Yesterday featured some of the
                            heaviest rain I have seen for ages. It was
                            like all the rain forecast for yesterday
                            fell all in one go. Light rain was forecast
                            for midday, and heavy rain for 1pm. By 2pm
                            no rain had fallen, and I thought was had
                            got away with it, but five or ten minutes
                            later - Whoosh, or should that be slosh ?
                            For may 20 minutes it came down like stair
                            rods. After that it stopped, and the world
                            (or maybe my bit of Catford) started to dry
                            out. I think there may have been a few
                            bright spells later in the afternoon, but it
                            was still an almost cold day with the
                            mercury only just reaching 17° C.
                            
                              
                                The forecast has been revised since
                              I took the screenshot above. The change
                              has reduced the sunshine to just sunny
                              spells for 10am, and full sunshine for
                              11am and midday (which feels unlikely as I
                              look at the very grey sky outside). After
                              that, the only thing that spoils the
                              monotony of white cloud until sunset is
                              possible light shower at 4pm. Once again
                              the temperature will only reach 17° C, and
                              then falls away in the early evening to
                              give another rather chilly night. Both the
                              BBC and The Met Office predict tomorrow
                              will feature at least some glimpse of the
                              sun most daylight hours, and possibly a
                              few hours of full sunshine. Once again the
                              temperature will peak at 17° C after 6am
                              being between 9 and 11° C (depending on
                              whose forecast you believe).
                              
                                 How to describe yesterday ? I
                              guess it was a fair day with some ups and
                              downs. Like the day before, and probably
                              most days recently, or longer, I was very
                              lazy in the morning, and that suited me
                              just fine. I think I did consider trying
                              to wash and get ready to go out a lot
                              earlier to get a bit of shopping, but in
                              the end I didn't need to, and couldn't be
                              bothered to do it even for fun.
                              
                                I was able to slow down a bit more
                              when I got a message from Michael saying
                              he had been shopping, and got me my usual
                              bottles of Diet Coke. He said if we were
                              drinking later he would bring them with
                              him. That gave me an extra hour to be
                              lazy, but I only used a bit of it before I
                              had a shower, and then put on some clean
                              clothes. I then did a small backlog of
                              washing up, and slightly tidied the dining
                              room for some beer tastings.
                              
                                Jodie later messaged me to say she
                              would be late because she and Alan were
                              taking their new kitten to the vets for
                              his (her ?) checkup, shots, and flea
                              treatment. After wards she was being
                              dropped off at Norbury station, and left
                              to find her own way here. I am not sure
                              what route she used. She almost certainly
                              got the London Bridge train, but could
                              have changed at Peckham Rye or London
                              Bridge. 
                              
                                With Jodie being late it gave
                              Michael more time to panic about Angela's
                              wedding. We know that there is only space
                              for a limited amount of people at the
                              Register Office ceremony, and that invites
                              would be sent. Michael has not received
                              one, but assumes because he is a very old
                              friend of Angela he should be invited. As
                              far as we are aware no one has had a
                              formal invite. I have not had an invite,
                              but I have been told by both Angela and
                              her son that 
I have to be there. 
                              
                                I still don't know if the reason I
                              have been ordered to be there is because I
                              will be the unofficial, official
                              photographer. I still have many fears
                              about that because even though I don't
                              actually like the idea of the marriage, I
                              still hope I can do a decent job of taking
                              photos. Meanwhile, Michael is flapping
                              about wondering whether to go or not to
                              go, and to make it all the more
                              embarrassing for me he wants to go with me
                              as if he were a "plus one".  Usually
                              I don't mind being his carer, but tomorrow
                              I will have my own griefs to face and
                              stuff.
                              
                                I don't think the subject of
                              tomorrows wedding ever really went away,
                              but there were other diversions as we
                              drank through quite a few bottles of beer
                              - most of them split three ways so we
                              could all taste them. Most were OK or
                              better, and I slowly started to get drunk.
                              I think I probably started out to get a
                              bit drunker than usual because of all the
                              stuff about the wedding tomorrow. 
                              
                                By the time Michael and Jodie left
                              I was evidently drunker than I thought
                              because I don't remember much about the
                              rest of the evening. I do remember my
                              dinner was a couple of simple garlic
                              sausage sandwiches, at least I think it
                              was just a couple. I am sure I was feeling
                              some guilt about wolfing down quite a big
                              bag of crisps for lunch, and so would not
                              have eaten more than two sandwiches last
                              night.
                              
                                I know I watched some of Star Trek:
                              Deep Space Nine, but whether it was most
                              of it or the last 5 minutes is lost to the
                              (drunken) mists of time. I know I
                              definitely watched Star Trek: Voyager, and
                              hated most of it, but what I really hated
                              was the commercial break at the end. I
                              could not believe they would show nearly
                              10 minutes of adverts and promotional
                              stuff right at the point the end credits
                              were about to roll. Had I known I would
                              have turned the TV off early, and been in
                              bed 10 minutes earlier. 
                              
                                Until this morning I had no idea I
                              had washed down my dinner with a large
                              Ouzo or two. I may have been very drunk at
                              7.45pm, but it seems I was still able to
                              take a fair picture, and edit it ready to
                              be shown here this morning.
                              
                                I have no idea what time I went to
                              sleep, but I suspect it was not a lot
                              later than 8pm. As far as I know, the next
                              time I woke up was about 2am. When I think
                              about it, that means I had six hours of
                              sleep, and although I prefer to aim for 8
                              hours of sleep, six hours is enough
                              provided I don't do it too often. It is no
                              wonder that I didn't get to sleep again
                              until gone 4am. At the time it just felt
                              like annoying insomnia. The only good
                              thing is that I never seemed to suffer any
                              form of hangover during the night, or this
                              morning.
                              
                                It felt like I never did get back
                              to sleep, but there was one big clue that
                              I did sleep between 4am and when I got up
                              just after 6am. That big clue was a dream.
                              It was almost a pleasant dream set in a
                              sort of cross between a telephone
                              exchange, one of my other places of work,
                              and rather strangely what appeared to be a
                              school playground outside (although there
                              were no school kids to be seen).
                              
                               I only remember snatches of what
                              seemed like a long dream (most probably a
                              series of dreams with a similar setting).
                              I think the first bit was set at my
                              bench/desk at my last place of work. I had
                              to reprogram a micro controller chip, and
                              I needed something to do it with, although
                              I can't think what, but I left my bench to
                              get it. The first person I went past was a
                              very strange looking woman with a baby.
                              Her face was rather narrow, and sort of
                              pinched looking. She had been breast
                              feeding, and still had one nipple exposed
                              as I walked past..
                              
                                I expect my memory jumps to a new
                              dream at this point. I arrived at the Test
                              Desk area of the telephone exchange, and
                              found there was an impromptu photo shoot
                              taking place. There was a slim woman
                              showing off a new dress that I think she
                              had made. I knew who she was, but I
                              couldn't seem to remember her name in the
                              dream, and I can't seem to think who it
                              was supposed to when describing it this
                              morning. The new "dress" was very sexy,
                              but it was like that because what you
                              couldn't see. It was based on some sort of
                              thin, almost transparent nylon, but with
                              lots of embroidery to emphasise the hidden
                              bits. Her breasts, or at least her
                              nipples, were covered by a bold X of some
                              sort of black tape.
                              
                                As usual, just as it started to be
                              interesting, I woke up from the dream. I
                              guess the real good thing about it was the
                              realisation that I had got more of my
                              missing sleep. This morning I did my
                              triple blood glucose level check, and this
                              time i used the method I described
                              yesterday. I pricked my next finger (which
                              this morning was my right thumb), and only
                              gave it a squeeze for just enough blood
                              for one test strip. I then gave it another
                              squeeze for enough blood for a second test
                              strip. finally I wiped off the blood and
                              gave one last squeeze for fresh blood for
                              the third test strip.
                              
                                Maybe the beer, to some extent the
                              sandwiches I had for dinner, plus the big
                              bag of crisps I had, were all reasons why
                              I expected my blood glucose reading to be
                              high this morning. It was, but not as high
                              as feared, and not much above my typical
                              average. My new blood glucose meter read
                              8.6mmol/l, and that was definitely lower
                              than expected. Both the older meters gave
                              
exactly the same reading, which was
                              good news in itself, of 8.8mmol/l. Three
                              so similar readings strongly suggest no
                              errors, and confirms that I still have
                              good control of my type 2 diabetes.
                              
                                Today there are some positives that
                              mean I should 
try and attempt to
                                convince myself to go out for
                              something like a three mile walk. One good
                              thing is that I have been to the toilet
                              twice so far this morning, and I feel I
                              won't need to go again. That is always a
                              good idea when far from a toilet. It
                              should be bright, and even sunny until
                              midday, and the earliest it might rain is
                              4pm. Yesterday's rain, plus rain on
                              previous days should make the river more
                              "exciting" if my walk follows the course
                              of the river. On the negative side, this
                              cold, and damp weather is making my knees
                              hurt, and besides that I feel like I might
                              prefer to just be very lazy today.