In
BBC world that could be some
sunny spells starting from
11am (although there is no
hint that it could happen
yet). The Met Office predict
thick dirty clouds all day
long. Both say it will be a
dry day, and both agree that
this afternoon will be no
warmer than 12° C.
Tomorrow may feature grey
skies all day long. No rain
is forecast, but it may be a
degree less cold than today.
Yesterday started far
better than the dull and
dreary weather. By mid
afternoon it took a turn for
the worst, and it was bad on
a number of layers, but a
bit of it was quite good.
The explanation of all that
comes later, but at this
stage I can say the badness
has it's roots in the day
before yesterday.
Yesterday was another
day when I slept late again,
and it is something that is
becoming a habit since the
clocks changed from BST to
GMT. The funny thing is that
the change to GMT was to
give extra daylight in the
morning. I guess I slept
through over an hour of
extra daylight.
It wasn't until
almost midday when I had a
shower, and then got dressed
to go out shopping. I was
originally not sure I would
have the time for it, but it
turned out I had plenty of
time, and later I found I
had even more time. I went
shopping in Aldi rather than
Tesco. It seems odd how both
supermarkets carry almost
the same core groceries, but
both have things that the
other doesn't have. I am
glad that I live in a place
where the two supermarkets
are only a 5 or 6 minute
walk away.
One thing I
definitely wanted from Aldi
was a small pack of
persimmon fruit. I had a
look at what they had in the
little supermarket on
Catford Bridge, and their
Perssimon looked to be
almost going rotten. I think
I have seen them in Tesco,
but only now and then. I
also found positively
labelled Cox apples. The
last lot said Cox on the
shelf label, but were only
described as English apples
on the bag. They were not
very nice - the real Cox
apples were very nice.
I'm getting slightly
ahead of myself here.... The
walk in the gloomy daylight
to Aldi was not enjoyable,
and I even felt a few hints
of developing angina when I
got there, and I was partly
short of breath, or at least
breathing quite deeply. I
think I made the right
decision to wear one of my
thicker coats, and doing the
front up. I didn't unzip the
front until I was home in
the warm again. I didn't
seem to feel too warm even
inside Aldi.
After I had got all
my shopping, and there was
enough to fill my rucksack
and two shopping bags, I had
quite a weight to carry
home. I must admit it felt
like hard work, although I
didn't have to stop for a
breather, and I if I
normally walk at about 3mph,
I suspect I only managed
2.5mph walking home. It was
very nice to get home and
drop my bags. After I had
put away everything I had
bought I started on some
lunch.
Lunch only made use
of one thing I had bought
from Aldi, and it was a
small pack of ham. The
previous day I had bought a
loaf of sliced Polish
sourdough bread (0% sugar
!). My lunch, at the end of
cooking, was cheese on ham
on cheese on toast. That may
sound like a lot of cheese,
but I was using pre-grated
cheese and what seems
initially to look like a
lot, soon melts down to
quite a thin covering. It
was very tasty, and I expect
I'll do the same today.
It was not too long
after eating, and having a
rest that "events" started
to happen, and they had
their roots in the day
before yesterday -
Wednesday. On Wednesday I
started the day constipated,
but fairly close to the time
when I went out to the pub I
finally managed to have a
poo. It was a whopper, and a
bit uncomfortable to pass. I
decied then and there that I
would take a couple of
laxative tablets when I was
back from the pub. The
suggested does was just one
tablet.
Yesterday morning I
seemed to go almost OK, but
once again it was rather
dry. It wasn't until about
2.30am yesterday when those
laxative tablets really
kicked in. At first it was a
fairly normal poo, albeit
rather large. Maybe half an
hour later I was back on the
toilet, and this time it was
a lot softer, and there
seemed to be a lot of it.
From then on I had to make
as many as three more visits
to the toilets, and the
last, just minutes away from
when I was expecting Jodie
to ring my doorbell, was so
sudden that I thought I
would have an accident as I
rushed to the toilet.
I think I may have
invented a time machine !
The only way I could have
produced so much poo
yesterday afternoon was if
the final one was actually
my breakfast this morning
passing through before I had
even ate it ! This morning I
do seem to feel better for a
good clear out, but
yesterday I was feeling the
after effects for the rest
of the afternoon. I didn't
exactly feel what I could
describe as sore, but I felt
strange enough that it was
putting me off my beer.
Jodie arrived a bit
later than expected because
she decided to come here via
Lidl - a store that I have
avoided for many years when
they decided to go 90% self
checkout, and the last time
I went there it was only
because someone else
defiantly stood at a staffed
checkout until they opened
it. Without that I might
have just dropped my basket
on the floor, and stormed
out. These days it is
alleged to be a bit better,
but it is now a bit beyond
my range for a comfortable
walk.
When Jodie arrived,
at nearly 4pm, we had a few
beers. Jodie definitely
didn't like one of them, and
I couldn't say that any were
specially nice, but they all
seemed quite drinkable. As
soon as Jodie arrived I sent
Michael a text massage to
say we were starting to
drink if he wanted to join
us. he replied he was having
trouble at the care home
where his demented wife is
staying, and that he had no
idea when he would be free.
I expect his wife was trying
to get rid of him, and was
getting upset because he
wasn't going, and then
because she was upset he
thought he should stay
longer instead of
going........
Jodie said she had to
go to a gig in north London
after our drink, and would
be meeting Alan at 7pm. That
meant getting a bus and
train, and getting the first
train after 6pm might still
be cutting it fine. She
actually went for the 5.49pm
train because she found Alan
was already in North London,
and drinking "unsupervised"
! I was finding that I was
not really enjoying my beer
because of my battered guts
after all my visits to the
toilet earlier. I sent
another text massage to
Michael to explain why I was
expecting to stop drinking
far earlier than usual, and
it was probably best if I
saw him a different time.
After Jodie
left I had an early dinner
for a Thursday. I started
off very simply with a
little pile of
"parmentiered" potatoes with
salt and black pepper. From
my experience of them I
would say they were fat
chips cut into half inch
lengths. There was hardly a
hint of salt and black
pepper, and I have no idea
what the small blobs of what
was probably supposed to
flavoured butter were
supposed to do. I am not
sure if they were good or
bad for someone whose guts
seemed to have taken a
beating earlier.
There were several
reasons for having a dessert
after that very simple main
course. The dessert was
apple and cheese, and I had
a strong desire to check out
the Cox apples I bought, and
also to see if an extra week
of ripening helped the nasty
little apples that were only
described as English apples.
The Cox apple was delicious,
and the other apple had
improved with an extra week
of ripening, but was still
slightly nasty. The cheese
was interesting. It was
Stratford Blue - made in
Lancaster. I got a strong
impression that "Stratford
Blue" was a made up
supermarket name because
they couldn't use the more
common names for blue
cheeses (whose names
temporarily escape me). It
was fairly nice.
I was in time to
watch full episodes of Star
Trek: Deep Space Nine, and
Star Trek: Voyager last
night, but I think I only
half watched them, and
sometimes just listened
while looking at other stuff
on my PC. At 8pm, when
Voyager finished, I decided
I would read in bed for half
an hour or so, and then try
for sleep. That is very
similar to what happened. I
think I got about 2 hours
sleep before I woke for a
pee.
I did go for a pee,
but there was no urgency for
it, and I think I was woken
up by some chest pains -
half as a result of acid
indigestion, and half
because once again I had
allowed my chest to get
cold, and the operation scar
tissue was playing up again.
I had to get up and take
some antacid liquid, and a
couple of paracetamols. It
was cold sitting up at my PC
while waiting for the pains
to subside, and I allowed
myself the rare luxury of
putting the heater on full.
It may have taken half an
hour to get there, but it
felt wonderful to be beyond
comfortable, and actually
hot for the first time since
the summer !
The antacid liquid
seemed to work, but the
paracetamols didn't. After
waiting half an hour I took
a couple of Ibuprofen
tablets. They are really
good for inflammation pains,
and they tend to work
quicker than Paracetamols.
It may have been 10 to 15
minutes before I felt ready
to go back to bed. As soon
as I got into bed, and
turned over, I started
burping. It was the action
of the antacid with the
stomach acid, but for a bit
it felt like I would soon be
feeling acidy again, but
thankfully that didn't
happen.
Maybe 2 hours after
going to sleep again I was
awake again, and needing a
pee. This was a bigger one
and more definitely
needed. When I got
back to bed I was stopped
from sleeping by a pain in
my upper right arm. It felt
like a pulled muscle, but at
first I thought the heaviest
thing I had lifted was my
own penis, but then, before
I got all excited and
boastful, or something, I
also remembered that I
seemed to have a bit of
difficulty pulling up the
duvet to my chin. I think
doing that was the real
reason for the pain,
although it still seems to
be a very trivial thing to
cause that pain.
I guess I was only
awake for 10 or 15 minutes
at the very maximum before I
was back asleep. I briefly
got up again a few more
times to pee, and one of
those was around 6am. Once
again it felt a bit too
early to get up, and I also
had to consider the lost
sleep when I had to get up
and calm my chest pains
down. I don't think I really
needed another two hours
sleep, but that is what I
got !
I had heard a few
stomach rumbles in the
night, and assumed that I
would probably still have a
poo this morning, but it
turned out to be probably no
more than a lot of wind. I
had a big pee and passed
quite a big fart, and then I
went to check my weight on
the scales. This morning I
was a whole half kilogram
lighter. That seemed good
news. I wondered if my blood
glucose would also be nice
and low.
It wasn't ! Once
again, two of my blood
glucose readings were in the
OK - could do better range,
and the third was in the
much too high area ! The
Contour meter read 8.5mmol/l
- spot on my previous target
before I made 7.5mmol/l my
new, and rarely met target.
The GlucoRX reading was a
bit higher than hoped, but
still OK-ish at 8.9mmol/l.
The Exactive meter once
again gave a completely
different reading that was
well into the danger zone. I
am sure that 10.4 mmol/l
can't be anywhere near true.
At the end of the month I
shall retire that meter.
My blood pressure is
a bit odd in so much as the
diastolic pressure and pulse
rate is very slightly
higher, and I think it is
because I need to go for a
pee ! The actual reading of
Systolic and Diastolic was
105/52 - which despite that
very slightly elevated
diastolic pressure is still
very good.
As I type this
the forecast sunny spells
should have started 50
minutes ago. There is not a
hint of any cracks appearing
in the cold grey sky. I
think the Met Office
forecast for an all grey day
is going to turn out to be
correct - except that I
think the shade of grey of
the clouds at the moment it
one less than the Met Office
forecast. It is still a very
much sludgy sort of grey ! I
had thought of trying to
force myself out for a bit
of exercise, even if only
for a single mile of
walking, but that was with
the idea that we might have
had at least a sunny spell
or two. Now I think I'll
stay in, and after such a
late start to the day I am
now looking forward to some
lunch, and I think it might
be cheese on toast again.