As
usual, the Met Office and
BBC disagree about today's
weather. The BBC forecast is
shown in the screenshot
above. The Met Office say
sunny spells all day,
although the first has not
happened yet, and that makes
both forecasts wrong. As I
write this there is a lot of
cloud, but there are also
some blue areas, but they
are in the wrong place for
the sun. Assuming the cloud
breaks up more we could get
the promised sunny spells,
and the temperature may rise
to 16° C (or only 15° C in
BBC land). The Met Office
predict tomorrow to be
identical to how they
forecast today, but the BBC
have thrown in a few hours
of non stop sunshine, and
say the temperature tomorrow
could be 16° C.
Yesterday was
an interesting day. The
weather was not as forecast,
and my aches and pains were
different. I also felt sort
of more relaxed, and that
thing that is almost the
opposite of sad and
depressed. I achieved almost
nothing, but I di go out,
and managed to regulate my
eating better.
The highlight of
yesterday was going to The
Jolly Farmers for a couple
of pints of Guinness, and to
do the crosswords in The
Metro. Once I had finished
writing I had my traditional
rest before heading to the
bathroom where I not only
showered, but had a wet
shave. I can't remember if
it was just before, or
during my shower that the
sun came out. That seemed a
good omen.
After showering
I started to get dressed to
go out, and I didn't have to
do it too slowly because my
shower water was almost just
tepid, and I didn't feel
over heated. In fact I
almost felt chilly. After
getting dressed I got the
few things together I wanted
to take with me - two pens
and one of my Nikon S6300
pocket cameras. I loaded
these into my coat pockets,
and as I did that the sun
came out again.
It seemed the perfect
time to go to the station,
but I decided it would be
prudent to have an extra pee
before going out. I did
that, and then put on my
coat and opened my front
door to see that there had
just been a passing shower.
It had stopped at that
point, and the sun was
shining again. It was only a
short sunny spell, but there
were more of them as I
travelled to the pub.
Once again I left
home early so I didn't have
to rush to the station, and
once again I hardly slowed
down at all. I didn't have
any hints of angina pain
when I reached the station,
but my legs were complaining
a bit. I must have lost so
much muscle tone over the
last year when angina has
stopped me doing much, if
any, exercise. I tapped in
at the Oyster reader, picked
up two copies of The Metro
(one for me, and one for
Ayse), and then realised
that the next train was
still a couple of minutes
away.
The original plan was
to just miss that train, but
to still see photograph it
as it called at the other
side of the station.
However, with no more than
20 seconds to get my breath
back, I went over the
footbridge to catch that
early train. To my surprise
I didn't get any angina
pains, although I was
slightly short of breath
when I got to the other
side. I made it with almost
a full minute to spare.
There was another
sunny spell when I got to
Ladywell, and my walk from
there to the pub should have
been nice, but once again my
legs complained a bit, and I
had to force myself to take
deep breaths to stop getting
breathless. When I arrived
at the pub I found a group
of men sitting at the bar
who are notoriously loud,
but some of what they say
can be amusing. It was
almost as if they were
already pissed.
I also found there
was a lady sitting at "my"
table. I know her enough to
talk to. She is normally
with another older woman,
but yesterday she was on her
own, and as I looked around
for another place to sit she
said I might as well sit at
the same table. The only
problem was that at the end
of the table the light is a
bit dim, and I was
struggling to read the clues
in the crosswords. I think I
have got to that stage in
life where "my eyes are dim"
!
It slowed me
down a bit, but I
persevered, and managed to
read and solve a few clues.
After maybe half an hour the
lady went back to work, and
I could move to where the
dim light was a bit
brighter. The curious thing
about yesterday is that I
could not finish the quick
crossword, but I did manage
to do over half, maybe even
two thirds, of the cryptic
crossword. I didn't even
look at the time, but at
about halfway through my
second pint the rain came
crashing down.
It was really heavy,
and I was thinking that
maybe I would have to stay
for a third pint of
Guinness, and it would have
been a great excuse for
another. As I was reaching
the bottom of my second
pint, the rain stopped, and
the sun was trying to come
out. I had lost my excuse,
and I made a break for it
while the weather looked OK.
There were a few drops of
rain blowing in the breeze.
I could feel them on my
face, but they didn't seem
to get me wet.
Maybe it was prudent
not to have a third pint.
After just two pints I could
feel that Guinness swirling
around inside of me, and
making me feel closer to
angina, and breathlessness
as I walked to the far end
of the platform at Ladywell
station. It is odd because
it is possibly only a 3 or 4
minute walk from the pub,
but most times in the last 4
or 5 months, including
yesterday, that walk is
enough for the start of
angina pains.
I was not looking
forward to the walk from
Catford Bridge station to
home. For some unknown
reason it was almost OK. My
legs ached a bit, but not
that much, and I had no
hints of angina pain, and
hardly any breathlessness.
When I got home I did two
things. One was to get some
lunch. I had thought of
having a can of soup, but I
was thinking I might have
soup for dinner. I just had
rice crackers and cheese for
a late lunch, and this time
I did not smother them with
low sugar and salt tomato
ketchup.
The other thing
I did was to check the
photos of train I had taken.
Sadly not one of the trains
would add to my spreadsheet
of train photos. I am going
to have to go further afield
to get pictures of trains
that are run by different
train companies, and don't
go through Catford. After
eating lunch, checking my
train photos, and seeing if
anything new was on the
internet (or a very few
selected parts of it), I
laid on my bed, read for a
while and had a snooze.
Time seemed to slip
by easily, and before I know
it, it was time to switch on
the TV, and watch some Star
Trek - starting with Star
Trek: Enterprise. In fact I
didn't "watch" much of it
because most of my
attentions was on trying to
solve a few more cryptic
crossword clues. Just before
6pm, and the start of Star
Trek: Deep Space Nine I
decided it was time for
dinner. As per my earlier
ideas I did have just soup,
but followed by a very light
dessert.
I started with a can
of Aldi own brand beef and
chunky vegetable soup. With
a good splash of chilli
sauce it was nice and tasty,
and almost, but not really,
filling. The can reported
quite a low sugar content.
My second course was a can
of Tesco chicken and chunky
vegetables soup. Once again
it was nice with enough hot
chilli sauce, and it too
reported and even lower
amount of sugar. My third
course was a dessert, but it
was only a single apple and
a chunk of cheese. My whole
dinner seemed quite
satisfying.
The last Star Trek
finished at 8pm, and by then
it was dark outside, and
getting cool. I think I
turned the heater off about
half an hour before Star
Trek: Voyager finished, and
once finished there seem to
be not reason not to go to
bed to read for an hour in
the warmth of under the
duvet. It was still at least
10 minutes before 9pm when I
came to the end of a chapter
in the book, and I took that
as my cue to try for sleep.
As far as I can
recall, sleep seemed to come
quick and easy. It was only
an hour later (although it
could have been two hours)
before I was awake again.
All the chilli sauce I added
to the soups had had it's
revenge on me. My pillow was
soaked in sweat, and worst
of all was that the end of
my duvet, where it had been
tucked under my chin, was
also wet with sweat. After
going for a pee it took what
seemed like ages to turn my
pillow around, and try to
avoid coming into contact
with the cold seat on the
duvet, and then eventually
fall asleep. In reality it
maybe have been no more than
10 minutes.
I don't know if it is
a sign of good sleep, or
not, but once again I can
remember a lot of dreams,
but I can't really remember
enough about them to try and
describe any of them. I
think
that at least one dream, or
maybe a series of short
dreams, was influenced by
the book I was reading - the
final Stainless Steel Rat
book by author Harry
Harrison -
The
Stainless Steel Rat
Returns. I don't think
I had any more dreams that
were a flashback to when I
was at work, but there was
one dream that I seem to
think involved some sort of
electronics and either a
repair or modification, but
the details now elude me.
I had some rather
good news this morning, and
it was possible that it
partly came about after I
decided it was too dark
outside to get up, and
somehow, rather easily, went
back to sleep after going
for a pee. I awoke again a
full hour later, and had to
go for a pee again, and this
time also a poo. When I got
on the scales I was
delighted to see that I
appeared to have lost
another 700gms.
I was suspicious that
it was all to do with peeing
a lot more than usual, and
that I was probably
dehydrated. Being dehydrated
would mean my blood glucose
measurements would be rather
high, but they weren't ! The
Contour meter read a very
nice 7.7mmol/l. The GlucoRX
meter read an even better
7,5mmol/l - spot on my new
and improved target. Sadly
the Sinocare meter let me
down with a very average
8.3mmol/l, but at least that
is still better than my old
target of 8.5mmol/l - a
target I have struggled to
meet on may days over the
last month.
I am sure I have
mentioned that I believed my
large weight gain recently
was probably something to do
with water retention, I am
at a loss to say why that
should happen, although I
supposed a problem with the
kidneys could be to blame.
Right now it seems I have
overcome the problem, and my
weight is back to being on
the road to new lows
(hopefully), and it can't be
dehydration because my blood
glucose is nice and low.
Maybe it was something I
ate....or didn't eat.
It is now 10am and
the sky is mostly grey, and
so far we have not seem a
single ray of sunshine. I am
inclined to scrap plan A,
which was a tentative idea
that I might go to Stanmore,
on the Jubilee line to add
another tick to my travels
to the limits of my Freedom
Pass project - that hasn't
seen an entry for at least a
year of two. I am think that
plan B is probably more
important, and it is to go
to Tesco where I will have
to try and be even more
selective about what I buy
than last time. I will have
to reject all possibly
"Reduced Price" bargains if
they don't suit my needs for
lower sugar and calories
foods. I can imagine buying
more cans of soup. They may
not exactly be a balanced
diet, but when selected with
care, they do seem very
beneficial in many ways.