09:24 BST
Yesterday, as forecast,
was a dull day - sometimes
depressingly dull. I can't recall a
single ray of sunshine breaking
through the cloud. Like recent days,
the afternoon still reached 17° C, and
it was dry all day.
My weather stations, like the
BBC and Met Office forecasts, predict
sunshine, but I can see a single bit
of blue sky yet. As I write this it is
a dull as yesterday was, but maybe we
will get some sunny spells before the
morning is over, and from 2pm we may
get the forecast full sunshine. It
should be another dry day, despite the
current cloud cover, but today's
maximum temperature may only be 16° C.
Apart from tomorrow possibly starting
with mist, and the temperature only
reaching a maximum of 17° C for a
single hour, it may well seem to be
exactly the same as today.
Yesterday was not an exciting
day. In fact I think I could describe
it as quite dull. I think I accidently
lied when I said I was fighting fit
yesterday, or maybe that was before I
had washed and dressed, and had time
to stop and think about it. I actually
felt a bit rough yesterday.
Maybe it was the double portion
of fried noodle flavour instant
noodles that put the brake on my
energy, although it was more than a
lack of energy, and more like a
feeling that I didn't want to use the
energy I had. When I did use it there
seemed enough for everyday purposes,
and yet I still felt that sleeping all
day would have been the best option.
Oddly enough that may be closer to the
truth for today for reasons I will
come to further down the page.
Once I had washed and dressed,
which was passed midday if I recall
correctly, it seemed like an exciting
thing to go shopping in Aldi. Maybe it
might have been if it were not such a
grey day. It was not warm, but it was
not cold either, and I didn't bother
to put a coat on. I think I kept up a
fair pace when walking to Aldi, but if
I realised I was maybe trying to walk
too fast I tended to try and slow down
before I felt any bother from aches
and pains.
Apart from stuff I always buy
from Aldi, like bottles of Diet Coke,
I didn't really have a shopping list,
and just walked around the store
grabbing anything that looked good. To
some extent I was looking for stuff
that was low in sugar, and to a much
lesser extent, low in calories too.
Two exceptions to this were what I
would have for my lunch later - a
double club chicken sandwich, and a
chicken tikka in a nan bread like
wrap.
With 8 litres = 8 kg
(approx) in my rucksack alone, I had a
fair weight of shopping to lug home.
It was sort of odd - It did seem like
hard work, and I didn't walk very
fast, but somehow it didn't feel
fatiguing. It was still nice to get
home, and prepare for extreme
laziness. After putting all my
shopping away, I had my lunch, and
then I laid down on my bed. I feel a
bit hazy about the exact details,
but... I know I was going to lay on my
bed reading. I am sure I picked up my
book, but I can't seem to recall
actually reading. What I suspect
happened was that I put the book
straight down again, and then closed
my eyes.
Once again I have no idea if I
snoozed for 10 seconds or slept for 3
hours. I think the likely truth is
that I lay there with my eyes closed
and I drifted into, and then out of
sleep several times. I do remember
opening my eyes to look at the clock,
and then closing them again. The fact
that I can't remember anything when I
think I had my eyes closed suggests I
was snoozing, and I would not dispute
the idea that I was actually dreaming
when I was checking the clock. The
fact that I can't seem to recall any
time I may have seen support the idea
that it was dreams.
I think it was as late as 4pm
when I decided to get off my bed, and
seek out a snack. It was a very
naughty snack, but at least it was
lightweight because it was cake -
lightweight because cake is full of
air, and so doesn't weigh much, but it
still had a metric funny ton of
calories and sugar in it. On the plus
side it was delicious Angel cake.
After that I didn't have to find more
nothing to do before dinner time
loomed.
"Nothing to do" might
actually have included doing a bit of
washing up in the kitchen. I didn't
include emptying the kitchen rubbish
bin. The day before yesterday I was
stinking when opened. It was the same
yesterday, and this morning. I think
it is one of my very few priorities
for today some time (unless today
mysteriously passes by without any
cleaning action, although there may be
some very special cleaning attempted).
My dinner was just a ready meal
for one - at least I hope it was for
one because it was not terrible big,
although having said that, it did
include quite a lot of very dense
rice. It was (I think) a Beef
Stroganof - beef cooked in a creamy
mushroom gravy/sauce. It was fairly
nice, but nothing amazing, and while I
may buy another one day, it was not
exciting enough to go looking for it
instead of just noticing it (and
putting it in my shopping trolley).
It seems to be a bad habit I
have adopted, mostly this year, and it
is to have a dessert after dinner.
Yesterday's dessert could have been
really nice, but it was spoiled by the
diced nectarine, served with vanilla
ice cream, was not fully ripe, and it
was only one stop from being crunchy.
I ate my dinner while watching
the 6 O'clock News on BBC 1. From then
on I watched TV until it was time for
bed, or in some ways after it, 11pm !
It was the usual selection of Star
Treks, QI and Have I Got News For You.
All but Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
were pretty mediocre, but Deep Space
Nine was one of the better episodes.
It featured Quark, the Ferengi bar
owner attempting, and getting off with
a good looking (for a Klingon) Klingon
woman.
When I went to bed at 11pm I
thought I would fall asleep almost
instantly, but I didn't because I did
not feel good. It is hard to describe
why I did not feel good. It was a
selection of minor things making a
bigger thing thing even worse. I could
not seem to relax, but it is hard to
say if it was because of some minor
heartburn, and other aches, or if the
minor heartburn and other aches were
the result of not being able to fall
asleep.
I think that maybe I did fall
asleep for perhaps half an hour, maybe
even a bit longer, but that followed
by a long period of insomnia. The
heartburn seemed mild enough that I
should have been able to sleep through
it, but I got up and took a couple of
Paracetamol tablets for some other
aches, and then some antacid tablets.
Neither worked perfectly, and I spent
a couple of hours, reading technology
news items on the internet waiting to
feel better.
One added complication was that
it was not long before I felt like I
was going to need the toilet. It may
have been 2am when I passed a big poo.
That did seem to cure some discomfort,
including, and I have no idea how, the
heartburn. Things got very vague after
that, and I am sure some sleep was
involved. I think it was another hour
before I went to bed feeling like I
was good enough for sleep, plus so
tired that sleep was inevitable. I
don't specifically remember sleeping,
but suddenly it was 4:30am, and if I
had been asleep, which seems most
likely, I woke up because I needed a
pee.
I did get back to sleep, and I
was surprised that it was only just
after 8am when I woke up. I would not
have been surprised if I had been well
after 9am considering the sleep I
seemed to have lost in the night. It
was actually close to 9am before I
felt I had rested enough - mostly
laying on my bed, yawning, and quite
possibly getting odd 5 minutes of
sleep here and there.
After another pee, but no poo
after going in the early hours of last
night, I weighed myself. I had put
back on the 100gm I had last yesterday
morning. I do seem to be stuck at a
weight that is more than I was
achieving while doing my personally
invented diet before I started on
Mounjaro. It is turning out to be not
the miracle drug it was supposed to -
except for how it is keeping my blood
glucose nice and low. I have a feeling
it may have been initially the result
of making a substitute for insulin.
This morning the Contour blood
test meter read 7.1mmol/l, and that is
pretty good. The GlucoRX meter read a
very good 6.7mmol/l. I could have
described that as really excellent,
but in the last 2 or 3 weeks it has
become no longer a rarity. The
GlucoFix meter, once my savior when
other meters read a lot higher, once
again gave the highest reading,
although in the long term scheme of
things, 7.4mmol/l is still
pretty good. The cake, ice cream
and nectarine (despite being unripe)
did push up today's average to close
to the highest average this month.
Only two other days were a bit higher,
but even those could be described as
luxury compared to all other months so
far this year.
I have several plans for today,
and I am unsure if I will try any
other of them. The first plan is to
wash my hair. I must admit that after
my dizzy spell/vertigo/whatever the
last time I washed my hair, when I
ended up sitting on the floor while my
head was spinning round, I am
extremely wary about it happening
again. Although I have had nothing to
compare to that dizzy spell or a few
other that had less impact, I still
feel an occasional twinge. I think I
am going to try and wash my hair. For
the first time in maybe decades, I may
omit the conditioner to make it
quicker, and so less chance for a bad
dizzy spell. Even if I do get as far
as putting on Conditioner, I may rinse
it off standing in the bath - assuming
I feel I can stand up straight without
falling over - which I have done with
no problem the last few showers I have
had.
One thing I would like to do,
but only on the assumption that the
clouds will go away to leave a bright
and sunny day, is to jump on a bus,
and endure the long and tedious bus
ride to Keston. On a calm and sunny
day the trees there can show wonderful
colours, and getting nice reflections
on the ponds can be even more artistic
(or something). Sadly it is very dull
right now, and despite the assurances
of the weather forecasts, I have
gloomy doubts that there will be any
good sunshine except too late to be
useful.
My fall back plans are to just
put up with dirty hair, and to have a
typical lazy day doing nothing of any
interest to me or to you. Maybe I
might possibly end up going for a walk
in the park. The scenery is very poor
compared to Keston, but in sunny
spells, and even better, in full
sunshine, it might be good to stretch
my legs. I think I will have a lay
down, and possibly a snooze before I
attempt anything at all.