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                                        Yesterday was often rather dull,
                                        but there was almost no rain,
                                        not even drizzle. Neither
                                        forecaster (BBC or Met Office)
                                        showed the morning as dry, but
                                        it was as good as. Both
                                        predicted some sunny spells in
                                        the evening, but I can't really
                                        say they left any impression on
                                        my memory. It was a slightly
                                        cool day with a genral afternoon
                                        temperature of just 19° C, but
                                        there was probably a brief peak
                                        to 20° C.
                                        
                                        
                                       
                                         The ground was wet
                                      when I first opened the curtains,
                                      but it seemed like the rain had
                                      stopped by then (approx 8.30am),
                                      and the first rays of the sun
                                      could be seen through a small hole
                                      in the clouds. The sky is now just
                                      about clear, at least an hour
                                      earlier than forecast, and we have
                                      nice sunshine. If it lasts, as per
                                      the forecast, it should drive the
                                      temperature up to 22°C. Tomorrow
                                      could see a lot of rain. In fact
                                      it could almost rain all day, and
                                      much of the rain could be quite
                                      heavy. It will also be a cool day
                                      with a max of 17°C currently
                                      forecast.
                                        
                                        Yesterday was an almost
                                      good day. Perhaps it was an OK
                                      day. With hindsight it was
                                      possibly even very slightly good,
                                      or to put it another way, my
                                      perceived sins appeared to come to
                                      nothing. All will soon be
                                      explained - I hope.
                                      
                                        The weather was very gloomy
                                      yesterday morning, but somehow I
                                      didn't let it bother me too much.
                                      After I finished writing I had my
                                      usual rest - laying on my bed
                                      reading, and I even let my eyes
                                      close for a while - but I know I
                                      had to have a shower because I
                                      wanted to go shopping in Aldi.
                                      
                                        I think it was gone midday
                                      before I was ready to open the
                                      front door, and head out into the
                                      weather. I hoped I had missed the
                                      forecast rain or drizzle, but in a
                                      way it could also be the other way
                                      around - the drizzle missed me.
                                      That is not 100% accurate because
                                      I did feel a bit of fine drizzle
                                      on my face, but I think it had
                                      finished before I had gone 20ft
                                      down the road. My walk was not
                                      perfectly comfortable because I
                                      was trying an old pair of shoes
                                      that seemed to have very little
                                      wear.
                                      
                                        That lack of wear was a
                                      good enough clue that maybe I
                                      hadn't worn them because they were
                                      uncomfortable. It seemed they were
                                      only midly uncomfortable, and
                                      oddly enough it was only one of
                                      the pair. The discomfort was just
                                      enough to slightly slow me down,
                                      and that meant that I didn't seem
                                      to suffer from any angina, or even
                                      breathing pains. In good shoes,
                                      and maybe in rain, I would have
                                      probably walked a lot faster, and
                                      ended up with angina by the time I
                                      got to Aldi.
                                      
                                        Although I had a few ideas
                                      of what I wanted to buy in Aldi, I
                                      had a few surprises in there, and
                                      bought several things I hadn't
                                      even imagined. One thing was a
                                      small box of 4 x 330ml cans of
                                      Brewdog ALD IPA - a special own
                                      label brew. I can imagine Tesco,
                                      Sainsbury's, Waitrose, Lidl, and
                                      maybe even M&S all selling the
                                      same beer with a different own
                                      label. 
                                      
                                        I bought two "novelty"
                                      packs of meat. One was a middle
                                      east inspired, marinated lamb
                                      chops, and the other was a couple
                                      of "Chinese inspired" pork
                                      burgers. While in the bakery
                                      section I had a learning
                                      experience. I fancied a couple of
                                      wholemeal rolls. I thought I
                                      specifically wanted wholemeal rols
                                      because they usuallly have a very
                                      much lower sugar content, but not
                                      from Aldi. The white rolls next to
                                      the wholemeal roll said each roll
                                      had 2.5gm of sugar in it. The
                                      wholemeal rolls said 4.7gms of
                                      sugar. My choice was very obvious
                                      - the white rolls !
                                      
                                        The rest of my shopping was
                                      probably very run of the mill, and
                                      not worth commenting on now. I had
                                      two moderately heavy bags, plus a
                                      very heavy rucksack to lug home.
                                      Such effort would be expected to
                                      give me some bad angina pains, but
                                      didn't. Maybe it is because I
                                      ended up walking quite slowly
                                      because of the load, and also
                                      because my legs were very stiff
                                      and almost creaky again. It seems
                                      I might have found my own cure for
                                      the angina - being unable to walk
                                      far and fast - the cure that is as
                                      bad as the illness.
                                      
                                        It is possible that angina
                                      pains were just about to start as
                                      I arrived at my front door. I
                                      definitely felt quite knackered,
                                      and maybe there was a hint of
                                      chest pain starting. I was
                                      certainly glad to get home, and
                                      ultimately to rest, but forst I
                                      had to put my shopping away. I
                                      then made up two ham and salad
                                      rolls using the white rolls I had
                                      just bought. They were very
                                      satisfying, and maybe even better
                                      than the reduced price Brie and
                                      bacon sandwiches with a 30% off
                                      sticker that I threw in my
                                      shopping trolley.
                                      
                                        After eating I had a short
                                      rest, but then had to do a bit of
                                      light work. I had some washing up
                                      to do, and quick wipe up of the
                                      kitchen work surfaces, plus a very
                                      light tidy up of the dining room,
                                      ready for a beer tasting session a
                                      little bit later in the afternoon.
                                      In fact it was not as late as
                                      expected because Jodie arrives
                                      soon after 3pm. I remembered her
                                      telling me it would possibly be an
                                      early start, and an early finish.
                                      
                                        I was a fairly good
                                      drinking session, although we
                                      drunk less than usual. One bog can
                                      the Jodie opened was a coffee
                                      flavoured stout. I declined trying
                                      any of that, and opened up on of
                                      the cans of Brewdog ALD IPA. Like
                                      most (possibly all Brewdog beers)
                                      it was not that nice. As I
                                      remarked to Jodie, it was as if
                                      they let the Brewdog dog, swim in
                                      the beer ! I guess it wasn't quite
                                      that bad, but it did have a
                                      slightly odd taste. I guess if
                                      that was all I had to drink, I
                                      could have learned to love it.
                                      
                                        As usual, Jodie spent a lot
                                      of time on her phone, but she did
                                      bring me a copy of The Metro so I
                                      could do the crosswords. Maybe it
                                      was just me, but both crosswords,
                                      the quick and the cryptic, seemed
                                      easier than usual. I finished the
                                      quick crossword possibly in less
                                      than 10 minutes. I managed to
                                      solve 10 and a half cryptic clues,
                                      and with the aid of a very strong
                                      beer I might have managed more.
                                      
                                        Yesterday was another
                                      Thursday where Jodie was going on
                                      to some sort of official beer
                                      tasting event. It was ticketed
                                      entry, and at £22 a ticket, and
                                      only 4 third pint glasses of beer
                                      to sample, it seemed a very
                                      expensive way of drinking beer. To
                                      get there she was meeting Alan in
                                      The Three Hounds by Clockhouse
                                      station soon after 5pm, and then
                                      they would wander down the road to
                                      the tram stop,. Get the tram to
                                      Beckenham Junction station, and
                                      from there a direct train to
                                      Brixton where the beer tasting was
                                      taking place.
                                      
                                        As soon as Jodie left I
                                      started to cook my dinner. It was
                                      to be the middle east inspired (I
                                      think the packet actually gave the
                                      name of the country) marinated
                                      lamb chops. I grilled those in the
                                      mini oven/grill. I accompanied
                                      them with some boiled baby
                                      potatoes and some partly steamed,
                                      frozen mixed vegeatables. I ate it
                                      near 6pm while watching the usual
                                      Star Treks. It was quite tasty,
                                      and it seems the marinade on the
                                      meat was not full of sugar.
                                      
                                        Now the peculiar thing was
                                      that I judged myself to be stone
                                      cold sober after not drinking all
                                      that much, but for some reason I
                                      turned to TV off at 7pm instead of
                                      8pm. Maybe I just decided I
                                      couldn't be bothered to watch Star
                                      Trek: Voyager, or maybe I just
                                      forgot it was one because I didn't
                                      want to watch it....or maybe I
                                      watched the first  5 minutes
                                      and realised it was one of the
                                      terrible episodes.
                                      
                                        Anyway, I laid on my bed to
                                      read, and when what I thought was
                                      9pm approaching, I turned the TV
                                      on, and was surprised that the
                                      next programme was an episode of
                                      M*A*S*H. I could have watched
                                      that, but went back to my book for
                                      another hour before watching, and
                                      recording another episode of The
                                      New Avengers. Curiously enough it
                                      was one episode that I could
                                      remember seeing when broadcast
                                      many years, maybe even decades
                                      ago. It was not a bad episode.
                                      
                                        I went straight to bed when
                                      it finished at 10pm. I didn't seem
                                      to have any obvious aches or pains
                                      to stop me going straight to
                                      sleep, but non obvious ones soon
                                      reared their heads. Much is
                                      written, buy others, as well as
                                      me, about dreams, but few write
                                      about those unknown seconds or
                                      minutes as you fall asleep, or try
                                      to. It maybe be seconds, but
                                      sometimes feels like minutes.
                                      
                                        I turned the lights out,
                                      turned over, and everything still
                                      seemed to feel good. I closed my
                                      eyes and started to
                                      relax.....but.... I can't remember
                                      everything, but it went something
                                      like this: First of all a wisp of
                                      my own hair started ticklin my
                                      forehead. I dealt with that, but
                                      possibly the same single strand of
                                      hair started tickling my ear. Then
                                      I decided it might be more
                                      comfortable to move one hand half
                                      an inch from where it was, and
                                      change the angle of my arm by a
                                      few degrees. Then I heard a
                                      strange noise, and it turned out
                                      to be the hard disk in my PC doing
                                      some sort of maintenance movement.
                                      It stopped after a second or two,
                                      but then I started to hear a
                                      strange noise that I soon realised
                                      was a fox calling for his (or her)
                                      mate. Then I decided I would be
                                      more comfortable if I moved one of
                                      my feet a couple of inches. Then I
                                      brished another bit of hair
                                      aside.......at some point I fell
                                      into a deep sleep.
                                      
                                        On the whole I slept well
                                      last night, but these days that
                                      includes getting up for a pee or
                                      three. I can rememeber having a
                                      long series of dreams, but I can't
                                      recall enough information to
                                      relaly describe what was going on
                                      - assuming I originally knew it in
                                      the first place. It seeme to be
                                      about people becoming infected
                                      with some, possibly on purpose,
                                      and some sort of experiment, or
                                      maybe by accident. The had to go
                                      to Ongar railway station (once at
                                      the far eastern end of the Central
                                      line, but now part of a preserved
                                      railway) to get some sort of cure
                                      in one of the rooms of the railway
                                      station.
                                      
                                        I know I was awake, and
                                      went for a pee at 5am, but I
                                      remember nothing more until I woke
                                      up, and got up at about 6.30am.
                                      After another good pee, and a poo,
                                      I got on the scales, and despite
                                      eating a few suspect things
                                      yesterday, it seems my weight has
                                      dropped by 200gm this morning.
                                      I'll need a lot more 200 grammes
                                      to get back to my recent lowest
                                      weight, but I am almost back in
                                      the same ball park now.
                                      
                                        That made me wonder how my
                                      blood glucose was doing. Just
                                      recently my blood glucose had
                                      dropped at the same time my weight
                                      went up. My first blood glucose
                                      reading, usingthe Contour meter
                                      was rather good - just 7.6mmol/l.
                                      That was better than expected
                                      after eating several lots of
                                      bread, and the boiled potatoes
                                      with my dinner. The GlucoRX meter
                                      was not quite as good, but
                                      8.1mmol/l is not too bad. The
                                      Sinocare meter was worst of all,
                                      but 8.3mmol/l is also not that
                                      bad.
                                      
                                        Last night, a bit later
                                      than usual, my blood pressure was
                                      a tiny bit higher than usual. I
                                      think it was hight than "optimum"
                                      and into the "normal" area. That
                                      is still perfectly OK, but nothing
                                      to brag about. It was 121/47. I
                                      think I was a bit too tired to
                                      relax and try for a better second
                                      reading. This morning my first
                                      measurement was quite good, but
                                      slightly higherthan usual. This
                                      time I did a second reading, and
                                      it half (or maybe a third) worse.
                                      The systolic pressure went up to
                                      111mmHg, but the diastolic went
                                      down to just 41mmHg. My pulse rate
                                      went down to 54 ppm (Pulse Per
                                      minute). That is pretty typical
                                      for my morning readings.
                                      
                                        Today I have two things on
                                      my mind that I might do, although
                                      the chances of both are a bit
                                      slim. One thing is to pay another
                                      visit to Aldi. I noticed a few
                                      things in there I might have
                                      bought, including vanilla
                                      flavoured Diet Coke (or possibly
                                      Coke Zero) in packs of 12 330ml
                                      cans. I could in theory easily
                                      fill two shopping bags with stuff
                                      that should have a long life, and
                                      so less temptation to eat any
                                      edible prematurely.
                                      
                                        The other thing I think I
                                      might stand a small chance of
                                      doing is going to a gig. The band
                                      G Force are playing in The
                                      Fellowship Inn, Bellingham. They
                                      play some decent music, and the
                                      place is easy to get to now I know
                                      the easy way - by bus. The 336 bus
                                      stop is easier to walk to than
                                      Catford Bridge station, and
                                      although the pub is next door to
                                      Bellingham station, it is an even
                                      longer walk, with stairs at the
                                      end of the walk to Catford
                                      station. It is only a short walk
                                      from the bas stop to the pub, and
                                      a similar length walk to a bus
                                      stop with laods of buses going
                                      back to close to home. provided it
                                      is still dry and bright, it seems
                                      almost possible that I will
                                      go....and to make it easier I
                                      think I would be trying my
                                      lightweight Nikon D3200 camera
                                      with flashgun. It is half the
                                      weight of my precious Nikon D610
                                      camera with big heavy lens !