I
                                            have yet to see the mist
                                            that both the BBC
                                            (screenshot above) and Met
                                            Office forecast for this
                                            morning, unless they mean
                                            the very slight haze. I
                                            guess visibility is down to
                                            under 10 miles at the
                                            moment. Until late tonight
                                            (10pm) it should be a dry
                                            day, and late afternoon
                                            should see some sunny
                                            spells, but most of the day
                                            will be a nasty dull grey.
                                            At least the afternoon
                                            temperature will be an
                                            improvement over recent
                                            days. 17° C is predicted.
                                            Tomorrow may be even warmer,
                                            maybe even just about warm -
                                            19° C is predicted. It seems
                                            the BBC have thrown every
                                            weather icon they have at
                                            tomorrow's forecast. It
                                            shows mist, drizzle, light
                                            rain, heavy rain,
                                            thunderstorms and some sunny
                                            spells. I think that
                                            tomorrow there may be a
                                            revised weather forecast
                                            that seems less random.
                                            
                                               Yesterday saw
                                            the end of a day or two of
                                            constipation, although even
                                            the end was not exactly
                                            pleasant. The rest of the
                                            day was OK, but hardly
                                            exciting. It was most
                                            definitely a day to stay in,
                                            and find odd jobs to, or
                                            just to be generally lazy.
                                            The latter was my main
                                            choice.
                                            
                                              As I noted yesterday,
                                            by the time I had finished
                                            writing I had been to the
                                            toilet, and had a poo 5
                                            times. That did leave me
                                            feeling slightly sore, and
                                            that was a good enough
                                            excuse, when any, even a
                                            very minor excuse, was
                                            enough to make me spent
                                            almost the remainder of the
                                            morning laying on my bed -
                                            mostly reading, but I did
                                            try closing my eyes for a
                                            bit. I guess I must have
                                            slept OK the night before
                                            because 
I don't think
                                            I had a snooze.
                                            
                                               Just after
                                            midday I had the first of
                                            two lunches....or maybe one
                                            was just a snack. One of
                                            them involved a rather nasty
                                            (maybe because it was cold)
                                            steak slice, and a small
                                            packet of crisps, and a
                                            similar amount of crisps
                                            from a much bigger bag.
                                            Lunch part two, or a mid
                                            afternoon snack, was more
                                            crisps used to scoop up a
                                            little tub of cream cheese.
                                            
                                              I could have passed
                                            some of the afternoon
                                            editing more pictures of
                                            Underground/tube train, but
                                            I have sort of got bored
                                            with that. However I did
                                            spend some time looking
                                            through scans of my old film
                                            negatives. I was supposed to
                                            be assessing what sort of
                                            quality of tube train
                                            pictures I had taken, but
                                            the whole thing was a mild
                                            nostalgia sort of thing. As
                                            for the tube train picture:
                                            Most of the pictures I took
                                            on my film camera were not
                                            really good enough quality
                                            to use.
                                            
                                              One problem with
                                            those old film pictures is
                                            that I only ever had two
                                            lenses. One was a "standard"
                                            general purpose lens, and
                                            the other was a medium
                                            telephoto lens. With trains
                                            being fairly big things, I
                                            could have done with a wider
                                            angle lens to get a lot more
                                            of the train in the
                                            frame.....unless I thought
                                            close ups of the front or
                                            side of a train were good
                                            shots at the time. If so I
                                            bitterly regret it now. Hey
                                            ho......
                                            
                                              When dinnertime came
                                            around I did make more
                                            effort to be careful about
                                            what I ate - with particular
                                            regard to sugar and calorie
                                            content. My main course was,
                                            as pictured above, an Aldi
                                            Teriyaki noodles - part of
                                            the slender of choice,
                                            "Protein" range. 8.5gm of
                                            sugar seemed slightly high,
                                            and maybe even more than
                                            slightly considering how
                                            small this portion
                                            was.  310 calories was
                                            quite good though, or would
                                            be if I could have in any
                                            way thought of it as a
                                            complete meal.
                                            
                                              I still felt rather
                                            hollow after those nasty
                                            tasting noodles, and so I
                                            topped up with two apples
                                            and a chunk of cheese. One
                                            apple was a quite tasty Jazz
                                            apple, and the other apple
                                            was a golden apple (not
                                            golden delicious because it
                                            was not grown in France, and
                                            was quite flavourful). The
                                            cheese was Double
                                            Gloucestershire. 
                                            

                                              I don't know why I
                                            never quite believe, until I
                                            have tried again, that two
                                            apples and a chunk of cheese
                                            can be so tasty, and
                                            satisfying. Those in the
                                            picture above seemed to
                                            completely satify the
                                            feeling of hollowness I had
                                            in my stomach after those
                                            Teriyaki Noodles. 
                                            
                                              Talking of pictures
                                            of food: One thing I have
                                            been thinking about for some
                                            time is how to
                                            explain/describe the small
                                            quantities of peanuts I now
                                            consume compared to the
                                            gluttonous amounts I used to
                                            shovel down 20 (?) or more
                                            years ago. I have never
                                            weighted the amount before,
                                            but yesterday I remembered I
                                            had the perfect thing tucked
                                            away in a drawer - a pair of
                                            kitchen scales which have
                                            the useful thing of being
                                            able to be set to zero after
                                            an empty container is put on
                                            them. I did that with a the
                                            glass (which once had a
                                            candle in it) that I use to
                                            eat a small amount of
                                            peanuts from. 
                                            
                                              In the picture the
                                            scales are showing that I
                                            had added 38gm of peanuts to
                                            the glass. (The glass itself
                                            weighs 138gm). Now I know
                                            roughly how much I pour out
                                            of a bigger bag, I can say
                                            that if they were all the
                                            same amounts (which isn't
                                            the case, but most are
                                            similar) I can get just over
                                            5 servings for a small 200gm
                                            bag sold by Aldi. In future
                                            I may try and only put 30gm
                                            in the glass, and try to
                                            train myself to eat less in
                                            the future, although I may
                                            still do this more than once
                                            in a day - depending on
                                            whether it is a good or bad,
                                            hot or cold, boring or
                                            exciting, day.
                                            
                                            
                                               Once again I
                                            finished my day by watching
                                            QI on Dave. That finished at
                                            9pm, and I went straight to
                                            bed to read while I warmed
                                            the bed up. I did have the
                                            heater off for a while
                                            before going to bed, but it
                                            was obvious I would be
                                            putting it back on before
                                            long. I think I managed to
                                            sleep for one or two hours
                                            before turning the heater on
                                            low again. 
                                            
                                              I did manage to fall
                                            asleep fairly easily last
                                            night. I had only the merest
                                            twinge of indigestion, but
                                            my guts did feel a bit
                                            "odd". I would say sore, but
                                            that sounds worse than it
                                            was. The problem was that
                                            earlier in the evening the
                                            laxative tablets I had taken
                                            the night before decided to
                                            kick in, in a big way. Much
                                            to my annoyance was what
                                            turned out to be a very wet
                                            fart that needed a change of
                                            underpants. That was
                                            followed by two splattery
                                            visits to the toilet.I
                                            reckon that apart from what
                                            I had just eaten, I was
                                            pretty empty after that -
                                            except for some gas !
                                            
                                              I had one good dream
                                            last night, although my
                                            memory of it is like it has
                                            been heavily edited. It
                                            started with me in bed, and
                                            unable to sleep. I got up
                                            and went out for a walk. If
                                            it had been as far as it
                                            seemed to be, it would have
                                            been a very long walk -
                                            maybe 4 miles, and if the
                                            dream had included a return
                                            journey, about 8 miles in
                                            total. I don't remember
                                            having a particular
                                            destination in mind, but I
                                            set out in the direction of
                                            Forest Hill.
                                            
                                               It was like
                                            there had been a big edit
                                            that had chopped out a few
                                            miles either side of Forest
                                            Hill itself, and I was soon
                                            outside Dulwich Telephone
                                            exchange - and exchange I
                                            knew well from my days
                                            working for BT. I either had
                                            the keys or the door was
                                            open, and I went in. The
                                            ground floor seemed empty,
                                            but not so the second floor
                                            (which doesn't exist in
                                            reality). There were several
                                            people working there for
                                            some unknown reason.
                                            
                                              I had not gone far
                                            when I bumped in my manager.
                                            At least I think it was my
                                            manager, or at least a
                                            manager. I recognised him,
                                            but could not remember his
                                            name. He asked what I was
                                            doing there at that time of
                                            night, and so I told him,
                                            and also said that I would
                                            often pop into any of the
                                            local exchanges I knew
                                            locally when passing, and
                                            would fix any faults I
                                            found. The manager said that
                                            was a nice idea, but he
                                            couldn't offer any overtime
                                            for it unless it was a big
                                            problem.
                                            
                                              That dream sort of
                                            faded out at that point. I
                                            did have more dreams, and
                                            one featured a nice looking
                                            woman. The dream may have
                                            been heading in an erotic
                                            direction, but I just can't
                                            seem to remember any more
                                            about it. Maybe it was just
                                            a cheap 2 second dream or
                                            something. 
                                            
                                              The only other things
                                            I can remember about my
                                            sleep was getting up to pee
                                            at least four times, but
                                            each time, except the last,
                                            easily getting back into a
                                            deep sleep again. The last
                                            time was too close to when I
                                            would get up. I didn't feel
                                            comfortable for the last 45
                                            minutes, and was in positive
                                            pain with cramp when I leapt
                                            out of bed at almost 7am.
                                            One I put weight on my legs
                                            the cramp almost instantly
                                            went away, and apart from a
                                            medium strength desire to go
                                            to the toilet, I sort of
                                            felt fairly OK.
                                            
                                              That last pee, after
                                            getting up, but no poo after
                                            the laxatives seemed to have
                                            cleaned my out the day
                                            before, was good enough to
                                            show a nice drop of weight.
                                            I had lost 500gm compared
                                            the yesterday morning, and
                                            that was rather pleasing, It
                                            puts me back to almost where
                                            I had got to the last time I
                                            had a few days of weight
                                            loss. If I am good (unlikely
                                            on boring cold and grey
                                            days) I could reach a weight
                                            that is as low as the best I
                                            have seen since my days of
                                            loads of outdoor exercise
                                            during lock down.
                                            
                                              There was the thought
                                            that all the seemingly extra
                                            peeing was not a good sign
                                            for my blood glucose this
                                            morning, but two meters said
                                            it was rather good. The
                                            Contour meter read
                                            7.9mmol/l. Admittedly that
                                            only just skims under the
                                            bar to be in the light green
                                            zone. The GlucoRX meter was
                                            a bit better with a reading
                                            of 7.6mmol/l, and just 0.1
                                            over my new/current target.
                                            Once again the Sinocare
                                            meter was the odd one out
                                            with a reading of 8.6mmol/l,
                                            but at least that is still
                                            an acceptable figure.
                                            
                                              As usual (mostly) my
                                            blood pressure is very good.
                                            My one and only reading
                                            (because it was well good
                                            enough without trying to get
                                            it lower, was 100/48. That
                                            is actually slightly less
                                            than my typical morning
                                            average, which this morning
                                            stands at 103/47 for this
                                            month.
                                            
                                              I think I am going to
                                            do something productive, and
                                            yet foolhardy today. I want
                                            to go to Poundstretcher. The
                                            silly thing is that I don't
                                            know why. I definitely
                                            remember saying to Jodie
                                            that I must go to
                                            Poundstretcher soon because
                                            I need....something, but
                                            what that "something" is, is
                                            now a complete mystery. The
                                            chances are that I will
                                            remember it when I see it.
                                            If not, there is always
                                            other stuff I can buy from
                                            there - with the slight
                                            problem is that somethings
                                            could be edible, and not
                                            good for my blood glucose
                                            and/or weight. hey ho....