold and slimy
clothes and detergent is still sitting in the
bath tub this morning. Another thing I
couldn't be bothered to do was a sink full of
washing (or the plates and cutlery type).
I have to say that after so many cold
days it was rather glorious laying on my bed,
reading and snoozing, in a warm room. Another
day's electricity saved ! What I did do
during that time was to have at least one can
of hot soup, and then a bit later, some rice
cakes with the last of the little tub of pate
I had bought from Aldi, and had been slowly
using up.
One other diversion, while deeply
relaxing, was to think about photography.
Taking pictures of bands is good, and from
time to time I can take a few very good
portrait pictures, but with no control of the
lighting, or the background, it is not that
many pictures that stand out. Back 2018 I
accompanied Sue to a photoshoot in Wimbledon.
She had been lured by some sort of voucher
code that would allow her 5 free,
professionally taken pictures. Of course there
was a catch - they took a lot more than 5
snaps, and the rest would cost money. There
was some subtle pressure to buy at least some
of them. It was in the form of "you looks so
good in that one !".
It was interesting to see the
professional photographer at work. His
equipment was a couple of Canon cameras, and
some trolley mounted, remote operated, flash
guns with diffusers over the front. His
cameras were not a lot better than mine. What
made the big difference was the studio was
fitted out with lots of props and backgrounds.
One bit of wall was covered with pages from an
old book pasted to it. As a background it was
meaningless, but was something different to a
blank wall. The props were no more than a
couple of old chairs and a stool.
One other service they offered, as part
of the first free pictures offer, was a girl
who would apply make up. She was pretty good,
and almost disguised the terrible bags under
Sue's eyes. That make up, and a happy smile
after the photo session, was all that was
needed for the picture above - the best I have
ever taken of Sue, and I would say equal to
the pictures taken by a professional. It was
taken on my pocket sized Canon Ixus 285HS
camera, and taken on the spur of the moment
with no posing involved.
I don't think I would want to work in a
studio taking pictures of all and sundry, but
I would like to stretch my photographic skills
by doing more than taking pictures of bands
and trains. I can think of a few young, and
maybe not so young, woman I would like to take
pictures of. The odd thing is that I would say
I haven't got an artistic eye, but there is
one young woman I know of who looks, or at
least presents herself as very plain, and
almost tomboyish, that I think would be an
excellent subject to photograph, but the
chances of it are so close to zero that it is
best thought of as impossible.
As dinner time approached I wanted some
sort of excitement. Another facet of me being
extremely lazy yesterday afternoon was that I
hadn't prepared any dinner, and having not
done any washing up I didn't have anything to
cook it in ! The simple, but reckless, answer
was to order a takeaway. I didn't fancy my
usual safe choice, shish kebabs, but went for
the dangerous option - a Chinese takeaway.
As usual, I ended up buying enough for
at least two dinners....or so I thought. In
fact the portions seemed a bit smaller than I
expected, and I only have enough left for
lunch today. I used a takeaway I used to use a
lot 20 or more years ago. Their stuff was
generally very nice - as would be expected
from a takeaway called "Very Nice" ! I don't
know if it is still owned by the same family,
but the food is very similar, although as a
presumed cost cutting measure there seemed to
be more gravy and less solid stuff than I
think they used to have. One thing I used to
like about the place was that it was one of
the early places that cut right down of the
amount of oil in their dishes. I have reason
to believe they might have cut down on the
sugar too now.
Obviously I didn't go out last night
after filling my face, and I was pretty sure I
wouldn't be going out even before I decided to
order my takeaway. I probably didn't realise
it at the time, but I may have been having a
mild reaction to the 'flu jab in the morning.
I had a bigger reaction in the night, or at
least that is what it felt like. By 8pm I was
feeling a bit sleepy, and I essentially went
to bed then, although only to read for a
while.
I'm not sure when I put the book down,
and turned out the light, but whenever it was
it took at least another hour before I fell
asleep. My excess intake of Chinese food,
which didn't seem it at the time, had left me
feeling a bit full, and maybe had left me
feeling a bit warm. The feeling of warmth
would cause problems a bit later in the night.
Once I did fall asleep I seemed to sleep quite
deeply, although I think I may have been
dreaming about photography.
When I woke up I certainly thought
about photography a lot while I tried to get
back to sleep after I had had a pee. Maybe I
was only awake for 5 minutes, but it felt like
over half an hour. Perhaps it was my
imagination getting in the way of sleep -
perhaps there is little "perhaps" about it. I
was imagining how I would take pictures from
basic posing, maybe outdoors, to something
more like glamour photographs in something
like a studio set up, and even soft porn "
(fantasy knows no bounds !! - I should be so
lucky !!).
I was feeling very warm when I got back
to sleep, and I had partly moved the duvet to
the side. I woke up next time feeling very
cold. With hindsight I wonder if a reaction
from the 'flu vaccine had made me feel hot -
sort of like a mini 'flu. What I am very sure
of was that getting cold arms and legs was not
a great idea when enduring a brief mini-'flu.
I seemed t ache all over, and could not seem
to get comfortable. I was still feeling a bit
hot, but the air outside the duvet felt almost
icy, and the air under it was like standing in
front of a furnace.
It was only in the last hours of sleep
that I started to sleep normally (whatever
that is). I remember a bit of dream about
having a reaction to the 'flu vaccine. I
seemed to be on a training course, and had to
miss a morning because I was feeling so rough.
When I went in, in the afternoon, I hardly
recognised anyone from the same class. There
was a lot more to the dream, but that is the
only bit that sticks in my mind.
After getting up it was with great
trepidation that I checked my blood glucose
reading. I had visions of it being well up
above the red line. I was quite shocked, but
obviously delighted to see it was just
8.9mmol/l - less than yesterday's 9.0mmol/l.
If I had unlimited wealth I would put that
takeaway on my approved list !
I can't say I am looking forward to any
but the last thing on my lists of things to do
today. The first thing I have to do if I am
going to wash myself today, is to finish the
laundry that has been soaking in, now ice
cold, detergent for the last 24 hours. Once
that is washed, and hung on the clothes horse
to dry I have to tackle all the washing up. It
now includes several takeaway containers,
although they only need a good rinsing under
hot water before putting in the recycling bin.
The final of the three things is a
Sunday afternoon beer tasting session with
Jodie. I think the only proviso about her
coming over was that the trains are running.
After yesterday's industrial action, the
trains appear to be running normally this
morning, and so Jodie should be over this
afternoon.