08:03 GMT
For some reason I kept thinking
it was supposed to rain yesterday, but
it was quite sunny, albeit only sunny
spells. There were times when the sky
looked threatening, but the dark
looking clouds only covered maybe half
the sky, and soon blew away. It was
almost, but not quite, warm with an
afternoon temperature of 13° C.
This morning's weather forecast
is not quite right. The drizzle
forecast for about now has been and
gone, and now we could have full
sunshine if the clouds move one notch
to the left where there is a huge
patch of blue sky. I can see long
contrails in dazzling white in that
blue sky. The rest of the forecast may
be right, or not, but we should be
able to expect sunny spells, and maybe
one single hour (midday) of full
sunshine. From 5pm it will get a bit
more cloudy, but by then the sun will
have set, and any chance of more
sunshine will have passed. The
temperature may reach 14° C this
afternoon, but by 8pm it will be down
to 11° C and it will stick there to
beyond midnight. There could be a
small chance of rain then. Tomorrow
may start with some sunny spells, but
much of the day may see light rain.
Curiously, the warmest hour may be
11am when it may reach 13° C, but the
temperature will be 11 or 12° C for
much of the day.
Yesterday was quite a good day,
although as I will soon moan about,
there were some bad things about it.
The bad things were self inflicted as
I will soon explain, and they weren't
really that bad in the end. The
big thing yesterday was that I went
out for a fair walk.
After I finished writing
yesterday's piece I had my usual rest,
although maybe it was shorter than I
think I might have intended. After
failing to shower the previous day, I
was keen to have a good shower, and it
did indeed feel good. I didn't bother
washing my hair, but I did put in a
small hand towel to soak - and of
course I sort of forgot about it, and
finishing washing it ought to be the
first thing I did this morning.
Having rested and washed I got
dressed ready to go out. The weather
seemed ideal for a walk in the park -
or so I thought. One key feature
should have been some light rain.
Maybe a much earlier forecast had
predicted that, or maybe I dreamed it,
but I assumed I would be out in light
rain. That would have been good for
one special thing. I intended to wear
my slightly smell, brand new,
correctly sized, leather jacket. I
thought walking through rain might
help to clean off the sweaty smell it
has.
Still on the assumption it was
going to rain I took my two little
waterproof cameras with me. They are
(or were) waterproof down to 10ft of
water - which was a lot more than I
needed ! That might have been a good
thing if it did rain, but considering
that I only expected light rain, I
could have taken my Nikon 3200D
camera, and I have had no trouble
using that even in medium heavy rain
(apart from the lens tending to mist
up).
For all the benefits of a true
waterproof camera, there is the
downside that both my Fuji XP10 and
Fuji XP71 camera do not take great
pictures. Both have some optical zoom,
but it is only about x5. There was one
subject in my photos were a lot more
zoom would have been good, and also
the better exposure control of a DSLR
camera. A few, if not all the pictures
I took could have benefited from a
better camera.
As mentioned a few paragraphs
ago, I was to give my new leather
jacket it's first outing. It does fit
beautifully, although I mostly had it
only zipped at the bottom, and I only
did that because I had a lot of
difficulty getting the zip started.
There was no trouble getting the
bottom of the zip to meet, but I found
it close to impossible to see what I
was doing. It was not because I could
not see past the bulge of my belly,
although I guess that didn't help. It
was more to do with the way the
leather seemed to bulge out as I tried
to get the bottom of the zip engaged
with its other side.
Having got the zip started
while I was at home, I was reluctant
to undo it again. I did the whole walk
with the zip done slightly up around
my waist, and I barely noticed any
pressure. When I did have the zip
fully up I also did not notice any
pressure on my chest - which was a
very important thing. What I did
notice was how stiff the leather was.
It is a heavy grade leather designed,
with the addition of some specially
padded areas, protect a motor bike
rider from falls and the like.
This picture, like most of
them, looks a bit flat because the
auto adjustment of the Fuji camera is
not ideal - maybe because it is
actually optimised for underwater use.
There was also the maybe bigger
problem that the sun was in the wrong
place - off to the right of the
picture. It is all very well knowing
the rules about shooting with the sun
over your shoulder, but I can't move
the sun or the object.
With the extremely bright sky
behind, I could not increase the
brightness of the picture to make the
autumn colours of the trees as vivid
as my own eyes could see them. The
tree just right of centre looked a
deep purple colour to my eye, but the
camera makes it look a bit muddy.
In this picture the sun, if it
was actually shining instead of just
being a dazzling patch of white cloud,
was in the right place to make the
light green leaves of the tree in the
middle look like they were glowing
green against a fairly drab backdrop.
I have brightened this picture
until the sky, and also the corner of
the hospital's Riverside building is
almost bleached out. It is a shame I
could not get it brighter because the
tree on the left was looking a nice
coppery colour, and the one to the
right was quite colourful.
There was blue sky showing in
some parts of the sky, and I was
bathed in sunshine for bits of my
walk, but for a lot of the time it was
lightly overcast, and the light was
grey enough to flatten any image.
From time to time I see what
must be homeless people camped in the
park. Usually they do it very
discretely, behind bushes and tree,
often on the river bank. I guess they
got fed up with being visited by rats
in the night, and this tent probably
avoided that. It was pitched right by
the eastern side main path into the
park, not far from the Ladywell Road
entrance. I think the park keepers
thought this was taking the piss, and
they were just about to remove the
tent as I passed by. I can't help
thinking that if it were me I would
also pitch it a lot further from the
dog "waste" bin !
This picture really deserved
being taken on one of my biggest
cameras. I haven't seen it for ages,
but yesterday saw the return of a
heron to the river. It is in the river
as it flows behine the St Mary's
Therapeutic garden, and I have seen it
there before - but not since last
autumn. The white feathers on it;s
chest and around the neck, are really
overexposed when using a simple
camera. If I had used a DSLR I would
have set it to be slightly under
exposed.
Here's another view of the
heron. At least I think it is a heron,
but sometime I get herons and egrets
mixed up. I do see egrets on the river
occasionally, but they are real
buggers for getting the exposure right
because most of their body has bright
white feathers, and even a hint of
over exposure just kills any detail in
the feathers. They might have a sharp
outline, but the body is just a white
blob.
Back in the spring when we had
some torrential rainfall, the river
was running really deep and fast, and
it undermined the river bank as it
swirled around after going through the
slight constriction of the bridge that
connects the park to Lewisham
Hospital. The hole it dug out was left
covered by a thin sheet of tarmac, and
a potential disaster for anyone trying
to walk on it.
It is not easy to see in this
picture, but there is a big earthmover
on the bank, and I suspect I only just
missed it dropping the caison (steel
mesh cage filled with rocks) into a
prepared slot for it to reinforce the
river bank at this point.
I must have only missed the
action by a minute or two - which was
annoying. As I watched, with the best
view under the bridge from a little up
stream, I saw two men appear from the
opposite bank to inspect how the
caisson had settled onto the riverbed.
They were feeling around and under it,
and when satisfied they signalled the
earth mover to drop what looked like a
roll of hessian sacking of mud and
weeds, and they tied it at river bed
level to the front of the caisson to
stop the river scouring out under the
caisson (they hope).
That was the last picture I
took on the Fuji XP71 camera before
the battery went flat. That camera
does seem to eat batteries, and it is
a very small battery. I switched to
the slightly lesser specc'd Fuji XP10
camer at this point.
This final picture of the men
at work, possibly using some old
branches to pin the roll of mud and
weeds into place, was taken on the
smaller Fuji camera, and it was
pushing it to it's limits. The picture
looks horribly soft.
Another very soft looking
picture of another tree showing off
it's copper coloured autumn leaves.
The sun was definitely out for this
snap, and you can see some deep
shadows. The sun is off to the left of
the picture, and I thought this was
the better angle to take the picture,
but on reflection.....
I caught this tree with the
full sun over my shoulder, and
lighting up the copper coloured leaves
to best effect, but it still looks a
bit of a crappy picture. Maybe it is
because of the distance. If it was
taken from further away you would not
expect to see much detail from the
leaves except their colour, but this
is close enough to see good detail,
and you can't. Not taking a DSLR
camera with me was a big mistake.
Almost home, and I ran into
these coppers on horseback. I mostly
tend to hear them clip clopping
around, but they regularly ride around
the local roads, and with the Police
station, and stables in Lewisham, they
often ride through the park. The
horses usually leave a trail behind
them !

I was very close to home for
that last picture. Once outside my
front door I see that I had walked
1.554 miles, and while not a lot,
quite enough for some simple exercise
- at least in my opinion. An average
speed of just 1.452 was nothing
spectacular, but I did forget to pause
the tracker when taking some pictures,
and maybe the real average speed was a
little bit higher.
I could have walked a bit
further, although this walk did need
two
small sprays of GTN to
keep the angina away (although maybe
it isn't called angina when caused
caused by a faulty heart valve).
It was still nice to get home,
and once there I had no desire to walk
any further. One reason was I was
looking forward to some lunch. I had
two slices of cheese on toast. One had
tomato purée under the cheese to make
sure it was less healthy. The other
had some BBQ relish under the cheese.
That has a high sugar content, and is
not even that nice. I am not sure why
I don't tip that relish down the drain
because it adds nothing to anything I
use it with. Maybe I have a stupid
faith that one day I will find
something it enhances.
I really wanted to lie down and
have a snooze after I had my cheese on
toast. I did feel very tired, but I
wanted to see how my pictures looked,
and I went further and did all the
selecting and editing of the pictures
I have used here before I could relax.
Most picture needed something more
than just copping and resizing, and so
the process took a fair bit of time.
The pictures may have been mostly
failures, but at least my new leather
bikers jacket was a success. It even
smells a bit better now.
I know I definitely had a
snooze, but I don't really remember
actually sleeping. It just felt like I
rested my eyes for a few minutes and
opened them almost an hour later, and
getting quite close to dinner time by
then. The cheese on toast was almost
filling, but that did not deter me
from wanting a fair sized dinner.
Actually, dinner was not that
big. I know this because it was a
ready meal, and it said it was for one
person. It was the second Greek ready
meal I bought from Tesco, and it was
the Mousakka. It was nicer than the
meatballs I had first the day before.
It was a bit greasy, and one part of
my brain thought that was nice, but
the other half of my brain was
shouting it was unhealthy. I mostly
listened to the first side.
I followed the Mousakka with
some ice cream, and it made for a very
pleasant meal. I must admit I had a
little cube of cheese to nibble on
later in the evening, but that was
something more akin to greed than real
hunger. I spent most of the rest of
the evening watching TV - the usual
things I see most nights. I did have
one pleasant interruption.
It was a message from Angela
that started off saying that I missed
a great second set from the Life Of
Brian band when I left early. I did
comment at the time that they had a
shaky start, but once warmed up they
were sounding great. Maybe after a
great reception at the end of the
first set they knew they were back in
the saddle and gave a great
performance. Even if I had taken my
best camera and lens I doubt I would
have captured anything better than I
captured, albeit in poorer quality, in
the first set.
The good news from Angela is
that the band are now booked to play
in The Swan in West Wickham on the 8th
of November. It is still fairly easy
to get to, and is a much bigger pub.
It could still be packed, but being
much wider there should be better
chances of moving around a bit for
alternative views. The only good and
bad thing is some memories. I can't
remember if we were watching The Life
Of Brian, and I can't quite remember
how it happened, but to my joy I ended
up massaging Angela's aching feet for
her.
It was the first real
physical contact with her, and while I
am not a great lover of feet, it was a
good first step. It lead on to
massages, errr....further up her legs
in the next few months. Sadly Angela
got distracted by an old male friend
who was, and did die of cancer, and we
broke up up before really establishing
things as a couple. It will be good
and bad memories at the gig in
November.
I went to bed at 10pm last
night. It could have been at 11pm, but
I saw, in the nick of time, that the
vomit inducing Johnny Vegas was one of
the guest panelists of QI, and I could
not bear to watching it with him
there. One other thing I did yesterday
was to put my duvet back on my bed.
Last night was not a very cold night,
and so I didn't really need it, but I
used it anyway, and in doing so I may
have saved some money by using the
heater less (although it was still on
all night with the thermostat probably
set a bit lower).
I think I slept OK, although
the Mousakka grease did give me a bit
an heartburn that I had to cure before
I could relax and sleep. I think I
remember getting up at least twice for
a pee. I also remember one dream I
had. I am not sure what to make of the
dream. It was a sort of more adult
version of a very juvenile dream.
In the dream I had been
recruited somehow buy a secret
organisation. They were not exactly
spies, but seemed to work by the same
rules. I can't recall they had any
name, but like something like the
1960's "The Man From Uncle", and maybe
even more like one of Robert
Heinlien sci fi stories, the
head of this "secret service" was a
paternal old man. About the only thing
that happened in the dream was some
informal lectures about keeping
secrets, staying discrete and other
(probably) fictional spy crafts. The
dream was interesting, but definitely
not exciting.
My brain is still not
synchronised to GMT, and I woke up too
early, and then went back to sleep and
I overslept. For that last bit of
sleep I was definitely under the
duvet, and it felt rather nice. it was
probably that which encouraged me to
oversleep. I am not sure, but In think
it was close to 8am when I finally got
up after an extra hour of sleep (I was
up enough to take screenshots of the
weather forecasts before I fell asleep
for almost an extra hour of sleep.
Maybe I feel good for that.
After three, or maybe two and a
half substantial poos yesterday
morning, I don't seem to need one this
morning, and while I still seem to be
perfectly comfortable in that
department, it is still disappointing
because one big poo may have reduced
my weight a little bit. As it
currently stands (and I have had
breakfast now, and so nothing else
counts) I seem to have put on 200gm
this morning. That is a bit of a blow
after doing some exercise yesterday.
looking at my morning weight for the
last 6 months it does seem to be about
the weight I go back to if I don't
continually work at it.
My blood glucose was quite good
this morning. I still don't understand
why putting on weight, this implying I
have eaten more, does not equate to
raised blood glucose as well, but this
opposite seems to always be the case.
This morning I git readings of 6.3,
6,4, and 6.5mmol/l. That does not
average to to lowest I have had this
month, bit it is among the lowest
readings, and is very satisfying. It
is not that much higher than normal
for a non diabetic person.
It is possible my blood
pressure is just a tiny bit too low
this morning - 108/45 - but it is
probably because I measures too soon
after eating when all my blood rushed
to my stomach to process food I have
just eaten. Just going down to the
dining room, and then coming back
upstairs would probably raise it to a
silly figure ! On the whole I think I
seem to feel good enough this morning
- maybe even good enough for more
exercise.
There are two definite things
for this morning, and maybe three. One
is to finish washing the small hand
towel that has been soaking over
night. I can then have a shower (and I
guess that adds another definite for
this morning). Another thing is to
give myself my next Mounjaro
injection. That will finish off the
first course of 2.5mg injections, and
next week I think I start 5mg
injections. I wonder if the increased
dose will do anything for my weight
loss. Anything I have managed since
starting Mounjaro has been using tried
and trusted methods that can only be
done when in the right frame of mind.
Oh well, it is not a waste of time for
the good it is doing for my blood
glucose level.
I can't think of anything I
have to do later. Some shopping might
be useful, but I think I may go out
for another walk. If the weather
forecast has any amount of truth in
it, I can probably go out without a
coat, and get some sun on my bare
arms. If I do go out I will definitely
take my Nikon D3200 camera with my 28
to 200mm zoom lens on it. Taking the
waterproof cameras was a big mistake
yesterday.