Today there is a ray of hope
                                            - literally a ray of
                                            sunshine. Early this
                                            morning 
                                            I saw people walking outside
                                            with umbrellas up, and the
                                            ground certainly looked wet.
                                            Any drizzle has probably
                                            stopped now, and I cans see
                                            some thinner areas of cloud.
                                            It still seems ages away,
                                            but maybe midday will see
                                            some sunny spells, and then
                                            2 and 3pm will see full
                                            sunshine until the sun sets
                                            at 15:51 today. The sunshine
                                            will only raise the
                                            temperature up to 7° C, and
                                            while the sunshine will
                                            help, it was still feel very
                                            cold. Tomorrow it will be
                                            back to grey weather, but it
                                            could stay dry, and most
                                            incredible is that the
                                            afternoon temperature could
                                            rise to 11° C. In full
                                            sunshine that could feel OK
                                            in just a t-shirt, but I
                                            expect it will still feel
                                            very cool in the gloom.
                                            
                                              Yesterday had the
                                            potential to be quite a
                                            miserable day, and
                                            particularly so because I
                                            had to try to fast for most
                                            of the day. I, and I imagine
                                            I am not alone, find cold
                                            grey weather makes me feel
                                            hungry. I almost managed to
                                            fight it, and although I
                                            didn't do as well as
                                            intended, I did manage to
                                            achieve part good results.
                                            
                                              After writing my
                                            electronic diary, yesterday
                                            morning, it was still a bit
                                            earlier than most days, but
                                            it didn't inspire me to do
                                            anything more than to turn
                                            my usual rest afterwards up
                                            to "11". It was probably
                                            close to midday, possibly
                                            later, when I resolved to
                                            finish the job of washing a
                                            small hand towel that had
                                            been soaking since the day
                                            before. It was only soaking
                                            because I couldn't seem to
                                            find the enthusiasm to
                                            finish the job, or maybe I
                                            just didn't seem find the
                                            time. It was not because
                                            there was anything on the
                                            towel that needed special
                                            soaking.
                                            
                                              As I moan every time,
                                            washing towels always needed
                                            a lot of rinses, and that
                                            small hand towel needed more
                                            than 12 rinses. At the 12th
                                            rinse the water was still
                                            not clear of any soap
                                            bubbles, but that is when I
                                            stopped, and hung up the
                                            towel to dry. That was
                                            actually the third stop. The
                                            second was after I had done
                                            about 6 rinses, and got
                                            bored. Maybe I was also
                                            starting to feel a bit tired
                                            of all the wringing out, but
                                            I stopped before I felt too
                                            tired.
                                            
                                              I came back to the
                                            towel maybe half an hour, or
                                            perhaps an hour later - I
                                            wasn't really bothering to
                                            keep track of time. After
                                            resuming I did 6 more rinses
                                            and wringing out - the last
                                            using double extra effort. I
                                            hung it on the small clothes
                                            horse in the dining room.
                                            With hindsight it was a bit
                                            of a waste of electricity,
                                            but I had the fan heater on
                                            low hours before it was
                                            needed to help dry the
                                            towel, in anticipation of
                                            getting the job done hours
                                            earlier.
                                            
                                              I think it was after
                                            hanging up the towel to dry
                                            that I gave in to some mild
                                            hunger pains....and probably
                                            some boredom pains as well.
                                            What I ate was far from good
                                            form me in most ways, but I
                                            believe the sugar content of
                                            even half a big packet of
                                            (alleged) KFC flavour crisps
                                            is quite low, although the
                                            calorific content is quite
                                            high....at least I assume it
                                            is (or was). 
                                            
                                              Eating those crisp
                                            did seem to put me in the
                                            right mood, or whatever, to
                                            undertake a task that is
                                            always a bit scary, and this
                                            time, for a time, was
                                            definitely scary. One of the
                                            items in my recent order
                                            from Amazon was a new 2TB
                                            solid state hard drive. This
                                            one at least had a
                                            recognisable makers name -
                                            Integral - and I am keeping
                                            my fingers crossed that it
                                            will prove more reliable
                                            than the Fanxiang (Who ???)
                                            solid state drive I had in
                                            my PC.
                                            
                                             I had already done a
                                            complete back up to the new
                                            solid state drive of my
                                            /home drive the day before
                                            yesterday. Yesterday I shut
                                            all the running programmes
                                            down and did the backup
                                            again. This time, with
                                            everything that was static
                                            already on the drive, the
                                            full backup only took a few
                                            minutes instead of about 12
                                            hours or more. It was then
                                            time to open up my PC,
                                            unplug the temporary
                                            "spinning rust" drive, and
                                            replace it with the new
                                            solid state drive.
                                            
                                              I turned the PC back
                                            on and it failed to boot up
                                            properly. The real problem
                                            is that I had failed to call
                                            the new drive "home". If I
                                            had done so the operating
                                            system would have found it,
                                            edited the files table
                                            (fstab), and like when I put
                                            in the old, failed, solid
                                            state drive there would have
                                            been a long pause while it
                                            thought about it, and then
                                            fully booted as if nothing
                                            had changed.
                                            
                                              What I had to do was
                                            to boot the PC from a live
                                            Linux version of the
                                            operating system on a DVD.
                                            That allowed me to do two
                                            things, and probably just
                                            the first would have been
                                            enough. I checked the new
                                            drive on the disk
                                            partitioning software, and
                                            labelled it as /home. I then
                                            edited the fstab file to
                                            show the new Solid State
                                            Drive electronic
                                            identification. I think that
                                            the operating system would
                                            have done that by itself
                                            after changing the disks
                                            name, but I did it anyway -
                                            a sort of belt and braces
                                            thing.
                                            
                                              I then rebooted the
                                            computer, and that was still
                                            a quite short pause, while
                                            it did something, before
                                            booting up as if it had just
                                            been switched off before
                                            hand. Everything worked
                                            exactly as it had done
                                            before, and after setting
                                            the configuration for
                                            Waterfox (based on Firefox,
                                            but with a nicer interface)
                                            to resume using the last
                                            pages open on different
                                            tabs, it came up with all
                                            the tabs I had open before
                                            shutting it down. It was all
                                            rather pleasing, but still
                                            worrying before it was
                                            pleasing !
                                            
                                              The PC was ready to
                                            use just before 5pm, and
                                            when the Legend Channel
                                            would usually be showing old
                                            episodes of the original
                                            Star Trek, but apparently
                                            not yesterday. Maybe they
                                            feel they have shown enough.
                                            I did notice that Sky Mix
                                            were showing an episode of
                                            Star Trek: The New
                                            Generation at 4pm. I was not
                                            previously aware they did
                                            that, but it was too late to
                                            see any more than about the
                                            closing credits, and so I
                                            didn't bother. 
                                            
                                              I had a two part
                                            dinner last night. Part one
                                            I had intended to eat while
                                            watching Star Trek soon
                                            after 5pm, but there was
                                            none, but I still ate dinner
                                            part one around 5pm. It was
                                            just a single wholemeal bap
                                            with corned beef, with
                                            tomato and sliced pickled
                                            gherkin. It was good, and I
                                            was very tempted to make
                                            another with my last bap,
                                            but I managed to resist the
                                            temptation.
                                            
                                              Part 2 of my dinner
                                            was originally going to a
                                            can or two of soup, but
                                            something made me change my
                                            mind. I ended up having
                                            seafood flavour instant
                                            noodles. I don't think I
                                            have had that flavour from
                                            that maker before. Much of
                                            the "seafood" taste was from
                                            seaweed. I guess it was
                                            nice, but maybe not enough
                                            to make me want to buy more
                                            in the future. I did have a
                                            part 3 dinner - I guess it
                                            was a dessert of one small
                                            little low calorie, and very
                                            slightly low sugar mint
                                            flavoured chocolate and
                                            nougat-like filling. I also
                                            had a small bar of 85% dark
                                            chocolate. The mint flavour
                                            bar was a bit stupid, but I
                                            mostly got away with it. 
                                            
                                              There was some good
                                            stuff on TV last night. It
                                            was two videos of The
                                            Electric Light Orchestra.
                                            The first was a video
                                            version of their album
                                            called "Discovery". To my
                                            great surprise, I think Sky
                                            Arts didn't cut it down, but
                                            they did interrupt it for a
                                            load of adverts. The second
                                            thing was a sort of best of
                                            recordings of three ELO
                                            concerts. I didn't watch all
                                            I heard of it, but even with
                                            visual interludes, like
                                            checking things on the
                                            internet, it started to get
                                            boring.
                                            
                                              Not only did it start
                                            to get boring, but I was
                                            also starting to feel
                                            sleepy. My dinner didn't
                                            give any indigestion
                                            problems, and after turning
                                            out the light sometime not
                                            long after 9pm, I was fast
                                            asleep. Prior to turning out
                                            the light I was reading the
                                            Harry Harrison book "
Spaceship
                                              Medic". Like any
                                            "space opera" it features a
                                            series of calamities. The
                                            ship was holed by a
                                            meteorite, and most of the
                                            crew killed. It turned out
                                            that the ships doctor, who
                                            was fresh out of medical
                                            school, had the highest
                                            rank, and despite it really
                                            only being an honorary rank,
                                            it made him the captain.
                                            
                                              The next thing was
                                            that there was a solar
                                            flare, and everybody,
                                            including over 100
                                            passengers, have to move to
                                            the best shielded part of
                                            the ship to escape radiation
                                            from the flare. Everybody
                                            except the doctor/captain
                                            who volunteers to wear a
                                            spacesuit in a washroom that
                                            is flooded with water -
                                            water also being good
                                            protection from the
                                            radiation from the flare.
                                            Inside the washroom is some
                                            hastily wired navigation
                                            controls so the the
                                            doctor/captain can keep the
                                            ship pointed in the right
                                            direction to keep the
                                            oncoming solar flare behind
                                            the ship to provide the best
                                            shielding.
                                            
                                              Last night I got as
                                            far as the doctor/captain
                                            just passing out as the
                                            oxygen in the spacesuit has
                                            run out. On that cliffhanger
                                            I turned out the light and
                                            very quickly fell asleep. I
                                            was not worried because in
                                            stories like this the hero
                                            has to survive, and anyway,
                                            I have read the book before
                                            (even if I can hardly
                                            remember a thing about it. I
                                            am wondering if maybe I
                                            could remember more about it
                                            in my dreams, and I did
                                            dream about it.
                                            
                                              In the dream I seemed
                                            to be thinking if there was
                                            any mention of  
Cherenkov
                                              radiation. It is a
                                            feint blue glow when atomic
                                            particles, moving at the
                                            speed of light, have to slow
                                            down when they enter
                                            something like water where
                                            the speed of light is
                                            slower. They give up their
                                            extra energy as visible
                                            light. The doctor/captain
                                            should have seen a blue glow
                                            in the water he was in as
                                            ,what would be a fatal dose
                                            of, radiation from the flare
                                            was attenuated by the water.
                                            Maybe the book does mention
                                            it, or maybe it was just my
                                            brain correcting what may
                                            have been a forgotten effect
                                            by a write who strives to be
                                            as scientific as possible.
                                            
                                              I did have another
                                            good dream during what
                                            turned out to be a very
                                            pleasant sleep, but during
                                            using four paragraphs to
                                            describe one dream, I seem
                                            to have forgotten that dream
                                            (although I think I was sure
                                            I remembered it before I
                                            started describing the
                                            first. One thing I think I
                                            still remember is that it 
seemed
                                            like I didn't wake up to pee
                                            as much as usual. That
                                            could, and in this case it
                                            did indicate my blood
                                            glucose had dropped from the
                                            dangerous levels of
                                            yesterday morning.
                                            
                                              There was also other
                                            good news after getting up.
                                            When I weighed myself I
                                            found I had lost the
                                            terrible 500gm I seemed to
                                            have put on the previous
                                            morning. All I have to do is
                                            to get rid the the 500gm, or
                                            whatever it was, the day
                                            before that. Yesterday I
                                            seemed to go for a poo at
                                            least 6 times though the
                                            day, and only the last
                                            seemed semi trivial. I
                                            certainly can't remember
                                            doing it, but I must have
                                            eaten about three times as
                                            much as I thought I ate the
                                            day before yesterday.
                                            
                                              It seemed no surprise
                                            that I didn't need to poo
                                            this morning....although,
                                            there were hints that maybe
                                            I might. In fact, after my
                                            breakfast, when weighing
                                            myself again would be
                                            pointless, I have been for a
                                            poo three times in quick
                                            succession. The last time
                                            was not very much, but even
                                            so, where is it all coming
                                            from ????
                                            
                                              I was very happy to
                                            see that my blood glucose
                                            readings have returned to
                                            their slightly higher than
                                            desired, but still very
                                            normal level. The Contour
                                            meter and the Sinocare
                                            meters both read 8.6mmol/l,
                                            and the GlucoRX meter read
                                            8.7mmol/l. So nothing to
                                            worry about there except it
                                            would be preferable if all
                                            those numbers started with a
                                            7 instead of an 8. In a
                                            similar way, my blood
                                            pressure is a tiny bit
                                            higher than my average, but
                                            111/49 is still very good.
                                            
                                              I am happy to say
                                            that the sky has cleared
                                            faster than expected, and I
                                            am now enjoying a sunny
                                            spell. Maybe a long sunny
                                            spell, or maybe it is
                                            actually sunny now. I can
                                            see a lot of blue sky, and
                                            it may be that the sun won't
                                            go behind a cloud (for more
                                            than a latter of seconds -
                                            which don't count) for ages
                                            to come.
                                            
                                              The next thing I am
                                            going to do is to have a lie
                                            down, and read how the
                                            doctor/captain is once he is
                                            rescued from the flooded
                                            washroom now the solar flare
                                            is over. Once I have read
                                            that chapter, and maybe the
                                            next one, I want to do some
                                            face maintenance. I have
                                            charged up my beard trimmer,
                                            and fitted it with the
                                            lowest cut possible (about
                                            1mm), I will then wet shave
                                            off the areas that are
                                            supposed to be clean shaven.
                                            I'll follow that with
                                            shampoo and conditioner on
                                            my hair, and finally a
                                            shower.
                                            
                                              I will then be fit
                                            for company, although the
                                            chances of seeing anyone
                                            except a shop assistant is
                                            vanishingly rare. I
                                            definitely want to go out in
                                            the sunshine, and at a
                                            minimum I will go to see if
                                            there is any sign of the the
                                            London & Rye pub
                                            reopening by it's new
                                            owners. If I do that then I
                                            will also pop into the
                                            Poundshop to see if they
                                            have any zero sugar
                                            biscuits. No doubt I'll find
                                            other stuff to buy as well.