09:00 BST
The big weather feature
yesterday was the wind. Through the
morning, and the afternoon, up to 4pm,
it was very windy. Apparently there
was a tree blown down somewhere that
caused delays to the trains though
Catford Bridge station. Having
ventured out in it for a short while,
I can confirm the prediction I made
yesterday, it did feel very chilly in
that wind. The air temperature only
rose to 14° C in the afternoon, and
the wind made it feel even colder -
maybe just 10° C.
This morning has started bright
and sunny. The sky still looks mostly
clear (in the small view through the
window next to my PC), and it seems
that the change to just sunny spells,
predicted for 9am could happen later.
The day should be dry, and the wind
may be just a "moderate breeze". The
afternoon should see the temperature
reach 16° C. Tomorrow may start
at just 11° C, but the sunny spells
followed by full sunshine (the
opposite to today) should warm things
up to a very pleasant 19° C.
I can't say I was feeling that
dynamic yesterday, but I did manage to
go out shopping. In fact saying "I did
manage" makes it sounds like it was a
big chore. In reality it was only one
notch short of quite pleasant. It was
generally only spoiled by the strong
wind.
I have to admit I was feeling
quite lazy after I had finished
writing yesterday's piece, and I spent
as much as an hour laying on my bed,
resting, reading, and I may have had a
short snooze, but I knew I had to get
back to the towel I had left soaking
in detergent the day before. I wasted
a fair bit of hot water to take the
chill off the detergent before I
hauled the towel out of the big
bucket. It still felt cold and sort
of, but not actually, slimy.
As irritatingly usual, it took
as many as ten rinses and wrings outs,
before I was satisfied I had got
enough detergent out of the towel.
After the final, and extra strength
wringing out I hung the towel up to
dry on the big clothes horse (because
that was still up from last time, and
it was too much trouble to fold that
flat and get the small clothes horse
set up - even though that would have
been quite adequate.
With the towel dealt with I
could use the bathtub for myself. I
washed my hair, and had a shower -
which felt wonderful after skipping a
shower the previous day (and I am
ashamed to say, probably the day
before that). Once dried and dressed I
set out into the howling gale to go to
Poundstretcher - except when I fist
stepped out the wind seemed very
light, and I felt comfortable enough
in just a t-shirt.
I was halfway down the first
road when the first gust of wind hit
me. It was rather strong, and it
definitely featured some wind chill
factor. I have no idea what the wind
chill was, but it most definitely felt
cold. I could have turned around to go
and get a coat, but I thought i would
defy the wind and carry on as I was. I
didn't think there would be any longer
lasting negative consequences, but
this morning I have some doubts about
that assumption.
There were a few specific
things I wanted from Poundstretcher,
and the rest just seemed like a useful
thing to buy. Top of the list, because
it avoided having to go into Tesco,
and worry about if a staffed checkout
would be available, was some bottles
of Diet Coke. Poundstretcher only have
1.5 and 1.25 litre bottles - smaller
than my usual choice of 2 litre from
Tesco or Aldi. As far as I could see
from the shelf tags, the 1.5 and 1.25
litre bottles were the same price, but
I am sure they weren't. I still
haven't bothered to calculate how the
price per litre compares to Tesco
prices. I assume it was not more
expensive, but any saving were
probably very small.
The other thing on top of my
shopping list was giant sticking
plasters (or just "big" sticking
plasters by my measurements). They are
very good for sticking over my
bunions, and make walking in some
shoes a lot more comfortable. One
thing I didn't know I wanted until I
saw them, was bags of Puffs - like
"Cheesy Whatsits", but not allowed to
use that trade name. I bought two big
bags (each with smaller, individual
bags inside).
One was "cheese toasties"
flavour. They didn't taste like cheese
on toast as I know it. It was an
artificial sort of flavour, but it was
quite nice. The other was supposed to
be Marmite taste. I don't think I have
opened that bag yet, but if I have I
don't remember it because, as
expected, the taste is/was a bit
insipid compared to how we expect
Marmite to taste. I suspect they have
throttled the taste down to avoid
scaring those who don't appreciate the
full bit of Marmite.
One other thing of note that I
had intended to buy was a few flapjack
bars. Once upon a time I used to refer
to them as gravel bars because they
were almost gritty with, I presume,
lots of bran, or other grain by
products. That makes them both healthy
and very unhealthy (it is all bound
together by a lot of sugar). The
healthy bit I was hoping for was as
extra fibre in my diet to counteract a
tendency for Mounjaro (the alleged
wonder slimming drug) to cause
constipation - and it does !
There were a few things more I
might have bought if I saw them, but I
didn't and it felt like I had probably
bought quite enough. It was probably
because the wind was on my back that
it felt less windy as I walked home,
although a strong gust just as I came
out of the multi-story car park did
indeed feel very strong, although not
strong enough to push me over. Being
only a short (5 or 6 minutes) walk I
decided to wear a pair of trainers
that are not comfortable (yet !). I
think there are signs that I am
starting to wear them in, and they
were not very uncomfortable, and they
didn't seem to slow me down too much.
Once I was home I tucked into a
very unhealthy lunch. It was two
"gravel bars" (flapjack bars). I had
actually bought 4, but I seemed to
have enough will power to save the
other two for another day - probably
today. I followed them by two small
bags of "cheese toasties" flavour
Whatsit type starch puffs. After that
I went into a sort of decline, or to
put it another way, I had nothing to
do except to revel in being ultra
lazy. I laid on my bed. Read for a
bit, and this time I am sure I must
have had a snooze - maybe even two !
Being as yesterday was a
Saturday, all the TV schedules are all
very different. At 6pm the BBC were
showing strictly come baking on ice
with karaoke, or some such bollocks,
instead of
the 6 O'clock News.
Instead I watched a 6 O'clock News on
the BBC news Channel. The big
difference is that they drag out the
national and international news for a
full hour, and don't show any local
news. I have no idea what happened in
London, but I know the rest of the
world seems a pretty bad place to be.
While watching the news I ate
my dinner. The main course was "Cod
Mornay with peas and mashed potato".
It was a calorie controlled ready meal
for one. I didn't really enjoy it, and
I should have known that because I
think I have had it twice before, and
didn't enjoy it those times either.
The peas are OK. The Mash is pretty
bland. The fish is just a half credit
card sized lump of cod cooked in a
tasteless white sauce...or maybe it
has a taste, but it is not an
enjoyable one.
After that calorie controlled
meal (just 308 calories is says on the
packet) I deliberately ate a slightly
less than small portion of plain
vanilla ice cream. It was a deliberate
ploy to raise my blood glucose so I
would pee more during the night. It
did work, but not as much as expected.
I am unsure if that is a valid excuse
to have even more next time, but
having thought of the idea it might
not be so easy to ignore the idea !
I managed to find enough on TV
last night to keep me from being bored
- almost. I found that Channel E4 were
showing another string of Simpsons
episodes. After that I watched a
programme on the Quest channel. It was
about "Engineering Errors". Some of it
was barely enough to tickle a single
brain cell, but one segment was about
a major explosion in a Fertiliser
factory in America. The fertiliser was
Ammonium Nitrate, and that was the
favourite oxidiser of the IRA, and
their terrorist bombs. Even a layman
like me could see the factory was
little more than a big bomb !
I guess at the end of that I
was feeling tired, and I can't
remember if I watched QI or Have I Got
News For You, or both of them. I know
it was about 11pm when I went to bed.
I was definitely too tired to do any
reading, and I think I fell asleep
fairly quickly. I mostly slept
OK. I woke up a few times for a pee,
and I think it may have been around
2am when I woke up for no obvious
reason. It also took a good half hour
before I fell asleep again.
I did have one unpleasant dream
in the night, and it was unpleasant on
a couple of level. One unpleasant
thing was that it was set in a couple
of quite crowded pubs, and I had no
idea what beer they sold, and what it
was like. I asked everybody on the
table I was sat at, and nobody seemed
to know what beer they were drinking,
and even if they liked it. One man put
his hand in his pocket and took out a
£20 and £10 notes that were obviously
forgeries, and suggested I use them to
buy a round. I was sure I would not
get away with it, and maybe I woke up
at that point to avoid any
unpleasantness.
The other dream, or maybe it
was a continuation of the first, had a
much higher degree of unpleasantness
of the gross variety. There seemed to
be two pubs next to each other
separated from each other by a sort of
beer garden. It had raised flower beds
bordered by a brick wall almost 2ft
high. Even the beer garden was very
crowded, and I had to support myself
by putting a hand on the wall around
one of the flower beds, as I squeezed
through a small gap.
When I reached the other side,
and about to go into the other pub, I
realised that when I put my hand on
that wall I had put it into what I
assume was dog poo. It was very sticky
and I couldn't even flick more than
some of it off. I cleaned what I could
using a tissue, but my hand was far
from clean. Somehow I had to get
through the crowded pub to the toilets
so I could wash my hands, and I had to
make my way through the bar in such a
way as no one could see my my dirty
hand.
One interesting thing was that
the dream did not feature any smell -
which made the dream slightly less
than a nightmare. I can remember
slowly make my way through all the
people in the bar, but I think the
dream faded away before I reached the
gents toilet. I'm unsure, but I may
have woken up for a pee at the end of
the dream. It may have been around 5am
when I momentarily thought I might get
up. I actually got up at almost 8am -
rather later than usual.
After getting up I went for a
pee, and a poo, although I was not
sure I could complete the latter. It
was quite a big, and rather hard stool
that was very uncomfortable to push
out. Unfortunately, although big, it
was not heavy even if it looked it. I
judged that by the way is was light
enough to float on the water in the
toilet pan. A (fairly rare) heavy poo
would sink to the bottom.
It was handy that I had another
pee only about 20 minutes later, and I
could correct my weight on my
spreadsheet. I am happy to say that
this morning I have lost some weight,
but it was not the kilograms that
Mounjaro is alleged to achieve. It was
a measly single 100gm. I could blame
Mounjaro, but it is mostly my fault.
Before Mounjaro I struggled to reduce
my weight, and on the whole I managed
a very slow downward trend (with the
occasional disasters along the way).
Probably without realising it (most of
the time, bit not now, obviously) I
have put so much trust in Mounjaro
that I have stopped trying.
I don't care to take 100% of
the blame, and maybe I should take a
lot less blame. One thing the nurse
told me was that one feature of
Mounjaro was that it slows emptying of
the stomach, and so you are
not
supposed to feel hungry so soon
after a meal. This morning, just as a
great example, I had a 100gm packet of
instant noodles for breakfast. No more
than 3 hours later, and probably not
much more than 2 hours later I was
feeling peckish again.
Where Mounjaro definitely does
work is as a sort of insulin
substitute. I am getting consistently
low blood glucose readings lately.
This morning the Contour meter read an
excellent 6.6mmol/l. The GlucoRX meter
read 6.7mmol/l, and the GlucoFix meter
read 6.9mmol/l, and these low readings
were after eating the sweet flapjack
bars, plus sugar filled ice cream
yesterday. These figures are only a
tiny bit higher than a non diabetes
sufferer may get.
I am unsure what I am doing
today. Being a Sunday it would
normally mean a boozy afternoon
drinking exotic beers with Jodie, but
she is probably not coming today. She
has to get to a gig by 6pm, and while
it might have been possible if the
trains were running normally, the
trains are going to Victoria today
instead of Charing Cross. I don't know
where the gig is taking place, but I
assume it is closer to Charing Cross
than Victoria. Once upon a time, and
we are talking about the 1990s here,
Jodie only ever considered going to
Victoria as the gateway to London.
Then I convinced her that getting a
train from Elmers End to Charing Cross
(via Catford Bridge) was the simple
way to get to London, and doubly so
after she moved into her flat in
Elmers End. I've asked her to give me
some warning if she changes her mind
and wants a beer here first.
This morning, when I first got
up, I felt pretty bad. I can only
describe it as the sort of feeling you
sometimes get when a storm is
approaching - mild headaches, and
creaky joints and stuff. I now feel
OK-ish. I could go out for a walk
before I would have to be here if
Jodie does change her mind. A walk
would be good for me, but I am not
sure if I really feel keen for it. At
the moment I am getting feelings like
constipation returning, and I would
not want to go far if I thought I
would need the toilet at possibly
short notice. I may well just have a
lazy afternoon, and treat myself to
some beers if I can find some that
won't have Jodie shouting at me that
"I haven't tried that one yet !!!!".