The morning sunshine enthused me
yesterday. Maybe not enthused enough to
plan, or imagine, a 7 mile walk, but
enthused enough to get on my gardening
jeans, and do some gardening. I had
thought about a walk, although not 7
miles, but a short walk that I could fit
in between two parcel deliveries. The
first parcel, actually a cardboard crate
of beers, arrived earlier than expected -
at least half an hour before the earliest
advised time, and maybe almost an hour
early. I was literally seconds away from
getting under the shower when the doorbell
rang !
That could have been good because
it would leave a bit more time to slip out
for a short walk, but only on the
assumption that the second delivery of
some stuff for the kitchen would be
arriving around mid afternoon. In fact, it
too arrived far earlier than expected. It
arrived while I was in the middle of my
gardening, and I would definitely have
missed that delivery if I had gone out for
the shortest of walks.
My gardening aims were to clear all
the dead Michaelmas Daisies that can be
seen in the foreground of the picture, and
to prune as much stuff off the still
living, heavily mutilated, tree stump -
the leaves of which can be seen at the
rear of the picture. Before doing anything
else I had to bring the very full, very
stinky, brown wheelie bin through my house
from the back garden to the front garden.
Back in April I was expecting a
reminder to pay for another year of garden
waste collection, but a reminder didn't
come, and I didn't pay anything. At that
point I was more into growing stuff rather
than disposing of it, and so I never put
the bin out to be emptied. From time to
time I would put a little garden waste in
it, and far more frequently I would put
food waste in it. I would estimate at
least a third of it's contents were food
waste, but it all kept composting down
nicely. The only problem, although problem
is not really the right word, is that with
all that food in there it was crawling
with bugs of all descriptions !
Pulling up, or in some cases,
breaking off near ground level, all the
dead Michaelmas Daisies was a fairly
simple job, although still slightly
backbreaking. They formed a nice dense
barrier across the top of the last rotting
food in the brown wheelie bin. It was the
tree stump that was really hard work !
With so much saw dust on it, it is
hard to make out what is going on in the
picture of the tree stump. For the last 10
years or maybe more, I have been trying to
kill this tree stump. It started out as a
small tree, but I cut it down when the
trunk was probably no more than a couple
of inches thick. I cut it off close to the
ground, and thought that would be story
over. It wasn't. next spring it started
sprouting new twigs and branches from the
stump. I would keep cutting it down, but
the stump just grew more knobbly.
A few years ago I started to really
make a mess of it. It was too hard to cut
it - mainly because it was so close to the
ground, but I did cut off the branches
where I could. I also used a 3/8ths drill
to drill holes in it everywhere. I assumed
bacteria or fungal spores would get in,
and it would start to rot, but no, the
holes healed over, and it would sprout
again. What I really need are copper or
brass nails. They are supposed to poison a
tree. Yesterday I tried out a new chop saw
I had bought from Aldi months ago (maybe
in spring).
Using the new saw I was able to cut
off bits I had never been able to cut off
with a bigger saw before. I doubt it will
do much good, and the bastard will
probably start sprouting again before
spring. Sooner or later (probably later) I
will get some copper nails, but before
than I will try and cut off any new growth
as fast as it appears....which is what I
had intended to do last year, and did, but
only for a short while.
When I had finished, or when
working outside had finished me, I came
indoors dripping with sweat, and feeling
exhausted. I am just not built for bending
over double while sawing ! At that
time the sun was still out, although there
were more clouds appearing in the sky. I
laid on my bed for a rest, and promptly
fell asleep. That would have been OK if I
had not turned any heating off because the
sun was out.
I woke up feeling very cold, and it
seemed to take ages to warm up. All the
while I was feeling cold all my muscles
ached - mostly, but not exclusively the
muscles I had been using clearing the
front garden. I turned the heater on full
blast, and started to thaw out, but I
fancied some hot food, and I had to
prepare that in the freezing cold kitchen.
I thought my muscles would seize up
completely while I worked in there to
first prepare some instant noodles, and
then some soup.
The hot noodles, and the hot soup
warmed me up enough to get me feeling
almost comfortable. I guess I was feeling
warm enough, but I still felt fatigued. It
must have been an hour later that I
thought I might take a blood glucose
reading. It was about an hour before
dinner, and that was the time when earlier
in the year I would always take an
afternoon reading. What I saw shocked me.
My blood glucose level was 15.9mmol/l -
well into the area where damage would be
done. That worried me a bit, but the worry
was tempered by the fact it was about an
hour after eating, when blood glucose
would be peaking. It was still a bit of a
surprise that noodles and soup could raise
it that high though.
I thought I would simplify my dinner
to avoid adding much more sugar to my
diet, although that plan quickly fell
apart. Part 1 of my dinner was no more
than some grilled chipolatas. I was going
to follow that by some fruit, but the
nectarines I was going to have along with
some easy peeler oranges, were very
unripe, and rather sour. I should have
counteracted that by having a nice apple
or two, but I opted for a tub of low
calorie/sugar ice cream. It might seem an
odd choice when a few hours earlier it
felt like I was freezing to death, but it
was till very nice.
I watched a few hours of TV last
night, and could have watched more, but I
preferred to read in bed for a while
before going to sleep early. I'm unsure
what time I eventually got to sleep. I did
have a bit of trouble getting comfortable
because I was a bit uncomfortable after my
hard work in the middle of the day. Once
asleep I seemed to sleep OK, but every
time I woke up in the night, maybe 3 or 4
times, I was aware of aches and pains -
mainly from my arms and chest.
Fortunately it wasn't the heart
attack type of arm and chest pains, but
more the type of the result of sawing wood
in an awkward position. The chest pains
were just more of the "twisted rib" pains
I've been complaining about intermittently
for the last 7 years. Often it was no
actual pain, but just sort of unpleasant
feelings like bones grinding together when
I turned over. Through all that I managed
to keep falling asleep until it was
completely light outside, and more than
that, it would have been sunny if the sun
had risen above the eastern roof line.
When I first got up I was on
moderate pain from a large assortment of
places. It was all the usual aches and
pain plus the new ones generated
yesterday. Most have subsided since
getting up, but now, several hours after
getting up, I still feel very fragile. I
think it very likely that my original
plan, to take a walk in the park to see
what the Friends Of The River Pool are
getting up to this Wednesday, is on hold.
I really don't fancy getting my sore
muscles cold today.
The best, and maybe only good news
this morning, is that after my scare
yesterday afternoon, my blood glucose is
down from 9.1mmol/l yesterday morning to
8.0mmol/l this morning. That was a good
drop, and isn't that bad in itself. If I
am careful, which seems unlikely on
another cold and gloomy day, I may be able
to get it down to 7.5mmol/l, or less
tomorrow morning.
My new master plan for today is to
do some hoovering. My walking boots have
dropped some lumps of dried mud here and
there, cutting up boxes for recycling has
left bits of shredded cardboard on the
dining room carpet, plus of course there
is the usual hair, grit and dust. If I was
thorough I could probably spend a couple
of hours of hoovering today, but I could
easily get bored after an hour. I have no
real idea what I might do during the rest
of the day, although I suspect it will
involve books and computers.
As usual, I won't be putting
up any decorations, or tree this Xmas. I
won't even be celebrating it. On the whole
I find Xmas to be a miserable time, and
this year in particular could easily be
worse than most years. However I will be
having one small celebration, possibly on
the afternoon of Xmas eve - it being a
Thursday. It will be a celebration of
beer, and hopefully it will include
Michael as well as Jodie. I have been
making slow preparations for the day. The
latest special beer arrived in yesterday's
cardboard crate of beer. It is the
beer in the middle of the picture - and
yes that does say it is a 12% beer ! The
other two are a mere 6.6 and 6.9% - still
very strong compared to around 4% for
average "Best Bitter".